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The Battle Belongs to God!

2/4/2024

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    Have you ever felt hopeless?   
   Have you ever watched helplessly as a dear friend or child, or even your spouse walked into damaging choices, and felt like the enemy was simply too powerful and too strong? 
    Have you ever watched as people around you start dividing, fighting, arguing and treating one another as enemies?   
    Have you ever felt like you wanted to fight, but you're not sure who to fight, and you don't seem to have any effective weapons or skills?   
     Have you ever just felt like hiding in a hole, and waiting until it all blows over?   
   What do we do when we are faced with impossible odds, failing leadership, aching needs, horrible oppressions, and a fight that is being forced on us, whether we can handle it or not?   
     A number of years ago Jeff and I faced a business crisis.  We had just completed our taxes, a project I look forward to with a bit of dread and procrastination, and we found that we owed a sum of money that we did not have saved up --$10,000.  With our large family and many pressing needs, saving for an unknown amount throughout the year can be very difficult at times.  We were concerned and looked through out Quickbooks to find any account still owing that we could see if they could pay sooner--but there was nothing.  The days ran into one another continuously until April 15th was upon us, and still there was no money available.  We had waited and prayed and waited again.   
     This is the story we have today.  In 1 Samuel 13, Saul, the new king of Israel, was scared.  As he sat there with his son Jonathan, he was pondering all that he had...and all that he didn't. 
   He had only three thousand men following him, and the people of Israel had been oppressed by the Philistines for many years.  The Philistines would regularly raid Israel's villages, carrying of women and children as slaves and killing their men.  Their enemy would take everything they had worked hard for, loved deeply, and fought like a drowning man to keep alive.  Every time they would come up for air, they would be pushed back down.   They felt like they were struggling just to survive each day, waiting to hear news of another family member or friend who had been taken down by their relentless enemy.   
     In fact, the Philistines were shrewd about their oppression.  They had gone through the land of Israel, killing all the blacksmiths who could create weapons.  Year after year, in order to even have their harvesting tools sharpened, the men of Israel were forced to travel into the land of their enemies to have their tools sharpened—the enemy controlled their harvest, their defenses and their lives. 
    The oppression had carried on for so many years, that the people had lost the concept of freedom. 
   
     
The men that were left, trembled.   
   
     And Saul, he had made the wrong choice
.  He had thought it made sense at the time.  He had thought it would fix it.  But it only made things much, much worse.  
 
     The prophet Samuel had told him to wait for him seven days, and Samuel would offer a sacrifice to the Lord asking for his help and deliverance.  But as Saul had watched the men's confidence wane day after day, so had the men themselves.  Saul had noticed fewer and fewer men in the camp, and his captains had reported that more of the men had gone into hiding—holes, thickets, pits, wells...anywhere to hang out until the Philistines went away.   
      But the Philistines weren't going away.  They had crowded day after day into the valley of Michmash until it seemed an impossible number---30,000 chariots, 6000 horsemen, and so many foot soldiers and people that it was like the sand on the seashore, way too many to count.   
   Their enemies started sending raiding parties, three groups of them, toward the Northeast, west and southeast.  Saul knew it was intended to draw him and his men out, but there was no way he could stop them all. 
     So on the seventh Saul had made a decision.  Samuel hadn't come yet, and there was a political crisis.  He would offer the sacrifice himself.   
     But it backfired.  Samuel had come up just as he had finished offering the sacrifice, and had told him that God would no longer establish his kingdom...that God would give his kingdom to a man after God's own heart, and that he, this nameless man, would be commanded by God to be a Commander over His people.  And then he left.   
     Saul was frustrated.  He looked around at the men who had watched his public humiliation, and saw the last vestiges of confidence evaporate from their eyes, leaving only a hopeless despair and terror.  One by one, he watched them slip away from the camp.  By the end of the day, there were only 600 men.  600 weaponless, defenseless, hopeless men.   
     Often in our lives our spiritual enemy, satan, seems to have us cornered.  He attacks and pillages, he goes after our jobs, our income, our homes, our children, our marriages, our churches, our country, and our dreams.  He steals and kills and destroys everywhere he goes.  We often notice how attacks often seem to come against multiple sides at a time.  Perhaps your kid is struggling with bitterness, at the same time as you are diagnosed with a health problem.  Perhaps your boss has laid you off, and you find that your best friend betrayed you.  Maybe your spouse has left you and you're in a losing custody battle.   
     Satan attacks our pastors and church leadership to take them out so that we won't know where to find our spiritual weapons, how to be trained to fight against him to protect our spirits and families from his constant and relentless attacks. He lies to us and convinces that his army is so vast, so numerous, so strong and so completely invincible that we haven't a hope.   
     
He goes after our weapons. The Philistines had murdered the blacksmiths, those who were skilled at crafting the weapons. The Bible tells us that the weapons of our warfare are mighty in God to the pulling down of strongholds, to make every thought captive to the obedience of Christ.
     What is our number one weapon? The Sword of the Spirit, the Word of God! The enemy goes after our time in the Word. He convinces us that knowing God’s Word is not all that important. He interrupts our quiet time with the Lord, the time when we have space to listen to the voice of the Spirit. He convinces us that sports, tv, work, yard work—everything that demands our attention—is more important than investing in knowing God’s Word with our families. He does everything he can to take out those who would teach the Word of God, to discourage, to steal their time, their
finances and their health. All because the Word of God is powerful. It is a mighty weapon that advances against his agenda and pushes back on the gates of hell.
 
    Samuel seemed late. The enemy tries to point out that even God is late to this battle because God doesn't care and won't make time to help us.  We wait, and wait, and wait...and when we don’t see God coming, we panic.  
    We don't know what to do, so we try to fix it ourselves.  Saul had an identity problem.  His courage, morale and obedience to God's word would go up with the people's approval--and down with their disapproval.  More than anything--more than God Himself, Saul wanted people to think well of him.  To like him.  To support him.  And when he saw that they were scattering, he chose to directly disobey God to win back people's approval.  The Apostle Paul addresses this in the New Testament, "Am I now," Paul asks, "trying to win the approval of men, or of God? Or am I trying to please people? If I were still trying to please people, I would not be a servant of Christ!" (Gal. 1:10).  If we only do what it is right because other people will validate it, then when the time comes when it is crucial for our marriages, our families, our own spiritual relationship with God, we will sell out what is most important for what can never please God or give us victory over our enemy!
     We don't know what to do, so we hide
.  We hide in our streaming movies, we hide in our video games, we hide in our alcohol, our drugs, our fleeting friendships or intimate relationships.  We hide in our sports, jobs, ambitions and goals.  We hide in a monumental list of tasks that we hope will make us feel like we are going somewhere good.  We hide in the praise and popularity of people who don't even know the real us hurting inside. We do these things to distract ourselves from facing the enemies that are amassing.  

     But God sees us hiding.  He knows our pain, he sees what the enemy is doing, and he hears our crying at night when we think nobody can see our break down.   
     And not only does God see, know and hear, but He also has a plan and people who will fully follow Him!   
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Now it happened one day that Jonathan the son of Saul said to the young man who bore his armor, 'come, let us go over to the Philistines' garrison that is on the other side.' But he did not tell his father.  And Saul was sitting in the outskirts of Gibeah under a pomegranate tree which is in Migron.  The people who were with him were about six hundred men.  Abijah the son of Ahitub, Ichabod's brother, the son of Phinehas, the son of Eli, the Lord's priest in Shiloh, was wearing an ephod.  But the people did not know that Jonathan had gone.  1 Samuel 14:1-3 ​

 
    Now I want us to notice what it's saying in this passage.  Prince Jonathan knows that his dad is not dealing with the situation.  In fact, in our story, only Jonathan and Saul have weapons. They know God’s Word! They both have power to fight. But Saul sits still, apathetically refusing to use what God has given him to restore the kingdom of God to His people. Jonathan has seen the way his dad appealed to his own fleeting popularity and charisma with the people instead of to God, and the result of that disaster.  And now his King Saul is just sitting.  He has no plan, he has no defense, no attack, and no direction from God because he has lost favor.  The priest he is using to gain insight and direction from God is from Priest Eli's house, whom God had already rejected due to the embraced violence and immorality in the priest's household.  So the priest isn't hearing from God, and neither is Saul.  So when Jonathan and his armorbearer sneak out, they are going without a plan, without public, family or royal approval.   
 
     But Jonathan sees the need and values his own life less than the protection of his people.  He values his own reputation less than the reputation of God.   
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'Between the passes, by which Jonathan sought to go over to the Philistines' garrison, there was a sharp rock on one side and a sharp rock on the other side.  And the name of one was Bozez {slippery|, and the name of the other Seneh {Thorny| Then Jonathan said to the young man who bore his armor, 'Come, let us go over to the garrison of these uncircumcised; it may be that the Lord will work for us; For nothing restrains the Lord from saving by many or by few.' v. 4-6   ​

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     Jonathan and his armorbearer are facing this very deep and craggy ravine.  On the other side is the Philistines' garrison.  They have heavy armor and a sword and shield, and Jonathan is proposing to mountain climb.  On one side, it was very slippery, and the other side hurtful.  In order to get to the Philistines, they will have to be in pain, carry everything they have while perhaps painfully climbing down one side and risking a slippery fall up the other.  There is nothing about this situation that speaks of human wisdom, experience or expertise.   
 
     But Jonathan's focus is not on the challenges and impossibilities, it is on the need and the great God who can fill it.  You have to notice his wording here to his armorbearer—he doesn't say that God told him to do this.  He doesn't say that God gave him this plan.  He doesn't say that God has told him He would help him. 
 
     He just knows His God.   
 
    He knows how merciful and powerful God is.  He knows that God's favor rests on the righteous.  He knows God's deep compassion for those who are broken, hurting and oppressed.  He knows that God is so vast and His power so unlimited that it makes absolutely no difference how much “help” God receives on our end, it is enough.  And he knows the inheritance that he had already received as a gift from God to God’s people. The land of promise was theirs already. 
     So he says, “It may be that the Lord will work for us.  For nothing restrains the Lord from saving by many or by few.”   
     Is there a ravine in your life?  Do you see an enemy stronghold, an impregnable fortress?  Does the enemy taunt from across the chasm, “Look, this chasm is too deep, you are too clumsy, you aren't strong enough, you don't have the right equipment, you don't have enough people, you don't have enough experience, you don't have a plan, you haven't heard that God will help you this time!   
     If you cross that chasm, you can see that you risk falling.  You can see that it will be painful.  And you can clearly see that the enemy's fortress is indestructible to you.   
     But where is your focus?  Is it on your failings?  Is it on your weakness?  When the enemy taunts his lies in your head, do you look at yourself and say, “yes, I'm puny.  I'm weak.  There's no way I can cross that chasm.  There's no way I can have victory over that sin.  It's too hard.  It's too deep.  I'm going back to my hole.”   
 
     Or is your focus on the strength and character of your God?   
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“So his armorbearer said to him, 'Do all that is in your heart.  Go then; here I am with you, according to your heart.'  Then Jonathan said, 'Very well, let us cross over to these men, and we will show ourselves to them.  If they say thus to us, 'Wait until we come to you,' then we will stand still in our place and not go up to them.  But if they say thus, 'Come up to us,' then we will go up. For the Lord has delivered them into our hand, and this will be a sign to us.”  v. 7-10   ​

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     So here's Jonathan's plan.  Because he doesn't know if God's going to help them, he has decided that the best way for God to give him a sign that they will have victory is to go all the way to the bottom of the ravine, stand there, and make sure the Philistines can see them.  They are losing the element of surprise.  They are giving their enemy the hilltop advantage.  Jonathan is basically turning their situation into the worst military move you can make and giving God the opportunity to gain as much glory as possible out of the situation.  And if the Philistines respond with a desire to fight with their advantage, that's God's sign that He is going to give the Philistines into their hand.   
      And while it seems that Jonathan is going into this without any promise at all, there is one promise that is hidden to us, but fully present with him.  He walks with this promise.  The whole meaning of his name is infused with this promise:   
 
     Jonathan.  “The Lord has given.” 
 
    It is a statement of fact.  Jonathan knew the inheritance that God had given him, and the Philistines had no right to be on their land. God had given them this inheritance, God had given the responsibility to His people to protect and guard it, and it was God’s job to establish His kingdom.  Jonathan knew intimately and walked in his identity as a child of God, a Prince of Kingdom that could never be taken away or revoked.  His kingship had been revoked by the actions of his father.  But his place in the kingship of God could never be revoked.  
     Jonathan walked in faith positioning himself on the free gift of God already and irrevocably granted him.  The gift of God, the inheritance given to the people of God had nothing to do with their ability, strength, or worth in comparison to others. It had everything to do with God’s glory and love for all of mankind. 
 
     
There is a free gift of God that has been given for you.   
 
    The Bible says that “while we yet sinners, Christ died for us.”  It says that the consequences of our sin are eternal death and bondage to an evil and oppressive enemy, but that “the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.    
    When Jesus died on the cross, he set you free from the power of the enemy.  The Bible says that if we repent and turn away from practicing sin, declare “with our mouth Jesus is Lord and believe in our hearts that God has raised Him from the dead, we shall be saved.”   
     It says that God showed His own love for us by giving us His very own son to rescue us from the power and bondage of sin and give us an indestructible and eternal inheritance in God's family forever! 

     When we walk in faith by positioning ourselves on the free gift of God in Christ, we can claim back the strongholds of sin and destruction in our lives.   “Sin no more has dominion over us.”  (Rom. 6:14)    

     Not only that, but God has a plan for the world to see His glory, for our families, our workspaces, our communities and neighbors to see His glory and to come to the free gift of Christ! 
 
     Let's go back to our story and we what God does with a person who stands on God's character and inheritance:

“So both of them showed themselves to the garrison of the Philistines.  And the Philistines said, 'Look, the Hebrews are coming out of the holes where they have hidden!.'  Then the men of the garrison called to Jonathan and his armorbearer, and said 'Come up to us, and we will show you something!' Jonathan said to his armorbearer, 'Come up after me, for the Lord has given them into the hand of Israel.  And Jonathan climbed up on his hands and knees with his armorbearer after him; and they fell before Jonathan.  And as he came after him, his armorbearer killed them.  That first slaughter which Jonathan and his armorbearer made was about twenty men within half an acre of land.  And there was terror in the camp, in the field, and among all the people.  The garrison and the raiders also trembled; and the earth quaked, so that it was a very great trembling.  Now the watchmen of Saul in Gibeah of Benjamin looked, and there was the multitude, melting away; and they went here and there. Then Saul said to the people who were with him, 'Now call the roll and see who has gone from us.' And when they had called the roll, surprisingly, Jonathan and his armorbearer were not there.  And Saul said to Ahijah, 'Bring the ark of God here (for at that time the ark of God was with the children of Israel).  Now it happened, while Saul talked to the priest, that the noise which was in the camp of the Philistines continued to increase; so Saul said to the priest, 'Withdraw your hand.' Then Saul and all the people who were with him assembled, and they went to the battle; and indeed every man's sword was against his neighbor, and there was very great confusion.  Moreover the Hebrews (Israelites) who were with the Philistines before that time, who went up with them into the camp from the surrounding country, they also joined the Israelites who were with Saul and Jonathan.  Likewise all the men of Israel who had hidden in the mountains of Ephraim, when they heard that the Philistines fled, they also followed hard after them in the battle.  So the Lord saved Israel that day....” v. 11-23a   ​

     God gives Jonathan and his armor-bearer great strength to battle, and then sends an earthquake, terror and confusion to their enemies!  No longer is it God's people who are trembling, it is their enemies.   
    All the terrified Israelites jump out of their hiding spots.  All the Israelites who are in the Philistines' camps, whether traitors or captives, join in to fight on the Lord's side!  Everyone can see that the battle has been decided.   
     And what about them being weaponless and unskilled in war?  God has that covered too!  He causes the enemy to use their own swords against one another in their great confusion and terror. 

     God doesn't need what you don't have—he wants you to give everything you've got.   
 
     The battle against our enemy is already decided.  There is already victory that has been decided in your favor.  God's Word tells us that we as believers in Christ have already been given everything that has to do with life and godliness (2 Peter 1:3).  
     We don't wrestle against flesh and blood---people aren't our enemies, the devil is.  Evil is.  Sin is.  It says in 2 Cor 10:3, that though we walk in our bodies, the weapons that we fight with in this war aren't physical weapons.  They aren't fighting words.  They aren't manipulations.   
    They are spiritual weapons and armor---truth, salvation, the Word of God, prayer, the gospel, Jesus' righteousness.  It says that these tools of our warfare are “mighty in God for the purpose of pulling down strongholds, casting down arguments and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God by taking every thought captive to make it obedient to Christ.”   
     The battle is to win our minds, thoughts, and hearts.  It is to win the minds thoughts and hearts of our families, of our spouses, of our friends and neighbors.  
     When we were facing our business crisis, when we owed money we could never raise in time, God came in time.  As the date approached, I felt in my spirit that we were to pay the money anyway.  We wrote out our checks to the state and the IRS for $10,000, addressed and stamped them, and sent them in the mail, praying as we let them go into the blue, mail slot.  
     On April 15th, I walked to our post office and input the vintage combination lock into our slot, reached in and pulled out a check, written out to our company, for $10,000.  It had never been in our accounts because it was a retention check---one that would be retained for an extra length of time, in our case, for a year.  For whatever reason, it had not been entered into our books or billed out. 
    God is not slow concerning his promises, as some counter slowness, but He is patient toward us (2 Peter 3:9).  If he seems to wait, wait for Him.  If He seems absent, cry out to Him.  Examine your heart, walk in obedient faithfulness!  He will come.  God always keeps His promises.  


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What do we do when we are faced with impossible odds, failing leadership, aching needs, horrible oppressions, and a fight that is being forced on us, whether we can handle it or not?   

We...
     Know our God 
     Focus on the Size and Character of our God 
     Give Everything We Have 
     Position Ourselves on the Free Gift of Jesus Christ and our Inheritance with His people 
     Pull Down the Strongholds so We Can Walk in Freedom! 


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I Have Seen My Redeemer!

12/18/2022

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There was also a prophetess named Anna, the daughter of Phanuel, of the tribe of Asher, who was well along in years. She had been married for seven years, and then was a widow to the age of eighty-four. She never left the temple, but worshiped night and day, fasting and praying. Coming forward at that moment, she gave thanks to God and spoke about the Child to all who were waiting for the redemption of Jerusalem. Luke 2:36-38 ​

      “Daddy’s home!” the high-pitched, jubilant cry of my little sister rent through the air of our larger, middle-class home. Pulling her nose and hands off the panes of the bay window overlooking our driveway, her cry was echoed by less than jubilation. The repeated phrase bore more the sound of a panic-stricken, pubescent middle-school boy. While the fun began with the advent of my father, so did the ensuing scramble of “pick-up time.” It was a time that Mom had tried to instill in us, and was supposed to initiate at 4pm so that my dad could come home to a clean house, a warm dinner, and an excited family waiting to welcome him, grateful for the long hours he had put in at the office. Quite honestly, it was a time that rarely began until we heard the familiar sound of his car in the driveway.  
      Beth reached as high as she could with her chubby fingers and swung the door open toward herself, backing up with it until the opening was wide enough to run through. She rushed out to greet him, heedless of the door standing open, the cold air springing to take advantage of osmosis, or the rush of adrenaline and activity behind her to make preparations. Legs and duplos must we swept off the floor, laundry and toys on the stairs taken up to the rooms, schoolbooks stuffed haphazardly into shelves, sometimes never to be found again, and a multitude of small items that no one knew where they belonged and would find their home in any stray crack or cranny, couch cushion or basket. If the item was too large, it would find its way to the basement ping-pong table, which was conveniently large enough to hold a massive amount of confused items. It is not always beneficial when kids are “helping” to clean, after all.  
      The fun would begin when Dad was home and all the boring work of the day was over. Perhaps he would play games with us, hide and seek in the dark, cards, or wrestle in a tickle battle on the floor. Surely he would read us a missionary story and a chapter from a fiction novel, using all the right voices and sound effects. Undoubtedly, he would pick out his stack of books to read and try to eat his cheerios in peace before bed. That was my favorite time. When everyone was else was gone, it was my turn to find any questions I could come up with to spark a conversation and gain one-on-one attention.  
     My mom used to say that she loved it when Dad would come home, because he would chase the demons away. All the frustration of dealing with us, all the mess and the work, the bad attitudes and the arguments—Dad would come home and make it all better. Every day we waited. Every day we listened for the sounds that meant life would be great again.  
     I imagine that in a very small way, this is a bit of the expectancy of the time in which Anna lived. While our difficulties were vastly more bearable with the love we experienced in our family, the darkness of the oppression that Anna lived under with the Roman occupation and extreme abuse of her rights she likely suffered because of her gender, her social status and her ethnicity would have greatly intensified the longing she and her fellow Israelites would have felt for the coming Redeemer.  
     Here we see a repeat of a name that we may be familiar with from the Old Testament—that of Hannah, the mother of Samuel. In Hebrew, her name is “Channah,” and in Greek it is “Anna.” Her name means to be favored by grace.  A more literal picture of the Hebrew word is that of a benefactor leaning toward someone who is coming with a humble request in order to bless and give to them their needs.  
     Anna’s name is meant to bring to mind the story of her namesake, Hannah, in 1 Samuel 1, who was bereft of children. In her grief, she fasted, prayed, and shed tears with loud groanings “to the one who could rescue” her in her situation, and she “was heard because of her obedience (Heb. 5:7).” Asking for a child, she vowed to dedicated him for a lifetime service as a Nazirite if the Lord would hear her request. Together with her husband, Elkanah, “God is Redeemer,” they kept their vow and dedicated their young son, Samuel, “Heard of God,” for a lifetime of Nazir, or sacred and set apart service to the Lord.  
     Luke tells us that Anna was the daughter of Phanuel, and does not list her husband. Phanuel’s (Peniel) name means “the face of God,” and is meant to bring to mind the story of Jacob wrestling all night with the angel of the Lord in order to blessed by God. At daybreak, Jacob is blessed and given a new name. Realizing at once that he had in fact been wrestling with the Lord Himself, Jacob “called the place Peniel, saying, “It is because I saw God face to face, and yet my life was spared. The sun rose above him as he passed Peniel....(Gen. 32:30-31).” 
     Anna came from the tribe of Asher, which means “happy/blessed,” and “level/straight,” which refers us back to the story of Leah and her wrestling (Gen. 30:8) with her sister for her husband’s love and the favor of God. After giving birth to Asher, Leah named him “happy” or “blessed” because she believed that her happiness would be guaranteed now because she had been given children.  
     Luke informs us further that Anna was “χήρα,” which is to be bereft, sterile, barren, or stripped of inhabitants or riches. While she was a widow in our common vernacular, this word was also used of those who had no provision or protection for themselves, but relied solely on God’s provision for them. It also included women who were single and without family support, or those who had been set apart under a Nazir vow and were, therefore, bereft and dependent upon God for their needs (Ex. 38:8, 1 Sam 2:22). 
      Anna very well may also have served in the same capacity as a ministering woman at the tent of meeting, which likely included Nazirites as well as Kohathite Levitical women serving and ministering (Ezra 2:65-70, Neh. 7:66-73, 1 Chron. 25:5-6). This group of ministering women would have depicted an early form of what would later become the ministering women serving in the church in the order of the “χήρα,” mentioned in Acts 6 and 1 Timothy 5 with its lists of qualifications that rival that of the presbyteroi just mentioned in the book, as well as concluding with the payment given to them, or to those ministering in the word of God, that of double payment. Acts 6 men who were appointed to be sure to wait on tables were likely given the responsibility of administering the payments of currency to these ministering women, since the word for table also carried the idea of banking, and since the Hebraic law and current culture of the day dictated that those who served were to be paid daily.  
     Anna was married for seven years, the Biblical number of completeness. Since she was married a complete amount of time, one would assume that it was surely enough time to have had children of her own. The text, however, shares nothing with us of any children, but rather of her day and night living and ministering in the temple. This indicates that she was childless—bereft in more ways than one. Though the Luke’s account in chapters 1 and 2 show us two other bereft and childless women whom God impossibly blesses with children, one in her old age (Elizabeth) and the other in her youthful virginity (Mary), Anna, whose name would have constantly reminded her of her own hope for children, remained childless.  
     Additionally, being bereft of children after her husband’s death likely would have qualified her for the Levirate law (Deut. 25:5-10), where her deceased spouse’s brother would have been required to redeem her monetarily and then taken her and raised up children for her husband by her. This would ensure that both the widow and the deceased husband would maintain a portion in the land of the Promise. Their name would not be cut off from their people. We find an example of this law as Boaz acted in this capacity as a kinsman-redeemer in the story of Ruth. If Anna had consented to this Levirate arrangement, she would not have remained a widow or bereft, and it may be that though that was available, she instead devoted herself as a Nazirite to wait for her redemption from God, instead. 
 

We must prepare the way for our Redeemer! ​

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     Anna must have thought of the children her namesake had asked for and been given by God. Hannah was “heard of God.” No doubt Anna’s own lifestyle of fasting and prayer included not a few tears for her own lack.  She may not have felt “heard,” and given the fact that she remained single until old age, she likely had no more hope for being “heard of God” in this capacity. So where was God’s favor? Where was His grace on her life? Without children and as a widow, she would have been presumed by others to be cursed for sin of which perhaps only God knew.  And yet Luke makes it plain that she is a godly woman, ministering in the same way we see the apostles “ministering before the Lord” in Acts 13:2 in a liturgical sense.    
     However, just as her predecessor Hannah did not drown herself in sinful pleasures or addictions, but rather poured out her soul in faithful service and ministry to the Lord, we see Anna so doing. We don’t see her remain idle in her sorrow.  
     Instead, we see her invest in others and allow herself to be so filled with God that she regularly prophesied. We see her dedicating herself to the ministry, and spending her days and nights fasting and praying and proclaiming God’s Word. It is highly likely that the very people to whom she had prophesied regularly were many of the very ones whose hearts were waiting expectantly for the “redemption” to come. Just as her descendance from Asher suggests, we see her “preparing the way for the Lord, and making “straight paths for Him.  
     We may find ourselves in a situation similar to Anna.  Do you find a lack somewhere, a bereftness? A removal or stripping of your resources?  Does this cause you pain and grief?   
     What do we do when our resources are removed?  Do we spend our energies out in self-pity, “look anxiously about” us, or desperately search for ourselves the resources we think we must have in order to find ourselves rescued? Or do we start waiting upon the Lord as his servants, with praise, worship, fasting and prophesying the divine message of expectancy to a dark and waiting world? 
 

We must wait expectantly on the Lord!  ​

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     Familiar with her own need and lack of a redeemer for her bereft state, attuned and practiced to the voice of the Holy Spirit, Anna was ready to recognize the Redeemer when she saw Him through the power of the Holy Spirit. Anna knew that God gives his people a more lasting portion eternally, and she was happy to trade physical redemption for spiritual redemption by her Redeemer.  In the midst of Anna’s day-to-day service, she experienced a favor far greater than that for which she may have longed—that of seeing the face of her God and living to tell of it!  
     While this was true of Anna, it is also true of us. As we go about our daily ministry in our homes, our churches and our communities and most especially in our day and night ministry to the Lord Himself, He meets us in our day-to-day with His Living Presence. As we practice listening to the voice of the Spirit and walking in obedience, we become more and more attuned to the words that direct us into the situations He wants to use to bring us favor: 
 

Yet the Lord longs to be gracious to you; therefore, he will rise up to show you compassion. For the Lord is a God of justice. Blessed are all who wait for him! People of Zion, who live in Jerusalem, you will weep no more. How gracious he will be when you cry for help! As soon as he hears, he will answer you. Although the Lord gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, your teachers will be hidden no more; with your own eyes you will see them. Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, “This is the way; walk in it.” Isaiah 30:18-21 
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     Through His Word, His Spirit, the spiritual understanding He imparts to us and our situations, He enables us to “see Him” and live to tell about our experiences of His presence! He reveals Himself to us, and gives us the opportunity to participate with Anna in preparing the way of the Lord, of making straight paths for Him! 
    We are never too late, and never too old. As long as we are serving God right where we are, the Divine appointments and opportunities for sharing the good news of the Light of the World will be brought to us.  
     What about us? How can we practice listening and obeying the voice of the Holy Spirit in our daily lives? How have you noticed the encounters becoming sweet and divinely appointed in your day-to-day?  

We must tell the good news! ​

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     After a lifetime of “wrestling” with God night and day, as her father’s name suggests, Anna receives the blessing that showed the favor and grace God had extended to her—that of seeing her Redeemer with her own eyes and living to tell the story! Just as Hannah was enabled to prophesy of the future Messiah’s redemption (1 Sam 2) because she came to the Lord in her bereftness and ministered to the Lord in it, so Anna was enabled to prophesy of her present Messiah’s redemption because she came to the Lord in her bereftness, emptiness, and lack, and ministered to the Lord in it. In the process of their emptiness, God filled them with His Spirit.  God, who is rich in mercy, gave Anna the joyous opportunity to tell all who were waiting for their Redeemer that she had seen Him, and their long wait was over! 
     As we anticipate Christmas morning, we have a red Farmer’s truck with the numbers 1-25 on it. There is a little magnetic snowflake that marks off the days til Christmas has arrived. Above it are filled their stockings, the curvature of candy canes spilling out of the edges and mysterious and some no-so-mysterious bulges sticking out begging to be squeezed and guessed at. A little distance away, misshapen packages lay under our tree. Although the kids are not allowed to handle them, they do seem to keep realigning in strange and different piles. While they each are understandably excited to receive the unknown gifts, their anticipation is greatly increased by the fact that they each also earn and purchase gifts for one another, and they love to watch their siblings open the gifts they themselves have given. They are not only anticipating their own joy, but the joy that comes from bringing joy to people they love.  
      Anna shared the good news of the Redeemer to “all who were waiting for the redemption of Jerusalem.”   In the Greek, the word for waiting is most often used in the “middle” voice, meaning the subject is doing the action herself as well as receiving the benefit of the action. It carries the strong idea of waiting actively, expectantly, “ready and willing to receive all that is hoped for....” Those to whom Anna shared the good news of their redemption were anticipating in an active and eager readiness His long-awaited arrival.  
     While Anna spoke to those actively waiting for their Redeemer to come at the beginning of Luke, Jesus our Redeemer speaks to us at the end of the book, telling us to actively and eagerly wait for His return!  

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     Are we waiting for redemption? What can we be doing today that increases our anticipation and joy? What can we do for others that changes their outlook on what their tomorrow may hold for them? How can we find ways to share the unfailing hope and joy that we have with those who have none? 
     As you anticipate the joy and the sorrows of this Christmas season, with its good and painful memories, its bereavements and its abundance, I pray that you will find joy and delight in the grace and favor that God has given to you through the gift of His Son, Jesus.  As you learn to see the many ways in which He leans toward you in order to bless and give you every "good and perfect gift," may you overflow with a joy that radiates that goodness to the lives you touch!  


 

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40 Days with Goliath - Final

7/1/2021

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For forty days the Philistine came forward
every morning and evening and​
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took his stand.

1 Samuel 17:40-54

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      This week we took our fluffy, white puppy to a geology camp with our kids. They got to learn about dinosaurs, handle real fossils and petrified dinosaur eggs, be awed by a plethora of fluorescent rocks, and dig in the dirt to find their own fossils.
     The owners of the camp had three large Great Pyranees, who nightly scouted their 180+ acre farm in the desert of Washington for grizzlies, wolves and cougars who regularly frequented the ranch. Last fall, their pyranees had attacked and treed a cougar on the property.
     During the day, as we watched from a distance, our small bundle of fluff, about the size of an Australian Terrier, would crawl on her belly toward these giant dogs. Her nose running along the ground, she would inch and pause, inch and pause, positioning herself as close as she dared to them. As soon as she reached them, she would flip her belly into the air, pleading for their mercy, and then snuggle up close for their protection.
     Bedtime, however, was another story! As we would settle in for the night, spanning the length of a log bunkhouse with our kids, we would give our dog her food next to her crate on the porch. Next to us, she had all kinds of courage. In her mind, though not in mine, we were much more powerful than these pyranees! As the other dogs would advance, tails wagging, to check out the smell from her dog bowl, she would bristle, bark, and growl at them. It was hilarious to watch her challenge them from the vantage of the porch, with her family behind her!
     As I watched her take courage based on her faith in our abilities, it reminded me of little David's courage as he fought Goliath. A courageous faith, that, unlike our dog's, was not misplaced.
     In Part 1, we studied the place and stance of our fight, and who our Goliaths are. In Part 2, we looked at some of the first problems David encountered before he even had to stand up to his Goliath, and how he rooted himself firmly in his identity and future. In Part 3, we focused on how David negotiated closed doors, discrimination, and how to maintain an effective defense in a new battle situation. Today, I want to dig in to the Covenant relationship we have with God, how to gather our resources, estimate the cost, and how to turn the enemy's weapons against himself!
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COVENANT
Let's declare our loyalty and love for God above all!​

     Goliath appeared “morning and evening,” when the Shema was to be declared. The Shema was Israel's affirmation of faith in God as their Covenant King--the Covenant authority Goliath was trying to replace by usurpation:

Hear, O Israel: The Lord [YHWH\ our God [Elohim, plural for God\, the Lord is one! You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your strength. And these words which I command you today shall be in your heart. 
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You shall teach them diligently to your children, and shall talk of them when you sit in your house, when you walk by the way, when you lie down, and when you rise up. 
Deut. 6:4-7 NKJV
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     God's people were commanded to declare vocally that the Lord was their God, in all of His triune, plural Godhead. They were to declare the command to love God with everything that was in them. Morning and evening, they were to rise and make these declarations over their lives and that of their families and nation. It was and is the quintessential statement of their faith in God.
    It was their enemy's goal to make Israel, God's people, omit this affirmation of faith and to  transfer their faith and obedience to his mastery over them.
     Our enemy wants to take God's place in our lives in order to imprison and destroy us. It has been his goal from the very beginning, when he challenged the Godhead! (Isa. 14:12-21)
But God has not left us without resources.
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COMPILE
Let's gather what we need!
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Then he took his staff in his hand; and he chose for himself 
five smooth stones
 from the brook,
​and put them in a 
shepherd’s bag, in a pouch which he had,
and his sling was in his hand. And he drew near to the Philistine.
1 Sam. 17:40

     As a shepherd, these are the typical things David would have already been using regularly. David gathered his staff, his bag, and his sling. The staff he brought to the fight would have been a smaller, blunt, club-like stick. This stick was different than the rod, or shepherd's crook, that he would have used to guide, discipline and rescue the sheep.  This particular staff would have been what David used to beat away predators, wild dogs, lions, and bears. The sling would be slung with a stone at a predator from more distance: efficient and deadly.
     God wants us to be resourceful. While He is the God who creates everything out of nothing, He still chooses to participate with us so that we can join Him in the pleasure and reward of victory!
      What do we have in our hand today? It is enough. 
     It is enough because we have a God who multiplies. He multiplies our time, energies and resources. He just wants a willing and giving heart. “For if there is first a willing mind, [the gift] is accepted according to what one has, and not according to what he does not have.” (2 Cor. 8:12)
     It is enough because He is the One who is our strength. He is the God of angel armies. “For the eyes of the LORD run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to show Himself strong on behalf of those whose heart is loyal to Him (2 Chron. 16:9a).
     David gathered five stones.
    At first glance, the five stones seem like backup plans. If the first stone failed, he would have more to try again. But that wasn't the purpose. Just as Jesus died once for all, (1 Pet. 3:18) so David would defeat the giant with one blow.
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     No, these extra stones were a preparation for David's future. You see, Goliath had four more brothers, all giants. They ruled with the Philistines, their allies, in the five cities of Ashdod, Ashkelon, Gaza, Ekron, and Gath, which was situated within the southeastern shore of Israel's border along the the Mediterranean Sea.1
     These giants were descended from Anak, of the giant ethnic group of the Nephilim, which began pre-flood, but whose lineage continued post-flood. The descendants of Anak had settled in the best, most fertile land of Canaan, in the mountainous and well-watered region of what would be called the land of Hebron. (Gen. 6:4; Deut. 9:2; Josh 15:3)
     God knew that His people would be tempted to fear the giants. God never denied that His people are unequal to the giants. Rather, He wants to change our perspective to see the giants in juxtaposition to His own might!
     
     Just as God's people were to cross over to occupy the Promised Land, God gave them this promise:

Hear, O Israel: You are to cross over the Jordan today, and go in to dispossess nations greater and mightier than yourself, cities great and fortified up to heaven, a people great and tall, the descendants of the Anakim, whom you know, and of whom you heard it said, ‘Who can stand before the descendants of Anak?’ Therefore understand today that the Lord your God is He who goes over before you as a consuming fire. He will destroy them and bring them down before you; so you shall drive them out and destroy them quickly, as the Lord has said to you.
​Deut. 9:1-3

     When the twelve spies were sent by the Israelites before they were to go into conquer the land, only two men, Joshua and Caleb(from the tribe of Judah), came back with a good report of the land.
     After 40 days of spying out the land—40 days of seeing the goodness of what God had promised to give them and 40 days of witnessing the intimidating power of the giants—Caleb and Joshua alone saw the power of the giants in relation to God. They saw the immense benefit of the land. The rest of the spies could only focus on the giants in relation to themselves: We were as grasshoppers in their sight!” (Num. 13:33)
     As an old man, it was Caleb of the tribe of Judah who would ask to inherit the specific region of the giants, Hebron, that he might drive them out. Many years later, it would be in Hebron that David would first occupy as reigning king (2 Sam. 5:3).
     David knew that once he took on this fight with Goliath, it would necessitate an all-out war against the rest of the giants in the land of Philistia (2 Sam 21:18-22). David was making a commitment with the Lord to participate fully in walking in victory over everything that God had promised him. The gathering of stones was an act of faith--not only for this day of battle, but for a lifetime with God.
     Like his aged ancestor, Caleb, the youth David wanted to have complete victory with God. At either spectrum of weakness, they two showed us the power of God to empower us in our weakness!
   What are those battle areas in our lives that we know will follow on the heels of victory? Where are the strongholds that you can identify today, that you know you will need to deal with in the Lord-- Those places of defeat, of family history, or intimidation?
    While God doesn't ask us to fight every battle all at once, we can still make some preparation now. What steps can you take in faith now, to prepare for when those battles will come to you?
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COMPARE
Let's assess the situation from a right perspective!
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So the Philistine came, and began drawing near to David, and the man who bore the shield went before him. And when the Philistine looked about and saw David, he disdained him; for he was only a youth, ruddy and good-looking. So the Philistine said to David, “Am I a dog, that you come to me with sticks?” And the Philistine cursed David by his gods. And the Philistine said to David, “Come to me, and I will give your flesh to the birds of the air and the beasts of the field!” Then David said to the Philistine, “You come to me with a sword, with a spear, and with a javelin. But I come to you in the name of the Lord of hosts, the God of the armies of Israel, whom you have defied. This day the Lord will deliver you into my hand, and I will strike you and take your head from you. And this day I will give the carcasses of the camp of the Philistines to the birds of the air and the wild beasts of the earth, that all the earth may know that there is a God in Israel. Then all this assembly shall know that the Lord does not save with sword and spear; for the battle is the Lord’s, and He will give you into our hands.
1 Sam. 17:41-47 NKJV
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     David took stock. He inventoried what his enemy had, and of what he himself had. His enemy had formidable, real, and powerful weapons and stature. He himself had the Name of the God of angel armies. David compared the two, and declared his side to be the more powerful. He knew that the One within us is greater than the enemy (1 John 4:4).
     Jesus showed us in Luke 14:28-32 that as His disciples, He expects us to first sit down and weigh the cost of discipleship. Is our God big enough? Is the reward worth it? Are we willing to invest all that we have?
     Since the investment of ourselves in this battle is very costly, God wants us to know that this battle is important enough to Him to commit all that He has to the battle with us.
     There are two reasons why God is committed to work with you to defeat your giants:
    God wants to be glorified in the entire earth as the only true and all-powerful God, with nothing and no one comparable to Him.
     God wants all the people who know you personally to have a deeper understanding of how God works for His people. He wants them to respond to Him in faith in their own lives.

     Once we have weighed the balances, once we have made up our minds whose side we are on, there must be no hesitation. It is the time to run into the battle!

CHARGE!
Let's wield the weapon the enemy uses with confidence!
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So it was, when the Philistine arose and came and drew near to meet David, that David hurried and ran toward the army to meet the Philistine. Then David put his hand in his bag and took out a stone; and he slung it and struck the Philistine in his forehead, so that the stone sank into his forehead, and he fell on his face to the earth. So David prevailed over the Philistine with a sling and a stone, and struck the Philistine and killed him. But there was no sword in the hand of David. Therefore David ran and stood over the Philistine, took his sword and drew it out of its sheath and killed him, and cut off his head with it. And when the Philistines saw that their champion was dead, they fled. Now the men of Israel and Judah arose and shouted, and pursued the Philistines as far as the entrance of the valley and to the gates of Ekron. And the wounded of the Philistines fell along the road to Shaaraim, even as far as Gath and Ekron. Then the children of Israel returned from chasing the Philistines, and they plundered their tents. And David took the head of the Philistine and brought it to Jerusalem, but he put his armor in his tent.
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1 Sam. 17:48-54


     David didn't start into the fight with a sword to kill Goliath--it was the sword Goliath carried that David used to kill him! It would be the sword that David used again and again throughout his fighting battles against the Philistines and any who would encroach upon the territory he was commissioned to guard (1 Sam. 21:9).
     Goliath's sword stands for the Word of God (Eph 6:17). It is the Sword that the enemy uses to accuse us to God night and day, morning and evening (Zech 3:1; Rev. 12:10). God's Word contains the law of commandments, the handwriting of ordinances, under which we, as lawbreakers, stand condemned before God as the Righteous Judge.
     The devil uses God's own words to declare us guilty—to declare that we have no help from God because of our sin. It is that same Word of God that we must use to shut down the voice of the enemy. We can acknowledge the accusation---”Yes, by God's standards I was guilty of that sin. Yes, by God's Word I had no standing on my own with God because of that guilt. But that is why the blood of Christ was so important. He paid the penalty for me, and I have been brought near into covenant relationship with God through the blood of Christ (Eph 2:13)!
     This Sword, the Word of God, also contains the Promises of God for us as the People of God. The devil tries to use the Promises of God to derail us from our purposes in the Will of God.
     In Jesus' temptation in the wilderness after His baptism and anointing by the Spirit--Jesus' own battle with Goliath--we see three Promises of God that Satan wielded to try to derail Jesus from His purpose in Luke 4:1-13:

“God promised to provide for you.”
“God promised to give you the kingdom.”
“God promised to protect you.”

     In each of these temptations, there was a legitimate and real promise of God found in Scripture for God's people that Satan tried to persuade Jesus to obtain outside of the Will of God. In each temptation, Jesus wielded the Word of God back to the devil to declare the larger and more complete purpose of God.  Because Jesus had a complete understanding of God's greater plan of redemption, Jesus left these promises unfulfilled in His earthly life. Even though Jesus had the actual power to make these promises happen physically at that time, He chose to give them up to God's better will for His life in order to bring us into His joy along with Him.
     Jesus gave up His provision (Matt 8:20), his kingdom (John 18:36), and His protection (Matt. 26:53) in a temporal setting in exchange for a lasting and eternal Promise (Phil 2:6-11).
     Ultimately, as Jesus died on the cross, he fulfilled the promise of redemption for us from the enemy found in Genesis 3:15 AMP “And I will put enmity (open hostility) between you[the devil] and the woman, and between your seed (offspring) and her Seed [Jesus]. He shall [fatally] bruise your[the devil's] head, and you shall [only] bruise His heel.”
     Just as David used the sword of Goliath to render the enemy in his life powerless, so Jesus used the very weapon Satan tried to use against Himself to destroy the devil and to render him powerless. Jesus' own death resulted in Satan's destruction: “I will ransom them from the power of the grave; I will redeem them from death. O Death, I will be your plagues! O Grave, I will be your destruction!” (Hos 13:14)
     It was this laying down of Jesus' rights under the Word of God for our sake that reconciled us to God:

When you were dead in your sins and in the uncircumcision of your flesh, God made you alive with Christ. He forgave us all our sins, having canceled the charge of our legal indebtedness, which stood against us and condemned us; he has taken it away, nailing it to the cross. And having disarmed the powers and authorities[all evil spirits\, he made a public spectacle of them, triumphing over them by the cross.
Col. 2:13-15 NIV


     When you take courage and find these battles in your life, people around you will see that God is able to deliver them. Many of them will take courage and come to the battle as well. Not only did the Israelites join with David in the battle, but they were also able to plunder the Philistines, securing their border and taking home a reward.
     David, however, knew that there was something else he must do. He must place physical reminders--memorials--of the victories he had with God, in prominent locations. The head of the giant went to Jerusalem, and the armor David placed in his own home.
     These memorials would be not only be for the present, placed in his current dwelling place, but also in Jerusalem: the future of where he would ultimately reside as King of Israel, and the location where Satan's head would, one day, be crushed by Jesus Himself as Jesus gave His own life on the cross.
     What can you do to establish memorials pointing to the victory of Christ for yourself and for successive generations?
     How will you point to your reminders and tell your story?

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40 Days with Goliath - Part 3

6/3/2021

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For forty days the Philistine came forward
every morning and evening and 
​
took his stand.

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     This week we went to family camp at a Ranch up in a rural Washington Native American Reservation. It was beautifully situated, with the desert bluffs rising steeply above the river.
     They had many activities for the kids to be entertained, including kayaking, archery and pony riding, but, by far, the most fun were the new puppies.  Fluffy. White. Adorable.  By the end of the weekend, our children were bribing us with promises of chores, training, and sleepless puppy nights.  
     In the end, the child with the most commitments to the worst parts of puppy training got the privilege of having the puppy and naming her--"Confetti."  I wondered how he would handle this much responsibility.  Of all my kids, he can be most distracted.  Having the constant care of a complex live animal may have its challenge for him. 
     It has been amusing to watch him navigate puppy bathroom breaks during the night, barking, and general training.  He has been a diligent owner, though, and the puppy is quickly learning to obey and get along with everyone in the house. 
     In my mind it is perfect training for fatherhood.  I love watching how God takes the little things of our lives, the hard things, the joy-filled experiences, and uses them to shape who He wants us to be for His purposes and our ultimate pleasure!
     We see this in King David's life as well.  The little battles became bigger battles, and with them, bigger victories.  
    In ​Part 1, we studied the place and stance of our fight, and who our Goliaths are. In Part 2, we looked at some of the first problems David encountered before he even had to stand up to his Goliath, and how he rooted himself firmly in his identity and future.  Today, we will focus on how David negotiated closed doors, discrimination, and how to maintain an effective defense in a new battle situation.  
Fight as a Representative


31Now when the words which David spoke were heard, they reported them to Saul;
and he sent for him.
32Then David said to Saul,
“Let no man’s heart fail because of him;
your servant will go and fight with this Philistine.”
​1 Sam. 17:31-32

     Since David was Saul's armor bearer, he would not have been expected to go into war unless King Saul himself was going into battle. Furthermore, David would not have had the authority to fight Goliath without permission from King Saul. At the point of David's assertions to the soldiers, the door was currently closed to the possibility of his serving the people in this way. 

     
When we speak declarative words of victory through Christ, God will make sure that those who have the ability to open doors you need are moved to action. 
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If David had offered to fight as his own representative, for his own glory and achievement, Saul likely would not have allowed him, and God would not have aided Him. David knew that the only way to fight with authority and dominion would be as a spiritual representative for the glory and kingdom of God by serving as Saul's earthly representative.  
     One question we should ask ourselves as we are preparing to fight our spiritual enemies, is “whose kingdom and glory are we pursuing?” Is it our own, or the Lord's? Are we fighting for our own selfish ambitions, or to bless others? (James 4:3) Sometimes there can be subtle differences in our motivations that may seem Godly or unselfish, but in reality are primarily to build something for our own kingdoms and desires that fail to put God's kingdom first over all. 
     If we are representing the mission and desires of the will of God, we will not fail to have His support, resources and aid. 

Tell Our Testimonies 
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And Saul said to David, “You are not able to go against this Philistine to fight with him; for you are a youth, and he a man of war from his youth.” 
1 Sam. 17:33

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     "You don't have experience. He has been fighting this fight from the beginning. You are too young, too naive, too weak, too alone to be successful in this fight." We have all heard advice that seems wise, but in reality weakens our confidence in a living God who is really the one who will be fighting our battle on our behalf.
​     For me, this sinks home as I navigate creating a space for my in-laws to live, and what that would look like in our home, with relationships, and with our time and energy resources.  It is a new and rather daunting transition for us, but David's attitude really spoke to my heart to encourage me.  
     Let's take a look at David's response to Saul's assertions of his inadequacy:
 
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34But David said to Saul, “Your servant used to keep his father’s sheep, and when a lion or a bear came and took a lamb out of the flock, 35I went out after it and struck it, and delivered the lamb from its mouth; and when it arose against me, I caught it by its beard, and struck and killed it. 36Your servant has killed both lion and bear; and this uncircumcised Philistine will be like one of them, seeing he has defied the armies of the living God.” 37Moreover David said, “The Lord, who delivered me from the paw of the lion and from the paw of the bear, He will deliver me from the hand of this Philistine.”
1 Sam. 17:34-37
 
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     David told about his experience. It may not have been giants or war, but he had been faithful to depend on God in the areas that he had been placed. He equated this new battle with the previous battles, and the God who had delivered him before from the lion and bear would be the same God who would deliver him again this time. 
      
When we are preparing for a new battle that we have not faced, with an enemy that seems to have the upper hand in strength, experience, and bravado, we should retell our testimonies for others to hear of how God has proved faithful in our lives in the past. We should retell and meditate on our stories for the good and encouragement of our own hearts. It is not about our strength, talents, or experience, but rather about the same God of armies who lives presently and will fight for us in this next new battle. ​
     In this next season for our family, I may not know everything that may come up or how to deal with each new transition, but I know that God has given us grace and help in each past experience, with new wisdom and energy for every new day.  
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​Spend Our Normal Days in Watchful Courage 
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     Previously, David had watched over the sheep of his father to deliver them from predators. He had spent his normal days protecting his father's sheep. Protecting Israel, the flock of God, his heavenly Father, would be no different. His close, personal combat against the lions and bears would have taken great courage. 
     
We often have a deceptive idealic picture of a peaceful, pastoral setting of a shepherd with his sheep. The reality, though, is a constant watching. A guarded alertness, regardless of the immediate appearance of peace. Since a predator would most likely sneak in and attack at an unsuspecting time upon the weakest of the sheep, the shepherd would need to keep his eyes and ears alert, scanning the hills, crevices and hidden places for any sign of attack. 
      
Once an attack ensued, it would call for immediate action, a sprint at full speed toward the lion or bear who would have been running away with the bleeting lamb in its jaws. Overtaking it, David would have struck the predator, causing it to drop its prey in shock and pain.
     Sometimes that would be enough to send it running away. If the predator was more than usually bold or hungry, it would attack David. David's response was not to back down, but to catch the animal by its beard, initiating face to face combat, and striking it until it was dead. It would be an intimate, intense, and adrenaline permeated fight to the death. 
     
Often, though, shepherds were not so careful. The consequences were sadly destructive. If they let down their guards or became distracted, it would be too late for the lamb that would then be carried off. Even if the shepherd managed to fight the predator, the lamb would likely already be torn apart: "...The shepherd snatches from the mouth of the lion two legs or a piece of an ear....”(Amos 3:12) 
     
If we, as we shepherd God's people, our families, and neighbors, are not watching carefully, not on guard, if we are sleeping or wandering, then we may not be fast or close enough to run at the enemy in time. Even a shepherd brave enough to fight would lose the lambs if he were negligent, careless, or distracted.
     Like David's lambs, people are also helpless, in need of under-shepherds to watch and keep guard over them: Like a roaring lion or a charging bear is a wicked ruler over a helpless people. Proverbs 28:15 (NIV)
 Because of this, the Apostle Paul warns Timothy, a youthful pastor/apostle, to be on his guard in caring for the needs of his flock, his church: “But you be watchful in all things, endure afflictions, do the work of an evangelist, fulfill your ministry.” 2 Tim. 4:5 The Apostle Peter mirrors this instruction: “But the end of all things is at hand; therefore be serious and watchful in your prayers;” (1 Peter 4:7) and “Be sober-minded; be watchful. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour” (1 Peter 5:8). 
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This week I was greatly exhorted and inspired to an increase in watchful prayer by Spurgeon's devotional in Streams in the Desert, June 1 Morning: 

“Perhaps there is no more subtle hindrance to prayer than that of our moods. Nearly everybody has to meet that difficulty at times....What shall we do when moods like this come to us? Wait until we do feel like praying?....If you were in a room that had been tightly closed for some time you would, sooner or later, begin to feel very miserable—so miserable, perhaps, that you would not want to make the effort to open the window, especially if they were difficult to open. But your weakness and listlessness would be proof that you were beginning to need fresh air very desperately—that you would soon be ill without it....When we are listless in prayer, it is the very time when we need most to pray. The only way we can overcome listlessness in anything is to put more of ourselves, not less, into the task...If I feel myself disinclined to pray, then is the time when I need to pray more than ever.” CHARLES H. SPURGEON 

     We become sleepy when we close our windows and doors through prayerlessness and prevent the rich, energizing oxygen of the grace and power of God to enrich our lives. We see this listlessness, this drowsy sleepiness and lack of discernment of the times, come heavily upon the disciples in the Garden of Gethsemane as Jesus went to pray to His Father to prepare for the greatest trial they would yet encounter—His own crucifixion. 
     
Our drowsy lack of discernment of an impending spiritual attack should not determine our watchful alertness in prayer. 
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Jesus came to His disciples three times during the course of His prayer time, urging them to stop sleeping and to pray, “so that they would not enter (join in unity into) temptation” Matt 26:41). They must, indeed, suffer the temptation, but watchful prayer would be their means of securing from their heavenly Father all the grace they needed to endure it in the Spirit, with grace and holiness and faithfulness. We do not always know what the next temptation, giant or betrayal may be, so we must be watchful in all things. 

Fight with Spiritual Defenses ​
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And Saul said to David, “Go, and the Lord be with you!” 38So Saul clothed David with his armor, and he put a bronze helmet on his head; he also clothed him with a coat of mail. 39David fastened his sword to his armor and tried to walk, for he had not tested them. And David said to Saul, “I cannot walk with these, for I have not tested them.”
So David took them off.
 
1 Sam. 17:37-49


     Saul had fought with this armor, but had not even experienced consistent victory using it. The victories that Saul had experienced in the Spirit had taken place before Saul had obtained armor and weaponry. Additionally, Saul was a very tall man, a full head and shoulder taller than his fellow Israelites. As David was both a youth and probably average height, he would not have fit this armor.
     Not only this, but it was a system of defense that he had not used before. 
Rather than enable David, it would only slow him down and create confusion between his muscles and mental coordination where he did have prior experience. The offer of armor was simply another method of distraction brought by the devil in order to entice David to place his trust and defense in the king's armor, rather than in God who would help the weak. 
     
Sometimes leadership or friends may offer well-meaning advice and support, but it is unintentionally unhelpful. It may or may not have worked for them, or perhaps, as in Saul's case, they only thought it was helpful, while it never did change their outcomes. Regardless, whether it's new technology, equipment, systems or mind manipulations, these can have no true value or benefit when they are not a tool given to us by the Holy Spirit.
     Some may try to claim that if you would only teach your children through a certain type of school, 
then they would love Jesus. If you would only get rid of all media, tv, digital devices, then you would not be subject to temptation. If you would restrict your diet to this or that discipline or food or exercise, then you would remain free of disease and physical ailments.
     While these life changes may actually be what God is calling you to personally, more often they may be what God has used as tools in their lives, but have no value intrinsically, in and of themselves, in controlling wrong appetites or in giving delivery and victory, 
     
Only when both given and used through the Holy Spirit in His power and His abundant grace can physical tools be a means to help with victory in any given area. 
     
Instead of focusing on methods and tools, we should focus on the power of the Name of Jesus and the individual way and means that the Lord has used in our past regardless of our physical resources. These methods that the Holy Spirit has used in our lives previously to bring about victory are primarily the ways that He will give us victory over larger and intimidating enemies. In the book of Galatians, the Apostle Paul writes to the Galatians because they are being led astray by the false hope that as Gentiles turning to the obedience and Covenant of the Mosaic Law they would find salvation, rather than through the blood and Covenant of Christ and obedience to the Law of Love:

2This only I want to learn from you: Did you receive the Spirit by the works of the law, or by the hearing of faith? 3Are you so foolish? Having begun in the Spirit, are you now being made perfect by the flesh? 4Have you suffered so many things in vain—if indeed it was in vain? 5Therefore He who supplies the Spirit to you and works miracles among you, does He do it by the works of the law, or by the hearing of faith?— Galatians 3:2-5 

     When we are to face off against a giant that is larger than we have encountered, for which we have but small experience, though indeed, it is experience, however belittled by some, we must continue to fight against these giants with the very same Spirit, authority and grace through which we have had our victories in the past. Do not be fooled by false rules, regulations, technologies, systems, media, popularity, political correct speech or any other tactic that seems in worldly wisdom to be effective, but has no real value in conquering evil in our lives: 
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These practices indeed have the appearance [that popularly passes as that] of wisdom in self-made religion and mock humility and severe treatment of the body (asceticism), but are of no value against sinful indulgence [because they do not honor God]. Col 2:23 AMP ​

Rather, as the Apostle Paul stated, 
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“3For though we live in the flesh, we do not wage war according to the flesh.4The weapons of our warfare are not the weapons of the world. Instead, they have divine power to demolish strongholds.5We tear down arguments and every presumption set up against the knowledge of God; and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ. 2 Cor. 10:3-5 ​

      What about you?  What giants are you currently facing?
    How might you navigate the giants in your life?  In your unique situation, how might you represent your heavenly Father?  Do you believe that He will provide the means and resources you need as you fight for Him?  
   Do you know anyone who is afraid of their giant, who needs to hear your words of encouragement, who needs to hear how God has been faithful to handle your problems in the past?  Who can you share your story with?  
    Perhaps this season has become one where life seems to drag, and prayer and intimate relationship with God seem far away.  How might you pursue a deeper prayer life?  
      Have you encountered any areas where a physical means to fight or fix your problem seems to present itself, but your spirit doesn't have a real peace about pursuing that way of dealing with it?  What other ways have you experienced God helping you might you pursue instead?  
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40 Days with Goliath Part 2

5/26/2021

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For forty days the Philistine came forward
every morning and evening and 
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took his stand.

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​     My husband is very athletic.  As he wraps up his long, wearying day on multiple jobsites, he keeps going with the thought that when he gets home, he will get to exercise.  The longer the hours of sitting in the car, the more intense the workout that he wants to pound out.  For him, the thought of increasing strength and endurance, of being ready for any emergency and need, is what drives him on. 
     Goodness, it's not mine.  
     My motivation looks more like a hot cappuccino in a pretty mug just to get out of bed in the morning.  The longer the day, the more I look forward to sitting with a warm blanket and a good book.
      But when we are in the thick of it, when our day isn't just a normal, messy craziness, but there is an extra weight to it, a deprivation, an urgency and trauma, a vulnerability and testing--and these are the markers that come back day after day unresolved, then we need to recognize that we are facing a goliath--and that there are exciting things ahead.  
       In ​Part 1, we studied the place and stance of our fight, and who our goliaths are.  In today's study, let's look at some of the first problems David encountered before he even had to stand up to his Goliath, and how he rooted himself firmly in his identity and future.  These are problems that are unavoidable in every life of victorious faith for a believer in Christ, and yet are embued with the presence, power and promise of the Holy Spirit to deliver and reward!  


12Now David was the son of that Ephrathite of Bethlehem Judah, whose name was Jesse, and who had eight sons. And the man was old, advanced in years, in the days of Saul. 13The three oldest sons of Jesse had gone to follow Saul to the battle. The names of his three sons who went to the battle were Eliab the firstborn, next to him Abinadab, and the third Shammah. 14David was the youngest. And the three oldest followed Saul.
​15But David occasionally went and returned from Saul [ministering to Saul with the lyre\ to feed his father’s sheep at Bethlehem.
1 Sam. 17:12-15

     As background, we need to understand why we are given the information about David’s brothers. Earlier, in chapter 16, when David was about to be anointed by Samuel.  In front of the entire village and its elders, David had been neglected—uninvited--at the feast for which he himself would be the guest of honor, known only to God. His father and brothers had not considered him worth calling. Of course, they presumed, Samuel would choose one of Jesse’s oldest sons: they were the strongest, handsomest and most charismatic.
     God, however, did not see it that way. Instead, in front of the whole village, God told Samuel to tell them that Eliab was not chosen by God, but rather rejected, because God could see his heart. Down the line went Samuel, through the six sons of Jesse, each in turn, rejected by the Lord because their hearts were not right.
     Samuel got to the end of the line. Turning to Jesse, he asked him if he had any other sons. “There remains yet the youngest,” Jesse replied, “and there he is, keeping the sheep.” (1 Sam. 16:11). After bringing his youngest son, David was anointed by Samuel “in the midst of his brothers. And the Spirit of the Lord came upon David from that day forward.” This anointing and pronouncement was followed by a feast, given in David’s honor.
     After this event, David was given a job in the palace playing his lyre, an instrument similar to a harp, for an unsuspecting and now replaced King Saul, for whenever Saul would be distressed by an evil spirit (1 Sam. 16:16).
     So here was David, still in charge of keeping his father’s sheep, but also in Saul’s employ as a musician, traveling regularly back and forth to keep up with his responsibilities. David was anointed by God as the king-elect, so to speak, close to the throne in proximity, but with many lessons to learn before receiving it physically.
     Just as Jesus was anointed with the Holy Spirit at His baptism in the presence of His brothers and then led by the Holy Spirit into the desert to be tempted by the devil, so would David start his public ministry—with a 40 day test in the wilderness:
          

"For forty days the Philistine came forward
every morning and evening and took his stand."
1 Sam. 17:16​

      Here, we see Goliath coming out every single day to mock, revile, and test the Israelites. Both morning and evening the entire armies of the Israelites and Philistines would gather on their respective hills, face off across the valley, and hear the challenge and mockery yet again: “And all the men of Israel, when they saw the man, fled from him and were dreadfully afraid.” v. 24
      Now in the Bible we see a pattern of 40 days. The rain fell for 40 days while Noah waited in the ark; the people of Israel traveled 40 years in the wilderness, 1 year for each day the spies spied out Canaan; Moses stayed for two sets of 40 days on Mt. Sinai, fasting, and receiving the commandments of God; Joshua, who waited partway down the mountain for Moses, also fasted; Aaron, simultaneously, waited the 40 days down in the desert with the people, followed by creating the idolatrous golden calf for them to worship; Elijah fasted for 40 days while he went through the wilderness, Ezekiel lay on his right side for 40 days, bearing the iniquity of the people; and Jesus was led by the Spirit for 40 days in the wilderness, fasting, to be tested by the devil.
     Each of these 40 day periods was a time of extreme testing, deprivation and temptation. It would involve feelings of weakness, shame, vulnerability, fear, exposure, worthlessness, wastedness, and futility. These feelings would come, whether the person gave into the temptation or not. The feelings would assault them, even if they refused to sin.
     For those who gave themselves over to the temptation, as in the case of Aaron and the people of Israel, there were sad and painful consequences as they became enslaved to the desires for which they lusted.
                        
When we remain faithful in the testing,
​there is the promise of an increase of the power of the Holy Spirit in our lives.

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     The scriptures say of Moses that, after enduring his time of fasting on Mt. Sinai with the Lord, “when Moses came down from Mount Sinai….Moses did not know that the skin of his face shone while he talked with Him. So when Aaron and all the children of Israel saw Moses, behold, the skin of his face shone, and they were afraid to come near him.” (Ex. 34:29-30) Furthermore, the scriptures say of Jesus, that after he returned from his fasting and temptations, that “he returned in the power of the spirit,” (Luke 4:14) for further and effective ministry.
     A time of testing, a time of temptation, a constant barrage of accusations, lies and enticement to do evil: these are not sin. Rather, they are a common occurrence in the spiritual journey of every believer. There will be Goliaths in our lives. There will be those 40 days of suffering and deprivation. There will be times when we wait and wait for the Lord to deliver us, wondering when this season will be over.
     Sometimes we are tempted to believe there must be something wrong with us that we would even be in the middle of such a difficult test of our faith and commitment to self-control. Sometimes we can feel like we must already be guilty because of the temptations and accusations that the enemy calls out to us.
      In reality, though, it may simply be the effect of a calling or anointing on your life by God. These ministries must be preceded by an encounter with the enemy, for which you must solely depend by faith on the deliverance through the blood of Christ. It is in the crucible of your wilderness with Goliath that you come to understand intimately how deeply the blood of Jesus can deliver you from every sin, temptation and evil.
       God is faithful. He has always and will always be faithful to deliver us from “every evil work and to preserve [us] for His heavenly kingdom” (2 Tim. 4:18). Listen and meditate on the promise of God for these seasons of our goliaths:

     
  “No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. But God is faithful. He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, He will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it” 1 Cor. 10:13

     There is nothing—no emotion, no temptation, no terror-- that isn’t common to us all in some way or fashion. As children of God, He is just to discipline His children—not in the same way, but to the same end: to bring each of us to a full maturity in Christ.
     It is these Goliath seasons that provide the discipline and hardship that bring us into that state of maturity. 

It is our goliaths that take the theory of our theology
​into the intimacy and power of relationship.
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17Then Jesse said to his son David, “Take now for your brothers an ephah of this dried grain and these ten loaves, and run to your brothers at the camp. 18And carry these ten cheeses to the captain of their thousand, and see how your brothers fare, and bring back news of them.” 19Now Saul and they and all the men of Israel were in the Valley of Elah, fighting with the Philistines. 20So David rose early in the morning, left the sheep with a keeper, and took the things and went as Jesse had commanded him. And he came to the camp as the army was going out to the fight and shouting for the battle. 21For Israel and the Philistines had drawn up in battle array, army against army. 22And David left his supplies in the hand of the supply keeper, ran to the army, and came and greeted his brothers. 23Then as he talked with them, there was the champion, the Philistine of Gath, Goliath by name, coming up from the armies of the Philistines; and he spoke according to the same words. So David heard them. 24And all the men of Israel, when they saw the man, fled from him and were dreadfully afraid. 25So the men of Israel said, “Have you seen this man who has come up? Surely he has come up to defy Israel; and it shall be that the man who kills him the king will enrich with great riches, will give him his daughter, and give his father’s house exemption from taxes in Israel.”26Then David spoke to the men who stood by him, saying, “What shall be done for the man who kills this Philistine and takes away the reproach from Israel? For who is this uncircumcised Philistine, that he should defy the armies of the living God?” 27And the people answered him in this manner, saying, “So shall it be done for the man who kills him.”
​1 Sam. 17:7-27

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​     Notice David’s response. He questions their fear, their terror, at a mere man, when the people have the very living God on their side. “What shall be done,” David asks again and again, “for the man who kill this Philistine and takes away the reproach (the mockery, the shame) from Israel?”
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     As servants of our King, we have the “armies of the living God” waiting to go out to battle with us. Armies that do not quake with fear or run, afraid of the voice of the giants. Armies that are supernatural; hosts of heaven waiting on the King’s command.
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      What shall be done for the man or woman who fights for their King, defeats the giants who come against them, and takes away the shame from God’s people? This is Jesus, your King, says to you: “He who overcomes, and keeps My works until the end, to him I will give authority over the nations—….and I will give him the morning star” (Rev. 2:26-28).
   Sometimes when we are fighting our goliaths, we are only considering escaping the severity of slavery or of death.  Seeing past the battle to the victory, and even to the reward, can seem presumptuous and perhaps past what our minds can seem to take in in the moment. 
    In our story, though, David shows us how to live faith in the testing:  Focus on the reward.  Not on the giant.  Not on the fearful soldiers.  Not on the valley of depression.  Not on the escape.  The reward.  We see the same outcome with Jesus when He focused on the reward set before Him:  

   
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​1Therefore we also, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which so easily ensnares us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, 2looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith,
who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross,
​despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.
The Discipline of God3For consider Him who endured such hostility from sinners against Himself, lest you become weary and discouraged in your souls. 4You have not yet resisted to bloodshed, striving against sin.
Hebrews 12:1-4   

     When the reward is great enough, and we truly believe that it is waiting at the end of our pain, our actions will reflect that faith in endurance. 
      In all of David’s bold and courageous questioning, though, there was one man who was not impressed with his assertiveness---Eliab:

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28Now Eliab his oldest brother heard when he spoke to the men; and Eliab’s anger was aroused against David, and he said, “Why did you come down here? And with whom have you left those few sheep in the wilderness? I know your pride and the insolence of your heart, for you have come down to see the battle.”
​1 Sam. 17:28

​     Eliab turns against his brother, and, seething in rage, jealously and vindictiveness, accuses David's faith and courage of being really a presumptive pride and an evil desire to watch a battle that was none of his business.
     Eliab burned with anger—because he himself had failed to step up to defeat the giants in his life. Anger is often a response of guilt in our lives, especially when directed at someone who is suggesting that there is a way to not sin—to live in victory. He had already in his heart given himself over to the slavery of the fear, lies, and shame. As indicated by God’s rejection of Eliab as king, Eliab had heart issues with which he had not dealt.
     In fact, the very two accusations he leveled at David were a few of his own pitfalls—pride and wickedness. It had been his pride that had been injured when he was refused as king. It was he who had presumed that God would validate him, without the righteous obedience that accompanies a clear conscience and loving heart. It was the wickedness of his own heart that now sought to accuse God’s Anointed.
     He was angry that David would imply that there was another choice. People who have given themselves into obedience to slavery want to feel and believe and be validated in the belief that they had no choice: it just happened to them. They “couldn't help it.” It was a “disorder”. It was their “personality.” They choose to believe that God never had another way for them to choose.
     When others successfully choose to live in victory, it only serves to make them feel the shame of their choice, and their response can be to lash out at those who have success in the area, accusing, trying to make it seem like it is nothing more than pride and evil to assume that there is a better way that God will make victorious. Even when it is those very people who are offering them a better way to live, a rescue from their own enslavement.
      Just as David was implying that each one of them could have chosen to defeat Goliath--could still choose to defeat him, each one of us continues to have a choice in our lives. None of them were helpless, they were simply choosing to let Goliath take control through their lack of faith in God. None of us are helpless, either. We have a constant choice about our actions, thoughts, and even feelings.
       Friends, like David we should be declaring God’s absolute power to free and deliver us from the Goliath’s. From pride, bitterness, hatred, greed, lust, jealousy, gossip, destructive criticisms, addictions, immorality, and depression. But know for sure that when you declare this, your Eliabs--perhaps family members or other Christians, perhaps unbelievers or co-workers, perhaps even your church leadership and yes, your own thoughts--your Eliabs will try to shut down and oppose the idea that there is deliverance and victory with God over the giants that we face.
      But how did David respond to Eliab? Did he accuse back? Justify his position? Declare the anointing and calling that God had on his life? No. He simply asks some questions, and turns away:


29And David said, “What have I done now? Is there not a cause?” 30Then he turned from him toward another and said the same thing; and these people answered him as the first ones did.” 1Sam. 17:29-30

     ​Like David, when we are confronted and opposed about the truth of God’s deliverance, by ourselves or someone else, we can simply ask the question: “What is exactly wrong with saying that this giant (insert: lust, deceit, depression, etc.) has no right to mock our God by claiming that He is too small to give us victory in this area? Isn’t this a big enough deal that we should talk about what God can do?”
     Secondly, rather than argue, debate, or convince, turn away from those who maintain their anger...keep declaring our God's power to deliver over these things. You may never convince your Eliabs, but you can keep declaring God’s faithfulness to the next person…and the next…

​...and the next.


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40 Days with Goliath -Part 1

5/12/2021

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For forty days the Philistine came forward
every morning and evening and 
​
took his stand.

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       Have you ever found yourself in a place where frustrations are mounting, tensions are building, and the desire to fix your situation in a less than God-honoring way seems more and more appealing?  Many times we come to spiritual battles where victory and relief seem distant.
          We have prayed, sacrificed and suffered. We have done all that we know to do, but the pressure keeps on us day after day.  The unique elements of our situation come up as reminders morning and evening, flaunting their continued presence in our lives, and mocking the faith and trust we have in a God who can deliver us. 
         They tell us that since He hasn’t gotten rid of that problem, that debt, that desire for drugs, that vindictive urge, that propensity to criticize, that it is just our personality, our genetics, our particular weakness.  We may see victory in other areas, but this one defeat is ours to keep.

          While many of us see David’s fight with Goliath as a one day event, it was not.  The victory he would ultimately have against this particular enemy of his soul was preceded by a series of choices that ultimately led, not only to his own victory, but victory for his family and nation as well.  His choices during his 40 days with Goliath would set a foundation for a life of victory—not only against one giant, but against them all. 
          It may seem like our story starts with David, a man who trusted God, but it does not:  it starts with a place.  A position:       
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Now the Philistines gathered their armies together to battle, and were gathered at Sochoh, which belongs to Judah; they encamped between Sochoh and Azekah, in Ephes Dammim. 2And Saul and the men of Israel were gathered together, and they encamped in the Valley of Elah, and drew up in battle array against the Philistines. 3The Philistines stood on a mountain on one side, and Israel stood on a mountain on the other side, with a valley between them. 1 Sam. 17:1-3
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        Before we can even look at decisions and choices that may affect the outcome of our battles with our giants, the first thing for us to be aware of is our position.  Our place. 
        The first location named was a place village called Sochoh, which referred to a hedge, as one might plant around a vineyard so as to protect it from destructive animals or people.  These hedges were often thorny, and enclosed the vineyard completely. 
   The next location, Azekah, referred to digging about, or tilling, as a preparation for planting, perhaps a vineyard or another crop.
          The Israelites were encamped in the Valley of Elah, which means "low," or, literally "valley."  But its root word means to make low, humble, humiliated, dejected.  They lived temporarily in a place of depression.  Every morning they would have to climb out of their camp and go take their stand on the hill opposite Ephes Dammim in their battle array.  
           The fourth location, on which the Philistines were encamped, was called Ephes Dammin:  

            Boundary of the Bloods.          



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       Israel was God’s chosen people.  Jesus likened them to a vineyard, which the master had tilled, planted, and hedged about, and from whom He expected to receive fruit. (Matt 21:33) The vineyard owner would plant a tall, thorny hedge around the vineyard property, in order to keep out animals who would ruin the vines or steal the fruit.  The spike-laden bushes would prevent chewing through, and the density would mitigate crawling between. 
      For the Israelites, encamped in the Valley of Elah, the depression, degradation and humiliation in which they were living day after day was only serving to make them feel like there was nothing left for them but defeat.
  They would get up every day, take their stand for a few moments, and then run away back to their camp---in the depressed lowlands. 
           As Christians, “grafted in” as God’s chosen people, we are also His vineyard.  Jesus has a loving, watchcare over us as His people, and a hedge of protection against the enemy, both in a spiritual sense, as well as in a physical sense.  In Job’s case, Satan could do nothing to hurt Job without getting express permission from God:
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Have not you made an hedge about him, and about his house, and about all that he has on every side? you have blessed the work of his hands, and his substance is increased in the land.  Job 1:10
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       Most importantly, there is a “boundary of bloods,” poured out for us by Jesus’ death on the cross.  When Jesus gave Himself as a sacrifice for our sins, he laid an impenetrable boundary across which no thief, enemy or captor had any right or ability to cross.  Only our choice to walk over and hand ourselves into the captivity of the enemy yelling across the boundary could ever enable him to gain mastery over us. 
      
          It never stops him from trying, of course.  
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4And a champion went out from the camp of the Philistines, named Goliath, from Gath, whose height was six cubits and a span. 5He had a bronze helmet on his head, and he was armed with a coat of mail, and the weight of the coat was five thousand shekels of bronze. 6And he had bronze armor on his legs and a bronze javelin between his shoulders. 7Now the staff of his spear was like a weaver’s beam, and his iron spearhead weighed six hundred shekels; and a shield-bearer went before him. 1 Sam. 17:4-7


​      In modern terms, Goliath was approximately 9 feet, 9 inches tall, with a coat of mail that weighed between 126-200 pounds, bronze armor that weighed around 30 pounds, and even an iron spearhead that alone weighed between 15-25 pounds.  In all, Goliath would have been carrying from 170 to 255 pounds of armor or more! 
 
          To all watching, Goliath looked impervious, indomitable, and invincible.
 
        Don’t our giants look that way?  Giants of lust, pride, lies, addictions, disrespect, depression, rebellion, bitterness….the list goes on and on.  They rear up, and our necks crane back painfully as realize just how large they are.  
      We are reminded of our failures by our children, spouses, friends, and co-workers.  Our own thoughts race, in a circular pattern, down through the long night hours.  They spiral down when there is nothing left to distract us, no one to contradict them.  We haven’t beaten that giant in the past; by all experience and evidence it is unbeatable.  
          In a sense our goliaths gain a type of victory over us when we simply stay in the depression.  When we live, day after day, with that sense of defeat and impending failure.  Sometimes it is all we can do to put on our armor and walk up the hill for a few minutes--long enough to hear him shouting out his taunts---before we run back to our place of humiliation.       
          Satan would always rather we give up without a fight. He knows that if we are in Jesus he no longer possesses the ability to control, enslave or defeat us by force. Instead, his chief weapons against us are fear, intimidation, deceit and manipulation. 
          Nearing the cross, Jesus acknowledged three things to His disciples:  1) Satan temporarily had a princely rule and domination over the world; 2) Because of Christ’s sinless perfection, Satan had absolutely no claim or authority over Christ; and 3) through Jesus’ sinless sacrifice on the cross, Satan, the reigning prince over the world, would be cast out, disarmed, and triumphed over:  


I will not speak with you much longer, for the prince of this world is coming, and he has no claim on Me. John 14:30
 
Now is the judgment of this world: now shall the prince of this world be cast out. John 12:31
 
And having disarmed the powers and authorities, he made a public spectacle of them, triumphing over them by the cross. Col. 2:15
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​          Because of Jesus’ blood, we are planted, nurtured and protected from the Evil One.  As long as we remain in Jesus, in His vineyard, the enemy cannot force us to submit to him any longer.
  
          However, the enemy does not fight fair.  Not only does he try to impress us with his great strength, but he also has another tactic. 
 
          Shame. 
 
        Goliath’s name means to uncover, strip naked, make exiled, and make captive.  It is a picture of the captivity and exile of slaves who were conquered, stripped naked, tied, and led away as slaves from their homeland into a foreign land.  It denotes abject shame, mockery, helplessness, hopelessness, despair and lifetime enslavement. 
 
          Hear the mockery in his voice as he shout to them across the valley:

 “Why have you come out to line up for battle? Am I not a Philistine, and you the servants of Saul? Choose a man for yourselves, and let him come down to me. 9If he is able to fight with me and kill me, then we will be your servants. But if I prevail against him and kill him, then you shall be our servants and serve us.” 10And the Philistine said, “I defy the armies of Israel this day; give me a man, that we may fight together.” 11When Saul and all Israel heard these words of the Philistine, they were dismayed and greatly afraid. 1 Sam. 17:8-11
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      Now what is really interesting is that the Hebrew word for “Defy” means to reproach, blaspheme, shame, mock, make naked, expose.  It is the same word used for winter, denoting the time after crops and leaves stripped bare.   In this context, it has the idea of a reproach, a mocking, because of a vulnerability, helplessness and weakness due to nakedness.  It implies shame and mockery heaped upon an already defeated captive.  Does this sound familiar?  It is the very purpose of Goliath's name. It is who he is and what he does.  
    Goliath was mocking the armies of Israel.  He was declaring their shame, vulnerability, helpless and inevitable enslavement, and he was mocking them for it as if it was already true.  He was declaring that their God, the living God, could have no power to save them from his strength and ability.  
         The enemy does this to us.  Our giants say that we are too weak, too vulnerable, to stand a chance.  They declare that we are naked, ashamed and entirely too guilty to win.  They seek our absolute and utter enslavement along with our obedience to whatever evil desire comes up as a temptation. 
         
       The goliaths in our lives come to us as impressive, terrifying addictions, problems, and sin-issues that seem impossible to defeat.  They make us feel ashamed, even in the temptation, as if we have already become their slave.  
 
          They tell us that we can never defeat them, that we are destined for a life of defeat, and that there is absolutely nothing that we can do about it.  To fight would only be worse.  They say we might as well give up and accept the inevitable, because it will be less terrible than the destruction they would inflict if we fight.   
          Their goal is our enslaved obedience.  That whatever lust or pride or selfishness that we are tempted with, we would follow, helpless to control our thoughts, appetites, emotions and actions.   
          However, the truth is that through repentance and faith in Jesus, we are clothed in His own, perfect righteousness.  There is a beautiful word picture of this transaction in Zechariah that I love:

          

“And he shewed me Joshua the high priest standing before the angel of the Lord and Satan was standing at Joshua’s right side to accuse him. The LORD said to Satan, “The Lord rebuke thee, O Satan; even the Lord that hath chosen Jerusalem rebuke thee: is not this a brand plucked out of the fire?” Now Joshua was clothed with filthy garments, and stood before the angel. And he answered and spake unto those that stood before him, saying, Take away the filthy garments from him. And unto him he said, Behold, I have caused thine iniquity to pass from thee, and I will clothe thee with change of raiment.” (Zechariah 3:1-4 KJV)

       It may seem like there is only a negative when our goliaths come against us.  Without the giants, it seems "normal."  That getting rid of the giants brings us back to "normal."  This is not how Jesus views each victory that we have, though!  With each goliath that we gain victory over, there is an increase in power, in abundant life, in joy, that we never had before. 
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ather than view this opposition with terror and dread, if we are living in obedience to Christ as our king we can know that not only does He have a plan, but that He is positioning us for a victory through His blood that will result in an increase of freedom for our families, churches, communities and nations. 
         As we walk through the story of David's victory of the Goliath of their time, we will see exactly how David conquered him and brought freedom and joy back to his people. 

       But for now, realize your position: 

      You are a child of God, loved, protected, watched over.  There is a hedge, a boundary of Jesus' blood that no enemy can cross over.  Position yourself on your hilltop with an expectation that He has a plan for your victory.


               Because of the Boundary of Blood.
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The Power That Remains

4/6/2021

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    Have you ever been fascinated by mountain climbers?  I just think it's incredibly daring and awe-inspiring.  They train intensively for the altitude differences in oxygen levels and physical exertion.  They research and prepare the proper equipment and layers of moisture wicking clothing, and for most of them, they hire a competent and experienced guide. 
    As much as they train or prepare, though, things can go wrong. 
    I remember a few years back when an extended family member had been training rigorously for a climb.  Unfortunately, he broke his leg shortly before the trip was to start, and disappointedly he wasn't able to go with his team.  During the week he had been set to go, Nepal was hit with a severe earthquake and avalanches began on the mountain he was set to climb--Everest. 
    Tragically, all the training, protection and guidance couldn't stop the injuries and even deaths that resulted from an unforeseen and uncontrollable force of nature.  
    In my studies this week, I saw some of the same devastation in the life of King Saul.  In 1 Samuel 16, we find that after his rejection of God, he made a progressive series of poor and destructive choices that avalanched over his kingdom and family.  

After the Spirit of the LORD had departed from Saul, a spirit of distress
{evil, bad, wicked}
 from the LORD began to torment {terrorize, startle} him. Saul’s servants said to him, “Surely a spirit of distress from God is tormenting you.
1 Samuel 16:14-15

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​    Without the Spirit of God, Saul was susceptible to the mental torment of an evil spirit.
Earlier in 1 Samuel we see that when Saul was anointed as king, God sent His Holy Spirit to rest upon Saul and empower him with courage, passion and wisdom to get the tasks done that the Lord gave him for his position over the people.
     Once Saul, however, had thoroughly rejected God as his own king (1 Sam 13:13-14; 14:11-26), God in turn rejected Saul, and by consequence, the Spirit of God was removed in order that Saul and all the people of Israel could see just how evil power without godliness could be (1 Sam 8:7-18).
     After the Holy Spirit and presence of God was removed from Saul's life, it was a natural next step for Saul to be harassed by an evil spirit. While we see from the passage that God sent the evil spirit, displaying the sovereignty of God, we also know from Saul's own free choices that he was dwelling on the very temptations that the evil spirit enticed him with...jealously, evil suspicions, envy, murder, deceit, malice, debilitating fear, worry, and discontent. 
     The word used in the Hebrew for the evil spirit “tormenting” him, means to terrorize, bring fear, make one easily startled. He became unable to properly handle the ministrations of the kingdom, being often brooding, enraged, distracted, anxious and rash.
     While God indeed is sovereign in this situation, Saul also made his choice. He chose to serve the evil of his own heart rather than to repent, which in turn led to an open invitation by his spirit to other evil spirits. Spirits of fear, of lust, of pride, and of murder.
    Jesus tells the story in Matthew 12 about a man who had been freed from an evil spirit, and had “swept his house clean, and set it in order.” The healed man's spirit was free and clear and in completely order, free to make its own choices. Tragically, the man's choice was to leave his own spirit empty. In so doing, he became a target for the evil spirit who had previously occupied his body. Going to arid places, Jesus tells us, the evil spirit sought seven other spirits more evil than itself and invited them to come with him to reoccupy the empty man's body, since there was an open vacancy. “The final condition of that man,” Jesus tells us, “was worse than the first.”
     A few years ago we owned a delightful dark chocolate brown newfoundland puppy. He was fluffy and cuddly and playful.  Very quickly, though, we discovered that we enjoyed him better without that "wet dog" smell that is so classic to long-haired dogs. Now, newfoundlands are bred to be water rescue dogs.  Their coats are extra insulating and warm, and they love to play in the rain and snow, making him a perfect dog for our mountain home.  What we learned, though, is that if we shampooed his coat it would temporarily strip the natural oils from his fur and take away the natural waterproofing with which he was created.  Without the oils saturating his fur, the moisture would have access to his skin. 
   Jesus' story illustrated that the only way to not be occupied by evil was to be filled with the Holy Spirit, effectively shutting the door against any unwanted occupation.

                                               Submission to God, His will and His spirit
                                                 results in a saturation that repels evil.


     But there is another condition which the Bible shares with us about torment from evil spirits, one of which believers should also be aware. It is not an occupation, but it is an exterior pressure that brings suffering internally.  An occupation or indwelling of an evil spirit gives it mastery over a person, and enslaves a man to do evil. In contrast, though, suffering experienced by a believer from an evil spirit results in the power and glory of Christ and increased ministry!
     My husband and I are currently leading a youth group at our church. Over the course of the year, I have noticed that whatever Biblical principle I am about to share in our ministry ends up coming very close and raw in my own life, and I far too often find myself confused at the particular and unique trials and feelings that I go through. 
    Confused that is, until I start to work on the next passage for our studies, and find the very answers to my own situation and needs! To be truthful, I am both a little annoyed at this and very grateful. I wish I didn't need to go through even a taste of each problem before I shared it, but it does help me to understand the frustrations and challenges that are involved in working through these principles with the Lord, and I am so very grateful that He does know how to help me handle them!

    This last week, I found myself often coming under a particularly frustrating attack on my nerves. It was debilitating. I am used to having the end of a long day or when my blood sugar is low be very challenging or stressful for me, particularly with noise or mess. But this particular morning was unique in that I was thoroughly rested, well fed, and with no greater than normal noise level. I found that all of a sudden every noise was excruciating, my work on homeschooling or on the computers were met with every kind of roadblock and frustration, and that my soul seemed completely overwhelmed.
    Not only that, but even with my holding in my feelings so that the kids wouldn't be disturbed (I certainly can't say that I have the self-control to never spill my frustrations onto my kids, but this morning I had been extra careful), I started to hear the little kids reacting to this spiritual attack in the middle of what had been a peaceful morning, and they were completely unable to cope. It dawned on me after a bit (I should have noticed it sooner!) that it was spiritual in nature, rather than just a typically difficult day. I prayed silently, submitted our school day and agendas to the Lord, asked for His help and peace and Spirit to comfort us, and commanded any evil spirit to leave in Jesus' name. Within moments God's Spirit had restored my calm and peace completely, and the kids were peaceful again as well, praise the Lord!
    The funny thing is, and rather embarrassing to admit, I forget those moments so very easily! Even today, as I was trying to sit down to write out this devotional, the very same thing happened. This time, it wasn't until I started reading through the passage that it dawned on me that the spiritual attack was happening again, and that I needed to deal with it in the Lord. Once again, as soon as I did, His peace and comfort returned and I was free to work without impairment.
    While that is so simple and wonderful, though, there have been many times where whatever trouble it was that I pleaded with the Lord to remove just remained in my life, and I had to live with the problem while living in His peace in the middle of it, sometimes for years, and some that are still ongoing for me.
   In 2 Corinthians 12:17 the Apostle Paul shares with us his story of great favor, blessing and revelation from the Lord, and his subsequent suffering in order to not give himself over to sin. For Paul, it was very similar—an evil spirit to bring him suffering. However, because Paul's spirit was indwelt with the Holy Spirit, he had an entirely different outcome: “Lest I should be exalted above measure, there was given me a thorn [stake, impalement] of the flesh, a messenger of Satan, to buffet[beat, pound in] me.”
    Paul doesn't share with us in this context to what he was referring, whether it was a physical ailment, emotional trauma, mental agony or spiritual temptation, but whatever it was left him feeling weak and inadequate for what he was called to do. The words he used suggest to me that it was his own form of bearing the cross, the impalement of the cross, from which Jesus Himself prayed also to be spared.
  Therefore, when Paul asked Jesus three time to remove this evil spirit, this acute suffering, Jesus would not, but replied to him:

                    “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness."

    Paul's response is both awe-inspiring and humbling at the same time:

                          “Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses,
                                               so that Christ's power may rest on me.”

     Honestly, this is hard for me. Being weak and inadequate while allowing God to use me is not really what I had hoped for in my dreams of a future in ministry or parenting. Dealing with pain, frustration, uncertain physical outcomes and spiritual attacks on my family definitely wasn't.
   But if my weakness and inadequacy makes Christ's power more evident, if it increases His glory and leads to more healing and wholeness for myself, my family and the people God brings into my life, then I want it.  It does feel backward to me, but a couple of verses come to my mind, "for the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God....But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. God chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things--and the things that are not--to nullify the things that are, so that no one may boast before Him." (1 Cor 1:18, 27-29)
    What about you? What things in your life does the Spirit put his finger on and say, “This....[pain, unfinished story, brokenness, weakness, insufficiency].....this is what I want to use to bring people to Me? This...is how I will bring you the very most blessing.....

       "This...is what makes 
My power rest on you...and remain.”

"Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me. 
Cast me not away from Your Presence, and take not your Holy Spirit from me.  
Restore unto me the joy of Your salvation, and renew a right spirit within me."  
Psalm 51:10-12
A Psalm of David
​after he sinned with Bathsheba
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Fixing Our Focus

1/20/2021

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    I wish that lessons didn't need to relearned.

    It would be wonderful if I could understand a principle of God's character in one moment, and never find myself questioning that principle in another. Sometimes my response is so much more godly than at other times. Some days are easy to walk in faith and simple trust and rest in God's plan for my life, and other days are much more difficult, even when dealing with the same part of my story.

​    I thank God that He uses both to teach us and to share our lessons with others!


    A few years back, when our children were all very little, I was expecting our last baby. My husband's construction business was small and much more fragile (although it still feels small and fragile to us!). With construction business failure rates at 53% on average, and rising statistically every year in business, it was an intimidating task, even with as much experience as my husband had.

    At the time we were in a personal business recession, finding that as our company grew, so did our overhead, and it became difficult to bid low enough to compete in the construction market while still paying our employees with their families enough to adequately provide.

    Stretched to our limit, we searched for bids that could potentially keep us afloat, and our employees paid.

    It was during this time that a contractor took advantage of us. This is very typical in the construction industry, whether with homeowners, subs, employees, or contractors. We ended up with a large contract that took the entire summer to complete, non-payment of the contract, promises to help that were never realized, and a debt that ate up an entire years' income. By the time our baby was born, with his emergency c-section and NICU expenses to pay, we were upwards of $100,000 in debt.

    It was a long year, and it was hard not to feel that gut nausea most days, wondering if the Lord really would provide for us as He promises to, or if somehow we were messing things up and He would leave us in that mess.

    We prayed a lot, and some days our prayers were more like inward groans.

    And God heard our prayers.

    After the birth of our last baby, the Lord gave us a bid that had a mistake in their blueprints, though we didn't know it at the time of the bid. My husband bid it according to the blueprints, and then they cut out some of the blueprint requirements that were not necessary to code. If you know general contracting in commercial departments, you know that the bid often remains the bid, regardless of errors made with the engineer or architect.

     Because of that error, we ended up with enough to pay back everything we had owed. It was a blatant and joyful deliverance by God, and one that I never expected and will never forget. In my mind, I set up an Ebenezer, to remind myself of God's faithfulness in my need.

    You would think that I wouldn't need that constant reminder, but I find myself frequently needing to go back to that and many others stones of remembrance in my life in order to have faithful actions in my next season.

    This morning was one such moment. Last summer our family and home survived the Beatchie Creek wildfires in Oregon, for which we praise God! Months later, though, we are still dealing with a lack of a kitchen coupled with an insurance company that doesn't wish to pay out all the expenses of an expense fire claim in order for us to restore our kitchen cabinets and flooring.

   As a homeschooling mother with so many children, I find this situation to be very stressful. As an added element, we don't have any assurances as how long or even if we will be able to restore our home to functionality.

    So once again, I could feel the anxiety rising up in me. But God is so good. He knows how to correct our faulty focus. As I turned in my devotions this morning to 1 Samuel 8, God convicted my heart about my need for an focus adjustment.

    The story takes place during the time of the judges, before any kings in Israel. Samuel had been righteously judging the people since his boyhood, but his sons were becoming corrupt and taking bribes (1 Samuel 8:4-5). In addition, the Israelites were facing the threat of the Ammonites and war (1 Samuel 12:12).

    Rather than ask for Samuel to discipline or replace his sons with godly judges, the people felt that the entire system was at fault, and if they could only have a different system and a different leader, specifically, like those of the other nations, their enemies, then their problems would be solved.

                           When we find ourselves facing oppression within and without,
                  it is a temptation to focus on fixing the system rather than to fix our focus.

    Part of my struggle with our situation was feeling like I needed to find a way to make our insurance company do what they are contracted to do, rather than go to God to provide for our needs. When we were being taken advantage of before, we were too little and too small to ever make such a large company pay us. We had no resources for court or attorneys. But when we relied on God, He provided for us regardless of others' right or wrong choices.

    I see this happening with our government systems all the time. On social media and news we see so much anger, resentment and fear at this or that unjust or corrupt system or person with authority. We sometimes feel that if we could just switch out the system for a “better” one, or the person in charge for someone we feel is less corrupt, then our problems would be solved.

    While voting and trying to improve or reform our country's systems is a good and worthwhile thing to do, we must come to understand that the corruption and problems with our system and systems of authority are only symptoms of a heart issue with us as a people.

    God may and does use government authority and systems to bless and administer justice, but He is not limited by them.  He often loves to choose what we think least able to help or provide to be the way that He takes care of us and shows His glory and power.  


    When the people came to Samuel in chapter 8, they made their excuses. They asked for a replacement. And Samuel was upset.

But the thing displeased Samuel when they said, “Give us a king to judge us.” 1 Sam 8:6

    Samuel wasn't offended that they would bring up his children's sins. He was upset that they wanted to change the judge system for a monarchy like all the other nations. He knows that he has served them faithfully and without taking a bribe, and yet the people have decided not to trust him or God to deal justly with his sons' corruption. At Saul's coronation, Samuel protests this ill treatment of his decades of service:

...I am old and gray-headed, and look, my sons are with you. I have walked before you from my childhood to this day. Here I am. Witness against me before the Lord...: Whose ox have I taken, or whose donkey have I taken, or whom have I cheated? Whom have I oppressed, or from whose hand have I received any bribe with which to blind my eyes? I will restore it to you.” And they said, “You have not cheated us or oppressed us, nor have you taken anything from any man’s hand.” 1 Samuel 12:2-4

   Regardless, rather than stay angry or bitter at their rejection, Samuel had learned to take his frustrations to God. When he prayed, the Lord told him to let the people have their king and monarchy, because they were not rejecting Samuel's service, but rather God's. He reminded Samuel of the Israelite's tendency to forsake Him and turn to other gods to give them prosperity and security, and that they were simply doing this again.

    He does give Samuel two more instructions: he is to solemnly forewarn them and he is to tell them what a king will do to them (1 Samuel 8:1-9).

    In Deuteronomy God had given a prediction of this very event in demading a future king, and given laws and warnings for the monarchy when it would happen (Deut. 17:14-17). As we see about the laws governing slaves, polygamy and divorce, it wasn't that these ideas and a monarchy were how God originally created the world in goodness, but rather a set of governances to check the power of sin for a world that would, in their hardness of heart, choose things that went against God's original heart intent to do good for mankind (Matthew 19:8).

    At Saul's coronation, Samuel obeyed the Lord's instructions. He reminded them of God's faithfulness in His deliverance out of Egypt. He reminded them of God's faithfulness with Gideon against Commander Sisera. He reminded them of their very own need in Samuel's story for God's salvation, when they had turned away from the Philistine idolatry to plead for God's deliverance from the Philistines, and of God's faithfulness to send the judges to rescue them from their enemies every time they returned with genuine repentance to the Lord:

    And the Lord sent Jerubbaal, Bedan, Jephthah, and Samuel, and delivered you out of the hand of your enemies on every side; and you dwelt in safety. And when you saw that Nahash king of the Ammonites came against you, you said to me, ‘No, but a king shall reign over us,’ when the Lord your God was your king.

    Their sin was in asking for a king because they no longer trusted in God to protect or prosper them. They believed that their oppression was a result of an inadequate leadership system, the judges and of Samuel's corrupt sons, rather than a need for repentance and sincere seeking of God on their own part. They replaced the Philistine idol worship of the previous generation with an idolatrous monarchical worship. While the previous generation had worshiped the idols of their enemies the Philistines, this generation wanted to worship and set up for themselves a replication of their enemies' monarchies.

                                  We worship by serving and trusting in any thing or one
                                     we believe will supply us with provision and security.

    In my own heart, I have noticed that when my anxiety levels rise it is a good symptom, much like our bodies' nervous system with pain, to let me know of a deeper problem that needs to be fixed. Whether it is anxiety, depression, anger, frustration, bitterness, and many more negative emotions, if we bring those feelings or wrong reactions to the Lord, His Spirit is faithful to show us the deeper heart issue that the symptom is exposing. The circumstances only allow us to have an ideal condition in which whatever is in our hearts comes to the surface.

    In 1 Samuel 12, Samuel obeyed God's instruction by reminding the people that no leadership system will supply them with safety and security without the people sincerely serving and obeying God's voice. If they obeyed God, whether with a king, or with a judge, they would be able to count on God's help. Conversely, without obedience to the Lord, they would be oppressed by both their enemies and their king, putting them in an even more difficult position, since a king would have much more power and authority to hurt them than had any judge.

 “Now therefore, here is the king whom you have chosen and whom you have desired. And take note, the Lord has set a king over you. If you fear the Lord and serve Him and obey His voice, and do not rebel against the commandment of the Lord, then both you and the king who reigns over you will continue following the Lord your God. However, if you do not obey the voice of the Lord, but rebel against the commandment of the Lord, then the hand of the Lord will be against you, as it was against your fathers. 1 Samuel 12:13-15

                                     When we are obedient to serve and worship only God,
                                                  He will be our Helper no matter what.

    At that point in Samuel's rebuke, I hope I would have wanted to take back my request. Sometimes God gives us this opportunity to take back our demands when we repent, but sometimes he lets us walk out the consequences of our own requests because we aren't changing our wrong heart focus: “He gave them their request, but sent leanness into their soul.” Psalm 106:15

    After inaugurating Saul as king, Samuel informed the people that they would see God's power and control over the whole universe. It was during the time of the harvest, and the voice of God sent thunder and rain, which would have destroyed their crops.

    The people greatly feared the Lord and Samuel, and realized their error. They asked for Samuel to pray for them for the sin of rejecting God as their king and demanding a king to replace Him (1 Samuel 12:16-19).

    God had mercy on His people, and Samuel told them not to be afraid. They had sinned greatly, but if they served the Lord with all their heart, He would still help them:

...And do not turn aside; for then you would go after empty things which cannot profit or deliver, for they are nothing. For the Lord will not forsake His people, for His great name’s sake, because it has pleased the Lord to make you His people. Moreover, as for me, far be it from me that I should sin against the Lord in ceasing to pray for you; but I will teach you the good and the right way. Only fear the Lord, and serve Him in truth with all your heart; for consider what great things He has done for you. But if you still do wickedly, you shall be swept away, both you and your king.” 1 Samuel 12:20-25

    On the surface, this seems like such a simple, uncomplicated commandment, but I find it quite difficult! I even notice that little things, like a stove, or a laptop or printer becoming non functional when I think I need them, show where I am placing my true dependence. When I become irritable or impatient, I can trace those feelings back to on what or who I am placing my trust.

    When my kids fail to “perform” in public or at the grocery store, and display my parenting weaknesses to all, I can be challenged to place my reputation, identity and self-worth back where it belongs—in God's hands. When someone I am counting on is late or doesn't keep their commitments, I find that I am challenged to remember that it is God who is my provision and my source of joy and rest. When my vacation plans fall through, and God's provision of rest comes in less “fun” methods than I would prefer, it can challenge my focus.

    I do find, though, that the Lord will “fix my focus” when I obey Him by considering all the deliverance God has given me in the past, and realizing that the God I serve is still all powerful, still loves me and will continue to help me.

                                    When we consider the great things God has done for us,
                                                      He fixes our focus for the future!

    The Apostle Paul, when speaking of his many sufferings and difficulties in ministry, used this same concept of considering what great things the Lord had done for him in order to walk in faith for current and future suffering:

For we do not want you to be ignorant, brethren, of our trouble which came to us in Asia: that we were burdened beyond measure, above strength, so that we despaired even of life. Yes, we had the sentence of death in ourselves, that we should not trust in ourselves but in God who raises the dead, who delivered us from so great a death, and does deliver us; in whom we trust that He will still deliver us, you also helping together in prayer for us, that thanks may be given by many persons on our behalf for the gift granted to us through many. 2 Corinthians 1:8-11

    What is it for you? What or who do you find yourself focusing upon or serving? What symptoms can you identify that will help identify a wrong focus? What deliverance has God given you in your past that you can consider?

“Consider what great things He has done for you.” 
1 Samuel 12:24 ​
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Our Stone of Help

1/19/2021

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   My youngest daughter looked at the floor and collapsed in tears. Clutching one of my shirts for comfort, her thumb sought her mouth.  She inhaled slowly and deeply the scent that lingered in the blouse, and I watched her eyes glass over. As I have watched so many times before, she retreated deep inside her soul to escape the inevitable task before her.

    Breakfast smells were wafting up the stairs, and the sound of kids stirring about the house getting ready for the school day reached us.

   In front of her lay the contents of her entire dresser, dirty laundry, and toy chest. The bookshelves also had had their contents strewn about the floor. Since the first task of the day in our home is to tidy our rooms before heading down to breakfast, she knew that there was no getting out of the project. And yet it overwhelmed her.

    Sitting down with her, I let her lean against me for a few moments, burying her face and escaping reality for a little longer.

    In the land of Israel during the time of the Judges, the people faced a similar dilemma, but with much more serious implications. They had just been defeated before their enemies the Philistines. Contrary to wisdom, they had brought the Ark of God into the battle, and what they thought would be His forced Presence and victory. But since they had been refusing to change their actions in repentance, God would not hear them.

    Instead, the Philistines routed the Israelites, captured the Ark, and jubilantly carried it away. In chapter 6, we see that because of the Philistines' own sin and idolatry, maintaining the Ark in their land only brought judgment, so they sent it back to the land of Israel on an ox-led cart.

    When the Israelite men of Beth Shemesh found it, they were so curious that they wanted to look inside it, totally disregarding the Law (Numbers 4:15). When they did so, God struck down 50,070 people. They responded:

“Who is “Who is able to stand before this holy Lord God? And to whom shall it go up from us?” So they sent messengers to the inhabitants of Kirjath Jearim, saying, “The Philistines have brought back the ark of the Lord; come down and take it up with you.” Then the men of Kirjath Jearim came and took the ark of the Lord, and brought it into the house of Abinadab on the hill, and consecrated Eleazar his son to keep the ark of the Lord. So it was that the ark remained in Kirjath Jearim a long time; it was there twenty years. And all the house of Israel lamented after the Lord.1 Samuel 6:20-7:2

   They knew God was powerful. They knew what he required. But rather than getting rid of the things that caused His righteous judgment so that they could have His Presence and help, they became afraid of a God who had that much power. They went from disrespect for His holiness to terror, deprivation and separation.

                                        Sin leads us to oppression, terror, and despair, and separation.

    Over twenty years' time, though, God was still working on their hearts. Oppressed by their enemies, depressed by their constant defeat and captivity, their hearts began to long for the saving Presence of the only One would had the power to change any of it.

   In Hebrew, the word, “lament,” means to wail and groan. They were finally coming to a sincere acknowledgment of their sin and need for the Lord to have their full hearts. They were now recognizing their need to be “heard by God.”

    In 1 Samuel 1, we find that God had already started the process of redemption when he gave Hannah a little boy who she named Samuel, which means, “God has heard.” God always anticipates repentance with a calling. He knows how to bring repentance about, and He anticipates that by calling those who will be ready to show the way back to Him when we are ready. Samuel, who had walked in obedience to God from boyhood, was ready to call them to the freedom, blessing and Presence that he had experienced throughout his life: 

Then Samuel spoke to all the house of Israel, saying, “If you return to the Lord with all your hearts, there put away the foreign gods and the Ashtoreths from among you, and prepare your hearts for the Lord, and serve Him only; and He will deliver you from the hand of the Philistines.” So the children of Israel put away the Baals and the Ashtoreths, and served the Lord only. 1 Samuel 7:3-4

    What is interesting to me here, is that the very idols they were serving and trusting in were the idols of their enemies that they were being oppressed by, the Philistines. In those times, and I think this is true today, they felt that if there was dominating military or economic power, it was due to their gods giving them success. So in fear or in desire for prosperity, they would try to mimic the worship of the idols of whatever nations were prospering, especially if if was an enemy of whom they were afraid.

   When we come to Jesus Christ to ask for salvation from our enemy, sin, death and the devil, we can't be heard by God until we put away our worship of those very things. For us, idolatrous worship of our enemies looks like serving our lusts and appetites so that we can be successful in possessions, secure in finances, reputation or job positions. It looks like reacting out of fear of death or suffering or rejection by choosing sin to gain this security and relationship. Lies, treachery, divorce, slander, theft, drug use, adultery, fighting, these are ways that we dishonor God and prevent Him from hearing us and giving us victory over the very things we fear and are enslaved to. The result is that we lose will not hear us: “If I regard sin in my heart, the Lord will not hear.” Psalm 66:18

   In 1 John 1:9, though, we find the promise that “if we confess our sins, He is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.” Because of Jesus' death on the cross for our sins and resurrection from the dead for our new life in Him, “through death He [destroyed] him who had the power of death, that is, the devil, and release[ed] those who through fear of death were all their lifetime subject to bondage.” Hebrews 2:15

   What beautiful gospel news! We can choose to despise and disrespect God, and live without Him in captivity to sin and death; we can choose to fear God and judgment, and remain in our sin and terror; or we can choose to turn away from useless idols that cannot save or hear to the living God who wants to both hear us and save us from our bondage and fear!

                                              The good news of repentance through Jesus
                            frees us to dwell in relationship with a God who hears and saves.

   But the good news is not the end, there is still some “house cleaning” that God wants to get done before we are ready to face our enemies on the battlefield.  God doesn't just want to bring us into relationship with Him, He wants to restore us to abundant and victorious living!  

   After a few moments of sitting with my little girl in her messy room, we got up together and I stayed with her. I had never expected her to clean the entire mess on her own. At her age level, I knew she needed my constant help to not give up and to know how to sort it all out. We worked together to put the toys away. The books got sorted and put on the shelves, ready to be enjoyed again.

   Since she enjoys smelling things so much, I gave her the job of smelling and examining the clothing to see where it would belong—the dresser or the dirty laundry pile. We took the load of laundry down, washed it, folded it, and put it back into the dresser.


   Why did we do all of that work? Why not just leave the dirty clothes on the floor? As parents the answer is easy, but our kids still need to learn it: When it is washed and folded and put away properly, it is ready to be used.

   Samuel knew this too. Even though the people had put away their idols, there was still so much that had not been resolved in relationship with one another that needed to be sorted out, disciplined, and reset for living together in righteousness and healing.

   And Samuel said, “Gather all Israel to Mizpah, and I will pray to the Lord for you.” So they gathered together at Mizpah, drew water, and poured it out before the Lord. And they fasted that day, and said there, “We have sinned against the Lord.” And Samuel judged the children of Israel at Mizpah. 1 Samuel 7:5-6

   During the time of the judges in Israel, there was no king or standing army to enforce the judgment that Samuel was doing. In addition, with his judgments, he would be giving out consequences for wrong behavior and requiring those who were guilty to restore to their victims what had been ruined. The people were voluntarily submitting themselves to the Lord's correction and discipline.

    When we come to know Jesus as our Savior, He also must become our Lord and Judge. This process or submitting our whole lives under His scrutiny is sanctification. When we finally let Him be in charge, He sorts through our lives gradually, allowing us to “smell our dirty clothes,” and to get them ready to be used for good again, the way He originally intended us to be: “for by one sacrifice He has made perfect forever those who are being made holy.” Hebrews 10:14

                                   Our submission to Jesus' Lordship and sanctifying work
                                                              gets us ready to be used!

    When we come to God, His goal is not just to get rid of what is bad, but to restore to His original intention for us in His creation! He wants to bless us, and to cause us to be a blessing (Gen. 12:2):

And you He made alive, who were dead in trespasses and sins, in which you once walked according to the course of this world, according to the prince of the power of the air, the spirit who now works in the sons of disobedience, among whom also we all once conducted ourselves in the lusts of our flesh, fulfilling the desires of the flesh and of the mind, and were by nature children of wrath, just as the others. But God, who is rich in mercy, because of His great love with which He loved us, even when we were dead in trespasses, made us alive together with Christ (by grace you have been saved), and raised us up together, and made us sit together in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, that in the ages to come He might show the exceeding riches of His grace in His kindness toward us in Christ Jesus. For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, lest anyone should boast. For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them. Ephesians 2:1-10

    You may have been living in defeat and despair in areas of your life. Maybe it was a relationship that you kept failing in. Or perhaps in your thought life that you faced continuous defeat. Sometimes they are addictions that make us feel hopeless. It could be a pattern of destructive criticism that you can't seem to break out of on your own.

    While we live in submission to sin, appetites and fear, the enemy is not afraid of us. It is when we place our lives under the Lordship of Christ that the enemy gets terrified and feels he has to stop us:

When the Philistines heard that the children of Israel had gathered together at Mizpah, the lords of the Philistines went up against Israel. And when the children of Israel heard of it,they were afraid of the Philistines. So the children of Israel said to Samuel, “Do not cease to cry out to the Lord our God for us, that He may save us from the hand of the Philistines.” And Samuel took a suckling lamb and offered it as a whole burnt offering to the Lord. Then Samuel cried out to the Lord for Israel, and the Lord heard him. Now as Samuel was offering up the burnt offering, the Philistines drew near to battle against Israel. But the Lord thundered with a loud thunder upon the Philistines that day, and so confused them that they were overcome before Israel. And the men of Israel went out of Mizpah and pursued the Philistines, and drove them back as far as below Beth Car. Then Samuel took a stone and set it up between Mizpah and Shen, and called its name Ebenezer, saying, “Thus far the Lord has helped us.” So the Philistines were subdued, and they did not come anymore into the territory of Israel. And the hand of the Lord was against the Philistines all the days of Samuel. Then the cities which the Philistines had taken from Israel were restored to Israel, from Ekron to Gath; and Israel recovered its territory from the hands of the Philistines. Also there was peace between Israel and the Amorites. Samuel continued as Israel’s leader all the days of his life. From year to year he went on a circuit from Bethel to Gilgal to Mizpah, judging Israel in all those places. 1Samuel 7:7-16

    When their enemy had heard of their repentance, the Philistines knew the God of Israel would hear His repentant people and start giving them victory. This battle was a last ditch effort to make the people of Israel afraid of obeying God. The Philistines thought that if they came en masse and showed a big, scary front, the people of Israel would do what they had always done before: cower, submit, and go back to captivity. But this time, the people of God's repentance and faith were complete.

                                                              Under Jesus' Lordship,
                           we should expect opposition, victory and complete restoration.

    Because of Israel's determination to trust God and rely on Him to help them defeat their enemies, God gave them a complete victory in the very place where they had previously taken their debilitating defeat. As Ebenezer was the place of their defeat, so Ebenezer became their place of victory.  Their Stone of Help.  

    Over the course of Samuel's lifetime, God gradually restored everything to His people that had been previously taken, restored peace to their land, and restored justice and righteousness in their country.

     In our lives we have seen God restore broken relationships, addictions, families, churches and finances. We have seen Him heal hearts, bring freedom, joy and peace, and save us both in our problems as well as out of our problems. When we have cried out to Him from a place of submission, we have seen His hand work to deliver us again and again. We record these times as our "Stone of Help," memorials to show our children of the faithfulness of God to save.
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    I pray that you will trust in Christ to be both your Savior and your Lord.  I pray that you submit yourself to His authority and judgment.  And I pray that as you do so He will give you complete victory and restoration in all of your territory.   

​   I look forward with joy to seeing your "Stone of Help," and to hearing your story!



For we do not have a High Priest who cannot sympathize with our weaknesses, 
but was in all points tempted as we are, yet without sin. 
Let us therefore come boldly to the throne of grace, 
that we may obtain mercy and find grace to help in time of need. 
Hebrews 4:15-20
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“I Can Smile”

11/5/2020

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   “You are poison. Everything you've ever done is worthless. Everyone is angry at you. You should stop doing anything, all of it--you're not helping anyone.”
   
   Her words sank deeply into my soul and I went numb. Sitting in the over-crowded restaurant, her voice carried to the other tables. I could barely hold back my tears. I had no words, no response to the accusations. 

   The most difficult part of that conversation was hearing it play back in my mind for months afterward, and wondering...is it true?

   Does God think of me that way?

   Hannah felt that way. She was married to a Godly Israelite, an Ephraimite named Elkanah. But whereas I could get up from that table and walk out to my husband to be consoled, Hannah could not escape her rival. Peninnah was her husband's second wife, and all of their blended family's kids belonged to Peninnah.

   Though Elkanah loved Hannah, her inability to conceive was a constant grief to her:

  This man went up from his city yearly to worship and sacrifice to the Lord of hosts in Shiloh. Also the two sons of Eli, Hophni and Phinehas, the priests of the Lord, were there. And whenever the time came for Elkanah to make an offering, he would give portions to Peninnah his wife and to all her sons and daughters. But to Hannah he would give a double portion, for he loved Hannah, although the Lord had closed her womb. And her rival also provoked her severely, to make her miserable, because the Lord had closed her womb. So it was, year by year, when she went up to the house of the Lord, that she provoked her; therefore she wept and did not eat. Then Elkanah her husband said to her, “Hannah, why do you weep? Why do you not eat? And why is your heart grieved? Am I not better to you than ten sons?” 1 Sam. 1:3-8

   In our culture it can be difficult to identify with Hannah's need to have children. Many times children are seen as a hindrance to the pinterest-perfect lives we desire for ourselves. But in Hannah's culture, they were highly valued and represented lineage, perpetuation of inheritances, and the favor of God. This had some verification in the Judaic law: God had made it clear that there would be the blessing of children for their people if they obeyed the law, and the curse of barrenness if they didn't (Deut. 28:18).

   Even though this was a general blessing or curse upon the nation in generalities, rather than for specific individuals and their individual obedience, it was still seen as an evidence of ungodliness in a woman.

   Peninnah had the reputation and physical evidence, her children, of being blessed and favored by God. However, even with that, she most likely was subject to jealousy of Hannah's favor with Elkanah. Personally, I can't imagine having to live with a rival wife without the struggle of pain and jealousy. But in Peninnah's case, she allowed her pain to produce a bitterness that wanted to inflict more pain on the subject of her bitterness—Hannah.

   Additionally, judging by Elkanah's response to Hannah's tears, I expect that Penninah's provocative words were always said in private. No one could know what kind of a woman Peninnah was in secret. To the outside world, she may well have looked like the perfect wife of a great God-fearing man, with the blessings of a home and many children. She looked successful.

   And Peninnah was successful--physically. By using her words, and perhaps other means, to rise to her position, she temporarily obtained what she sought. It seems that Peninnah had learned to place her value on her status as a wife and mother. But because of her abusive and bitter response to her painful circumstances, her character was not what God was looking for in someone he could bless with even greater success than what was physical—spiritual blessings. By the world, and even the church's standards, she would have been valued and honored. But by God's standards, who sees the heart and the hidden actions, she would be held to account.

   At that time period, Israel had slipped into sin, immorality and corruption. Even the priest's own family failed to honor God. Outwardly they still practiced tabernacle worship and sacrifice, but it was so coupled with blatant immorality that God could no longer hear their prayers (Psalm 66:18). Knowing this, God waited for the people to return to Him in repentance so that He could hear them and enter into true relationship with them again.

   So often in these divisive times, Peninnahs abound. Gossip, slander, accusations, fighting, hostile or subversive takeovers, scheming, treachery, fear and suspicion are rampant, and these tactics we find even creeping into the Church.

   You may have found yourself acting like a Peninnah, as an unhealthy response to your own pain and unchecked bitterness or jealousy. Or perhaps you are suffering the abusive pain intentionally inflicted by someone else.

                                                                     We all have pain.
                        What we do with our pain is what determines how God can use us.



   In Hannah's pain, we don't see her retaliate. We don't see that she validated herself by explaining the situation to her husband, which could have potentially further exacerbated the issue. Most critically, we don't see her abandon her faith.

   Instead, we see her turn to the only One who could meet her hidden soul need:

   So Hannah arose after they had finished eating and drinking in Shiloh. Now Eli the priest was sitting on the seat by the doorpost of the tabernacle of the Lord. And she was in bitterness of soul, and prayed to the Lord and wept in anguish. Then she made a vow and said, “O Lord of hosts, if You will indeed look on the affliction of Your maidservant and remember me, and not forget Your maidservant, but will give Your maidservant a male child, then I will give him to the Lord all the days of his life, and no razor shall come upon his head.” 1 Samuel 1:9-11

   Hannah's soul need wasn't children. We see in this passage that she was vowing to give the boy back to the Lord if he were to give her one. Hannah's soul need wasn't a husband—Elkanah already loved her and wished for her happiness and satisfaction in him.

   But Hannah was already learning the painful lesson that physical blessings—a community, a home, a husband, and even children, could not satisfy the inner longing for the favor and relationship of God Himself.


   Hannah needed to know that Peninnah's words were untrue. She needed to know that God saw her heart and was pleased with her.

                    We each have a hidden soul need to know that God is pleased with us.

   In her abandonment, Hannah gave everything she had and would have to God. She surrendered her plans to His Plan. God's Plan then and His Plan now is to call us back to Him in repentance so that He can hear our cries and hold a deep and all-satisfying relationship with us. He looks for those hearts who are willing to surrender all to Him so that He can use us to bring divine relationship and healing to the hurting around us.

   When Hannah was praying, God heard her heart; but the priest, who was corrupt, couldn't. There will always be people who misunderstand our heart's intent, even other Believers. Hannah's response, however, was humble, honoring to the priest, and truthful:

   And it happened, as she continued praying before the Lord, that Eli watched her mouth. Now Hannah spoke in her heart; only her lips moved, but her voice was not heard. Therefore Eli thought she was drunk. So Eli said to her, “How long will you be drunk? Put your wine away from you!” But Hannah answered and said, “No, my lord, I am a woman of sorrowful spirit. I have drunk neither wine nor intoxicating drink, but have poured out my soul before the Lord. Do not consider your maidservant a wicked woman, for out of the abundance of my complaint and grief I have spoken until now.” Then Eli answered and said, “Go in peace, and the God of Israel grant your petition which you have asked of Him.” And she said, “Let your maidservant find favor in your sight.” So the woman went her way and ate, and her face was no longer sad. 1 Samuel 1:12-18

   Once Hannah had received the confirmation of her favor in God's sight, she got up and was happy. There was nothing more with which Peninnah could taunt her. Her heart was healed of the pain of accusation. The God of the universe, her God, was pleased with her.

   In the subsequent days Hannah would find God's promise to her cries fulfilled: A pregnancy, a birth, a baby boy. Hannah named him “Samuel,” meaning “God has heard.”

   Samuel would become the prophet God would use to lead His people back in repentance to Himself. Through Samuel's ministry and righteous judgment, God established righteousness in their hearts through repentance and faith in which God would again hear and have relationship with His people.

             When we rejoice in God's favor and salvation, we can smile even at our enemies.

   It took me a year to work with the Lord through the words that were spoken over my life in someone's bitter pain and jealousy. As King Solomon put it: “Jealousy [is] as cruel as the grave; Its flames are flames of fire, A most vehement flame” Song of Solomon 8:6. As I read through Hannah's story, I could begin to see the pain between the lines of someone who would spend so much effort to put me in such pain. It gave me a different perspective: one that could let go of bitterness and anger and seek my satisfaction in God alone.

   It also gave me a perspective that enabled me to pray for her: to pray that God would bless her; to pray that He would bring healing and fulfillment to those parts of her soul that were insecure and needed satisfaction; to pray that He would show her how her own bitterness and jealousy were causing destruction to her relationships; and to pray that He would bless her with His favor and pleasure as she turned to Him for her security and satisfaction and began to build healthy relationships.

   In that process, I found the pleasure of God. Now when I hear those words echoing from the past, they don't have a hold on me. I can “smile” at her, hoping for the very best for her and those she cares about, knowing that God can sort out all things good and bad in His own time.

   As we see in Hannah's story, if we use the painful situations and people in our lives to push us to the feet of our Savior, He will use it to bring restoration in ever-widening circles to those whose lives we touch. While we may never see here on earth the full and final result how God uses these things, we can be assured that in eternity we will be glad that we gave those things to the Lord:

   And I heard a loud voice from heaven saying, “Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and He will dwell with them, and they shall be His people. God Himself will be with them and be their God. And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying. There shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away.” Then He who sat on the throne said, “Behold, I make all things new.” And He said to me, “Write, for these words are true and faithful.”

  With Hannah we can say, “I smile at my enemies, because I rejoice in Your salvation.”


Hannah’s Prayer

“My heart rejoices in the Lord;
My horn is exalted in the Lord.
I smile at my enemies,
Because I rejoice in Your salvation.


“No one is holy like the Lord,
For there is none besides You,
Nor is there any rock like our God.
“Talk no more so very proudly;
Let no arrogance come from your mouth,
For the Lord is the God of knowledge;
And by Him actions are weighed.


“The bows of the mighty men are broken,
And those who stumbled are girded with strength.
Those who were full have hired themselves out for bread,
And the hungry have ceased to hunger.
Even the barren has borne seven,
And she who has many children has become feeble.


“The Lord kills and makes alive;
He brings down to the grave and brings up.
The Lord makes poor and makes rich;
He brings low and lifts up.
He raises the poor from the dust
And lifts the beggar from the ash heap,
To set them among princes
And make them inherit the throne of glory.


“For the pillars of the earth are the Lord’s,
And He has set the world upon them.
He will guard the feet of His saints,
But the wicked shall be silent in darkness.
“For by strength no man shall prevail.


The adversaries of the Lord shall be broken in pieces;
From heaven He will thunder against them.
The Lord will judge the ends of the earth.
“He will give strength to His king,
And exalted the horn of His anointed.”
​
2 Samuel 2





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    ​As a homeschooling mother of 7 children, she enjoys spending her free time in  language arts, music, art, and outdoor activities.  

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