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Bread of Affliction

8/10/2025

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Sweat trickled in small streams down his face, making narrow rivulets through the dust and grime.  He lifted his hand over his head and brought is down again in a swift, sudden movement, beating the miniscule wheat out of the chaff.  The process was especially difficult—there was no breeze to chase away the chaff or the heat that beat down upon him, the waves dancing up and down upon the chiseled-out rock winepress. 
      “Egypt,” the man of God had said.  “Deliverance.”  “...Gave us this land.”  The words repeated continuously in his mind, in cadence with every blow.  The “God of Israel.” The One who “led” us. 
      The young man paused, lifting his back up into a standing position, arching against the pain.  His painfully thin arm reached up and scrubbed away at the sweat trickling into his eyes, the salt stinging, the moisture blurring his vision.  He looked out over the fields below.  Stripped. Bare.  Ugly. Brown. 
      They had come again and left nothing.  Seven long years they had come. He looked down again to his small pile.  All he had beaten out was barely enough to sow for next year, let alone live off of through the winter.
      He felt tears spring to his eyes, smarting painfully before joining the sweat pooling on his chin.  The man of God had given no hope. Just condemnation.  Only a reminder of what God had done for others.  Just the statement: “You haven’t obeyed.” 
      He knew it was true.  He’d watched his village meet at the Asherah pole and sacrifice what they had to Baal.  They’d hoped that serving the gods of their enemies would prevent their enemies from coming, would ensure an abundant harvest and bigger families. But the child sacrifice had only made their numbers smaller, only brought more pain and grief as the laughter in the streets had turned to silence and the sound of the little feet running had ceased.
      Even more shameful was that it was his own dad who had set it up.  As he recalled that night, his head hung lower and his shoulders, their blades sticking gauntly from his back, began to slump.  His dad had thought maybe they could be like the other nations; that wealth and abundance could come to them just like it seemed to for their enemies. 
     They used to have some things, but now there was nothing left—except his dad’s bulls.  Those he had kept.  They were a symbol of Ba’al, the storm god who controlled the rains that made their crops grow.  They were sacred. They had to be fed and fattened with the grain that was withheld from the starving people.

      A picture of the idol sprang to his mind, the golden head of the bull with his horns of strength and might raised up into the sky. His arms were outstretched, waiting for the children he would be given in exchange for his favor.  The sacred tree-pole of the Asherah goddess was erected next to him, her promise of supernatural fertility mocking the now emaciated worshippers.
      Gideon shuddered as he shook away the horror of what he’d seen, wishing to erase it from his memory.  How could people be so cruel? 
      He looked up again, eager to look elsewhere, to redirect his mind.  He sighed.  Yes, they did deserve this.  They had given their children and disobeyed God’s commands.  He had told them never to give their children or to serve those idols.         
   He felt anger grip his heart, tightening, painful in its intensity.  In a sudden, weary exhaustion, the anger collapsed back to fear and despair. 
      God would never forgive them. They were here because of their own sin.   
      There was no hope.


The people of Israel did what was evil in the sight of Yehovah, and Yehovah gave them into the hand of Midian (מִדְיָן S#4080 midyan: descended from Abraham’s son Midian by his wife Keturah; from מִדְיָן S#4079 madown: brawling, contention) seven years. 2And the hand of Midian overpowered Israel, and because of Midian the people of Israel made for themselves the dens that are in the mountains and the caves and the strongholds. 3For whenever the Israelites scattered seed, the Midianites and the Amalekites (עֲמָלֵק S#6002 Amalek: a descendant of Esau; from עָמַל S#5998 strenuous human effort that carries a sense of weariness, frustration, and even sorrow) and the people of the East would come up against them. 4They would encamp against them and devour the produce of the land, as far as Gaza, and leave no ability to stay alive in Israel and no sheep or ox or donkey. 5For they would come up with their livestock and their tents; they would come like locusts in number—both they and their camels could not be counted—so that they laid waste the land as they came in. 6And Israel was brought very low because of Midian. And the people of Israel cried out for help to Yehovah. Judges 6:1-5

     God's hand is mighty. The Bible often tells us that God saved His people by His mighty hand.  Yet, when we sin, it is not His hand but the hand of others who also sin to whom God gives us over.  He does this to remind us of what our sin does.  As others hurt us through their sin, we begin to realize the sad reality of what sin does, now turned against us. Often our response is to blame God for our consequences: “A person’s own folly leads to their ruin, yet their heart rages against the LORD” (Prov. 19:3 NIV),  But this is a mistake and will never bring us back into relationship. 
     It is our Midianites and Amalekites that bring us back to God by showing us the result of our choices.  Midianites are the contentions that arise, those fights and arguments that steal our peace and cause our relationships to be broken.  Amalekites are all the human efforts we put into trying to save what we have in a way that only brings weariness, frustration and sorrow. 
     These two painful enemies come into our lives like locusts, swarming in such numbers and landing on everything green and growing that we have in our lives.  By the time they are done ravaging our land, there is nothing left; everything is stripped bare and lifeless.  There is no more bread.
      When we have finally had enough of our own selfishness and sin, when we finally can see the devastation it causes in our lives and the lives around us, we may find ourselves willing to cry out to God. 
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7When the people of Israel cried out to Yehovah on account of the Midianites, 8 Yehovah sent a prophet to the people of Israel. And he said to them, “Thus says Yehovah, the God of Israel: I led you up from Egypt and brought you out of the house of slavery. 9And I delivered you from the hand of the Egyptians and from the hand of all who oppressed you, and drove them out before you and gave you their land. 10And I said to you, ‘I am Yehovah your God; you shall not fear the gods of the Amorites in whose land you dwell.’ But you have not obeyed my voice.” Judges 6:7-10
              

"Why didn't you listen to the ones I sent?"
     Have you ever had a friend, pastor, fellow Christian, family member—or even a complete stranger, confront you about your sin?  It is easy for our response to be offended denial and defensiveness.  "Who are you to judge!" We might angrily retort.  We may resist the very words of God if we are not sufficiently humbled enough to receive even the hard words that might bring life back to our souls. How that grieves Jesus!

“Whoever listens to you listens to me; whoever rejects you rejects me; but whoever rejects me rejects him who sent me.” Luke 10:16
 
And they went back and reported [Jesus' resurrection\ to the rest, but they did not believe them either. 14Later, as they were eating, Jesus appeared to the Eleven and rebuked them for their unbelief and hardness of heart, because they did not believe those who had seen Him after He had risen. Mark 16:13-14

     Instead of becoming angry when we are confronted, let's remember how much courage and love they must have to face the potential of our anger and perhaps punitive response. Fortunately, and notably quickly for the stories in the book of Judges, the people were ready to respond to God’s gracious remonstrance. And as God always does, He had a plan already for their salvation.
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11Now the Ambassador of Elohim came and sat under the oak (אִלָה S#424 or terebinth; from אַיִל S#352 strength, mighty, a pillar, a mighty man, to be twisted together to form a stronger element, as in a cord) at Ophrah  (from עָפַר S#6080-6083 dust), which belonged to Joash the Abiezrite, while his son Gideon ( גִּדְעוֹן S#1439: one who cuts down, a warrior, a feller of trees; from גָּדַע S#1438 gada  and גָּדַל S#1438 gadol: to twist, to be great, to grow, to be mighty) was beating out wheat in the winepress to allow it to escape from the Midianites. Judges 6:11
 

     Gideon was hiding at the place of dust, Ophrah, from which he had been created.  Dust reminds us that just as we were made from the dust of the cursed ground, as a result of our sin we also will return to dust at the end of our toilsome days (Gen. 3:19). It is our inevitable end to work with difficulty to cultivate the ground, to scatter seed and to have thorns and thistles make the task of yielding a harvest of seed and bread for food a wearisome task (Gen 3).  Dust reminds us of our frailness, the temporal nature of our fleeting lives and our extreme vulnerability.
     Contrastingly, the oak (or terebinth) tree was a symbol of strength and might in the Bible, and it was under these trees that judgments and judicial decisions would be made by judges, as well as covenants entered into by the people.  And yet it is here that Gideon is found, not threshing the grain on the hilltop so that the wind might chase away the chaff, but hiding down in a winepress in order that the Midianites might not see that he was trying to store away what he had been able to retain.    
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12And the Ambassador of Elohim (מֲלְאָךְ S#4397 / מֶלֶךְ S#4428 malek: ambassador, king, envoy of the king; אֱלהִים S#430 elohim: plural of God, the triune godhead) appeared to him and said to him, “Yehovah is with you, O mighty man of valor!” (חַיִל S#2428 chayil: mighty, valor, abundance, wealth) 13And Gideon said to him, “Please, my lord, if Yehovah is with us, why then has all this happened to us? And where are all his wonderful deeds that our fathers recounted to us, saying, ‘Did not Yehovah bring us up from Egypt?’ But now Yehovah has forsaken us and given us into the hand of Midian.” 

"Why, God?"
​     Oh, dear ones!  Isn’t that so often the question aching in our hearts?  If God is with us, if God is for us, if God loves us, if God is all powerful and all knowing, then “Why???”  Why did my mom die from painful disease? Why did I lose my baby? Why did my spouse betray me? Why did my child reject me? Why did we lose everything we had worked hard for? Why are we impoverished?  Why is everything I try to accomplish destroyed by the enemy of my soul? 
     We’ve heard the stories of what God has done for others. Incredible miracles.  Happily-ever-after soundbytes. It’s even painful to hear them at times.  And yet God has allowed devastation to come on us and seems to be uncaring. In fact, when the prophet came to condemn the people for not obeying God, it wasn’t necessarily Gideon who had been disobedient.  Often, though, we find God’s people suffering along with others as God has to give loving discipling and correction to whole nations and communities.
     But God’s representative has not come to berate Gideon for the sins of his family members or his nation.  Rather, He has come to commission Gideon and to remind him that though he is dust, his very name carries the greatness, abundance and might that God can instill in a person committed to operating by faith.
    Though Gideon had learned through trauma and hardship to have a scarcity mindset, God was ready to teach him about the abundance we have in Christ.

14And Yehovah turned to him and said, “Go in this might of yours and save Israel from the hand of Midian; do not I send you?” 15And he said to him, “Please, Lord, how can I save Israel? Behold, my clan is the weakest in Manasseh (מְנַשֶּׁה S#4519; from נָשָׁה S#5382 to cause to forget), and I am the least in my father’s house.” 16And Yehovah said to him, “But I will be with you, and you shall strike the Midianites as one man.” 17And he [Gideon] said to Him, “If now I have found favor in your eyes, then show me a sign that it is You who speak with me. 18Please do not depart from here until I come to You and bring out my present and set it before You.” And he said, “I will stay till you return.”
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     It is worth noting that, although Gideon was hiding, he had, in fact, shown a tremendous amount of faith in his act of continuing to scatter seed and gather it even through seven long years of raids by their enemies.  Though he was hiding in a winepress, he was still using the strength he had and the resources he could find.  Perhaps it was as a result of this act of faith that the Ambassador of Elohim, the very image-bearer of God Himself, would come to him. Under this great and mighty oak, God manifested in the flesh as Jesus had come to Gideon.  He had declared that Gideon also was a mighty man of valor.  Just as the word for Oak means also to be twisted together for strength, we know that it is a “three cord strand” that is “not easily broken (Eccl. 4:12).  When we are twisted together with Jesus, God the Father and the Holy Spirit, we are indeed mighty. 
     Gideon was a descendant of the tribe of Manasseh, which means “to forget.”  Joseph had named his son Manasseh because God had so blessed him with abundance and greatness that he no longer remembered the painful years of slavery his brothers had inflicted upon him in Egypt. 
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[God\ allowed no one to oppress them;
he rebuked kings on their account,
15saying, “Touch not my anointed ones,
do my prophets no harm!”
When [God\ summoned a famine on the land
and broke all supply of bread,
17He had sent a man ahead of them,
Joseph, who was sold as a slave.
18His feet were hurt with fetters;
his neck was put in a collar of iron;
19until what He had said came to pass,
the word of the Lord tested him.
20The king sent and released him;
the ruler of the peoples set him free;
21he made him lord of his house
and ruler of all his possessions, Psalm 105:14-21 ESV
  

     Psalm 105 tells us that first God would not allow His chosen ones to be harmed, then shares that Joseph was allowed to be harmed.  In Joseph’s story, it was also a famine of grain, just as in Gideon’s.  Additionally, God had promised Joseph that one day he would be great and powerful.  It was God’s word to him that tested and tried his faith while falsely accused and imprisoned for many years.
    But in due course, God word was fulfilled and Joseph’s faith was found to be genuine. So also with Gideon, God would bring him through this testing of his faith and into a place of abundance.
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19So Gideon went into his house and prepared a young goat and unleavened cakes from an ephah of flour. The meat he put in a basket, and the broth he put in a pot, and brought them to him under the terebinth [oak\ and presented them. 20And the Ambassador of Elohim said to him, “Take the meat and the unleavened cakes, and put them on this Rock, and pour the broth over them.” And he did so. 21Then the Ambassador of Elohim reached out the tip of the staff that was in his hand and touched the meat and the unleavened cakes. And fire sprang up from the Rock and consumed the meat and the unleavened cakes. And the Ambassador of Elohim vanished from his sight. 22Then Gideon perceived that he was the Ambassador of Elohim. And Gideon said, “Alas, O Lord God! For now I have seen the Ambassador of Elohim face to face.” 23But Yehovah said to him, “Peace be to you. Do not fear; you shall not die.” 24Then Gideon built an altar there to Yehovah and called it, Yehovah Is Peace. To this day it still stands at Ophrah (dust), which belongs to the Abiezrites (אֲבִי הָעֶזְרִי S#33 abi (father of) ezer (help).
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     Gideon was now offering a sacrifice to Yeshua, to Jesus, who is the Ambassador and direct representation of the Father (Heb. 1:3). 
     This offering is reminiscent of the Pesach, or Passover Supper that Jesus celebrated with His disciples on the night before His death as their Passover Lamb.  This Last Supper, Jesus declared, was symbolic of His own body and blood given for the sin of mankind. According to the commandments relating to the observance of this Feast, this animal offering could be either a firstborn, unblemished, young goat or lamb (Exodus 12:4-5).  This offering would be eaten in haste and entire, and the blood put over the door of their households in order to spare their firstborn from death.  It would be served with unleavened bread, in sign of the haste with which they would need to leave Egypt out of their slavery.  Instead of the children of Israel being killed as the pharaoh had predicted, it was instead his own son whose life had been required.
    Just as Jesus vanished from Gideon’s sight after receiving the offering, so also Jesus vanished from the sight of His disciples after death and His resurrection.  
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 30When he was at table with them, he took the bread and blessed and broke it and gave it to them. 31And their eyes were opened, and they recognized him. And he vanished from their sight. 32They said to each other, “Did not our hearts burn within us while he talked to us on the road, while he opened to us the Scriptures?” 33And they rose that same hour and returned to Jerusalem. And they found the eleven and those who were with them gathered together, 34saying, “The Lord has risen indeed, and has appeared to Simon!” 35Then they told what had happened on the road, and how he was known to them in the breaking of the bread. Luke 24:30-35

     After this realization, the disciples immediately went running back to Jerusalem to tell the rest of the unbelieving disciples that they had just seen the Risen Lord, just as He had foretold. Their hearts had burned, just as the Gideon’s bread had burned, both with the eternal fire of Jesus.  
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​And they [the two disciples of Luke 24:30-36\ went back and reported it to the rest, but they did not believe them either. Mark 16:13
 
36As they were talking about these things, Jesus himself stood among them, and said to them, “Peace to you!” 37But they were startled and frightened, thinking they had seen a spirit.  Luke 24:36-37
 
14Later, as they were eating, Jesus appeared to the Eleven and rebuked them for their unbelief and hardness of heart, because they did not believe those who had seen Him after He had risen. Mark 16:14
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       When the word of God has so touched our hearts, when we realize that we have been with Jesus, our hearts burn within us.  The sacrifice that He receives are a broken and contrite (repentant) heart (Ps. 51:17) that we give Him as a result of our gratitude for His sacrifice for us. 
         Just as Gideon was startled and frightened when he realized he had seen the face of God in the form of Jesus, so also the disciples became afraid.  But Jesus is the God of Peace, and it this peace He leaves with us—not a peace like the world gives, but a peace that is everlasting and can never be taken away!
       The Rock from which the fire sprang is Jesus (1 Pet. 2:4-8) and He Himself was made from the dust of the ground, just like us, being made like us in every way (Heb. 2:17).  He still stands with us, being fully God and fully man. 
      All of it belongs to Abi-ezer, our "Father of Help." God is our Father, and the Helper, the Holy Spirit, is the other member of the triune godhead: 
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But the Helper, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, he will teach you all things and bring to your remembrance all that I have said to you. John 14:26
 
But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth.” Acts 1:8

“So Send I you!” 
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25That same night Yehovah said to him, “Take your father’s bull, and the second bull seven years old, and pull down the altar of Baal that your father has, and cut down the Asherah that is beside it 26and build an altar to Yehovah your God on the top of the stronghold here, with stones laid in due order. Then take the second bull and offer it as a burnt offering with the wood of the Asherah that you shall cut down.” 27So Gideon took ten men of his servants and did as Yehovah had told him. But because he was too afraid of his family and the men of the town to do it by day, he did it by night. Judges 6:25-27
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     It is notable that it was the very same night that God gave this instruction to Gideon.  Jesus also went out from the Passover Last Supper with His disciples and was taken in custody by the soldier in the Garden of Gethsemane. This was done by night, because the high priests were afraid of the people who believed Jesus to be their Messiah: ​


At that hour Jesus said to the crowds, “Have you come out as against a robber, with swords and clubs to capture me? Day after day I sat in the temple teaching, and you did not seize me. But all this has taken place that the Scriptures of the prophets might be fulfilled.” Then all the disciples left him and fled.
Matt. 26:55-56

     The ten servants represent the ten commandments of the Law, by which Jesus must be crucified in order to redeem us from the curse of the Law (Matt. 5:17), thus fulfilling all the requirements of the Law, and the stones represent the entirety of the nation of Isael: 
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There are to be twelve stones, one for each of the names of the sons of Israel, each engraved like a seal with the name of one of the twelve tribes. Exodus 28:21

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     Additionally, Though Jesus had vanished from Gideon’s sight, He is still there.  His presence would not leave, and His voice would be heard. He has promised never to leave us, never to forsake us (Deut. 31:6, Matt. 28:20)
     Before we can fight the larger battles, there is often a battle closer to home that we need to address. While sin comes in a multitude of ways, the sins of the ancient people groups really aren’t any different than we encounter today, in our own culture, in our own families.
     Abortion, sexual immorality, greed (which is idolatry (Col. 3:5), lust, dishonesty, rebellion, lust and hatred are just some that God has repeatedly warned us will bring nothing but destruction to our lives.
     God did not send Gideon first to tackle the nations problem.  He sent him first to his own family’s issues.
Sometimes these seemingly smaller battles to win people to a relationship with God are more intimidating than the larger ones.  The fear of alienating family members, rejection by our immediate community and friend groups, and even retaliation for our obedience to cutting off anything from our lives that causes us and others to sin that can be very intimidating and have painful reactions by those we love. 
     Jesus’ final command to His disciples after He rebuked them for not listening to the women and men He had sent to witness to His death and resurrection was to go to world and witness to what we have seen:
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15And He said to them, “Go into all the world and preach the gospel to every creature. 16Whoever believes and is baptized will be saved, but whoever does not believe will be condemned. Mark 16:15-16
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      Gideon’s family had been practicing idolatry—what is more, they had been leading their community in this practice.  Gideon’s name also carries the idea of cutting down, of felling.  He was being instructed to walk in this: to cut down the idols, to cut down the Asherah pole.
      Not only that, but the bull God instructed Gideon to sacrifice was what his family was saving to live off of. No doubt they had been carefully hidden and safeguarded from their enemies.  Gideon was to take his father’s bull, and a second bull seven years old.  This second bull had been alive ironically and tellingly as long as the oppression the people of Israel had undergone.  It had been kept safe through all of the difficulties; honored, worshipped and fattened. Just as the Ba’al idol was fashioned in the image of a sacred bull, the symbol of strength and might, the bulls represented the strength the people were trying to obtain through their efforts and pointless sacrifices.
     God had commanded Gideon to remove it, placing his entire dependence upon God alone for their needs.  They could no longer count on these physical provisions or their own ingenuity to protect them from starvation. They must rest their hope entirely on God’s help.  With the sacrifice of Jesus, the people unknowingly rejected Him while simultaneously securing the means to the salvation of the world.
      
     
     Jesus was the second bull, taking on the form of sinful flesh, though innocent of all charges. The first man, Barabbas, guilty of sin and charged justly under the Law, was released because his debt was being paid by Jesus:

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After [Pilate\ had said this, he went back outside to the Jews and told them, “I find no guilt in [Jesus\. But you have a custom that I should release one man for you at the Passover. So do you want me to release to you the King of the Jews?” They cried out again, “Not this man, but Barabbas!” Now Barabbas was a robber. 
​John 18:38-40

     The people, crying out to crucify Jesus with the chant, "We have no king but Caesar!" showed their own idolatry to the pagan idolatrous practice of worshipping their Caesar.
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28When the men of the town rose early in the morning, behold, the altar of Baal was broken down, and the Asherah beside it was cut down, and the second bull was offered on the altar that had been built. 29And they said to one another, “Who has done this thing?” And after they had searched and inquired, they said, “Gideon the son of Joash (יְהוֹאָשׁ S#3060 fire of Yehovah) has done this thing.” 30Then the men of the town said to Joash, “Bring out your son, that he may die, for he has broken down the altar of Baal and cut down the Asherah beside it.” 31But Joash said to all who stood against him, “Will you contend for Baal? Or will you save him? Whoever contends for him shall be put to death by morning. If he is a god, let him contend for himself, because his altar has been broken down.” 32Therefore on that day Gideon was called Jerubbaal, that is to say, “Let Baal contend against him,” because he broke down his altar.
Judges 6:28-32
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   We find that what Joash should have done, Gideon did.  Joash had been unwilling to take on the responsibility, had been too afraid of the nations, of the idols and of the people.  But just as Ba’al, the storm god, was depicted with lightning, the fire from heaven in their reliefs, so Joash’ name reflects this dynamic.  It was the fire of God that they needed to fear. It was the fire of God, which had touched Gideon’s offering. 
     But Joash did state one thing very correctly: If Ba’al was god, he could fight his own battles.
    Though Gideon was certainly not a god, Jesus was God Himself.  It is ironic, then, that the declaration of Baal's need to contend, or fight for himself, is echoed in the mocking jeers of the rulers at the foot of the cross:

And the people stood by, watching, but the rulers scoffed at him, saying, “He saved others; let him save himself, if he is the Christ of God, his Chosen One!” Luke 23:35

     We see that to the Jews, power is all-important as a sign of God's authority (1 Cor. 1:22-24), which became a stumbling block to them receiving Jesus.  However, it is in the foolishness and weakness of the cross that the gospel was chosen to come to us.  Jesus knew that He would receive salvation from the grave in due time and willingly gave up enacting His own contention. Unlike Baal, who would indeed come next to contend against Gideon, Jesus knew that His vindication would come from God alone.   
     This was an entire sacrifice, including the accursed wood of the asherah tree.  Significantly, it was the wood of the tree, the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, that had borne the fruit that through mankind’s disobedience would bring death and sin to all of God’s Creation.  It was the wood of this tree that was accursed.  As it is written: 
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22“And if a man has committed a crime punishable by death and he is put to death, and you hang him on a tree, 23his body shall not remain all night on the tree, but you shall bury him the same day, for a hanged man is cursed by God. You shall not defile your land that the Lord your God is giving you for an inheritance.
Deut. 21:22-23
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“Bring out your son that he may die!”      
     Early in the morning the men of the town surrounded Gideon's father.  This happened also with Jesus:
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Early in the morning, the chief priests, elders, scribes, and the whole Sanhedrina devised a plan. They bound Jesus, led Him away, and handed Him over to Pilate. Mark 15:1
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     The words of the people of Ophrah, those people of dust, resound in our ears with impact.  Unlike Gideon's father, our The Father, God, did bring out His Son. He was given as a sacrifice because of the need to destroy the works of darkness, to destroy that ancient enemy, the Serpent. It is this cursed tree that must be used to redeem us from the curse of sin.  Jesus would become sin, become our curse, so that we might be brought back into relationship with our God:
 

Christ redeemed us from the curse of the law by becoming a curse for us, for it is written: “Cursed is everyone who is hung on a pole.”
Gal 3:13
 
For our sake he made him to be sin who knew no sin, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God. 2 Cor. 5:21 ESV
 
When you were dead in your sins and in the uncircumcision of your flesh, God made you alive with Christ. He forgave us all our sins, 14having canceled the charge of our legal indebtedness, which stood against us and condemned us; he has taken it away, nailing it to the cross. 15And having disarmed the powers and authorities, he made a public spectacle of them, triumphing over them by the cross. Col 2:13-15
      

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     Just as Gideon had to contend first with his sin and that of his family, so Jesus was sent first to the lost sheep of Israel (Matt. 15:24) and then His disciples were sent to bring the good news to the world.  This would take great courage.
     Gideon, the feller of trees, the mighty warrior, stands in the symbolic place of Jesus, who felled the tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, became sin on this tree and broke down the altar of Ba’al (בַּעַל S#1168 ba’al: owner, master), the slave master over us. God had indeed rescued Gideon and His people from Egypt once again.  With Jesus’ help, we will never again be in slavery to sin or endless work to receive our salvation.  
     There is, and only ever will be, one Sacrifice that will bring us victory over sin's mastery and back into relationship with God.  Have you trusted in Jesus alone for your salvation?  Have you confronted your need to repent?
     Have you been willing to confront the sin in your family and in your community?  When will it be worth it to tell people just how devastating their sin has been and what their remedy is? 
 
     Will you let fear stop you from bringing salvation to those you love?




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https://armstronginstitute.org/325-zeus-baal-and-a-rare-bronze-bull-idol-discovered-in-greece
https://www.ancient-origins.net/history/moloch-0016383
https://www.ancient-origins.net/myths-legends-asia/identity-moloch-0011457


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Love.Listen.Live.

8/9/2024

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The multitude of believers was one in heart and soul. No one claimed that any of his possessions was his own, but they shared everything they owned. With great power the apostles continued to give their testimony about the resurrection of the Lord Jesus. And abundant grace was upon them all.
There were no needy ones among them, because those who owned lands or houses would sell their property, bring the proceeds from the sales, and lay them at the apostles’ feet for distribution to anyone as he had need.
Joseph, a Levite from Cyprus, whom the apostles called Barnabas (meaning Son of Encouragement), sold a field he owned, brought the money, and laid it at the apostles’ feet. Acts 4:32-37

Love.

    At the end of Acts 3 we find the church, alive, thriving, growing and reproducing.  It is in absolute unity.  They are one in heart and soul.  They are listening and actively obeying the Apostles’ teachings on the Word of God.  They are in koine  with one another, sharing generously all that they have because they are in common equality with one another in the gospel. Because of Jesus’ ultimate sacrifice to bring fallen humanity back into a loving relationship with their Creator God, the Church had become a return to the paradise of God, the Garden of Eden—the Garden of Delights.  It is what God has made us for—an equality and love with one another that shares and gives out of love.  Everything in this Garden is for the common good of all.  Their attitude toward one another is “how can we ensure that each of us is thriving and rejoicing in God’s goodness?” 
     The Church was a new creation.  It was a new beginning, where the old, dead, stony heart of people was replaced with a living heart: one that wanted to love and please God; one that was willing even to lay down one’s own life for one another. 
     While the one command in the Garden to humanity was “do not eat of the fruit of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil,” God knew that the very reason we chose to disobey that command was a lack of love for God.  As a result, God gave a new command, the greatest command of all.  It was one that would give us a reason to choose to walk in obedience: love for God. 
     This command the Israelites were to recite every morning and evening.  It was to be their first thought before starting their day and their last upon ending it:
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Listen, O Israel: The Lord our God [plural\, the Lord is One. Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your physicality [nephesh\ and with all your everything [me'od\. 
​Deuteronomy 6:4-5

     Because God the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit are One, we are to be one in our unity and love.  The Church was now obeying God’s command to love Him and love their neighbor with all their heart, all their soul and all their strength, unified in its focus.  When we love, we automatically choose to do things that are in line with God’s laws and commands because genuine love comes from God and aligns with His purposes for His people.  Like God, we naturally start to choose what would be good and best for others, even at our own cost.
     God wants our whole, entire selves—our hearts, everything that we feel and make decisions on; our nephesh (often translated souls, it more accurately is our physical body), every part of our physical humanity, desires and appetites; and our me’od, our ability in every circumstance to be wholly and completely given back to God in complete love and trust for our Creator. 
     While we find ourselves drawn to stay in this delightful fellowship of the Church, into this perfect Garden we see the plot begin to thicken: 
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Now a man named Ananias, together with his wife Sapphira, also sold a piece of property. With his wife’s full knowledge, he kept back some of the proceeds for himself, but brought a portion and laid it at the apostles’ feet.
Then Peter said, “Ananias, how is it that Satan has filled your heart to lie to the Holy Spirit and withhold some of the proceeds from the land? Did it not belong to you before it was sold? And after it was sold, was it not at your disposal? How could you conceive such a deed in your heart? You have not lied to men, but to God!”
On hearing these words, Ananias fell down and died. And great fear came over all who heard what had happened. Then the young men stepped forward, wrapped up his body, and carried him out and buried him.
Acts 5:1-5

Listen.

     Cue the villain.  
     Into this Garden, this New Creation, this paradise of love and goodwill and kindness, we find evil creeping in. 
   The Serpent is back. 
    The very Hebrew letters used to spell out the serpent’s name, nachash 
נָּחָ֑שׁ, describe the kind of adversary we face continuously: 

נָּ nun: life/son/heir/seed
חָ֑ chet: divide/cut/separate
שׁ shin: teeth/two/devour/consume

"One who devours an heir in order to divide and cut off life"

his name, satan שָּׂטָ֛ן, is similar in meaning: 

שָּׂ shin: teeth/two/devour/consume
טָ֛ tet: basket/surround/ensnare
ן nun: life/son/heir/seed

"One who surrounds life in order to ensnare and devour it."

     The serpent's plan not a new scheme; it’s a very ancient one.  In fact, he must have thought, ‘it worked last time!’  

    In fact, that ancient serpent has been waiting to devour life from the beginning and continues even now.  But he will never win!
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...And the dragon stood before the woman who was about to give birth, so that when she bore her child he might devour it. She gave birth to a male child, one who is to rule all the nations with a rod of iron, but her child was caught up to God and to his throne,...Now war arose in heaven, Michael and his angels fighting against the dragon. And the dragon and his angels fought back, but he was defeated, and there was no longer any place for them in heaven. And the great dragon was thrown down, that ancient serpent, who is called the devil and Satan, the deceiver of the whole world—he was thrown down to the earth, and his angels were thrown down with him. And I heard a loud voice in heaven, saying, “Now the salvation and the power and the kingdom of our God and the authority of his Christ have come, for the accuser of our brothers has been thrown down, who accuses them day and night before our God. And they have conquered him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony, for they loved not their lives even unto death. Rev. 12:4-11

     Listening, as the Greatest Command says, involves more than just allowing the sound or voice or someone to enter our ears.  It encompasses hearing, understanding, and taking action that follows through with the intent of the speaker.
     The Bible tells us that we become slaves or servants to the one we listen to and obey:
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​Don’t you know that when you offer yourselves to someone as obedient servants, you are servants of the one you obey—whether you are servants to sin, which leads to death, or to obedience, which leads to righteousness?
​Rom. 6:16

​     The serpent roams around seeking to find people to listen to his voice, to become his slaves, so that he can accuse us before God.  In Acts 5, Ananias wasn’t listening to God’s command to love.  His motivations for participating in the selling of his property, inaccurate donation and lies were all rooted in a desire to gain something for himself rather than serving the crucial needs of those around him. Just as Eve listened to the voice of the serpent and saw that the fruit was “good for success,” he wasn’t just withholding some of the value of the land.  He was withholding himself from His Creator.  What he was bringing to God was representing the value that he placed upon God and his relationship to Him.  His giving was only as a show to everyone else.  Barnabas had given out of the gratitude and love of his heart; Ananias was giving in order to get something out of them all.  It wasn’t a gift of love. 
     While neither Ananias nor we have an obligation to sell all our property and give it all away, when we see people in need our Spirit-filled response should be a desire to ask the Lord how we can give out of the great abundance that He has entrusted to us.  God wants our whole selves, nothing withheld.  He wants us to listen and respond to Him in this love by giving Him our whole selves in every moment, obeying every Word that He speaks to us.  This will often “cost” us, sometimes a great amount.  But it is never even close to the incredibly abundant grace that He has given us.
     In the Garden, the serpent came and deceived the woman, telling her that she would not die.  When she decided to eat the fruit, her body, her nephesh, did not die immediately.  Her spirit, however, did.  When Adam agreed with her to eat, his spirit also passed from life into death. Into their bodies, their nephesh, however, death entered as a slow and inevitable process.
     After they sinned, when they heard God’s voice in the Garden, they were no longer in loving fellowship with God.  As a result, they were afraid and hid from His faces (panim). 
    In Hebrew, the word for “hide” is chabah
חָבָא. 

חָ chet: divide/cut off/wall off
בָ beit: house/household/family
א aleph: ox/strong leader/God the Father/first

    In choosing to hide from God and wrapping themselves in fig leaves, trying vainly to cover up their own shame and sin, they were effectively causing themselves to be cut off and divided from the household of their loving, heavenly Father.  This was exactly what the serpent had intended: to ensnare and to cut off life and the heirs from the inheritance of the Father. 
    However, at the voice of God, Adam and Eve together made a decision to come out of hiding.  They presented themselves before God the Father and confessed to Him what they had done.  The Word in Hebrew, “confess,” (todah
יָדָה) means to cast or throw down something, to be lifted up to enter through the door and behold. It is an accurate accounting, a numbering of our sins according to how we have transgressed the loving commands of God. Conversely, the word also means to give thanks or praise.  In essence, when we confess our sins to our Father, we are doing it in gratitude that He has provided forgiveness and justification through the Door, His Son, Jesus.  We are casting away our sins, the ones that ensnare and enslave us, and throwing our thanks at His feet in humble gratitude as we are brought back into the household as a family member.
​    In response to Adam and Eve's confession, in His grace God provided a covering for their clothing.  A blood sacrifice was made so that humanity could be covered, symbolically representing the sacrifice of Jesus’ blood that would be given to cover over our sins for all eternity. 

     Sadly, Ananias did not have a heart that would receive this grace. 
    Ananias.  His name means, “Grace of God.”  It is what God intended and willed for him, but not something he chose to receive for himself.    
     The Apostle Paul makes it clear in Romans how we should not take God’s grace lightly, as if it is not costly.  It is precious and extremely valuable.  It is the blood of our Savior given for the world.  When we continue to live a lifestyle of practicing sin without listening and obeying God, we trample the grace of God under our feet:
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Shall we continue in sin that grace may abound?  Certainly not!
Romans 6:1 
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Or do you show contempt for the riches of God’s kind grace, forbearance and mercy, not realizing that it is his kind grace that leads to repentance?
 Romans 2:4 

​     This kind of contempt for God’s grace is the kind of evil that comes when people want the free blessings of God but are only using the Church as a way to gain for themselves selfishlessly.  They think that God will not see, but He certainly does.  Just as He saw Adam in the Garden, hiding, He also sees the true heart motivations of all of us.  None of us can hide from the eye of His faces.   
     Ananias’ response to the extreme grace and kindness of God was to despise it, to withhold from God His very self, and to lie instead of to confess and thank God for His grace.  As a result, he stayed hidden, separated and cut off from the family of God.  

About three hours later his wife also came in, unaware of what had happened. “Tell me,” said Peter, “is this the price you and your husband got for the land?”
“Yes,” she answered, “that is the price.”
“How could you agree to test the Spirit of the Lord?” Peter replied. “Look, the feet of the men who buried your husband are at the door, and they will carry you out also.”
At that instant she fell down at his feet and died. Then the young men came in and, finding her dead, carried her out and buried her beside her husband.
Acts 5:7-10
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​     Sapphira. In Hebrew, her name means “scribe,” or “accountant.”  A saphar סָפֵר was one who would render an accurate accounting of the saphan סָפַן: the treasures that had been covered and hidden. The scribes were entrusted with the task of ensuring that the hidden, covered treasures in the storeroom or the message of the word of the king would be accurately relayed to the people. 
     In this part of the passage, the word “price” or “valuation” comes up repeatedly.  The word is Tinos, and it means value, weight or honor.  Agreeing with her husband, Sapphira purposely and inaccurately rendered an account of the value or the land.  God also had given her a part, one who would accurately call to account the treasures He had entrusted to them for the benefit of His people.  She, in her own turn, would choose to willfully turn away from listening and obeying God’s voice because she also lacked love for God and others. 
     In the advent of the Church, the spiritual rebirth and resurrection of God’s people, the deaths of both Ananias and Sapphira would represent physically the spiritual death that was already inherent inside of them.  Their outward death only mirrored their inward death. 
    Ananias and Sapphira’s deaths were merely a physical representation of their spiritual, inward reality.  They were already dead in their spirits.  They had chosen to listen to the voice of the Serpent.  It wasn’t about who messed up first, it wasn’t about whose idea it was.  It was that they both agreed to be unified in their disobedience to God. 
            In addition, God wanted to be very clear about our individual responsibility to listen and obey His voice.  In the Garden, God reprimanded Adam because he “listened to the voice of [his] wife” instead of to God’s voice.  To some, the curse and the fall feels like it lands unfairly on humanity because of the woman’s choice.  God is setting the record straight:  this time it the choice is first the husbands, followed by his wife’s agreement. 
            Both of them, however, in each case, are listening to the voice of the Serpent. It goes both ways.  The point of this reversal is that at the heart of it all they are listening and obeying the voice of the serpent.
 
Woman
         Man
            Serpent
         Man
Woman
 
    They both alike despised the grace of God and refused to render a just account, a correct confession of their wrong before God. In turn, God could no longer listen to them: 


Behold, the LORD'S hand is not shortened, that it cannot save; neither His ear heavy, that it cannot hear: But your iniquities have separated between you and your God [plural\ and your sins have hidden His faces from you, that He will not hear. Isaiah 59:2
  

     Rather than coming out of hiding in truth before God, they remained hidden by their own sins, remaining disconnected and divided from the family of God.
     Feet. Another word that keeps coming up in this passage is feet.  It the beautiful feet who are bringing the good news of the resurrection of Jesus.  It is at the feet of the apostles that the Church is laying down their rights to their physical possessions.  Conversely, it is at Peters’ feet that Ananias and Sapphira fall and die, and it is the feet of the young men, no longer bringing good news, that are standing at the door to take her away to her burial. 
    There is another who stands at the door, the door to our heart, the seat of our affections and love.  He pleads to us to listen to His voice and live:
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Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone listens to my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and eat with him, and he with me. The one who conquers, I will grant him to sit with me on my throne, as I also conquered and sat down with my Father on his throne. He who has an ear, let him listen to what the Spirit says to the churches.’”
Rev. 3:20-22
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     While this is a sad story, it is also crucial to understand that this time the serpent loses.  This time, the life of the Church remains uncorrupted.  The true Church remains in completely unity and fellowship with their Creator.  This time, the evil cannot destroy and ensnare the life of the Church—yes, perhaps some were choosing to listen to the voice of the serpent, but the Church, the living Church of God, cannot be overcome.  Instead, glory is given to God.  Instead, we conquer in Jesus’ name.  Instead, there is complete oneness and unity as The Son sits on the throne of the Father and we sit with Him on the same throne.  It’s about fellowship, oneness, and love. 

 And great fear came over the whole church and all who heard about these events.
The apostles performed many signs and wonders among the people, and with one accord the believers gathered together in Solomon’s Colonnade. Although the people regarded them highly, no one else dared to join them. Yet more and more believers were brought to the Lord—large numbers of both men and women.
Acts 5:11-14

Live.

     Fear.  The Hebrew letters give us a better understanding “yarah יִרְאָה .”
יִ yod: mighty work/hand stretched out
רְ resh: head/ruler/source/Prince 
אָ aleph: strong leader/God the Father
ה hey: behold/worship/revelation 


     The first letter is “yod,” which is a hand outstretched to do a mighty work or deed; the second is resh, which looks like a head and signifies one who is a prince or ruler, originator; the third is aleph, which refers back to the Father as our strong leader; and the fourth is hey, which looks like the figure of a person with arms and hands upraised to behold and worship, revealing something to be in awe of. 
     In English, we often think of fear as negative.  Its synonyms are to be terrified, scared, or alarmed. However, Hebrew word describes more the feeling that we get when we behold the mighty deeds of the Prince (Jesus) who has come from the Father.  When we are in fellowship with God, those feelings are awe, amazement, comfort, peace, excitement and relief, worship.  We are full of wonderful feelings that we have a mighty God who comes to rescue us from our enemies. 
     On the other hand, when we are in disobedience to God, when we are using our words, actions and provisions to hurt and abuse others, the mightiness of God becomes a terror to us.  Our feelings can be very negative as we realize that the Judge of all the earth sees and knows everything we do and think and will call us to render an accurate accounting for how we have treated others and how we have treated the grace of His Son.  

   The Church, instead of being overcome by terror and hiding from His presence, the kind of awe and amazement that the mighty work of God in their midst in the judgment of Ananias and Sapphira brought increased growth and a dire warning to those who would, in pretense, seek to join them for evil reasons.  Those who wanted to come out of hiding and take hold of the grace of God for themselves continued to join them and the Church grew mightily.
     For those who chose to be in awe and deep reference and gratitude for God’s mighty works, it created even greater unity.  In a deeper effect, it created a strong purity among the believers.  Though “no one else dared join them,” yet more and more people were truly becoming saved and were being accounted to their numbers. 
    When Adam and Eve came out of hiding, they truthfully confessed to God what they had done.  As a result, they received a promise of an eternal redemption coming in the form of Jesus and a covering for their shame. They were given life for eternity.
      Ananias and Sapphira lied to God.  There was no more redemption. There was no life for their dead spirits. They had abused the abundant grace of God.
     One day we will all give an account, a rendering to God for how we responded to His grace.  Do we receive it with confession and thanksgiving? Do we abuse it, as if we can use it to keep sinning in a lifestyle that says God’s grace is cheap?  Do we give the count the correct value and honor and weight to God’s grace?
     The apostles were preaching the resurrection life in Jesus, both in this hour and in the one to come!  There is no value on earth that can ever come close to the price that Jesus paid for us, to the value of eternal life in Him forever in Paradise!  


"An hour is coming and is now here when the dead will listen to the voice of the Son of God, and those who listen will live!"  John 5:25

     This week, let’s dwell on the sh'ma—to listen to his voice out of a deep love that encompasses our entire selves.  Let’s embrace the life that comes from living in unhindered unity with God through Jesus!
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Prayer Precedes Power

5/28/2024

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     She came to us in tears. 
    She had just received news that she had cancer. She was scared and in pain and she brought her distress to the only place she knew might have answers or at least some comfort. We knelt with the women together and prayed over her.  Knowing that God alone has the power to heal, we brought it to the church leadership. Some protested that we shouldn't pray for healing, because it would only disappoint her in her new faith in Christ.  But we knew that God had the power to heal.  God accompanies His word and His gospel with signs and wonders!  We gathered together the leaders and prayed over her. 
    A week later she walked back through the doors of the church, beaming.  She gave me a hug and cried again, reporting that her doctor had no idea why, but he could no longer find any evidence of her disease.  It was a powerful testimony to herself and all who witnessed the tremendous power of God and care for one, distressed woman.  
   Only the name of Jesus could free her from her bondage to disease! 
   Power is always preceded by prayer!
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12Then they returned to Jerusalem from the mount called Olivet, which is near Jerusalem, a Sabbath day’s journey. 13And when they had entered, they went up into the upper room where they were staying: Peter, James, John, and Andrew; Philip and Thomas; Bartholomew and Matthew; James the son of Alphaeus and Simon the Zealot; and Judas the son of James. 14These all continued with one unity in prayer and supplication, with the women and Mary the mother of Jesus, and with His brothers. Acts 1:12-14
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PRAYER UNIFIES BELIEVERS

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  Upper room waiting is prayer that stays in faith, waiting for God to respond.  Its effect is a deep unity among believers as we join together to seek God for His glory and His kingdom above all things. Prayer calls us to lay aside everything that divides us. 
    Jesus said to ask and keep on asking.  Upper room prayer is persistent, coming to a good, loving Father who who wants to give good gifts to His children!
    In the desert the people of Israel ate manna from heaven. They simply gathered.  They did not need to plant and harvest.  Upon entering the promised land, however, they would co-labor with God to bring in the harvest every year.  The first sheaf they would gather would be brought as an offering to God.  During the Jewish Feast of the Firstfruits, which took place at the same hour of Jesus’ resurrection, they would bring in a sheaf of barley, wave it to the four corners of the earth, and declare their gratitude to the Lord of the Harvest for supplying everything they needed.
   Jesus was the first sheaf of the harvest. Jesus told His disciples as they watched the people come out to hear the gospel, “look at the fields, they are white and ready to harvest!  Ask the Lord of the Harvest, therefore, to send out workers into His harvest field.”  There would be many, many more brothers and sisters brought as fruit of the kingdom!
    This is what the disciples were doing in the upper room.  Aside from praying for the power of the coming Holy Spirit, they were also praying that God would supply more workers because it was time to declare the gospel throughout the world. 
   But they had a problem: Jesus had chosen 12, one for each tribe of Israel, but Judas had betrayed Jesus and later killed himself. They needed another worker to complete the representatives to the 12 tribes of Israel.  
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​15And in those days Peter stood up in the midst of the disciples (altogether the number of names was about a hundred and twenty), and said, 16“Men and brethren, this Scripture had to be fulfilled, which the Holy Spirit spoke before by the mouth of David concerning Judas, who became a guide to those who arrested Jesus; 17for he was numbered with us and allotted a lot in this ministry.” Acts 1:15-17
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PROPHECY FUELS FAITH

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40 days of prophecies make 10 days of upper room waiting full of faith.

   After Jesus' resurrection, He spent forty days with His disciples, men and women, revealing to them the prophecies about Himself. Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the Word of God (Rom. 10:17). Reading through the prophecies about Jesus, His coming, His death, His resurrection, the promised Holy Spirit, the victory we have in Jesus over the enemy, and the coming return of Jesus with His kingdom will help us through the difficulties that come with being ministers of the gospel.  
     You and I, all believers are called to be a minister of the gospel of Jesus.  We are called to witness to people about Him.  But we need to know God’s Word, and by prophecy wage a good warfare (1 Tim. 1:18). When we are fueled up with the Word of God, we know who we have believed.  We know He is faithful to keep His promises.  We can count on God to fulfill His promises because He has in the past!  The Word of God gives us courage.

     The people of Israel have genealogies.  Their names would be written down from generation to generation.  These genealogies would let people know that they belonged to the people of God.  There is a Book of Life in heaven as well—where believers’ names are written. 
     Judas is our contrast.  He was numbered at the time, but his name would be stricken from the Book of Life.  He was just like the people of Israel who saw God’s power in the wilderness and refused to enter into relationship.
    Judas had his name stricken because he turned to lust after the things of this earth instead of spiritual things.  Just as the people of Israel complained and grumbled and lusted in the desert, Judas traded an eternal reward for an earthly one. 
    This was not a sudden loss of relationship, it was consistent practicing of evil and unbelief. Long before Judas betrayed Jesus to death, he was the son of a prominent pharisee and had charge of the money donated to Jesus’ ministry.  He thought no one would know, so he would regularly siphon off some of the money for himself, embezzling the funds.  He didn’t believe that God would see and know and judge.
     He saw Jesus’ power regularly, but refused to believe. Judas chose an earthly wage rather than an eternal one. He chose an earthly field to harvest, rather than a heavenly one.
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​18(Now this man purchased a field with the misthos/reward/wages of iniquity; and falling headlong, he burst open in the middle and all his bowels [splachna\ poured out. 19And it became known to all those dwelling in Jerusalem; so that field[place/land\ is called in their own language, Akel Dama, that is, Field[place/land\ of Blood [kinship\.)
20“For it is written in the Book of Psalms:
‘Let his dwelling place be desolate,
And let no one live in it’; Acts 1:18-20
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PLACES OF WITNESS MUST BE STEWARDED

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  ​Believers have an earthly allotment to oversee.  We will have an eternal allotment/inheritance over which to reign!
     We live in the woods in the mountains of the Cascades.  We have a couple of acres with trees, lots of blackberry bines and woodsy plants.  One of Jeff's first things to do when we purchased the house was to talk to the neighbors and walk the property lines, trying to establish the lot lines.  He would try to part through the vines and weeds to locate the illusive iron pins sunken into the ground.  There are still some we cannot find!  These pins establish where our lot lines are, and whether or not our neighbors can encroach onto our property.  
     Owning a property gives us many rights--the right to build, the right to garden and plant, and especially the right to pass it down as an inheritance perpetually throughout our generations.  
    When the people of Israel entered into the promised land, God told them to divide the land among them, tribe by tribe, family by family.  Each family had a share, a lot of land, which would pass down to their descendants by inheritance. Even if they sold the land for a time, it would always revert back to their family line. They would establish these lot lines through the method of the casting of "lots," which were often clay pieces or rocks with the names of tribes or family leaders written upon them.  As they would pull up the randomly chosen lot, it would be ratified as God's choice of inheritance for each of His people.  
     In ministry, our jurisdictive spheres of leadership are also chosen for us by God.  We each have places of ministry to steward for God, given temporarily into our hands to keep, build and bear fruit upon for God's kingdom.  These are not only our physical resources, such as our homes, our finances and our bodies, but also groups in which we take part: our families, our workplaces, our communities, our hobbies and specific ministries.  In whatever way we participate with others, we are to steward these resources and places to witness about to God and to build and edify the church.  As a result, we will receive a "reward" or "wages" from God at the end of our lives--an eternal inheritance that can never be taken away.  
     Judas, however, chose to use his “reward” in his present time on an earthly inheritance. This inheritance would not pass down to his descendants.  This passage Peter is quoting in Acts 1 is from Psalm 69:19-21, 25-28, a prophetic psalm of Jesus:

19You know my reproach, my shame and disgrace.
All my adversaries are before You.
20Insults have broken my heart,
and I am in despair.
I looked for sympathy, but there was none,
for comforters, but I found no one.
21They poisoned my food with gall
and gave me vinegar to quench my thirst.
 
May their camp be a desolation;
let no one dwell in their tents.
26For they persecute him whom you have struck down,
and they recount the pain of those you have wounded.
27Add to them punishment upon punishment;
may they have no acquittal from you.
28Let them be blotted out of the book of the living;
let them not be enrolled among the righteous. Psalm 69

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    Judas and those crucifying Jesus shut down their compassion.  They gave Jesus gall and vinegar on the cross.  The word for compassion is the word in both Greek and Hebrew for the inner part of ourselves: the bowels or the womb.  Judas closed up his splachna, his bowels of mercy and compassion.  Instead of witnessing for Christ, he witnessed against Christ. Therefore, it was his splachna that was spilled in the field of blood. Instead of rescuing someone in need, he betrayed his own blood, his own kinsman.
    In the Hebrew, the Greek word equivalent for "splachna" is רחמ (r-ch-m), and is translated both as tender love, mercy, compassion, or the womb.  Both the womb and the bowels give life.  Our intestines take our nutrition from our food and distribute it and its life-giving energy throughout our body.
    Mercy or compassion is an attribute of God that He displayed toward us when He sent Jesus to die to save us.  When Jesus would see the crowds, the Bible tells us that He was moved in his inner being with compassion, because they were like sheep without a shepherd.  He longs to be their Good Shepherd and to give them under-shepherds who would care for and feed them.  
    Where has God called you to witness to what He has done?  Where can you show life-giving compassion by being blessing to those in need according to your gifts?  We are called to lay down our life for others, just Jesus, our Good Shepherd, did for us.  
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​16By this we know love, that he laid down his life for us, and we ought to lay down our lives for the brothers. 17But if anyone has the world’s goods and sees his brother in need, yet closes his splachna/heart against him, how does God’s love abide in him? 18Little children, let us not love in word or talk but in deed and in truth. 1 John 3:16-18
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1So if there is any encouragement in Christ, any comfort from love, any participation in the Spirit, any splachna and sympathy, 2complete my joy by being of the same mind, having the same love, being in full unity and of one mind. 3Do nothing from selfish ambition or conceit, but in humility count others more significant than yourselves. 4Let each of you look not only to his own interests, but also to the interests of others. Phil 2:1-4

     Each of us have a stewardship to be like Jesus in this compassion and mercy to the world.  The world is broken, in need of a Savior.  When we see the lost, the broken, the blind, the hopeless—we carry with us the good news about Jesus!  We have each been given an eternal allotment, and inheritance in Jesus.  We must steward this inheritance by having mercy on those we encounter.   
    Unlike Judas, however, we have eternal reward that cannot be taken away, reserved in heaven for us. This reward is coming with Jesus.  Jesus tells us in Rev. 22:12 I am coming quickly, and my reward is with me!
    Now the people had come together to choose and appoint one more witness with them, one who would watch over the flock of God faithfully.
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‘Let another take his overseership.’
21“Therefore, of these men who have accompanied us all the time that the Lord Jesus went in and out among us, 22beginning from the baptism of John to that day when He was taken up from us, one of these must become a witness with us of His resurrection.”
23And they proposed two: Joseph called Barsabas, who was surnamed Justus, and Matthias. Acts 1:20b-23

PROPOSALS BUILD THE CHURCH

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     Along with the giving of the Spirit, God’s people are filled with the gifts of the Spirit: helping, serving, ministry, administration, miracles, healing, faith, wisdom, words of knowledge…among others.
    Take note of others and how God might gift them. Encourage them to develop this gifting.  Take opportunities to develop what God has given you by being a blessing to others.   Take note of these things in others and encourage them to use whatever God has gifted them in, both naturally and supernaturally, to bless the world and build the Church God. 
    Why was it important to pick people who had walked with Jesus a long time?  They were to choose 2 people who had walked with Jesus in companionship the entire time from Jesus’ baptism under John through to the ascension.  These two were people who had walked faithfully with Jesus and could handle the weight of stewardship about to be handed over to them.  When we are choosing leadership, the Bible has character qualifications we are to look for. When we are walking with God, He is trying to prepare us for works of service so that we can be a blessing to other people.  We start with the small things and as we are faithful with those, God gives us bigger assignments. 
    God knows the hearts. He alone knows who should be doing what and why.  Submission to His divine plan is the only way to accomplish the mission.
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24And they prayed and said, “You, O Lord, who know the hearts of all, show which of these two You have chosen 25to take place of ministry and apostleship from which Judas by transgression fell, that he might go to his own place.” 
26And they cast their lots, and the lot fell on Matthias. And he was numbered with the eleven apostles. Acts 1:24-26
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PRAYER BRINGS THE GIFT OF GOD

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    "Ask and keep on asking, and you will receive! (Luke 11:9)"
   The people chose, God confirmed, and the apostles appointed. 
     Lots were used in ancient times to allot portions of land for inheritance.  So they also chose to use the lot to divide and discern between the two people proposed.  They used a divine “chance,” to understand the leading of the Spirit.  This was the last recorded time.  When Jesus was soon to leave His disciples, they were disappointed. Jesus explained, however, that it was so very much better for His physical presence to leave so that the Spirit of God could come and fill each of them.  The Spirit was then with them, but soon He would be "in them." That is the difference of a need for a physical, external lot to decide what God wants and how the believers would soon be able to discern God's will--through the internal voice of God. As Spirit-filled believers now, we can listen to the voice of the Spirit together through sincere prayer and fasting.   
     Matthias means “Gift from God.”  Just as God was about to give them the Helper, the Holy Spirit, so God gave them also people to bless one another with. 


Then I will give you shepherds after My own heart, who will feed you with knowledge and understanding."
Jeremiah 3:15 

7But to each one of us grace has been given as Christ apportioned it. 8This is why it a says:
“When he ascended on high,
Leading a host of many captives
and gave gifts to his people.” b
 11So Christ himself gave the apostles, the prophets, the evangelists, the pastors and teachers, 12to equip his people for works of service, so that the body of Christ may be built up 13until we all reach unity in the faith and in the knowledge of the Son of God and become mature, attaining to the whole measure of the fullness of Christ.
Ephesians 4

​   The goal of the gospel includes bringing all God’s people safely to maturity in Jesus, blameless at His coming. God longs to give good gifts to His people!  When we spend time in prayer together, we can count on God's good gifts to us as individuals, as well as the giving of us to one another.  In this way, we equip and bless and help one another onto spiritual maturity through spiritual accountability, encouragement, teaching and discipleship.
     We need to be asking ourselves these questions regularly:  "How has God gifted me for works of service?"  "To whom am I actively and regularly being a blessing?"  When we ask these questions and listen to the inner voice of God's Spirit, we will bring in a harvest of people that is a worthy offering to the Lord of the Harvest.  
     As we approach Pentecost and the outpouring of the Holy Spirit, let’s be praying for God to gift us people who can help build His kingdom.  Let’s be asking God to give us gifts and equip us to be a blessing to His church.  As we grow in these areas, let’s pray that we would steward well the allotment He has given to us. 

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Behold, the Lamb of God!

4/28/2024

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Every year Pesach is celebrated, and every year the Jewish nation awaits their Messiah. When we visited Israel two years ago, I was able to speak with a Jew at the Pool of Siloam.  He questioned me about Jesus, and told me that the Jewish people are fearfully awaiting the coming of the Messiah, because they are told that he was coming soon, ready or not.  To get ready, they are told, they must do enough good works.  Sometime between now and the end of the 6000 years of the world, he will come.  If they are ready, it will be to set up his kingdom.  If they are not, it will be to judge them.  He asked me about our Messiah.  We talked about how Jesus, a Jew, is the passover lamb, crucified for our sins to bring us back into a relationship with God.  We talked about how He is coming again, and all those who place their faith and trust in Him have no fear of His coming, but only joy and anticipation!

It was deeply sad to me that, for many of the Jews, a "veil lies over their hearts," so that they cannot see that their Messiah has come.

Yet hidden in their own Seder meal is the very heart of the gospel.  Moses prophesied that a “Prophet like” him would come, One whom God’s people must listen to.  The Messiah, a prophet deliverer like Moses has come, was rejected, suffered and died for our sins to reconcile us to the Father and rose again to give us new life! This good news is first for the Jews, then to the Gentiles.  Not only that, but the Exodus story is prophesied to repeat itself, when our Messiah returns for His people.  On that day, The Suffering Messiah will come as the Triumphant King!  God’s people will be delivered and the Enemy we see before us today, we will see no more forever! (Ex. 13:14)

As we meditate on this holy and deeply meaningful feast, I invite you to join us as we discover the meaning behind each element and the incredible hope we have as we await our Messiah, Jesus, who will return again for us!
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The week of Pesach, of Passover, begins on Nisan 14th with a Seder meal and concludes with the bringing of the Firstfruits and rituals in readiness for the Harvest.
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Yeast Removal 

Each household was commanded to examine and remove all leaven from their homes. Ridding all forms of yeast, or leaven, from the whole household was meticulously done for days.  All breads with any leaven were abstained from for the entirety of the seven day festival.  This represented the close examination of our hearts by the Holy Spirit to remove any sin against God or others.  We are to repent of any wrong and remove anything within our homes or families and even throughout our whole church family that causes us to turn away from obedience to God (Exodus 12:8, 15, 13:7, 1 Cor. 5: 11:27-29).
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Fast of the Firstborn

Some Jews have the practice that the firstborn in every family fasts on the eve of Passover from sunrise to sunset. This comes from the firstborn son being consecrated to God alone as the Firstfruits of the womb. Instead of sacrifice their firstborn, they would instead redeem him with a sacrifice (Ex. 13:13-16).  In addition, it is in memory of their redemption out of Egypt, the house of slavery to dead, unending work. Both Pharaoh and Herod killed all the male Hebrews babies two years old and under, in their attempt to prevent the Messiah/Deliverer from coming (Ex. 1:22; Josephus, Antiquities of the Jews, Chapter 9.2; Matt. 2:16).  This Deliverer had been prophesied in each instance by wise men who instructed the ruler about the coming Deliverer. In an outstanding reversal, it is God who brings Pharaoh’s second attempt at killing the firstborn back upon him, when the Angel of Death comes to take the Egyptians firstborn, and passes over the firstborn of all under the blood of the sacrificial lamb.
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Cessation from Work

​During the first two and last two days of Passover observant Jews will abstain from all work, resting in the finished work of God.  This symbolizes the finished work of Christ in his life, death and resurrection and how believers are to enter into His work and refrain from any form of trying to earn their own salvation through good works or observance of the Law (Genesis 2:2; John 17:4, 19:28-30; 1 Cor. 5:1-9; Hebrews 4:9-10).
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Seder Meal (Last Supper/Communion)

1. Kadesh — Kiddush (“Holy,” or “sanctified”)
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The wine is blessed at the start of the meal. This cup of sanctified wine represents the blood of Christ, poured out in death for us.  His side was pierced on the cross, blood and water pouring out as He prophesied at the Seder meal (Last Supper)(Luke 22:20-21, John 19:34). There are four cups of wine:
  1. The Cup of Sanctification
  2. The Cup of Deliverance/Judgement (deliverance for those who repent, judgment for those who refuse
  3. The Cup of Redemption
  4. The Cup of Acceptance

2. Urhatz —Wash
Washing is first performed in preparation for eating.  A towel is wrapped on the arm of the one serving.  This person goes around to each of the participants, pouring water over the hands from a pitcher into a bowl. In Jesus' time, this would have included foot washing because of the many miles of walking through dust with sandaled feet. Jesus represented this washing when He wrapped a towel on himself and washed the feet of His disciples, declaring them fully “clean.” This further signifies how Jesus washes His bride, the Church, with the water of the Word, cleansing her and preparing her for the Wedding Supper of the Lamb when He returns for His Church. (John 13:1-17, Eph. 5:26)
 
3. Karpas — “wool”
Any vegetable that is not bitter may be eaten. Common vegetables used are celery, parsley, onion, or potato. Dipped in salt water for purification and seasoning, they remind us of the baby boys cast in the Nile and the tears shed by the slaves.
In its meaning of “wool,” it is used in the Hebrew scriptures to demonstrate Christ types, who as a “lamb before His (wool)shearers was silent, so He did not open His mouth” at His trial and crucifixion (Isaiah 53:7:
It is used to describe Esther’s royal robe when she went before the King after three days, risking her life to intercede for her people and gaining their freedom on the day of Passover.
It describes Joseph’s “coat of many colors,” made of wool, torn and dipped in the blood of the goat as his brothers when they sold him into slavery.
It describes Tamar’s torn “coat of many colors” as she was defiled by her brother, her blood being shed.
Finally, they remind us of Jesus’ command to rejoice at our own persecution as believers, stating that we are the salt of the earth in order to bring the purification of Christ to others.  Though we are favored by our Father, just as Esther, Joseph, Tamar and Jesus, and wear the royal robes of righteousness, through suffering, we allow others to “taste and see that the Lord is good!” (Matt 5:10-16, Psalm 34:8)
 
4. Yahatz — “Divide”
Three matzahs (unleavened breads) are used in the ceremony, represented the triune nature of God.  The middle matzah is broken and the larger part saved for the conclusion of the meal, signifying Jesus’ body, broken for His people (Luke 22:19). The saved portion signifies the return of the Messiah at the end of time. The matzah is unleavened, representing the innocent and sinlessness of Christ.  It is pierced through many times, representing the piercing with the spear by the soldier at Christ’s death as well as the flogging He received in order to save us from our sins: 5But he was pierced for our transgressions; he was crushed for our iniquities; upon him was the chastisement that brought us peace, and with his wounds we are healed. (Isaiah 53:5

5. Magid — Narration of the Exodus story of redemption from slavery

The plate of affliction. The plate with the symbols of affliction is lifted up.
The shankbone of the Paschal lamb or kid:  the zero’a of the paschal sacrifice is included because the word zero’a literally means “arm,” alluding to the verse which states, “I will redeem you with an outstretched arm . . .”;

Boiled egg: In Aramaic (spoken by Jews at the time of Jesus), an egg is called bey’a, which also means “pray” or “please.” Thus, the foods silently plead, “May it please the Merciful God to redeem us with an outstretched arm.”

Bitter herbs: These signify the bitterness of the death.  The word bitter in Hebrew is “marah,” and was included in the names of the women, three different Marys, who attended Jesus’ cross, burial and witnessed to His resurrection. 

Invitation to the nations. An invitation to the stranger and foreigners is to join the Seder meal, signifying the invitation to the world, including Gentiles, to become part of the Body or Church of Jesus.

The wine cups are refilled.
The youngest person at the seder asks the Four Questions and responses are given.

The Four Children
These signify four kinds of people who respond to the gospel: wise, wicked, simple, and one who does not know how to ask.  Jesus’ parable of the farmer who sows his seed represents the gospel being shared with people.  There are four kinds of people who receive His Word: 1) Those who hear, but Satan comes and takes it away so they will not believe to salvation; 2) those who receive it with joy, but because they do not press onto maturity through a deeper understanding and relationship with God, only persevere in the faith for a time until they give into temptation; 3) those that are consumed by the cares, riches and pleasures of this world and bring no fruit of the Spirit because they never reach in maturity in God; and 4) those who are honest and good in heart, who having heard the Word, hold tightly to it and bring much fruit with persevering patience (Luke 8:5-15).

The Ten Plagues. The word “plague” is also the word “stricken.”  Just as Jesus was stricken, so also the evil of the world will be stricken at the end of time as the Lamb of God avenges and delivers His holy people who have suffered at the hands of those who refuse to repent (Rev. 15).

Cup of Suffering. Since our “cup of salvation” cannot be regarded as full when we recall the suffering of the Egyptians, a drop of wine is removed from the cup with the mention of each plague. This signifies the remainder of the suffering which we as believers will endure as we also drink the Cup of Suffering given us by our Father (Mark 10:38-40, John 18:11, Col. 1:24)

Dayenu (It Would Have Been Enough). Let all present join in the refrain thanking God for all the miracles he bestowed upon the Israelites.

The cup is again lifted in joy, thankful for God’s deliverance, ready to praise Him with the first word of the Psalm of praise (Hallel). Two Psalms of the Hallel, Psalms 113-118
Drink the wine, with the blessing of salvation.

6. Rohtza — WashReady to eat, the hands are washed before the meal, as is required at any meal. It is similar to the previous hand-washing, but now all wash with the usual benediction as the hands are dried.

7. Motzi Matzah — Eating MatzahThe first food at the meal is the matzah, the unleavened bread. It is blessed before being eaten.

8. Maror — Bitter HerbsSmall pieces of horseradish are dipped into haroset (a sweet paste symbolic of mortar) to indicate that overemphasis on material things results in bitterness.

9. Korekh —The Passover lamb or kid (young goat) was sacrificed in memory of the blood of the lamb or goat that was put on the doorframe of the houses of Egypt in order for the angel of death, which was bringing judgment, to pass over them and spare their families.  In ancient times, the Talmudic scholar Hillel ate the three symbolic foods (lamb, matzah, and bitter herbs) together so that each mouthful contained all three. Thus, the symbols of slavery and liberation were intermingled.

10. Shulhan Orekh — MealThe joyous feasting gives us the feeling of human fellowship in harmony with God.

11. Tzafun — DessertNow the afikomen. Either someone has “stolen” it, or parents can hide the afikoman when it is first put aside (Step 4) and let the children look for it during the meal to win a prize. The larger piece of matzah, the unleavened bread which was broken and hidden is now found and shared among those present.  This represents how the body of Jesus was hidden from the sight of His disciples as he ascended into the clouds, with the promise that He will return one day in the same way He ascended and that every eye will see Him on that day! Those who pierced Him will mourn for Him as for an only, beloved son (Acts 1:9-11, Rev. 1:7).  Just as the matzah is hidden, it is found by the children and they are rewarded, so also Jesus is coming soon, and says to us, “My reward is with Me!” (Rev. 22:12)

12. Barekh — “Let us praise!”This is the usual “bentschen,” grace after meals, including, of course, thankfulness for the Passover holiday. Fill the cup before this grace and drink the third cup at its conclusion, with the usual “bore p’ri hagafen” blessing.

Door for Elijah. At this point in the seder, they open the door for Elijah, who by tradition is the forerunner of the Messiah, the harbinger of hope, and sing “Eliyahu Ha-navi.” At Jesus’ transfiguration, there was both Moses and Elijah who came and talked with Him. Moses represents the 5 books of the Law that witness against our sin, while Elijah represents the Prophets who prophesied of the Messiah’s coming.  Afterward, the disciples asked Him about this, and Jesus declared that Elijah would come, but also had come in the form of John the Baptist, the forerunner of the Messiah.  Malachi 4 prophesies of the Judgment Day of the Lord, the second coming of the Messiah, wherein Moses’ Law would testify to our guilt and the prophets would testify to whether we have received the Messiah.  Elijah would come again, and if the hearts were not restored, would “strike” the land with a decree to bring them all under the curse of those devoted to destruction.
This is prophesied for completion at the end of time, when the two witnesses will stand and strike the earth with plagues before being martyred and resurrected (2 Kings 2:11, Jude 1:9, Matt 17:1-12, Malachi 4:1-6, Rev. 11:3-13, Zechariah 4:11, John 6:30-46, Luke 16).

13. Hallel — Psalms of PraiseThe rest of the evening is given over to hymns and songs. The Hallel is sung, including Psalm 118, a messianic prophecy of the rejection of Messiah by the leaders of Israel, the Messiah’s death and resurrection and how He becomes the gateway to God for His people (Matt 26:30, Psalm 118).

14. Nirtzah — “Accepted”Nirtzah means to be accepted.  Because of the Lamb’s sacrifice, we are included in the righteousness of Jesus when He offered the payment for our redemption price in the form of His life.  God accepted us in His Beloved and we are also to accept one another in Jesus in the same way.  At this conclusion, they sing L’Shana HaBa’ah B’Y’rushalayim [Next Year in Jerusalem] (Eph. 1:6, Rom. 15:7).
 


Bringing the Firstfruits (Bikkurim)

By law, the Israelites were commanded to bring the first of their crops and the firstborn of their children or animals to the temple (Ex. 23:19; 34:26, Num. 15:17–21; 18:12–13; Deut. 26:1–11).  If it was a crop, it was given to the Levites.  If it was an animal or a child, it was redeemed.  All firstfruits, however, belonged to God. Jesus became the firstfruits, the firstborn from among the dead  in order to redeem all other firstborns (Col 1:18).  Just as the firstborns were redeemed before the Exodus from death by the blood of the sacrificial lamb, so when Christ became our Lamb He redeemed us and became the firstborn among many brothers and sisters (Rom. 8:29).

The Resurrection of Christ would begin the first day of the counting of the Omer--on Nisan 16.  This harvest counting would give time for the harvest to be fully brought in and completed. 

As we continue our studies into the Book of Acts and the work of the Holy Spirit in beginning the Harvest of all souls, let's prayerfully consider how we can follow Jesus, our forerunner.  

Isaiah 53  
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Who has believed what he has heard from us? And to whom has the arm of the LORD been revealed?
2For he grew up before him like a young plant, and like a root out of dry ground;
he had no form or majesty that we should look at him, and no beauty that we should desire him.
3He was despised and rejected by men, a man of sorrows and acquainted with grief;
and as one from whom men hide their faces he was despised, and we esteemed him not.
4Surely he has borne our griefs and carried our sorrows; yet we esteemed him stricken, smitten by God, and afflicted.
5But he was pierced for our transgressions; he was crushed for our iniquities;
upon him was the chastisement that brought us peace, and with his wounds we are healed.
6All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned—every one—to his own way; and the LORD has laid on him the iniquity of us all.
7He was oppressed, and he was afflicted, yet he opened not his mouth;
like a lamb that is led to the slaughter, and like a sheep that before its shearers is silent,
so he opened not his mouth.
8By oppression and judgment he was taken away;
and as for his generation, who considered that he was cut off out of the land of the living, stricken for the transgression of my people?
9And they made his grave with the wicked and with a rich man in his death,
although he had done no violence, and there was no deceit in his mouth.
10Yet it was the will of the LORD to crush him; he has put him to grief;
when his soul makesh an offering for guilt, he shall see his offspring; he shall prolong his days; the will of the LORD shall prosper in his hand.
11Out of the anguish of his soul he shall seei and be satisfied; by his knowledge shall the righteous one, my servant, make many to be accounted righteous,
and he shall bear their iniquities.
12Therefore I will divide him a portion with the many, and he shall divide the spoil with the strong, because he poured out his soul to death and was numbered with the transgressors; yet he bore the sin of many,
and makes intercession for the transgressors.

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You, Follow Me!

4/20/2024

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We have a lot of kids.  If you might believe it, sometimes it's hard for me to concentrate, get work done, or rest well in our home. :) But I still need to be present and available.  So Jeff built me a little cottage as a retreat. I love going out there and looking at the trees, listening to the wind and the water in the creek.  God restores my soul there. 

For a while my daughters lived in the cottage while our parents were living with us.  After they were able to move into other rooms again, the cottage was left cold, empty and uninviting.  Of the many things needed out there, the top concern I had was heat!  I searched the internet for the perfect heater.  I love to read and have a lot of books, so I wanted it to have bookshelves attached.  After some time, I found a little, white electric fireplace with bookshelves on either side.  It was delightful!  I could go out there with a cup of tea and enjoy watching the fake flames dance around.  It was great-- until two weeks later the fireplace stopped working. 

Oh, the flames still danced, it still looked like it worked, but there was no power to the heat element.  All it could do was look pretty.  It couldn't function in any purposeful way to chase away the cold in that little room.  It needed to be connected to a genuine source of real power.  


So when they had eaten breakfast, Jesus said to Simon Peter, “Simon, son of Jonah, do you love Me more than these?” John 21:15
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We must hear and 0bey by agape-loving God.


In John 21, John introduces us to Jesus’ commissioning of His disciples on His third appearance to them after His resurrection. The disciples had just gone out fishing, mirroring their original calling by Jesus. Now, after breakfast, Jesus has three questions for Peter, and three questions for us.  "Do you love Me?"

John, the author of this gospel, refers to Peter as Simon Peter. His original name was Simon.  It is the same name as Simeon, and comes from the Hebrew verb, “shama:” to hear and obey.
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The Shama was the commandment of God which the Israelites would recite first in the morning and last at night every day of their existence, which Jesus claimed to be the Greatest Commandment:
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“Hear, O Israel: The Lord our God, the Lord is one! You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your strength. Deut. 6:4-5


This was Simon’s name.  He carried this around with him daily.  He was to hear and obey God out of gratitude for God hearing his cries for salvation.   

But John reminds us that Simon has another name, “Peter.”  Why? 

​To understand Simon Peter’s second name, we need to go back to the beginning of the book, to John 1:40-42.  Andrew had just been at John the Baptist’s Jordan River baptism, where John the Baptist identified Jesus as the Messiah when the Holy Spirit came upon Jesus as a dove and remained.  He announced Jesus as the Lamb of God who would “take away the sin of the world!” It was then that Andrew went and got Simon and told him that he had found the Messiah and brought him to Jesus.
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Now when Jesus looked at him, He said, “You are Simon the son of Jonah. You shall be called Cephas (Peter)” (which is translated, A Rock). John 1:40-42

 
But here in this passage Jesus specifically refers only to his original name.  Why?  We will get to that in a bit, but for now we also need to see that Jesus keeps referring to Simon as the son of Jonah. 

Jonah means “Dove.” 

But there is also another story of Jonah.  It is the story of a prophet that God commands to go to his enemies to tell them of God’s pending judgment who wanted God’s grace for himself, but not for his enemies. The story ends with us as the readers not being told whether Jonah ever allows God to change his heart.

Simon is a son of Jonah.  He is frail, weak and full of false bravado.  He hears God, he receives God’s grace for his three times’ denial of Jesus and every other wicked thing he had done—but he still doesn’t want to give God’s grace to the evil Gentiles, like the Romans, who had taken over his country and abused them.

Next Week we will start a series in the Book of Acts, and we will find that twice God uses this story with Jesus in John 21, in the story of the Acts of the Spirit in the birth of the Church.  Simon will truly be Simon son of Jonah, with a redemptive ending!

So Jesus asks the question, “Simon, son of Jonah, do you love Me more than these?”

More specifically, Jesus asks “do you have agape-love for me?”  This is God’s sacrificial love for us.  God so agape-loved the world that while we were still sinners, living in hostile rebellion to God, He gave His only, beloved Son to die to redeem us. That is the agape-love of God.  “Simon, son of Jonah, do you agape-love me more than these?


We must agape-love God more than anything in the world.

“More than these.” To whom or what is Jesus referring?

To find out, we need to go back to Jesus’ original calling of Simon Peter in Luke 5:1-11. Jesus had just spoken to the multitude from inside Simon’s boat.  Afterward, He tells Simon to put the boat out into the water to catch, and Simon, after protesting that he had tried all night and caught nothing, hears and obeys Jesus.  They catch such a great amount of fish that their nets begin to break.  In Simon’s awe of this miracle, he falls down at Jesus’ knees in repentance and fear, proclaiming, “go away from me, Lord, I am a sinful man!”
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 And Jesus said to Simon, “Do not be afraid. From now on you will catch men.” So when they had brought their boats to land, they forsook all and followed Him. Luke 5:10-11


​Back in John 21, we must remember, Jesus had just risen from the dead.  Where does Peter go? Fishing. Jesus’ renewed calling of Simon Peter in John 21 recalls his realization of his sinfulness and the grace given to him.  Jesus had originally told him not to be afraid.  Simon, however, had been very afraid at the cross, to the point where he denied Jesus three times.  So after Jesus’ death Peter goes back to fishing, because it’s what he knows, what he loves, what is safe, and what provides him the life that he wants: one of success and safety. 

There is a grammatical structure in the Greek that point to what Jesus is talking about with his phrase “more than these” in both accounts. In the Greek, these words “all” and “more than these” grammatically end the same as the object to which they are referring. In Peter’s original calling, when they “forsook all,” the grammar indicates that the “all” is referring back to the boats. In John 21, “more than these” is also referring to the fishing, to the fish and to his livelihood from this career.  The antecedent, the words earlier referenced are the “so many great fish, 153 of them.”  Jesus is asking him, “Do you agape-love me more than you love fishing?  More than you love this boat, this net, this job, this income, this world?” 
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Jesus clarifies this further in Luke 14:25:

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Now great multitudes went with Him. And He turned and said to them, “If anyone comes to Me and does not hate his father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters, yes, and his own life also, he cannot be My disciple. And whoever does not bear his cross and come after Me cannot be My disciple. For which of you, intending to build a tower, does not sit down first and count the cost, whether he has enough to finish it— lest, after he has laid the foundation, and is not able to finish, all who see it begin to mock him, saying, ‘This man began to build and was not able to finish’? Or what king, going to make war against another king, does not sit down first and consider whether he is able with ten thousand to meet him who comes against him with twenty thousand? Or else, while the other is still a great way off, he sends a delegation and asks conditions of peace. So likewise, whoever of you does not forsake all that he has cannot be My disciple. Luke 14:12-14, 25-33
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Back in John 21, Simon’s response to Jesus’ question, Do you agape-love me more than these” is sad and unsatisfactory. He has no power over fear. Simon said to Him, “Yes, Lord; You know that I have phileo-affection for You.”

Peter has a self-awareness. He doesn’t use agape-love, he uses “affection.”  He loved Jesus like he might his brother or his family.  To agape-love God means to love Him more than anything else.  It is a comparison word, and by comparison our love for Him should be so much more than anything else in this world that people might consider the natural love we have for people who are close to us to be in comparison a hatred.  That is the difference between the agape-love of God and the phileo-affection that Simon has for Jesus. 
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If we love Jesus, we must Shepherd His Church. 

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"Jesus said to Simon, 'Feed My Lambs."
 
Jesus had just called His disciples “children” at the beginning of their encounter with Him.  To feed a sheep means to give it nourishment.  To feed a lamb is to give it milk, because it is not yet ready for solid food.  Milk is the Word of God, but it is the easy word of God.  The gospel, the commands, the elemental principles of God’s word.  “As newborn babes,” 2 Peter 2:2 tells us, we are to “desire the pure milk of the word, that you may grow thereby.” 

This command to Simon is part of The Shama:



“Hear, O Israel: The Lord our God, the Lord is one! You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your strength.
“And these words which I command you today shall be in your heart. You shall teach them diligently to your children and shall talk of them when you sit in your house, when you walk by the way, when you lie down, and when you rise up.
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If we agape-love Jesus, we will feed those new to Jesus, the little children who are new to the faith, the milk of the Word of God as they grow.  We will spend our waking hours looking for opportunities to share with them who God is, what His nature is, and how we can follow Him better. 
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Milk is for the immature, for the worldly, those not taking the steps of walking in the Spirit. 

Paul talks to the Corinthian Church in 1 Cor. 3:1-3 about their pettinesses and sinful, worldly lifestyles as Christians and challenges them:

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Brothers and sisters, I could not address you as people who live by the Spirit but as people who are still worldly—mere infants in Christ. I gave you milk, not solid food, for you were not yet ready for it. Indeed, you are still not ready. You are still worldly. For since there is jealousy and quarreling among you, are you not worldly? 1 cor. 3:1-3
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Simon was still a “child” because he was still focusing on the world and what he could get out of it.  Jesus was calling him to maturity, to forsaking the world and preparing to live out his calling in a way that would no longer just focus on his own need for grace, but also for the world’s need for salvation. 
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Jesus said to him again a second time, “Simon, son of Jonah, do you agape-love Me?”

He said to Him, “Yes, Lord; You know that I have affection for You.”
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He said to him, “Shepherd My sheep.”

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Sheep are mature adults, mature Christians. To shepherd means to not only provide pasture and calm waters, but also protection from thieves and predators. They are ready to grow on more than just milk. As we shepherd our families and those God has placed into our lives, they will need to be led to where they can learn more about God.  They need protection and wisdom from the enemy's lies and deception.  They need to be led to still, quiet places where they can have their soul restored in the Lord's presence. They need to be taught how to be discerning between God's voice and the enemy's voice: 
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We have much to say about this, but it is hard to make it clear to you because you no longer try to understand. In fact, though by this time you ought to be teachers, you need someone to teach you the elementary truths of God’s word all over again. You need milk, not solid food! Anyone who lives on milk, being still an infant, is not acquainted with the teaching about righteousness. But solid food is for the mature, who by constant use have trained themselves to distinguish good from evil. Heb. 5:11-14
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Peter was still worldly.  He was still focused on what he could gain out of this for himself.  He was “supposing that Godliness was gain” (1 Tim. 6:5).

When we are raising our children, the goal isn’t just that they feed themselves, clothe themselves and clean up after themselves.  When they are newborns, we do everything for them.  As they grow and starting to eat solid food, we still do much of the work for them.  But the goal is so much more.  We are raising our children to not only provide for themselves, but to be able to provide for a family and their community.  To be a blessing to the world.  That is maturity.

Jesus is telling Simon will need agape-love to shepherd His church.  It is a sacrificial love that lays down one’s life, one’s dreams, one’s success and reputation.  In fighting off predators and protecting the sheep, there is necessary risk that we must accept. As a parent, we understand this.  We know that caring for our kids means that we may need to place ourselves into harm to make sure that our kids are protected.  We know that there will be sleepless nights, long hours, and challenging times trying to provide for them. 

​This is something that is very challenging for us to accept.  It was challenging for Simon, because he loved and cherished his life.  In Matthew 16 The Jewish rulers come to Jesus asking him to prove himself as the Messiah.  Jesus tells them the only sign they will be given is the Sign of Jonah.  Just as Jonah was in the belly of the sea serpent for three days and three nights, so Jesus would be in the grave for three days and three nights before his resurrection.  Jesus was suffer the cross before the life.  The Jewish rulers were looking for a conquering messiah, one who would conquer, decimate and humiliate their enemies, raise them all to power, fame and wealth, and make everything amazing.  This is what Simon also wanted from a Messiah.  As we go on in Matthew 16, Jesus then warns his disciples to be wary of the problem the Pharisees have.  Then in verse 15 he asks them this very important question:  Who do you say that I am? It is Simon's answer that defines his identity:
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Simon Peter answered and said, “You are the Christ, the Son of the living God.”
Jesus answered and said to him, “Blessed are you, Simon Son of Jonah, for flesh and blood has not revealed this to you, but My Father who is in heaven. And I also say to you that you are Peter (a small pebble or easily moved stone), and on this Rock (a large, cliff-side rock used as a foundation to build structures) I will build My church, and the gates of Hell shall not prevail against it. And I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven, and whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven.”
From that time Jesus began to show to His disciples that He must go to Jerusalem, and suffer many things from the elders and chief priests and scribes, and be killed, and be raised the third day.
Then Peter took Him aside and began to rebuke Him, saying  “Far be it from You, Lord; this shall not happen to You!”
But He turned and said to Peter, “Get behind Me, Satan! You are a stumbling-block to Me, for you are not mindful of the things of God, but the things of men.”
Then Jesus said to His disciples, “If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me. For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it. For what profit is it to a man if he gains the whole world, and loses his own soul? Or what will a man give in exchange for his soul? For the Son of Man will come in the glory of His Father with His angels, and then He will reward each according to his works. Assuredly, I say to you, there are some standing here who shall not taste death till they see the Son of Man coming in His kingdom.”
 Matthew 16:16-28
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It was by the Spirit of God that Peter recognized the power of God in the Son of God!  It was by the frailty of his humanity that he resisted the calling to suffering of His same Messiah.  Again, in John 10:11-13, Jesus reminds us of the difference between sharing the gospel for worldly gain vs one taking care of the Church out of agape-love:
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“I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep. The hired hand is not the shepherd and does not own the sheep. So when he sees the wolf coming, he abandons the sheep and runs away. Then the wolf attacks the flock and scatters it. The man runs away because he is a hired hand and cares nothing for the sheep. John 10:11-13
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But Jesus knows that Simon doesn’t have this kind of courage in him.  He knows he’s just a Peter, just a movable, little rock.  So when Jesus is telling Simon Peter to Shepherd His Sheep, he is reminding him of his need to understand his frailty as Peter, not just Simon. Simon would need to depend entirely on the Spirit of God to accomplish the work of shepherding God's people. It would only be on the Rock of Christ that the Church would indeed be built and that not even Hell’s Gates could stand up against the onslaught of the Church of Christ to redeem the world that God loves!

​Simon Peter should not be afraid.  But he is.  He is afraid of the cross.  He is afraid of death.  And this is preventing him from being who he is called to be:  one that shepherds Christ’s church.
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He said to him the third time, “Simon, son of Jonah, do you have affection for  Me?” Peter was grieved because He said to him the third time, “Do you have phileo-affection for Me?”
And he said to Him, “Lord, You know all things; You know that I have phileo-affection for You.”
Jesus said to him, “Feed My sheep.
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Jesus knows all things.  Yes, he knows that Simon Peter only has an affection at this point.  He needed Simon to know it.  He needed Simon to know the kind of love that was necessary.  He knows us too.  He knows our fears.  He knows our conflicting allegiances.  He knows that we struggle to give up what we cannot keep to gain what we cannot lose. 

He knows it’s hard. 

But if we have even affection for Jesus, we must follow Him by taking up our cross and caring for His people.


Most assuredly, I say to you, when you were younger, you girded yourself and walked where you wished; but when you are old, you will stretch out your hands, and another will gird you and carry you where you do not wish.” This He spoke, signifying by what death he would glorify God. And when He had spoken this, He said to him, “Follow Me.”
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The very cross Simon ran from would become the death he died.  The fear he faced would be changed into courage by the Power of the Spirit and out of the love that he would be given for God and for the world. Jesus knows this about you too.  The Bible says that God always finishes what He starts.  He will carry us on to maturity and complete the work He has begun in you and in me (Phil 1:6).  Jesus knows this and isn’t afraid that He can’t accomplish this work in us!
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But what do we do?  I think we are so much like Simon here.  We compare ourselves to others in this process.  When my kids are young, they often want to divert our learning conversations to avoid applying to themselves what they need to do.  "What about her?"  "What about him?"  they ask.  "Don’t they have to do their chores too?"  "Why are they getting to stay up late and I have to go to bed?"  "Why did they get a date and I haven’t yet?"  We look around and wonder what God’s trying to do with someone else.  That’s exactly where Simon goes when the conversation gets uncomfortable:

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Then Peter, turning around, saw the disciple whom Jesus loved following, who also had leaned on His breast at the supper, and said, “Lord, who is the one who betrays You?” Peter, seeing him, said to Jesus, “But Lord, what about this man?”
Jesus said to him, “If I desire that he remain till I come, what is that to you? You follow Me.”
Then this saying went out among the brethren that this disciple would not die. Yet Jesus did not say to him that he would not die, but, “If I will that he remain till I come, what is that to you?”
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​Simon was likely also remembering Jesus’ words in Matt 16:28:
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Assuredly, I say to you, there are some standing here who shall not taste death till they see the Son of Man coming in His kingdom.” Matt 16:28
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John was the only one of the disciples who, according to church tradition, lived a long life and died naturally.  John was enabled to see the revelation of Jesus’ second coming in the book of revelation. 

Peter sees John following Jesus.  John hadn’t run at the cross.  It was John who brought Simon into the room where Jesus was standing trial.  It was John who stood at the cross, watching Jesus die.  It was John who believed as soon as he saw the empty tomb.  John is already following Jesus.  But Jesus isn’t talking to or about John. He’s talking to Peter.  We do that, don’t we?  Try to distract ourselves with God’s dealings with others.  "What about them, Lord?"  "See how they messed up?"  "What about them, Lord, aren’t you going to ask them to do something hard?" "Your people aren't getting it right." "What about them, Lord, are they going to have to do it too?" 

But Jesus’ response to Simon Peter is the same as to us: If He desires a different outcome for someone else, what is that to us? 

“You, follow Me.”

Have you counted the cost to follow Jesus?  Do you love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your strength?  Do you love the people of the world as you love yourself? Are we willing to follow Jesus, even to the cross? 

Peter wasn’t ready for any of these things.  He was just a weak, double-minded human who was frail and too small to accomplish the great task that Jesus had assigned for him.  We feel that.  If we are real with ourselves before God, we know we don’t have what it takes to love like God loves, to lay down our lives every day for others, to risk our lives to save our enemies.  But Jesus isn’t asking us to be strong, He is asking us to connect into Him as our Source of Power so that we can walk in His strength, doing His works, and allowing God to use us to build His Church on Jesus Christ, the immovable Rock!  As we will see next week, a Power was coming from God that would give them and us exactly the kind of courage that we need to love God and shepherd His Church.  

As we lean into Jesus’ hard questions for us this week, let’s not get distracted with what God is doing with other people.  Let’s ask the Holy Spirit to show us what things in this world—our families, friends, work, reputation, comfort.

​What are the things that we are clinging to that prevent us from loving God with all our hearts? Are we willing let His Spirit fill us with the power to accomplish what He's called us to do? 

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Strong's Greek: 4074. Πέτρος (Petros) -- "a stone" or "a boulder," Peter, one of the twelve apostles (biblehub.com)
2Strong's Greek: 3404. μισέω (miseó) -- to hate (biblehub.com)
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The Power of Praise

2/28/2024

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    Many of you probably remember the week of Labor Day, 2020.  A haze of smoke covered our valley.  Fires sprang up all around the state.  An eerie, yellow-orange light saturated the air, causing the indoor lights to seem blue in contrast. Ash rained continuously and many suffered from the poor air quality. 
    Like many, we had to be evacuated from our home up in Gates because the wildfires surrounded it, burning down many homes and leaving everything temporarily uninhabitable.  While we were safely evacuated with our family, our home suffered damage. 
    Our kitchen was destroyed and the smoke entering in from left-open windows covered every square inch.  The mattresses, clothing and furniture were permeated with the stench. Thankfully, unlike some, we have homeowners’ insurance.  Unfortunately, like many, our insurance didn’t want to pay for all that we believe are the damages.  They delayed, made excuses and finally just fell far short of the cost of repair, in our opinion.  Finally, after much wasted negotiation, we found an attorney who specializes in bringing insurance companies to court and started the next part of the process. 
    We have finished the arduous process of compiling evidence and are now waiting in queue to bring our evidence to the judge. 
     We hope he will see things the way we see them.  We hope that he will hear us out and be a fair and experienced judge, able to discern and distinguish between arguments and evidence. 
    We hope that he is impartial, not showing favoritism to anyone, and above reproach and corruption.
     It is how our story today starts as well.  In 2 Chronicles 19, we find that King Jehoshaphat very righteously has been about the business of setting up judges to sort through every case, civil and criminal, to judge in the fear of the Lord.  They were to carefully examine the evidence, only giving out consequences to those who had committed a crime against another, and in civil cases to make sure that property continued to be disbursed to those to whom it belonged.
   After remonstrating with the newly appointed judges, King Jehoshaphat exhorts them:

     “Behave courageously, and the Lord will be with the good.”  v. 11

    Little did he know how those words would portend his future and the future of his country!
    Immediately after those days, as the enemy is wont to do when they find that order and righteousness are being restored to God’s people, the enemy joined forces to descend upon all of Judah under King Jehoshaphat:
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It happened after this that the people of Moab with the people of Ammon, and others with them besides the Ammonites, came to battle against Jehoshaphat. Then some came and told Jehoshaphat, saying, “A great multitude is coming against you from beyond the sea, from Syria; and they are in Hazazon Tamar” (which is En Gedi). And Jehoshaphat feared, and set himself to seek the Lord, and proclaimed a fast throughout all Judah. So Judah gathered together to ask help from the Lord; and from all the cities of Judah they came to seek the Lord.
Then Jehoshaphat stood in the assembly of Judah and Jerusalem, in the house of the Lord, before the new court, and said: “O Lord God of our fathers, are You not God in heaven, and do You not rule over all the kingdoms of the nations, and in Your hand is there not power and might, so that no one is able to withstand You? Are You not our God, who drove out the inhabitants of this land before Your people Israel, and gave it to the descendants of Abraham Your friend forever? And they dwell in it, and have built You a sanctuary in it for Your name, saying, ‘If disaster comes upon us—sword, judgment, pestilence, or famine—we will stand before this temple and in Your presence (for Your name is in this temple), and cry out to You in our affliction, and You will hear and save.’ And now, here are the people of Ammon, Moab, and Mount Seir—whom You would not let Israel invade when they came out of the land of Egypt, but they turned from them and did not destroy them— here they are, rewarding us by coming to throw us out of Your possession which You have given us to inherit. O our God, will You not judge them? For we have no power against this great multitude that is coming against us; nor do we know what to do, but our eyes are upon You.”


    The  Ammonites and Moabites, those nations descended from Lot, Abraham’s nephew, came against them en masse.  Now God had strictly forbidden the Israelites from messing with their relatives’ land as they came to the Promised Land:  God had apportioned the Moabites their country, and the Ammonites their country.  It was their allotment from God just as the Promised Land was the Israelites’ allotment.  So, on their way from Egypt, the Israelites were not allowed to fight with their neighbors because they were their fellow relatives descended from Lot. 
    At this juncture, however, it is the Ammonites and Moabites who are coming to try to remove the Israelites from their land, repaying evil for good. 
    The only time someone could legitimately be removed from their land and property was 1) if they had illegally taken possession of it or 2) it could be temporarily given away as consequence to pay off a debt or sin of the people for a specified period of time.
    So, in effect, the Moabites and Ammonites were making a claim that the people of the land of Judah had violated God’s law so much that they would have to be removed as consequence of their sin just as the Canaanites had been removed.  This would, in fact, happen eventually.  God often used other nations to bring judgment upon one another for their national sin.  Eventually, Judah’s sin would increase so much that they would be exiled for a time. 
     So, just as the people were to gather in the previous chapter to seek the judgment of the judges for any disputes, now Jehoshaphat and all of Judah, small and great, were called to come to the judgment of God in order to plead their case and defense against this accusation and hostile trespass. (v. 9) 
 
We must act in justice as a community: loving God and people.

    Sometimes the enemy threatens what God has given us to steward. 
Satan’s first tactic is to try to get us to worship idols, to worship what people have; to be obedient to what we have created with our own hands. 
    But Jehoshaphat, in chapter 17, had removed the idols from the land and caused the people to worship God alone. They were loving the Lord their God with all their heart, soul, mind and strength.
    In chapter 19, we found King Jehoshaphat establishing justice and morality throughout the land, making sure that people were held accountable for treating one another right.  They were loving their neighbors as themselves.
    They were walking in obedience to the two greatest commands of God!
     The Bible tells us that we are not unaware of the enemy’s schemes (1 Cor. 2:11). While he has several, he reuses them.  They are identifiable and repetitive.  
     When the enemy cannot get us to worship our own desires and works, his next scheme is to accuse us falsely as if we have.
    He comes against us, our constant legal adversary to the Father, as the Accuser which accuses us night and day before our God (Rev. 12:10). However, if we have been walking in righteousness, he has no legal right or authority because we have done nothing wrong. 
    Now, if we have been unfaithful to God, if we have allowed other things to be first in our heart and life, if we have wronged our brother or sister, then the enemy has a legal standing to take issue with us before our Judge.  In such a case, if we find that we have sin in our hearts, 1 John 2:1 tells us, we have an advocate, an attorney who pleads our case for us: Jesus Christ, The Righteous who always lives to make intercession for us.  If we repent from sins and cry out to Jesus for forgiveness, we have peace with God and the blood of Christ cleanses us from all sin so that we can once again come boldly to the throne of grace and find help in time of need.
    If, when examining our hearts with the help of the Holy Spirit, we find that we have kept faithfully to walk in obedience to the Spirit, then, in our legal system, the case becomes what is called a “frivolous lawsuit,” one intended to distract and use up our resources and attention in order to deplete us in an attempt to wear us out and keep us from being successful.
    These kinds of earthly lawsuits can be demoralizing, because even if we know that, given a good Judge, we should ultimately win, the case will be so costly that it could bankrupt us.
     In Jehoshaphat’s case, this was a class action lawsuit.  It involved the entire nation being dispossessed. 
     We saw from Jonathan’s story that if we act in righteousness and boldly walk in the Lord’s victory, there will be a victory accomplished for us.  But if we want not only victory for ourselves, for our families—if we want victory for our communities and our nation and our world, then there must be a turning back to God corporately by God’s people. 
     1 Peter 4:17 tells us that “the time is come that judgment must begin at the house of God.” If the enemy were to come against our nation, could we as believers, declare boldly to the Lord that His Church here in America has been faithful? Could we say with confidence that we have turned away from sin, that we have worshiped him above everything and that we have treated all alike with the love of Jesus Christ? 

We must send the call out. 

     Here in America our land is under siege.  Our children, our neighbors, our communities are being threatened.  There is so much coming against our nation from the enemy that it is countless.  A couple of weeks ago we talked about what we should be personally doing, in our own lives about spiritual battles. 
     I want to bring us to this corporate battle.  It is the whole church of God around the world, in our nation, against the enemy who wants to dispossess us from being God’s people. 
    King Jehoshaphat called everyone: rich, poor, slave, free, men, women and children.  There was no one who was not necessary to come seek the Lord together.  Every, single person from every walk and class of life was essential and valuable in the commission.
     God declares in 2 Chron 7:14 that: “If my people will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked way, then I will hear from heaven and heal their land.” 
     We, the people of God, must call all to humble repentance.  We, the people of God, must call all to come to seek the Lord with us: small and great, men, women, children and families. 
     We do this by setting an example in front of them of holy, loving lifestyles and by repeatedly inviting and calling out to them to follow us as we follow Christ.  At school, at work, in our neighborhoods, in our families: it’s not a private thing.  It’s not enough to just go into our closets and work out our private, personal salvation.  Yes, that is first.  Yes, that it right.  But if we want to see revival, if we care enough and love our neighbors enough, we will reach out to them to call them back to seek God. 

We must humble ourselves in unity.

     King Jehoshaphat calls all of Judah out to fast.  This is a humbling thing.  To fast and to present themselves in worship to the Lord makes a clear statement:  God is over them as Judge and they are pleading for His mercy.  They are not assuming that they are good enough to be heard for what they have done.  They are throwing themselves at His feet in humble petition, and the King is the one leading this!
    In a court, what happens if you do not show up to the case?  You automatically lose your case.  Whoever shows up and stays there for the duration can be heard out. 
    Fasting puts us in a vulnerable, weak state.  It declares our subsistence, not on physical bread, but on every word that proceeds from the mouth of our God, the Judge of all.  When we fast, we deny our own appetites, our own desires, and fully focus every part of ourselves, spirit, soul and body, for a season so that nothing distracts us from waiting on God for His answer.
     We don’t allow anything to prevent us from coming boldly to the throne room to petition our God. We don't allow our case to be thrown out by our failure to appear before the Judge. 
     Corporately, fasting together creates a unity of purpose that focuses our prayer powerfully and effectively.


Now all Judah, with their little ones, their wives, and their children, stood before the Lord.
Then the Spirit of the Lord came upon Jahaziel the son of Zechariah, the son of Benaiah, the son of Jeiel, the son of Mattaniah, a Levite of the sons of Asaph, in the midst of the assembly. And he said, “Listen, all you of Judah and you inhabitants of Jerusalem, and you, King Jehoshaphat! Thus says the Lord to you: ‘Do not be afraid nor dismayed because of this great multitude, for the battle is not yours, but God’s. Tomorrow go down against them. They will surely come up by the Ascent of Ziz, and you will find them at the end of the brook before the Wilderness of Jeruel. You will not need to fight in this battle. Position yourselves, stand still and see the salvation of the Lord, who is with you, O Judah and Jerusalem!’ Do not fear or be dismayed; tomorrow go out against them, for the Lord is with you.”


     God answered with a musical prophet.  These musicians, both men and women, the Bible tells us, would “prophesy” with their instruments and voices in corporate, temple worship (1 Chron 25:1).  It is one of these musical prophets that God comes upon to give them their word from the Lord.
     The wilderness of Yeruel is where God would fight this battle with them.  Yeruel comes from the Hebrew word, “yara,” and means to be unified together and established based upon many, many small substances being brought together in unification.  It has the idea of raindrops converging together to form one substance of a mighty body of water all focused in one direction together. 

     Yara-El: Founded by God in Unity.

     Their corporate fasting and worship had created a unity among them that was powerful and effective before the throne and would soon lead them to a powerful victory through praise!

We must praise the beauty of God’s holiness--Rejoice!
 

And Jehoshaphat bowed his head with his face to the ground, and all Judah and the inhabitants of Jerusalem bowed before the Lord, worshiping the Lord. Then the Levites of the children of the Kohathites and of the children of the Korahites stood up to praise the Lord God of Israel with voices loud and high.
So they rose early in the morning and went out into the Wilderness of Tekoa; and as they went out, Jehoshaphat stood and said, “Hear me, O Judah and you inhabitants of Jerusalem: Believe in the Lord your God, and you shall be established; believe His prophets, and you shall prosper.” And when he had consulted with the people, he appointed those who should sing to the Lord, and who should praise the beauty of holiness, as they went out before the army and were saying:
“Praise the Lord,
For His mercy endures forever.”
Now when they began to sing and to praise, the Lord set ambushes against the people of Ammon, Moab, and Mount Seir, who had come against Judah; and they were defeated. For the people of Ammon and Moab stood up against the inhabitants of Mount Seir to utterly kill and destroy them. And when they had made an end of the inhabitants of Seir, they helped to destroy one another.
So when Judah came to a place overlooking the wilderness, they looked toward the multitude; and there were their dead bodies, fallen on the earth. No one had escaped.


     A lot of times we think of worship as music and praise.  While it really incorporates the entirety of ourselves as a living sacrifice walking in obedience to the Spirit, there is a huge element of worship including fasting, prayer, psalms, hymns, spiritual songs, singing and making melody in our hearts to the Lord, both personally and corporately. 
     King Jehoshaphat did a noteworthy thing:  He consulted with all the people.  They helped to choose who would bravely go before them:  those who were unafraid and courageously walking in faith by God's command.  They put the musicians before the soldiers.  These worshipping musicians must have walked in a mighty act of faith, voluntarily weaponless except for the Almighty God who went before them!
     The word, “Rejoice” is built on the word for grace, for the favor that God gives a humble petitioner, already thanking and rejoicing that they know that they will be given what they need before they even ask.  It is a huge act of faith and such an honor to God that His people would rejoice in His goodness to them in front of the world!
     They rejoiced before they won as an act of faith because they fully believed that God’s promise was true. They rejoiced as if it had already happened.
     Jehoshaphat knew that he could appeal to God in this way, because he understood God’s nature as a just and holy Judge. You see, Jehoshaphat’s name means: the Lord is Judge.  He meditated in this concept of righteous judgment and trusted fully in His vindication of judgment from God alone.
     Jehoshaphat knew personally the importance of a judge being just and holy in his judgments.  If a judge was corrupt, then corruption would spread through the land. 
    Meeting together in the Valley of Tekoa, or the Valley of the Trumpet, they praised God for His holiness, high and loud, lifting up their voice and sounding out the proclamation —God is Holy!  God is not a corruptible Judge.  He cannot be bribed.  He will not err in judgment.  God will be faithful to His promise unwaveringly.  He is both absolutely, stunningly holy and as well as abounding in love and mercy. 
    It is this kind of wholehearted, unified abandonment to praise that touches the heart of God.
     In Ephesians we are told that the weapons of our warfare are mighty in God.  We are told that after we have armed ourselves, having done all, to “Stand”, positioning ourselves, praising God for the mighty work He has already completed on our behalf.
     We often get discouraged when we see the enemy mount up against us.  We think it will only bring pain and at the most- at best- we will just survive it. 
     The reality is, that God is intending to use these things for our good.  In Romans 8:28, Paul explains to us as believers that “God uses all things for the good of those who love him, who are called according to His purpose.”  A good judge throws out any frivolous lawsuits and penalizes the offending party for wasting the court’s time and for trying to harm another person vindictively.
     Even more, a good, just judge will also award compensation to those in the right—or as King Jehoshaphat told his judges, “the Lord will be with the good!”
     Once again, we see God positioning Himself to fight for His people. It is His battle.  He will cause our enemies to destroy themselves.  You see, a house divided against itself cannot stand.  Satan’s house never has unity, because he is the author of confusion, selfish ambition, jealousy, covetousness and dissension.  His own house cannot stay united because true unity comes from God alone.  All the enemy can do is create a semblance of fake unity—one focused on a common enemy, while they themselves are also one another’s enemies. In the end they will be routed by the unity of the Church.
 
We must gather and bless the Lord.


When Jehoshaphat and his people came to take away their spoil, they found among them an abundance of valuables on the dead bodies, and precious jewelry, which they stripped off for themselves, more than they could carry away; and they were three days gathering the spoil because there was so much. And on the fourth day they assembled in the Valley of Berachah, for there they blessed the Lord; therefore the name of that place was called The Valley of Berachah until this day. Then they returned, every man of Judah and Jerusalem, with Jehoshaphat in front of them, to go back to Jerusalem with joy, for the Lord had made them rejoice over their enemies. So they came to Jerusalem, with stringed instruments and harps and trumpets, to the house of the Lord. And the fear of God was on all the kingdoms of those countries when they heard that the Lord had fought against the enemies of Israel. Then the realm of Jehoshaphat was quiet, for his God gave him rest all around.

​     When we are victorious over our enemy, there are the spoils of war. In a large army camp, they would have had huge flocks of animals to feed the soldiers.  They would carry with them other foods, oils, dried fruits, spices.  These all carried a significant value.  They would carry with them all kinds of jewels and gold and treasures that they had raided or brought from home.  They would have massive amounts of weapons and armor and horses and chariots. 
     Sometimes we think that when the enemy mounts up his forces against us, it is really a lose-lose.  Either way, even if we survive, there will be no benefit. We approach these battles with dread, wishing we were never required to go through them.  But God intends these things to bring us greater blessing than we could ever imagine! 
      Jesus echoes this concept in Matthew 5:12: "Blessed are you when they revile and persecute you, and say all kinds of evil against you falsely for My sake. Rejoice and be exceedingly glad, for great is your reward in heaven, for so they persecuted the prophets who were before you."
     Instead of just surviving, the provision and blessing of God is multiplied for God’s people as a result of these battles.
     The people of Judah gathered together in the Valley of Blessing to gather home all that God had just provided for them and to bless His Name together, gratefully acknowledging what God had overabundantly supplied for them. 

     When we are victorious in spiritual battle, there is provision for our communities.  There is provision for our weapons and protection.
     Most importantly, the slaves they would have brought as captives to serve them are set free.
     If we want to see our communities set free, the Church must walk in love first to God, then in love and justice toward one another.  We must send out the call and invite all to seek God in humility with us. 
     Finally, let’s rejoice together in the beauty of God’s holiness, because He will only render a good verdict for His people as the Judge of all the earth.  Let’s praise the Lord as if God’s word is really true! Let’s walk in front, boldly marching ahead, confident in His holiness.

Bless His holy name!

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The Battle Belongs to God!

2/4/2024

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    Have you ever felt hopeless?   
   Have you ever watched helplessly as a dear friend or child, or even your spouse walked into damaging choices, and felt like the enemy was simply too powerful and too strong? 
    Have you ever watched as people around you start dividing, fighting, arguing and treating one another as enemies?   
    Have you ever felt like you wanted to fight, but you're not sure who to fight, and you don't seem to have any effective weapons or skills?   
     Have you ever just felt like hiding in a hole, and waiting until it all blows over?   
   What do we do when we are faced with impossible odds, failing leadership, aching needs, horrible oppressions, and a fight that is being forced on us, whether we can handle it or not?   
     A number of years ago Jeff and I faced a business crisis.  We had just completed our taxes, a project I look forward to with a bit of dread and procrastination, and we found that we owed a sum of money that we did not have saved up --$10,000.  With our large family and many pressing needs, saving for an unknown amount throughout the year can be very difficult at times.  We were concerned and looked through out Quickbooks to find any account still owing that we could see if they could pay sooner--but there was nothing.  The days ran into one another continuously until April 15th was upon us, and still there was no money available.  We had waited and prayed and waited again.   
     This is the story we have today.  In 1 Samuel 13, Saul, the new king of Israel, was scared.  As he sat there with his son Jonathan, he was pondering all that he had...and all that he didn't. 
   He had only three thousand men following him, and the people of Israel had been oppressed by the Philistines for many years.  The Philistines would regularly raid Israel's villages, carrying of women and children as slaves and killing their men.  Their enemy would take everything they had worked hard for, loved deeply, and fought like a drowning man to keep alive.  Every time they would come up for air, they would be pushed back down.   They felt like they were struggling just to survive each day, waiting to hear news of another family member or friend who had been taken down by their relentless enemy.   
     In fact, the Philistines were shrewd about their oppression.  They had gone through the land of Israel, killing all the blacksmiths who could create weapons.  Year after year, in order to even have their harvesting tools sharpened, the men of Israel were forced to travel into the land of their enemies to have their tools sharpened—the enemy controlled their harvest, their defenses and their lives. 
    The oppression had carried on for so many years, that the people had lost the concept of freedom. 
   
     
The men that were left, trembled.   
   
     And Saul, he had made the wrong choice
.  He had thought it made sense at the time.  He had thought it would fix it.  But it only made things much, much worse.  
 
     The prophet Samuel had told him to wait for him seven days, and Samuel would offer a sacrifice to the Lord asking for his help and deliverance.  But as Saul had watched the men's confidence wane day after day, so had the men themselves.  Saul had noticed fewer and fewer men in the camp, and his captains had reported that more of the men had gone into hiding—holes, thickets, pits, wells...anywhere to hang out until the Philistines went away.   
      But the Philistines weren't going away.  They had crowded day after day into the valley of Michmash until it seemed an impossible number---30,000 chariots, 6000 horsemen, and so many foot soldiers and people that it was like the sand on the seashore, way too many to count.   
   Their enemies started sending raiding parties, three groups of them, toward the Northeast, west and southeast.  Saul knew it was intended to draw him and his men out, but there was no way he could stop them all. 
     So on the seventh Saul had made a decision.  Samuel hadn't come yet, and there was a political crisis.  He would offer the sacrifice himself.   
     But it backfired.  Samuel had come up just as he had finished offering the sacrifice, and had told him that God would no longer establish his kingdom...that God would give his kingdom to a man after God's own heart, and that he, this nameless man, would be commanded by God to be a Commander over His people.  And then he left.   
     Saul was frustrated.  He looked around at the men who had watched his public humiliation, and saw the last vestiges of confidence evaporate from their eyes, leaving only a hopeless despair and terror.  One by one, he watched them slip away from the camp.  By the end of the day, there were only 600 men.  600 weaponless, defenseless, hopeless men.   
     Often in our lives our spiritual enemy, satan, seems to have us cornered.  He attacks and pillages, he goes after our jobs, our income, our homes, our children, our marriages, our churches, our country, and our dreams.  He steals and kills and destroys everywhere he goes.  We often notice how attacks often seem to come against multiple sides at a time.  Perhaps your kid is struggling with bitterness, at the same time as you are diagnosed with a health problem.  Perhaps your boss has laid you off, and you find that your best friend betrayed you.  Maybe your spouse has left you and you're in a losing custody battle.   
     Satan attacks our pastors and church leadership to take them out so that we won't know where to find our spiritual weapons, how to be trained to fight against him to protect our spirits and families from his constant and relentless attacks. He lies to us and convinces that his army is so vast, so numerous, so strong and so completely invincible that we haven't a hope.   
     
He goes after our weapons. The Philistines had murdered the blacksmiths, those who were skilled at crafting the weapons. The Bible tells us that the weapons of our warfare are mighty in God to the pulling down of strongholds, to make every thought captive to the obedience of Christ.
     What is our number one weapon? The Sword of the Spirit, the Word of God! The enemy goes after our time in the Word. He convinces us that knowing God’s Word is not all that important. He interrupts our quiet time with the Lord, the time when we have space to listen to the voice of the Spirit. He convinces us that sports, tv, work, yard work—everything that demands our attention—is more important than investing in knowing God’s Word with our families. He does everything he can to take out those who would teach the Word of God, to discourage, to steal their time, their
finances and their health. All because the Word of God is powerful. It is a mighty weapon that advances against his agenda and pushes back on the gates of hell.
 
    Samuel seemed late. The enemy tries to point out that even God is late to this battle because God doesn't care and won't make time to help us.  We wait, and wait, and wait...and when we don’t see God coming, we panic.  
    We don't know what to do, so we try to fix it ourselves.  Saul had an identity problem.  His courage, morale and obedience to God's word would go up with the people's approval--and down with their disapproval.  More than anything--more than God Himself, Saul wanted people to think well of him.  To like him.  To support him.  And when he saw that they were scattering, he chose to directly disobey God to win back people's approval.  The Apostle Paul addresses this in the New Testament, "Am I now," Paul asks, "trying to win the approval of men, or of God? Or am I trying to please people? If I were still trying to please people, I would not be a servant of Christ!" (Gal. 1:10).  If we only do what it is right because other people will validate it, then when the time comes when it is crucial for our marriages, our families, our own spiritual relationship with God, we will sell out what is most important for what can never please God or give us victory over our enemy!
     We don't know what to do, so we hide
.  We hide in our streaming movies, we hide in our video games, we hide in our alcohol, our drugs, our fleeting friendships or intimate relationships.  We hide in our sports, jobs, ambitions and goals.  We hide in a monumental list of tasks that we hope will make us feel like we are going somewhere good.  We hide in the praise and popularity of people who don't even know the real us hurting inside. We do these things to distract ourselves from facing the enemies that are amassing.  

     But God sees us hiding.  He knows our pain, he sees what the enemy is doing, and he hears our crying at night when we think nobody can see our break down.   
     And not only does God see, know and hear, but He also has a plan and people who will fully follow Him!   
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Now it happened one day that Jonathan the son of Saul said to the young man who bore his armor, 'come, let us go over to the Philistines' garrison that is on the other side.' But he did not tell his father.  And Saul was sitting in the outskirts of Gibeah under a pomegranate tree which is in Migron.  The people who were with him were about six hundred men.  Abijah the son of Ahitub, Ichabod's brother, the son of Phinehas, the son of Eli, the Lord's priest in Shiloh, was wearing an ephod.  But the people did not know that Jonathan had gone.  1 Samuel 14:1-3 ​

 
    Now I want us to notice what it's saying in this passage.  Prince Jonathan knows that his dad is not dealing with the situation.  In fact, in our story, only Jonathan and Saul have weapons. They know God’s Word! They both have power to fight. But Saul sits still, apathetically refusing to use what God has given him to restore the kingdom of God to His people. Jonathan has seen the way his dad appealed to his own fleeting popularity and charisma with the people instead of to God, and the result of that disaster.  And now his King Saul is just sitting.  He has no plan, he has no defense, no attack, and no direction from God because he has lost favor.  The priest he is using to gain insight and direction from God is from Priest Eli's house, whom God had already rejected due to the embraced violence and immorality in the priest's household.  So the priest isn't hearing from God, and neither is Saul.  So when Jonathan and his armorbearer sneak out, they are going without a plan, without public, family or royal approval.   
 
     But Jonathan sees the need and values his own life less than the protection of his people.  He values his own reputation less than the reputation of God.   
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'Between the passes, by which Jonathan sought to go over to the Philistines' garrison, there was a sharp rock on one side and a sharp rock on the other side.  And the name of one was Bozez {slippery|, and the name of the other Seneh {Thorny| Then Jonathan said to the young man who bore his armor, 'Come, let us go over to the garrison of these uncircumcised; it may be that the Lord will work for us; For nothing restrains the Lord from saving by many or by few.' v. 4-6   ​

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     Jonathan and his armorbearer are facing this very deep and craggy ravine.  On the other side is the Philistines' garrison.  They have heavy armor and a sword and shield, and Jonathan is proposing to mountain climb.  On one side, it was very slippery, and the other side hurtful.  In order to get to the Philistines, they will have to be in pain, carry everything they have while perhaps painfully climbing down one side and risking a slippery fall up the other.  There is nothing about this situation that speaks of human wisdom, experience or expertise.   
 
     But Jonathan's focus is not on the challenges and impossibilities, it is on the need and the great God who can fill it.  You have to notice his wording here to his armorbearer—he doesn't say that God told him to do this.  He doesn't say that God gave him this plan.  He doesn't say that God has told him He would help him. 
 
     He just knows His God.   
 
    He knows how merciful and powerful God is.  He knows that God's favor rests on the righteous.  He knows God's deep compassion for those who are broken, hurting and oppressed.  He knows that God is so vast and His power so unlimited that it makes absolutely no difference how much “help” God receives on our end, it is enough.  And he knows the inheritance that he had already received as a gift from God to God’s people. The land of promise was theirs already. 
     So he says, “It may be that the Lord will work for us.  For nothing restrains the Lord from saving by many or by few.”   
     Is there a ravine in your life?  Do you see an enemy stronghold, an impregnable fortress?  Does the enemy taunt from across the chasm, “Look, this chasm is too deep, you are too clumsy, you aren't strong enough, you don't have the right equipment, you don't have enough people, you don't have enough experience, you don't have a plan, you haven't heard that God will help you this time!   
     If you cross that chasm, you can see that you risk falling.  You can see that it will be painful.  And you can clearly see that the enemy's fortress is indestructible to you.   
     But where is your focus?  Is it on your failings?  Is it on your weakness?  When the enemy taunts his lies in your head, do you look at yourself and say, “yes, I'm puny.  I'm weak.  There's no way I can cross that chasm.  There's no way I can have victory over that sin.  It's too hard.  It's too deep.  I'm going back to my hole.”   
 
     Or is your focus on the strength and character of your God?   
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“So his armorbearer said to him, 'Do all that is in your heart.  Go then; here I am with you, according to your heart.'  Then Jonathan said, 'Very well, let us cross over to these men, and we will show ourselves to them.  If they say thus to us, 'Wait until we come to you,' then we will stand still in our place and not go up to them.  But if they say thus, 'Come up to us,' then we will go up. For the Lord has delivered them into our hand, and this will be a sign to us.”  v. 7-10   ​

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     So here's Jonathan's plan.  Because he doesn't know if God's going to help them, he has decided that the best way for God to give him a sign that they will have victory is to go all the way to the bottom of the ravine, stand there, and make sure the Philistines can see them.  They are losing the element of surprise.  They are giving their enemy the hilltop advantage.  Jonathan is basically turning their situation into the worst military move you can make and giving God the opportunity to gain as much glory as possible out of the situation.  And if the Philistines respond with a desire to fight with their advantage, that's God's sign that He is going to give the Philistines into their hand.   
      And while it seems that Jonathan is going into this without any promise at all, there is one promise that is hidden to us, but fully present with him.  He walks with this promise.  The whole meaning of his name is infused with this promise:   
 
     Jonathan.  “The Lord has given.” 
 
    It is a statement of fact.  Jonathan knew the inheritance that God had given him, and the Philistines had no right to be on their land. God had given them this inheritance, God had given the responsibility to His people to protect and guard it, and it was God’s job to establish His kingdom.  Jonathan knew intimately and walked in his identity as a child of God, a Prince of Kingdom that could never be taken away or revoked.  His kingship had been revoked by the actions of his father.  But his place in the kingship of God could never be revoked.  
     Jonathan walked in faith positioning himself on the free gift of God already and irrevocably granted him.  The gift of God, the inheritance given to the people of God had nothing to do with their ability, strength, or worth in comparison to others. It had everything to do with God’s glory and love for all of mankind. 
 
     
There is a free gift of God that has been given for you.   
 
    The Bible says that “while we yet sinners, Christ died for us.”  It says that the consequences of our sin are eternal death and bondage to an evil and oppressive enemy, but that “the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.    
    When Jesus died on the cross, he set you free from the power of the enemy.  The Bible says that if we repent and turn away from practicing sin, declare “with our mouth Jesus is Lord and believe in our hearts that God has raised Him from the dead, we shall be saved.”   
     It says that God showed His own love for us by giving us His very own son to rescue us from the power and bondage of sin and give us an indestructible and eternal inheritance in God's family forever! 

     When we walk in faith by positioning ourselves on the free gift of God in Christ, we can claim back the strongholds of sin and destruction in our lives.   “Sin no more has dominion over us.”  (Rom. 6:14)    

     Not only that, but God has a plan for the world to see His glory, for our families, our workspaces, our communities and neighbors to see His glory and to come to the free gift of Christ! 
 
     Let's go back to our story and we what God does with a person who stands on God's character and inheritance:

“So both of them showed themselves to the garrison of the Philistines.  And the Philistines said, 'Look, the Hebrews are coming out of the holes where they have hidden!.'  Then the men of the garrison called to Jonathan and his armorbearer, and said 'Come up to us, and we will show you something!' Jonathan said to his armorbearer, 'Come up after me, for the Lord has given them into the hand of Israel.  And Jonathan climbed up on his hands and knees with his armorbearer after him; and they fell before Jonathan.  And as he came after him, his armorbearer killed them.  That first slaughter which Jonathan and his armorbearer made was about twenty men within half an acre of land.  And there was terror in the camp, in the field, and among all the people.  The garrison and the raiders also trembled; and the earth quaked, so that it was a very great trembling.  Now the watchmen of Saul in Gibeah of Benjamin looked, and there was the multitude, melting away; and they went here and there. Then Saul said to the people who were with him, 'Now call the roll and see who has gone from us.' And when they had called the roll, surprisingly, Jonathan and his armorbearer were not there.  And Saul said to Ahijah, 'Bring the ark of God here (for at that time the ark of God was with the children of Israel).  Now it happened, while Saul talked to the priest, that the noise which was in the camp of the Philistines continued to increase; so Saul said to the priest, 'Withdraw your hand.' Then Saul and all the people who were with him assembled, and they went to the battle; and indeed every man's sword was against his neighbor, and there was very great confusion.  Moreover the Hebrews (Israelites) who were with the Philistines before that time, who went up with them into the camp from the surrounding country, they also joined the Israelites who were with Saul and Jonathan.  Likewise all the men of Israel who had hidden in the mountains of Ephraim, when they heard that the Philistines fled, they also followed hard after them in the battle.  So the Lord saved Israel that day....” v. 11-23a   ​

     God gives Jonathan and his armor-bearer great strength to battle, and then sends an earthquake, terror and confusion to their enemies!  No longer is it God's people who are trembling, it is their enemies.   
    All the terrified Israelites jump out of their hiding spots.  All the Israelites who are in the Philistines' camps, whether traitors or captives, join in to fight on the Lord's side!  Everyone can see that the battle has been decided.   
     And what about them being weaponless and unskilled in war?  God has that covered too!  He causes the enemy to use their own swords against one another in their great confusion and terror. 

     God doesn't need what you don't have—he wants you to give everything you've got.   
 
     The battle against our enemy is already decided.  There is already victory that has been decided in your favor.  God's Word tells us that we as believers in Christ have already been given everything that has to do with life and godliness (2 Peter 1:3).  
     We don't wrestle against flesh and blood---people aren't our enemies, the devil is.  Evil is.  Sin is.  It says in 2 Cor 10:3, that though we walk in our bodies, the weapons that we fight with in this war aren't physical weapons.  They aren't fighting words.  They aren't manipulations.   
    They are spiritual weapons and armor---truth, salvation, the Word of God, prayer, the gospel, Jesus' righteousness.  It says that these tools of our warfare are “mighty in God for the purpose of pulling down strongholds, casting down arguments and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God by taking every thought captive to make it obedient to Christ.”   
     The battle is to win our minds, thoughts, and hearts.  It is to win the minds thoughts and hearts of our families, of our spouses, of our friends and neighbors.  
     When we were facing our business crisis, when we owed money we could never raise in time, God came in time.  As the date approached, I felt in my spirit that we were to pay the money anyway.  We wrote out our checks to the state and the IRS for $10,000, addressed and stamped them, and sent them in the mail, praying as we let them go into the blue, mail slot.  
     On April 15th, I walked to our post office and input the vintage combination lock into our slot, reached in and pulled out a check, written out to our company, for $10,000.  It had never been in our accounts because it was a retention check---one that would be retained for an extra length of time, in our case, for a year.  For whatever reason, it had not been entered into our books or billed out. 
    God is not slow concerning his promises, as some counter slowness, but He is patient toward us (2 Peter 3:9).  If he seems to wait, wait for Him.  If He seems absent, cry out to Him.  Examine your heart, walk in obedient faithfulness!  He will come.  God always keeps His promises.  


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What do we do when we are faced with impossible odds, failing leadership, aching needs, horrible oppressions, and a fight that is being forced on us, whether we can handle it or not?   

We...
     Know our God 
     Focus on the Size and Character of our God 
     Give Everything We Have 
     Position Ourselves on the Free Gift of Jesus Christ and our Inheritance with His people 
     Pull Down the Strongholds so We Can Walk in Freedom! 


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From Victim to Victor

10/16/2023

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   His name was Yah-Shama-El: Yahweh is the God Who Hears.  His cries were painful to her ears.  He was crying out to Yahweh—to the God who seemed to have abandoned them. She had taught him to pray, but it all seemed too hopeless now.  Why would God care about a slave woman and her slave son?
   Her dehydration headache throbbing incessantly. The white sands, ever shifting, cast back the heat in waves, the deception of water mocking her.  But she knew it was false.  Everything in her life seemed false. 
   She couldn’t bear to look at him.  It was too painful to watch him die.  There was nothing left that she could do. She had given him the last of the water in the skin, and there was none left.  They were alone in the desert and Hagar was acutely aware of the desperation of their situation. 
    Her name meant Fleeing One and that is what she was doing….again. Yahweh had promised—but now He seemed to be nowhere.  She had heard Him and obeyed, but now her son was dying and she had nothing and no one left. Hagar remembered with bitterness how this pain had been forced on her. 

   All she could do was collapse into the hot sand and weep.

Now Sarai, Abram’s wife, had borne him no children. She had a female Egyptian servant whose name was Hagar.  And Sarai said to Abram, “Behold now, the LORD has prevented me from bearing children. Go in to my servant; it may be that I shall be built up by her.” And Abram listened to the voice of Sarai.  So, after Abram had lived ten years in the land of Canaan, Sarai, Abram’s wife, took Hagar the Egyptian, her servant, and gave her to Abram her husband as a wife.  And he went in to Hagar, and she conceived. And when she saw that she had conceived, she looked with contempt on her mistress.  And Sarai said to Abram, “May the wrong done to me be on you! I gave my servant to your embrace, and when she saw that she had conceived, she looked on me with contempt. May the LORD judge between you and me!”  But Abram said to Sarai, “Behold, your servant is in your power; do to her as you please.” Then Sarai humbled her, and she fled from her. Genesis 16:1-6

    Hagar was pulled away from her homeland in Egypt. This is where Abraham stayed when there was a famine. Egypt was often a place of refuge during famines because of the Nile river and their independence from rain.  It is where Abraham was mistreated as a foreigner, his wife taken to be Pharaoh’s wife as if she was a concubine slave.  This also where Pharaoh expelled Abraham out of Egypt with gifts. One of these gifts was Hagar, the slave woman.
     Hagar, הגר, means The Fleeing One. It comes from the verb Gar, meaning to be pulled or dragged away as well as the noun Gar, which was a temporary, foreign resident or wanderer.  
    Sarah was Hagar’s “gabar,” the mighty one who had power over her.  In Sarah’s pain at feeling left out of God’s promise of a child, Hagar was conscripted into service for them as a surrogate mother in order to build up Sarah’s house.  This was a very common and legal way of treating slaves in the countries where Abraham and Sarah journeyed as “gars,” or foreigners.  In their household, though, it is now Hagar who is the “gar.” 
   When Hagar saw that she had conceived, she naturally thought that she would have a higher status as a true wife, as the inheritor of the wealth of Abraham, and that she could now look down upon her gabar, Sarah.
   Sarah “humbled” Hagar.  This is the same word for how Egypt later humbles, afflicts, and oppresses the Hebrews, Abraham’s descendants, by conscripting them into forced slavery.  Sarah had the legal right and power over her slave, but at this point in the story only used her power selfishly.  Sarah wanted to make sure that Hagar knew her place—she was only a slave, never a real wife. This directly contradicted God’s command to His people:


“When a stranger sojourns with you in your land, you shall not do him wrong. You shall treat the stranger who sojourns with you as the native among you, and you shall love him as yourself, for you were strangers in the land of Egypt: I am the LORD your God. Lev. 19:33-34

   The New Testament carries this concept over into our command to be “hospitable.”  This Greek word, philoxeno, literally means to love strangers or foreigners living among us. 
   Abuse, however, happens.  These things are necessary to develop Christlike character in us.  We are naïve to think that normal, human people who are themselves, like us, still in the process of being shaped by Christ into His image, will not wrong us.  Of course they will.    

    God isn’t done with us yet, and He is not yet done with them.

    Someone else’s issues don’t take away our need to deal with our own wrong responses.  God was dealing with Abraham and Sarah’s sins separately—we must not get hung up on what other people are doing wrong; we deal with God directly and only about our own issues.
   God allowed this to happen to Hagar so that she could experience God personally and have relationship with Him. God doesn’t make mistakes. God uses all things for good to those who love Him, who are called according to His purposes. In the same way that Abraham and Sarah had to come out of Ur, Hagar needed to come out of Egypt to experience the God of Abraham. 
   We find that as Sarah oppressed Hagar as a foreigner, and Hagar remained true to her name:          She fled
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The angel of the Lord found Hagar near a spring in the desert; it was the spring that is beside the road to Shur.  And he said, “Hagar, slave of Sarai, where have you come from, and where are you going?” “I’m running away from my mistress Sarai,” she answered. Then the angel of the Lord told her, “Go back to your mistress and submit to her.”  The angel added, “I will increase your descendants so much that they will be too numerous to count.” The angel of the Lord also said to her: “You are now pregnant and you will give birth to a son. You shall name him Ishmael,  for the Lord has heard of your misery. He will be a wild donkey of a man; his hand will be against everyone and everyone’s hand against him, and he will live in hostility toward all his brothers.” She gave this name to the Lord who spoke to her: El Roi: “You are the God who sees me,” for she said, “I have now seen the One who sees me.”  That is why the well was called Beer Lahai Roi; it is still there, between Kadesh and Bered. So Hagar bore Abram a son, and Abram gave the name Ishmael to the son she had borne. Genesis 16:7-16
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​   Sarah, whose name means chief ruler, was the mighty gabar, Because she had always been oppressed in slavery, Hagar ran with a victim mentality. 
 
A Victim Mentality. A victim…
  • Runs from their issues before it’s a proper time or for a right reason;
  • Holds onto pride at the expense of relationship;
  • Doesn’t trust God’s plan
  • Refuses to submit to God’s plan in leadership;
  • Sees only the physical
  • Takes actions based only on faith in what they can see.
  • Projects blame.
 
   God doesn’t want us to live as a victim. Instead, He wants to open our eyes to see the depth of His care and provision for us.  He wants us to trust that in His love, He will see to our needs. He wants us to trust that because He is truly the gabar, the Mighty One, He can do anything.  He can use the wrong choices of others to bring us to Himself and to give us new life in Christ.
 
God’s Response:
  • He acknowledges and reminds us who we presently are;
  • He asks us to state where we presently are and where we are headed with our choices;
  • He promises to make us something new if we put our trust in Him.
 
   The process of submission in hardship is the process of becoming like Christ. The Bible tells us that even the Son of God learned obedience through the things He suffered. The Apostle Paul also had places where the Holy Spirit warned him to escape, and places where the Spirit warned that he would suffer for Christ.  There is a time and a place for being released to leave.  This is one reason why it is imperative for us to learn to know the voice of our Savior. It could be that God is providing and using even wrong situations and people to accomplish a better, more eternal purpose for us than we could imagine.
   The Apostle Paul, who counted more hardships in His life of ministry than any other apostle, advised the slaves in his churches to not be afraid or troubled by their humbled position because in Christ they were truly free:


Were you a slave when you were called? Don’t let it trouble you—although if you can gain your freedom, do so.  For the one who was a slave when called to faith in the Lord is the Lord’s freed person; similarly, the one who was free when called is Christ’s slave.  You were bought at a price; do not become slaves of human beings.  Brothers and sisters, each person, as responsible to God, should remain in the situation they were in when God called them. 1 Cor. 7:21-24
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​   Hagar was not in a position, being pregnant, to care for her needs. God knew that Abraham and Sarah would no longer take advantage of Hagar in the way that they had.  God knew that for the time being, it would be a place where Ishmael could grow in strength as well as his faith in God.     We can trust El Roi, the God who Sees, because He is the Mighty One who gives us freedom everywhere we are.  No matter where we are living, no matter who seems to have control over us, whether we are serving others uncompensated and unappreciated or not, we are still free in the Lord. 
 
A Victor Mentality.  A victor…
  • Returns to God’s plan in repentance;
  • Receives the promise of God that He will build them up in their own house;
  • Trusts that God is taking care of them even when it feels hard;
  • Takes actions that declare their faith in what God has said
 
   Hagar returned home and submitted to God’s mighty hand.  She humbled herself and by faith named her son Yah-Shama-El (Ishmael): Yahweh is the God Who Hears.
   God’s word promises us that when we humble ourselves under the mighty, the gabar, hand of God, He will lift us up.” Hagar was about to experience the mighty hand of God in releasing her from her bondage and into freedom. 


And the child grew and was weaned. And Abraham made a great feast on the day that Isaac was weaned. But Sarah saw the son of Hagar the Egyptian, whom she had borne to Abraham, laughing. So she said to Abraham, “Cast out this slave woman with her son, for the son of this slave woman shall not be heir with my son Isaac.”  And the thing was very displeasing to Abraham on account of his son.  But God said to Abraham, “Be not displeased because of the boy and because of your slave woman. Whatever Sarah says to you, do as she tells you, for through Isaac shall your offspring be named.  And I will make a nation of the son of the slave woman also, because he is your offspring.”  So Abraham rose early in the morning and took bread and a skin of water and gave it to Hagar, putting it on her shoulder, along with the child, and sent her away. And she departed and wandered in the wilderness of Beersheba.
When the water in the skin was gone, she put the child under one of the bushes.  Then she went and sat down opposite him a good way off, about the distance of a bowshot, for she said, “Let me not look on the death of the child.” And as she sat opposite him, she lifted up her voice and wept.
Genesis 21:8-16

God’s Response:
  • Frees His people. 
 
   One of my sons is learning about negatives in math.  In his equations, it is odd to him that two negatives can make a number positive.  While this may be true for math, my son’s motto this year recognizes the fallacy of living with that life-mentality: He often reminds himself and others that one bad choice isn’t made better by a second bad choice. 
   Yahweh sees and will Judge justly.  Jesus said that it was necessary that offenses will happen—but woe to the one by whom they come!  The fact that God uses even our wrong choices for His glory does not give us an excuse to do wrong!
    Abraham and Sarah made a terrible choice when they engaged in abusing their slave. But God still wasn’t done with them.  They still needed to do the next, right thing.
   The laws in the Old Testament represented principles of love that we find in the Old Testament stories.  Though the law was not codified until much later, God still cared before the law was written about how His children, His creation, were treated. Though God did not condone slavery, he made a law of accountability for anyone who treacherously abused a woman who had been sold in slavery as a man’s wife:


If she does not please her master, who has designated her for himself, then he shall let her be redeemed. He shall have no right to sell her to a foreign people, since he has acted treacherously deceitful  (bagad) with her. ….If he marries another woman, he must not deprive the first one of her food, clothing and marital rights. If he does not provide her with these three [food, clothing, marital rights] things, she is to go free, without any payment of money. Ex. 21:8, 10, 11
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    Hagar fell under this category.  It was never God’s intent that people should marry multiple wives.  One man covenanting with one woman in a free choice to love and submit to one another in the Lord was the pattern He had given from the beginning.  But God doesn’t end with Plan A.  When we fail miserably, we still have more choices to make. 
    The Hebrew word here is an act of deceitful treachery where the woman feels that she is to be a true and loved wife and is instead denied this love and her rights. The next right choice after being treacherously used is to give absolute freedom to the slave woman, even without her redemption price—without her debt being paid.  
    God knew just how to place Sarah and Abraham into a situation in which they would both decide to give Hagar and Ishmael their freedom.  God sees and knows you and me and is intimately acquainted with all our thoughts and ways.  While the things we do are still our choices to make, God knows how to influence our hearts with our experiences, past, and circumstances.
   Since Abraham had no right to give Hagar her marital rights, including inheritance for her son and continuous love and marital relations, he gave Hagar her freedom.  As he sent her out he gave her gifts and provisions (Gen. 25:5-6) for their future. 
   Hagar now found herself wandering in the desert of Beersheba, the Well of the Covenant, without knowing where she was or the significance of why she was there. Though Abraham had given her gifts and provision for her future life, her water supplies had run out and she was desperate and exhausted.   She was traveling south, possibly to go back home to Egypt, and seemed to have lost her way.  The verb to describe her “wandering” about in the wilderness of Beersheba is תעה (ta'a), to err, to go astray.
 
A Victor…
  • Struggles sometimes when it feels like God is not coming through.
 
    Sometimes we lose our way when we feel like God is not keeping His promises.  Sometimes when we are depressed or discouraged we plan to go back to Egypt--back to our sin, our "safe spots," back our wrong ways of thinking and acting.  In His love for us, God will allow us to lose our way and become lost.  In our text we do not even find Hagar crying out to the Lord anymore.  It is her son, Ishmael, whom the Lord has heard, who is crying out.  But we are never lost to Him—We are in the land of the Covenant. 

And God heard the voice of the boy, and the angel of God called to Hagar from heaven and said to her, “What troubles you, Hagar? Fear not, for God has heard the voice of the boy where he is. Up! Lift up the boy, and hold him fast with your hand, for I will make him into a great nation.”  Then God opened her eyes, and she saw a well of water. And she went and filled the skin with water and gave the boy a drink.  And God was with the boy, and he grew up. He lived in the wilderness and became an expert with the bow.  He lived in the wilderness of Paran, and his mother took a wife for him from the land of Egypt. 
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Genesis 21:17-21
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   God showed up. For the second time the Angel of Yahweh spoke to Hagar, and promised her that Ishmael would be a great nation. God opened her eyes and she saw the Well of the Covenant. This is fortunate for two reasons. First of all, she and Ishmael now have life-giving water. Secondly, they know again where they are and who they are--they are children of the mighty God living in His covenant of abundance.
 
God’s Response:
  • God will open our eyes to “see” as He sees when it is His doing and His timing for a new direction.
  • God will open our eyes to see His provision for the rest of our journey. 
 
   God’s ways are higher than our ways, His thoughts are higher than our thoughts.  God’s timeline and method are often quite different than our natural inclinations and fleshly plans. Sometimes what we think is an exile or a rejection is instead God freeing us to serve Him more fully.  When God opens our eyes, we know right where we are—in the epicenter of His good and trustworthy plan for our lives. 
   Hagar and Ishmael, refreshed and encouraged, resumed their journey.  Ishmael became an archer and lived in the wilderness of Paran.  He became a great nation---Arabia.  For generations to come they would place their faith and trust in the true God-- in Yahweh. 
   Not only that, but God has a greater plan for the nation of Arabia.  Though the angel of the Lord had promised Hagar that Ishmael would live in hostility from his brothers, that was not the end of the story of redemption and reconciliation that God has for Ishmael. God wants reconciliation to Himself and to their brothers through Christ.  The prophet Isaiah mentions Ishmael descendants among the nations that will be gathered up into the Kingdom of God (Isaiah 60:7). When Abraham died, Ishmael and Isaac prophetically buried him together in peace and reconciliation.
   At this time we see extreme tension and hostility in the Middle East.  With the war in Israel causing many devastating casualties and hatred escalating, there is a revival going on in Israel as Arabs, Jews and Palestinians come to the Lord.  Right now there is a college in the heart of the country where pastors from each ethnic background are trained and room with one another, learning to love both God and their brothers and sisters in Christ.  God’s Word brings reconciliation and peace that nothing on earth can ever accomplish! 
   Sometimes we think that the hatred, division and discord among us can never be reconciled.  But nothing is too great for our God.  God can bring reconciliation in the darkest of places. 
 
A Victor…
  • Grows in discernment in recognizing our own attempts to escape humbling circumstances vs God’s divine rescue;
  • Is provided for as they are led out of bondage to new life;
  • Drinks of the living water and becomes a giver of life welling up from inside;
  • Is given our own inheritance and kingdom with a house of spiritual descendants built up just for us;
  • Learns to use the power and freedom we have in Christ to love others who are vulnerable;
  • Lives as peace with all people as far as is possible with us.
 
   Not only is God One Who Sees, but He is also the Mighty One, the Gebar.
   God does not show favoritism. A person harvests what they plant.  Very soon the tables would be turned for Abraham and Sarah’s descendants. The lack of kindness they had shown to the foreigner in their midst, by humbling her through force, would come back upon them: They would themselves be enslaved to the Egyptians, the mighty ones. They would themselves need God to see, hear their cries and deliver them.  Their deliverer, Moses, would also flee into the wilderness until God would meet him and call him to return. They would not march out from Pharaoh’s bondage without divine help and guidance—it would be God who would cause Pharaoh to let His people go, just as God influenced Sarah to demand Hagar’s release.  And when God’s people were delivered to go worship Him, they were sent away with a vast amount of wealth by the Egyptians. 
   When the time had fully come, God brought them out with a mighty hand. 
   Who is the Gebar in your situation?  Is there someone God wants you to submit to until your time has fully come to be released?  In what ways do we need to trust God more fully so that we can live in freedom while waiting on God’s timing and method for bringing us to a new place in our lives?
   What do we do when we are the mighty ones, when we are free?  Do we use our freedom to oppress or to show love?  How are we to treat the strangers and sojourners who come to live among us?  “Gars” include new people at church, someone who doesn’t know anyone at work, a neighbor coming into the community, a foster child, a destitute, poor person without connections and help and even refugees from other nations.
   When we walk in obedience by faith, we will find that El Roi, The God who Sees, will become for us Yah Shama El: Yahweh, the God who Hears us. 
  

Yahweh will turn our running into relationship,
our hostility into harmony and our victimization into victory! 

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The Exchange of a Lifetime

6/7/2023

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            Jeff waited in the hallway, watching the scurry of the medical professionals as they rushed me into the operating room.  One of the doctors, dressed in scrubs, her latex gloves already on, approached him with an air of seriousness. 
            We had been told at the outset of our pregnancy that I had a serious medical condition with the pregnancy.  I had started bleeding early on: repeatedly.  Many times we had thought we had miscarried, only to find the baby still living.  Unfortunately, though, this problem would not go away for us.  In fact, I would need to remain on strict bedrest for the last trimester of pregnancy and there was absolutely no way that we could have a normal birth. 
            As we had sat months earlier in the doctor’s office, taking in and processing the grim reality, the doctor informed us that as the baby increased in size, I would certainly have increased hemorrhaging.  I could expect that toward the end, one of those times would become a near-death experience.  Without warning, I could hemorrhage and within 15 minutes both our son and I would die if we didn’t receive an immediate emergency cesarean.  We listened to their advice and scheduled a very early c-section surgery—just barely long enough into the pregnancy that our son could breathe but would still need NICU assistance to survive.  That was if we were “lucky.”  If my hemorrhaging started sooner, it would all be in God’s hands. 
            We waited through those months, very carefully working together as a family to enable me not to walk anywhere.  Joy changed diapers, Melody made meals, and our church supplied us with freezer dinners to last for months.  We were blessed. 
         But that morning, it had begun.  I woke up with more blood loss than I had ever experienced.  I called our families, and they jumped into action—picking up kids, taking me to the hospital.  We had still hoped that day for a planned surgery, hoped that the bleeding would slow enough to give our son a little more time to develop.  But once at the hospital, settled, the major hemorrhage had begun.  Within seconds I had lost half my blood.  As the medical team wheeled me to the prepared surgical room, the peace of God filled my spirit and I gave my family to God, asking Him to care for them, no matter what happened. 
            Jeff waited in the hall, watching helplessly, listening to the doctor.  For the first time, he got to hear the full gravity of the situation.  If they didn’t operate within five minutes, we would both die.  If they operated quickly, the drugs they would give me would kill our son.  There was no way that his small, premature body could handle that many chemicals. There was no other way to save me.  
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The Lord Sees and Tests Us
“After these things God tested Abraham….” Gen 22:1a
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            Abraham had been called by God to leave his home and travel with God on a journey of a lifetime, one where he would not have a permanent home, but rather only a temporary dwelling.  By faith, Abraham was called to live as though God would one day give his descendants the Promised Land in which he was currently wandering as a foreigner.  While there, God revealed Himself again to Abraham, letting Him know that because he had walked in obedience by faith, God would multiply his descendants like the stars in the sky, like the sand of the seashore.
            Sometimes we make assumptions about how God’s promises to us will be fulfilled.  Just like we might have, Abraham assumed that because Sarah was barren, she was not a part of the promise. He assumed that because there was an impossible situation-his legitimate wife’s barrenness and old age--that the promise must only apply between him and God, forgetting or being ignorant of the fact that God had already declared that husbands and wives are “one flesh.”

            He believed God--but only in the realm of the possible.

            Sarah desperately wanted to be a part of that promise with God.  She rightly believed that because she was Abraham’s first and legitimate wife she had a right to the promise as well.  But she too believed that because it was an “impossible” situation, she would have to “fix it.” So she tried a common, legal practice among the pagan nations among which they were traveling: that of giving a slave to your husband and claiming the offspring as your own.
          This majorly backfired for Sarah when Hagar, the Egyptian slave, did conceive by Abraham and began to despise Sarah.  This is understandable to us, and just plain predictable, but for them, it was a tumultuous upheaval of their relationship and family life.
            Meanwhile, in their extreme old age, God came again to Abraham and Sarah and corrected Abraham’s misinterpretation: Sarah, his legitimate wife, was the one who would share in the promise.  Her participation should have been assumed from the beginning; Abraham was not the only one who was loved and chosen by God to carry His promise!  God miraculously allowed Sarah to conceive and give birth to the long-awaited, promised child who would inherit the Promised Land for their succeeding generations.
         But painful consequences of their previous, selfish errors were about to come to the surface: Ishmael, Abraham’s son by the slave woman, Hagar, mocked Isaac, the Promised Child. Sarah’s place as wife and participation in the Promise of God was threatened by the potential sharing of the inheritance of the Promise.  She demanded that Abraham send the slave woman and Abraham’s child, Ishmael, away.

           Though Abraham was heartbroken and reluctant to send his son away, God’s plan had never been to give the promise through Hagar-that was a broken and dysfunctional plan made out of human desperation.  Sarah was to be a part of the Promise.  God assumed responsibility for Hagar and Ishmael and directed Abraham to release them into His plan for them.  Isaac’s position was secured.

            Or so they thought. 
 

            Abraham and Sarah had spent a lifetime trying to see through their own problems and provide their own solutions: Trying to “fix things” through manipulation, lies and even what we would consider abuse was their typical, go-to solution. 

            God was about to surprise them.

         ​Finally, they had experienced God’s provision in a son.  They were home clear.  It was only one boy-yet because of the miraculous way in which God had given Isaac, they truly believed that God could fulfill his promise of extreme multiplication just through him.  They were good to go; clear sailing. 
         Do you ever suppose that God is done with you?  That perhaps His greatest purpose and most significant promise to you has already been fulfilled? Perhaps we think that after the many instances of God’s powerful work in our lives, that we have “made it.”  We’ve arrived.
           Praise God, that couldn’t be further from the truth!  
           So in this moment of content, of feeling like they had finished their journey with God, there is another test. 
            In Psalm 11:4-5, we are given a picture of God, in His ultimately wise perspective above all our circumstances, observing us:

            The LORD is in His holy temple;
            the LORD is on His heavenly throne.
            His eyes are watching closely;
            they examine the sons of men.
            The LORD tests the righteous and the wicked.
            Psalm 11:4-5a BLB
 
            God often brings us into a test---not to find out what is inside of us, He already has observed our soul and is “intimately acquainted with all our ways,” the Psalmist wrote.  Rather, when He sees and observes that there are hidden impurities, selfish motivations for doing good things, idolatrous attachments to the created things and the good gifts beyond our love for the Him as the Giver and Creator--desires that would lead to our damage eternally--in love He arranges “tests.” 

            These tests involve painful suffering at times and are designed to help us to bring up and out of us the actual, hidden motivations and desires that may be in conflict with a pure love of God and others.  Under pressure, our underlying focuses and motivations come to the surface where they are apparent to both us and everyone who is observing.  God then has an opportunity to allow us to see what He already clearly has identified.

            When we find that our inner motivations are not pure, that we are placing our desires above God’s desires for us, we then have a choice to make. 

            ​This is exactly what God had in mind for Abraham:

After these things God tested Abraham and said to him, “Abraham!” And he said, “Here I am.” He said, “Take your son, your only son Isaac, whom you love, and go to the land of Moriah, and offer him there as a burnt offering on one of the mountains of which I shall tell you.” So Abraham rose early in the morning, saddled his donkey, and took two of his young men with him, and his son Isaac. And he cut the wood for the burnt offering and arose and went to the place of which God had told him. On the third day Abraham lifted up his eyes and saw the place from afar. Gen 22:1-4

​            Here, God is calling to Abraham with the Promise.  God Himself had named Abraham, and it means “Exalted Father.”  So, when God is calling Abraham, He is simultaneously reminding him of His Promise.  He would be a father of many nations. While He is asking Him to give up his only son.    
            What do you do when God asks you to give up your promise? To undo everything that you have worked for, everything you thought was the culmination of a lifetime of building with God? 
Sometimes we even make an idol out of the very gift of God.  Isn’t that what idols really are?  In the book of James, the Bible tells us that “Every good and perfect gift comes down from the Father of Lights…”  He is the Giver of all good things! The idols that people make, that are formed by human humans, we build out of materials that God provided so graciously, created by hands that He fashioned to give Him worship.
 

            The greater the gift of God, the more powerful the idol it can become in our lives.
 

            But God loves us too much to leave us in that place of idolatry.  The Holy Spirit searches our hearts and finds any place not fully surrendered to Him. 
Abraham and Sarah thought they had it all.  They were rich, had a great reputation, lived in freedom, walked in righteousness, had a beautiful family, and continued in the protection of God. But God wanted to blow their minds.  He wanted all of their hearts, and He wanted to do something through them that would manifest the incredible plan and purpose He had for the entirety of the world. 

            The Psalmist wrote, “Search me O God, and test me and see if there is any wicked way in me and lead me in the way everlasting.” He is praying to God, Lord, see if there is anything at all in my heart, small or big, that would keep me from being in relationship with you!  Put me through a test-heat up the furnace and melt the gold, bring up any impurities in my heart that need to be pulled off so that I can be more like you! 
            What emotions come up inside of you when we pray that God would put us through a test? Fear? Anxiety? Do we wonder if something that is precious to us is really holding first place in our heart, God’s place, instead of Him?  Are we scared that God will take us up on that prayer and that it will be painful?  I know for me, that is a sure indication that I am having trouble believing that God is good and that He has a good plan.
            If we truly believe that God is both good and completely able, the question then becomes: what is our response when God calls us to us?
           

            For Abraham, it was “hineni:”             

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Here I am. 
 

When We Hear God Calling,
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הִנֵּֽנִי

​​Hineni
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      Hineni.  The Hebrew word, plainly translated, means, “Here I am.”  It comes from a few root words: “Hinneh,” which means “here,” “behold,” or “Look!” and is often an exclamation of surprise.  It is combined with the second word, “ani,” which gives it a possessive, first person, singular quality: me, I, my.  Combined, it can mean, “Look at me! Here I am!”
    Jewish Rabbi Nina Beth Cardin explains Hineni as a “stunning response:”
       

“…a pure astonished, unguarded affirmation given before all the facts are known.  It is a spontaneous, unequivocal commitment promising: ‘I am here,’ where and as you find me, fully attentive, focused, all in.  And even more, ‘I am here’- all of me, with all that I am and all that I can be.1​
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      Avital Snow, a Jewish believer in Christ, references the Hebrew word regarding its importance in setting up the narrative:
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With reference to the past or present, it points generally to some truth either newly asserted, or newly recognized…. With reference to the future, it serves to introduce a solemn or important declaration….It is an offer of complete availability, of total readiness to serve.  When we utter, ’hineni,’ we make ourselves fully available to whatever it is God might ask of us.  Even without knowing what that might be. The answer of ‘hineni’ is one of faith….We see ‘hineni’ appear at pivotal moments throughout Scripture.  Moments when profound change is about to take place in the lives of those responding to God.

        
     To us, God’s command to Abraham sounds terrifying and horrible.  I’m sure it did to Abraham.  With our current knowledge about God’s nature, how He detests child sacrifice, our souls are deeply affronted by this demand.  Knowing that a good God would never actually require this kind of worship, it can be difficult to understand why Abraham didn’t question the authenticity of the voice he was hearing.  However, just as they had followed the surrounding nation’s legal system in giving Hagar to Abraham—which also went just as antithically against God’s nature and set order in the Garden at Creation—so now Abraham was simply following a normal, cultural custom of idol worship: child sacrifice. Without the knowledge of God’s actual feelings about this heinous practice, the only part that God was testing was Abraham’s heart love.
 

        And we find that it was real.
     
     
Abraham offered to God Himself, in every capacity.  He didn’t argue or make excuses.  He didn’t procrastinate or put it off.  He got up early, made all the necessary arrangements for a successful trip.  Anything that was necessary to walk in obedience, Abraham prepared for.  He got the wood, the servants, the donkey.  He placed upon his precious and only son the very wood to carry. 
        Our response, as believers who truly believe that God is trustworthy and good, should be immediate. We must completely relinquish everything, nothing withheld. No foot out the door. All in. This kind of pre-commitment is foolish if it is an unabandoned response to just anybody. Instead, it is reserved only for the One who is completely, utterly trustworthy in all circumstances: Yahweh, the Great I Am. 
         The Scriptures tell us in Hebrews 11:17 that Abraham not only loved God, he had another assumption about what God would do, one based, this time, upon the true nature of God:  
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By faith Abraham, when he was tested, offered up Isaac, and he who had received the promises was in the act of offering up his only son, of whom it was said, “Through Isaac shall your offspring be named.” He considered that God was able even to raise him from the dead, from which, figuratively speaking, he did receive him back. HEB 11:17
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     He believed that God, who created all out of nothing, could certainly give life back to His creation.  It’s my opinion that the text is trying to tell us that Abraham believed, logically, that if God promised to use Isaac to give him grandkids, then resurrection must be God’s plan.  This time, however, he did not deviate from God’s plan in his assumptions, but continued exactly as God had told him.  He was learning to follow God’s instructions carefully, to believe that God is faithful to His Promise even in the impossible: 
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On the third day Abraham lifted up his eyes and saw the place from afar. Then Abraham said to his young men, “Stay here with the donkey; I and the boy will go over there and worship and come again to you.” And Abraham took the wood of the burnt offering and laid it on Isaac his son. And he took in his hand the fire and the knife. So they went both of them together. And Isaac said to his father Abraham, “My father!” And he said, “Here I am, my son.” He said, “Behold, the fire and the wood, but where is the lamb for a burnt offering?” Abraham said, “God will provide for himself the lamb for a burnt offering, my son.” So they went both of them together.
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When they came to the place of which God had told him, Abraham built the altar there and laid the wood in order and bound Isaac his son and laid him on the altar, on top of the wood. Then Abraham reached out his hand and took the knife to slaughter his son.
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The Lord Sees to the Exchange
מוֹרִיָּה

Moriah

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      I want to take us back to the first few verses.  In the beginning of the narrative, we are told that God instructs Abraham to go to the “land of Moriah, to a mountain I will show you.”  God carefully picks His places when He is trying to make a point. 
     Moriah (מוֹרִיָּה) comes from a few Hebrew words as well:  ra’ah: “to see;” yah, which is short for Yahweh, or God; and mur, which means “to exchange.”  It also includes a possessive letter, the yod.
Combined, these words mean, “The Lord will see to my exchange.”            
      While we are Abraham, we are also Isaac.  We are the “bound ones.” 

​     The Bible tells us that the result of sin is death.  That there is no forgiveness of sin without blood being poured out.  It tells us that we all have sinned, that there is no one righteous enough to be in God’s holy presence.  In our sin, we remain under a curse: the curse of eternal separation from the presence of God and everything He is.  Every good attribute of God’s nature is removed for eternity. 
       The Bible tells that in sin we are “bound,” as with chains, in captivity and enslaved. Sin must be paid for in death.  We cannot go back, eat from the tree of life, and live forever in a state of darkness, pain and sin.  Death must come.
     It was this place of “exchange” in verse 4 that the narrator poignantly lets us know that Abraham also lifted up his eyes and sees from a distance, preshadowing God's vision into the future. It is here that blood must be shed to redeem the Bound One from his sin:
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But the angel of the LORD called to him from heaven and said, “Abraham, Abraham!” And he said, “Here I am.” He said, “Do not lay your hand on the boy or do anything to him, for now I know that you fear God, seeing you have not withheld your son, your only son, from me.” And Abraham lifted up his eyes and looked, and behold, behind him was a ram, caught in a thicket by his horns. And Abraham went and took the ram and offered it up as a burnt offering instead of his son. So Abraham called the name of that place, (Yahweh Yireh) “The LORD will provide”; as it is said to this day, “On the mount of the LORD it shall be provided.”
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And the angel of the LORD called to Abraham a second time from heaven and said, “By myself I have sworn, declares the LORD, because you have done this and have not withheld your son, your only son, I will surely bless you, and I will surely multiply your offspring as the stars of heaven and as the sand that is on the seashore. And your offspring shall possess the gate of his enemies, and in your offspring shall all the nations of the earth be blessed, because you have obeyed my voice.” So Abraham returned to his young men, and they arose and went together to Beersheba. And Abraham lived at Beersheba.
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     When I woke up, I couldn’t remember what was happening.  The pain was excruciating, and everything was hazy.  My baby was nowhere to be seen. When I asked about him, I was told I could not hold him—I must stay in my room and recover.  When Jeff got there, I asked him what had happened.  He said our baby was in the NICU and when I was strong enough to go down and see him, I could meet him. 
     He said that as soon as they had removed Winston from my womb, he was already dead.  Jeff had watched them rush him down the hall to the resuscitating room that had already been prepared in advance for this exact outcome.  Their team of eight doctors had surrounded him, revived him and intubated him so that he could breathe.  Winston was down in the NICU, more than five weeks premature.  The doctors, in their wisdom and experience, had seen ahead to what would happen and had already prepared everything necessary for Winston’s death and renewed life. 
     Our thinking is so limited.   God’s ways are higher than our ways, His thoughts are higher than our thoughts! As high as the heavens are above the earth, God says, so are his ways higher than our ways! (Is. 55:9) He tells us in the Scriptures that “no eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has imagined what God has prepared for His people!”  (1 Cor. 2:9)
     

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God’s Provision Is Far Greater: God Gives Himself
יְהוָ֣ה יִרְאֶ֑ה 

Yahweh Yireh
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​    Jehovah Jireh.  These words, Jehovah and Jireh, are Germanic alliterations of how the Hebrew words, YhWh and Yireh were previously assumed to have been pronounced. 
     YhWh is God’s name for Himself, given to Moses. L. Grant Luton, in his book, “In His Own Words,” explains the following:

“Most scholars believe that YHVH The combination of letters combine the verbs into a compound word: I was, I am, and I will be:

          חיה
, Ha’yah= He was
          יהיה, Yi’yeh = He will be
          הוה, Ha’vah = He is"

          יהוה, YHWH = The Great I Am

     He is the alpha and the omega, the beginning and the end, the One who see, knows, and is sovereign over all. He is the Great I Am.

     Yireh means “it will be seen,” and by implication, the solution to the need that is seen will be provided.  The Great I Am sees your need and has already provided the answer to your need.  All that we need is found in Jesus, the Lamb of God, slain since the foundation of the world! All the promises of God are “yes” and “completed” in Him.  He is enough. 
     God is the creator of time and stands outside of and in mastery of time itself.  It is only in relation to our perspectives that He was or will be—from His eternal perspective, He is. 
      Because He is the One who was in our past, He sees clearly everything that has brought us to this place.  Because He is in our present, He experiences all our feelings and desires and needs in the moment.  And Because He is in our future, He supernaturally sees ahead to know what we will need and exactly when we will need it.  
     He is the Master Architect.  He is the greatest planner of all time!  He is never late, never messy, never caught off-guard.  He is all good, all-knowing, and all-powerful.  He can create everything out of nothing, and He can certainly provide in advance for all that our future holds! 
     While I never would have chosen myself over my son, the reality of which I was ignorant was that there was no way for me to live without him first giving his life—only to live to see his life given back fully to him by our God who sees ahead and provides.
      In the same way, there was no way for us, bound to sin, living in death and separation from God, to save ourselves.  The death of a guilty one only pays for the penalty of their own sin—it can never bring life.  It is only the death of an innocent one in our place that both pays for our sin and can still give resurrecting life back. 
     The Hebrew word for “burnt” means more literally, to “ascend” or to be “lifted up.”  Jesus said that if He was lifted up from the earth, referring to being lifted up on the cross, He would draw all people to Himself (John 12:32).  Abraham believed that God would raise up Isaac, his one and only beloved son, from the dead.  Mt. Moriah later became the site of the temple in which Jesus was condemned by the Jewish leaders to die.  God sent His only, beloved Son to walk up Golgotha next to the place of Moriah with the cross on his back, to die in exchange for us and to rise from the dead. Because of His sacrifice, we can participate with Him in every promise that God has ever given to Jesus.  We can participate in resurrected and eternal life in the presence of God forever!  Jesus is the one who makes the gates of hell, His enemies surrender!  Jesus is the One in whom all nations of the earth are blessed!  

     We often think that if we give something up, then we have a loss.  God’s plans through the sacrifice of what we think is the culmination and pinnacle of what God is going to do is really beyond, as He says, what we could possibly ask or imagine!
       In Isaiah 58 God tells us that if we repent from our sins, turn away from them and live by the grace of God in love to others in response to Him, then He has an astounding promise for us: 

“Then you will call, and the Lord will answer; you will cry for help, and He will say: Here am I (hineni)” Isaiah 58:9
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​     Just as Isaac called out to His Father, Abi!” my father) and Abraham responded to His son, “Hineni,” and promised that the Lord would provide Himself a lamb, so God responds to us in our perplexed cries. The Lord's exchange is far greater than anything we had imagined! When we answer ‘hineni’ to God, God answers ‘hineni’ to our call to Him! He Himself will turn to us and, in a surprising and shocking reversal, will bless us with His presence and say, ‘hineni!’ Look at me! Here I am! He gives Himself entirely for us and sees ahead to all that we all ever need in order to provide for us everything that is of greater worth than anything we could hold back or imagine with our limited perspectives.
      In the very act of Abraham’s obedience, God calls him again, “Abraham, Abraham!”  The second calling is not merely to get his attention.  Rather, it is renewed emphasis on Abraham’s name, the promise of his fatherhood.  It is now doubled.  His name repeated for emphasis coincides with a double promise of God: “in blessing I will bless you, in multiplying I will multiply you.”  These promises are now underscored with the depth of the greatness with which Abraham would be blessed by God. 
     When we give to God every single part back of what He has given to us-our souls, our bodies, our homes, our assets, our businesses, our jobs, our retirements funds and plans, our children and grandchildren, our friends, our ministries, our hopes and dreams and personalities, watch and see God multiply His Promise to you abundantly, both now and into eternity!

     He gives Himself, and He is always enough!
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1https://firmisrael.org/learn/here-am-i-the-hebrew-meaning-of-hineni/
2Sefaria.org  the deepest meanings of hineni
3L. Grant Luton, In His Own Words, Pg 7

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I Have Seen My Redeemer!

12/18/2022

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There was also a prophetess named Anna, the daughter of Phanuel, of the tribe of Asher, who was well along in years. She had been married for seven years, and then was a widow to the age of eighty-four. She never left the temple, but worshiped night and day, fasting and praying. Coming forward at that moment, she gave thanks to God and spoke about the Child to all who were waiting for the redemption of Jerusalem. Luke 2:36-38 ​

      “Daddy’s home!” the high-pitched, jubilant cry of my little sister rent through the air of our larger, middle-class home. Pulling her nose and hands off the panes of the bay window overlooking our driveway, her cry was echoed by less than jubilation. The repeated phrase bore more the sound of a panic-stricken, pubescent middle-school boy. While the fun began with the advent of my father, so did the ensuing scramble of “pick-up time.” It was a time that Mom had tried to instill in us, and was supposed to initiate at 4pm so that my dad could come home to a clean house, a warm dinner, and an excited family waiting to welcome him, grateful for the long hours he had put in at the office. Quite honestly, it was a time that rarely began until we heard the familiar sound of his car in the driveway.  
      Beth reached as high as she could with her chubby fingers and swung the door open toward herself, backing up with it until the opening was wide enough to run through. She rushed out to greet him, heedless of the door standing open, the cold air springing to take advantage of osmosis, or the rush of adrenaline and activity behind her to make preparations. Legs and duplos must we swept off the floor, laundry and toys on the stairs taken up to the rooms, schoolbooks stuffed haphazardly into shelves, sometimes never to be found again, and a multitude of small items that no one knew where they belonged and would find their home in any stray crack or cranny, couch cushion or basket. If the item was too large, it would find its way to the basement ping-pong table, which was conveniently large enough to hold a massive amount of confused items. It is not always beneficial when kids are “helping” to clean, after all.  
      The fun would begin when Dad was home and all the boring work of the day was over. Perhaps he would play games with us, hide and seek in the dark, cards, or wrestle in a tickle battle on the floor. Surely he would read us a missionary story and a chapter from a fiction novel, using all the right voices and sound effects. Undoubtedly, he would pick out his stack of books to read and try to eat his cheerios in peace before bed. That was my favorite time. When everyone was else was gone, it was my turn to find any questions I could come up with to spark a conversation and gain one-on-one attention.  
     My mom used to say that she loved it when Dad would come home, because he would chase the demons away. All the frustration of dealing with us, all the mess and the work, the bad attitudes and the arguments—Dad would come home and make it all better. Every day we waited. Every day we listened for the sounds that meant life would be great again.  
     I imagine that in a very small way, this is a bit of the expectancy of the time in which Anna lived. While our difficulties were vastly more bearable with the love we experienced in our family, the darkness of the oppression that Anna lived under with the Roman occupation and extreme abuse of her rights she likely suffered because of her gender, her social status and her ethnicity would have greatly intensified the longing she and her fellow Israelites would have felt for the coming Redeemer.  
     Here we see a repeat of a name that we may be familiar with from the Old Testament—that of Hannah, the mother of Samuel. In Hebrew, her name is “Channah,” and in Greek it is “Anna.” Her name means to be favored by grace.  A more literal picture of the Hebrew word is that of a benefactor leaning toward someone who is coming with a humble request in order to bless and give to them their needs.  
     Anna’s name is meant to bring to mind the story of her namesake, Hannah, in 1 Samuel 1, who was bereft of children. In her grief, she fasted, prayed, and shed tears with loud groanings “to the one who could rescue” her in her situation, and she “was heard because of her obedience (Heb. 5:7).” Asking for a child, she vowed to dedicated him for a lifetime service as a Nazirite if the Lord would hear her request. Together with her husband, Elkanah, “God is Redeemer,” they kept their vow and dedicated their young son, Samuel, “Heard of God,” for a lifetime of Nazir, or sacred and set apart service to the Lord.  
     Luke tells us that Anna was the daughter of Phanuel, and does not list her husband. Phanuel’s (Peniel) name means “the face of God,” and is meant to bring to mind the story of Jacob wrestling all night with the angel of the Lord in order to blessed by God. At daybreak, Jacob is blessed and given a new name. Realizing at once that he had in fact been wrestling with the Lord Himself, Jacob “called the place Peniel, saying, “It is because I saw God face to face, and yet my life was spared. The sun rose above him as he passed Peniel....(Gen. 32:30-31).” 
     Anna came from the tribe of Asher, which means “happy/blessed,” and “level/straight,” which refers us back to the story of Leah and her wrestling (Gen. 30:8) with her sister for her husband’s love and the favor of God. After giving birth to Asher, Leah named him “happy” or “blessed” because she believed that her happiness would be guaranteed now because she had been given children.  
     Luke informs us further that Anna was “χήρα,” which is to be bereft, sterile, barren, or stripped of inhabitants or riches. While she was a widow in our common vernacular, this word was also used of those who had no provision or protection for themselves, but relied solely on God’s provision for them. It also included women who were single and without family support, or those who had been set apart under a Nazir vow and were, therefore, bereft and dependent upon God for their needs (Ex. 38:8, 1 Sam 2:22). 
      Anna very well may also have served in the same capacity as a ministering woman at the tent of meeting, which likely included Nazirites as well as Kohathite Levitical women serving and ministering (Ezra 2:65-70, Neh. 7:66-73, 1 Chron. 25:5-6). This group of ministering women would have depicted an early form of what would later become the ministering women serving in the church in the order of the “χήρα,” mentioned in Acts 6 and 1 Timothy 5 with its lists of qualifications that rival that of the presbyteroi just mentioned in the book, as well as concluding with the payment given to them, or to those ministering in the word of God, that of double payment. Acts 6 men who were appointed to be sure to wait on tables were likely given the responsibility of administering the payments of currency to these ministering women, since the word for table also carried the idea of banking, and since the Hebraic law and current culture of the day dictated that those who served were to be paid daily.  
     Anna was married for seven years, the Biblical number of completeness. Since she was married a complete amount of time, one would assume that it was surely enough time to have had children of her own. The text, however, shares nothing with us of any children, but rather of her day and night living and ministering in the temple. This indicates that she was childless—bereft in more ways than one. Though the Luke’s account in chapters 1 and 2 show us two other bereft and childless women whom God impossibly blesses with children, one in her old age (Elizabeth) and the other in her youthful virginity (Mary), Anna, whose name would have constantly reminded her of her own hope for children, remained childless.  
     Additionally, being bereft of children after her husband’s death likely would have qualified her for the Levirate law (Deut. 25:5-10), where her deceased spouse’s brother would have been required to redeem her monetarily and then taken her and raised up children for her husband by her. This would ensure that both the widow and the deceased husband would maintain a portion in the land of the Promise. Their name would not be cut off from their people. We find an example of this law as Boaz acted in this capacity as a kinsman-redeemer in the story of Ruth. If Anna had consented to this Levirate arrangement, she would not have remained a widow or bereft, and it may be that though that was available, she instead devoted herself as a Nazirite to wait for her redemption from God, instead. 
 

We must prepare the way for our Redeemer! ​

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     Anna must have thought of the children her namesake had asked for and been given by God. Hannah was “heard of God.” No doubt Anna’s own lifestyle of fasting and prayer included not a few tears for her own lack.  She may not have felt “heard,” and given the fact that she remained single until old age, she likely had no more hope for being “heard of God” in this capacity. So where was God’s favor? Where was His grace on her life? Without children and as a widow, she would have been presumed by others to be cursed for sin of which perhaps only God knew.  And yet Luke makes it plain that she is a godly woman, ministering in the same way we see the apostles “ministering before the Lord” in Acts 13:2 in a liturgical sense.    
     However, just as her predecessor Hannah did not drown herself in sinful pleasures or addictions, but rather poured out her soul in faithful service and ministry to the Lord, we see Anna so doing. We don’t see her remain idle in her sorrow.  
     Instead, we see her invest in others and allow herself to be so filled with God that she regularly prophesied. We see her dedicating herself to the ministry, and spending her days and nights fasting and praying and proclaiming God’s Word. It is highly likely that the very people to whom she had prophesied regularly were many of the very ones whose hearts were waiting expectantly for the “redemption” to come. Just as her descendance from Asher suggests, we see her “preparing the way for the Lord, and making “straight paths for Him.  
     We may find ourselves in a situation similar to Anna.  Do you find a lack somewhere, a bereftness? A removal or stripping of your resources?  Does this cause you pain and grief?   
     What do we do when our resources are removed?  Do we spend our energies out in self-pity, “look anxiously about” us, or desperately search for ourselves the resources we think we must have in order to find ourselves rescued? Or do we start waiting upon the Lord as his servants, with praise, worship, fasting and prophesying the divine message of expectancy to a dark and waiting world? 
 

We must wait expectantly on the Lord!  ​

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     Familiar with her own need and lack of a redeemer for her bereft state, attuned and practiced to the voice of the Holy Spirit, Anna was ready to recognize the Redeemer when she saw Him through the power of the Holy Spirit. Anna knew that God gives his people a more lasting portion eternally, and she was happy to trade physical redemption for spiritual redemption by her Redeemer.  In the midst of Anna’s day-to-day service, she experienced a favor far greater than that for which she may have longed—that of seeing the face of her God and living to tell of it!  
     While this was true of Anna, it is also true of us. As we go about our daily ministry in our homes, our churches and our communities and most especially in our day and night ministry to the Lord Himself, He meets us in our day-to-day with His Living Presence. As we practice listening to the voice of the Spirit and walking in obedience, we become more and more attuned to the words that direct us into the situations He wants to use to bring us favor: 
 

Yet the Lord longs to be gracious to you; therefore, he will rise up to show you compassion. For the Lord is a God of justice. Blessed are all who wait for him! People of Zion, who live in Jerusalem, you will weep no more. How gracious he will be when you cry for help! As soon as he hears, he will answer you. Although the Lord gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, your teachers will be hidden no more; with your own eyes you will see them. Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, “This is the way; walk in it.” Isaiah 30:18-21 
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     Through His Word, His Spirit, the spiritual understanding He imparts to us and our situations, He enables us to “see Him” and live to tell about our experiences of His presence! He reveals Himself to us, and gives us the opportunity to participate with Anna in preparing the way of the Lord, of making straight paths for Him! 
    We are never too late, and never too old. As long as we are serving God right where we are, the Divine appointments and opportunities for sharing the good news of the Light of the World will be brought to us.  
     What about us? How can we practice listening and obeying the voice of the Holy Spirit in our daily lives? How have you noticed the encounters becoming sweet and divinely appointed in your day-to-day?  

We must tell the good news! ​

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     After a lifetime of “wrestling” with God night and day, as her father’s name suggests, Anna receives the blessing that showed the favor and grace God had extended to her—that of seeing her Redeemer with her own eyes and living to tell the story! Just as Hannah was enabled to prophesy of the future Messiah’s redemption (1 Sam 2) because she came to the Lord in her bereftness and ministered to the Lord in it, so Anna was enabled to prophesy of her present Messiah’s redemption because she came to the Lord in her bereftness, emptiness, and lack, and ministered to the Lord in it. In the process of their emptiness, God filled them with His Spirit.  God, who is rich in mercy, gave Anna the joyous opportunity to tell all who were waiting for their Redeemer that she had seen Him, and their long wait was over! 
     As we anticipate Christmas morning, we have a red Farmer’s truck with the numbers 1-25 on it. There is a little magnetic snowflake that marks off the days til Christmas has arrived. Above it are filled their stockings, the curvature of candy canes spilling out of the edges and mysterious and some no-so-mysterious bulges sticking out begging to be squeezed and guessed at. A little distance away, misshapen packages lay under our tree. Although the kids are not allowed to handle them, they do seem to keep realigning in strange and different piles. While they each are understandably excited to receive the unknown gifts, their anticipation is greatly increased by the fact that they each also earn and purchase gifts for one another, and they love to watch their siblings open the gifts they themselves have given. They are not only anticipating their own joy, but the joy that comes from bringing joy to people they love.  
      Anna shared the good news of the Redeemer to “all who were waiting for the redemption of Jerusalem.”   In the Greek, the word for waiting is most often used in the “middle” voice, meaning the subject is doing the action herself as well as receiving the benefit of the action. It carries the strong idea of waiting actively, expectantly, “ready and willing to receive all that is hoped for....” Those to whom Anna shared the good news of their redemption were anticipating in an active and eager readiness His long-awaited arrival.  
     While Anna spoke to those actively waiting for their Redeemer to come at the beginning of Luke, Jesus our Redeemer speaks to us at the end of the book, telling us to actively and eagerly wait for His return!  

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     Are we waiting for redemption? What can we be doing today that increases our anticipation and joy? What can we do for others that changes their outlook on what their tomorrow may hold for them? How can we find ways to share the unfailing hope and joy that we have with those who have none? 
     As you anticipate the joy and the sorrows of this Christmas season, with its good and painful memories, its bereavements and its abundance, I pray that you will find joy and delight in the grace and favor that God has given to you through the gift of His Son, Jesus.  As you learn to see the many ways in which He leans toward you in order to bless and give you every "good and perfect gift," may you overflow with a joy that radiates that goodness to the lives you touch!  


 

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What is Truth?

10/22/2022

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  “In fact, the reason I was born and came into the world is to testify to the truth. Everyone on the side of truth listens to me.” 

    “What is truth?” retorted Pilate. 

    Seated on his own judgment seat, Pilate stared down at the King of the Jews.  Jesus stood before him beaten, sleepless and, most recently, flogged, the blood dripping down his entire body and pooling on the stone pavement.   
    It was clear that the witnesses against this man had been incited to perjury. The charges should be dropped. But angry mobs don’t listen to reason.  Fear-driven hearts no longer make logic-based decisions.  
     As was true of them, so also of himself.  
  Pilate sat staring into nothingness, as the near-riotous throng chanted incessantly, “crucify Him,” while the Jewish leaders shouted, “If you let this man go, you are no friend of Caesar,” their voices mingling in a kind of macabre counterpoint rising in a mighty crescendo and crashing upon itself. The scene was chaotic and frenzied, and his efforts at de-escalation had miserably failed.   
     Internally, however, he was terrified. “We have a law,” the Jewish leaders had insisted, “and according to that law He must die, because he claimed to be the Son of God....” 

      Jesus, the Son of God.    

     As the king of Judea, the smallest nation the might of Rome had consumed, there was nothing about this Jesus, vulnerable, pathetic and near-dead, that looked like a threat to Caesar.  But Pilate could not escape the fear gripping his heart:

     What if this Jesus is the Son of God?     
                                                                       Adapted from John 18:38


     These are the same questions you and I face today:  What is truth?  What have we done with Jesus, the “King of the Jews?”   

​     What will we do with Jesus, the Son of God? 
  



Objective truth is necessary for life


       Objective truth is the idea that there are self-evident truths that are not dependent upon our knowledge, opinion or agreement with them.  Without us, they continue to exist.   
     Subjective truth, by comparison, is that which relies solely on an individual person, and relates individually to that person's perspective or opinion of the objective reality which he or she experiences.

         The scientific laws of nature give us many concrete examples of objective truth: according to the second law of thermodynamics, all things tend to decay and disorder.  Whether we like it or not, our vehicles will break down, our homes have already begun the rotting process, and our bodies begin to feel the advance of breakdown from the moment we are conceived.  All of these processes take place without our consent, and even without our knowledge.  The laws of nature are completely unconcerned with our agreement or belief in them. Whether we are aware of the truth of these objective statements has no bearing on its objective validity.  The only necessity we have left is to find these truths and prepare for them properly so as to mitigate damages or reap benefits from them.  
        We even find objective laws at work within societal structures.  For instance, without his agreement on the validity of a
rule, my son will still lose access to the new airsoft gun he may have purchased if he should choose to load it and test it out in our vehicle while I am driving, since I am the author of the ethics in my vehicle and in my home.  He doesn't own the car, therefore, he doesn't get to make the rules about the car.       

     On the other hand, in such an instance as this my son's belief or perspective about the new reality in which he finds himself (gunless) is very much a subjective truth, that which is purely opinion and perspective.  He feels that the result is unfortunate.  To the rest of the world, however, our general agreement in opinion about the result is very much a fortunate one.


       Reality is not a human construction, though our perception of reality may, in fact, be.    

​    Without objective truth, each person’s personal “reality” becomes unanchored to any other grounded object.  Our “realities” begin to float in space, with no focal point and no real reference point. As a result, each person feels that they may then reign in their own heart as absolute creator, judge and king, each a mini-god in their own constructed "reality."   
     Wherever these ideas, self-proposed truths and morality clash with another’s ideas, truths, and moralities, it is only left to either person to try to make others submit to one's own constructed reality or individualized meaning. Failing this, we find that we must maintain our distance from one another in communication, relationship and even distance in order to maintain peace in our spheres.  Without an arbiter outside of our individual realities, there is no way to maintain intimate relationships without a constant conflict of personal interests. 
     Finally, when practiced in the extreme as we have seen in history, ethics and morality denigrate to become subject to the idea of the “survival of the fittest,” or the mob rule.  Either democracy, the idea of the majority vote, or despotism, that of the most powerful forcefully ruling, becomes the judge of ethical morality, and that morality can subsequently change with the feelings or personal interests of a changing and relativistic people.   
     Consequently, those in the minority at any given time simply no longer have a voice, a right, or a cause. Instead, whoever is weaker, whether physically, intellectually, or culturally, then become the victims of whoever has more power at the moment.   
     Our human need for objective truth, therefore, is intrinsic to our survival and well-being both personally and societally, and it is left then to find how we may make a determination as to who really does have an objective and transcendent standard for life.
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Humans have no inherent ability to set their own standard



     Can we be our own judges? Can everyone just follow their own conscience?  Is there any person or group of people fit to make objective moral determinations or truth?  
 

     Years ago, I engaged in a series of small debates with one of my youngest.  This sweet young lady emphatically declared to me that she was “the boss.”  I calmly explained to her that no, she wasn’t: Mommy was.  Whatever it was that she was protesting at that moment, whether it was her chores, her salad, or her consequence for picking on her little brother, she desperately wanted autonomy from an outside source of truth, justice and accountability.   To her, true freedom meant the ability to do anything she wanted without repercussions.
     After a series of these conversations, she decided on a new tactic: Mommy would be “big boss,” but she would be “little boss”--over her other siblings.  At least that way she could have control and power over them.  Knowing her agenda for this, it was not likely that I would be placing her in charge of anyone anytime soon.  Now, since that time she has matured and there have been times when I have sensed an unselfish desire to serve others and have been able to delegate responsibilities to her in order for her to be “in charge” of others for their benefit, with a careful eye to make sure that she used that power correctly.   
    In each of us, we have that that temptation. Perhaps you are familiar with the proverb, “Power tends to corrupt, and absolute power tends to corrupt absolutely.” Without outside accountability of some kind, this is certainly true (Luke 12:45). 

     Because we are born with an intrinsic, inherited selfishness and propensity to sin, we need outside accountability to make sure that our behavior is truly loving.

     ​The Bible teaches us that “the heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure,” and that no one can truly understand their inner hidden motivations and intents, except the Lord who searches and examines our hearts and gives to each of us according to our conduct (Jeremiah 17:9-10).  
      In Paul’s letter to the Romans in chapter 3, Paul argues that it is only God who may ultimately judge*, because it is only God who has the capacity to be true and righteous at all times and in all ways: "Not at all! Let God be true, and every human being a liar. As it is written: “So that you may be proved right when you speak and prevail when you judge” (Rom. 3:4).
    
     While Paul is arguing here about the deplorable inefficacy of the Jewish Law to produce the righteous living that God requires from us in order to have a right or justified relationship with Him, he takes the opportunity to share the good news of the gospel to those then under the conviction of their inadequacy; the good news of a righteousness that comes as a free gift, independent of our striving to please a holy God: ​
 

This righteousness is given through faith in Jesus Christ to all who believe. There is no difference between Jew and Gentile, for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and all are justified freely by his grace through the redemption that came by Christ Jesus. God presented Christ as a sacrifice of atonement, through the shedding of his blood—to be received by faith. He did this to demonstrate his righteousness, because in his forbearance he had left the sins committed beforehand unpunished— he did it to demonstrate his righteousness at the present time, so as to be just and the one who justifies those who have faith in Jesus. Romans 3:22-26  ​​


Only God can set an objective standard for His creation


Because only He is holy,
​only He is qualified to judge our wrongdoing.
     Unlike us, there are no impure or ulterior motives (1 John 1:5) that God has ever or will ever have for giving us guidelines to live by.  As Creator of all, He has no need to manipulate or coerce to gain or maintain power.  Rather, God is holy in His entirety (1 Peter 1:16-17) from His actions to His inner motivations and therefore has the ability to call us to His standard:  But just as He who called you is holy, so be holy in all you do; for it is written: “Be holy, because I am holy.” Since you call on a Father who judges each person’s work impartially, live out your time as foreigners here in reverent fear" (1 Peter 1:16-17).
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Because only He knows all things,
only He is able to judge all things.
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     While humans so characteristically misunderstand one another, fail to see the inner motivations or even fail to witness all that happens and so find themselves consistently making poor judgments on one another's guilt or innocence, the Word of God teaches us that God, the Creator, is eternal (John 5:24), and as such he knows both the “end from the beginning,” (Isaiah 46:10) and the secrets of each person’s heart (Psalm 44:21, Acts 15:8, Psalm 69:5, Proverbs 15:11).  In Psalm 139 we see not only the vastness of the knowledge of our Creator, but also the depth of His profound love for His creation and people, His image-bearers.  
     The Psalmist declares that not only does God intimately know us, but that he knows our every thought, our physical location at all moments, and every word we will speak before we have even let it out of our mouths.       
​     Even in the womb, the writer asserts, God created us and watched over us carefully as each one of our parts was put together and, even more incredibly, knows every day of our lives from before we were formed.   

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Because only He is all goodness and love,
only He has all of humanity's good purposed in His objective standard
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     For these attributes I am incredibly grateful! Imagine an all-powerful, all-knowing God who wasn’t good or loving, and our desire to hastily maneuver Him into a brightly-polished genie’s lamp becomes paramount.  Instead of an evil or arbitrary power though, we see evidences of His love and goodness in creation’s warm spring breezes, beautiful flowers, lovely scents and fantastically indulgent foods from around the world. We see natural processes built into creation that allow it to recover, regenerate, and reproduce. We find miracles in our everyday lives, rescuing us from what could and often should be our fate if left to chance.  It is no wonder to me that the Psalmists announces, “Taste and see that the LORD is good; blessed is the one who takes refuge in him! (Psalm 34:8)"   
     At other times, the crime, sin, poverty and suffering that exist in our fallen world seem to contradict the nature of goodness and love that God reveals about Himself in creation.  And that is where we look to the cross and the unfathomable sacrifice of the deepest love that no man can ever fully comprehend:  

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“You see, at just the right time, when we were still powerless, Christ died for the ungodly. Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous person, though for a good person someone might possibly dare to die. But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Romans 5:6-8 
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     It is this God who “so loved the world” (John 3:16) that He gave His only beloved Son to save us from our own self-inflicted isolation from Him, an isolation that ultimately would cut us off from His love and goodness.  It is this God-the-Son who so loved His Father and the people He had made who willingly submitted to the request of His Father that He would die as our Friend. It is this Holy Spirit who continues to live and abide with us, giving us transformation, power, comfort and guidance as we navigate the difficulties of life.
​     It is this God whose commands we may choose to submit to, and in whom we may safely entrust the judgment of our souls: 


“As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love. If you keep my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have kept my Father’s commands and remain in his love. I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete.
My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you. Greater love has no one than this: to lay down one’s life for one’s friends."  John 15:9-13

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The Success Dilemma

6/11/2022

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     Have you ever had those moments of being spoken against, and when you found out about it, everything in you cried “foul! That’s not true!  I can list a dozen things about me that are pathetic or wrong, but that one is not one of them!  That one---that one is something I did RIGHT!  Why in the world would I be maligned for doing something right?!”
     Or perhaps you are facing one of the many “-isms—” racism, sexism, ageism, schoolism, family sizeism (it’s a thing!)—those things that are a-moral, which are simply just part of you and your identity.  I’m sure you can come up with your own list.  We as humans are exceptionally gifted at finding the “–isms” that we encounter against ourselves. 
​      Our sense of justice bristles.  Our mind fixates.  Our sleep runs away from us.  And we cry out to God, “bring justice to me!  Judge between me and -------” and we insert our own enemy-of-the-day. 
     Perhaps you have found yourself following the Lord, doing your best, and it seemed like things were going well.  You could project out your destiny, it would seem, and it looked great.  But as we all are familiar, apparent success breeds resentment and envy in others. 
​      God gives us a clear picture of just such a contrast in Daniel’s story:  


It pleased Darius to set over the kingdom 120 satraps, to be throughout the whole kingdom; and over them three high officials, of whom Daniel was one, to whom these satraps should give account, so that the king might suffer no loss. Then this Daniel became distinguished above all the other high officials and satraps, because an excellent spirit was in him. And the king planned to set him over the whole kingdom. Then the high officials and the satraps sought to find a ground for complaint against Daniel with regard to the kingdom, but they could find no ground for complaint or any fault, because he was faithful, and no error or fault was found in him. Then these men said, “We shall not find any ground for complaint against this Daniel unless we find it in connection with the law of his God.” Daniel 6:1-5
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​     Now sometimes, in my experience, the painful experiences that people have in their own lives, perhaps verbal abuse, the hurt of perfectionism placed on them by others, a false standard of success, or maybe their own “—isms” that they have been hurt by can cause such insecurity and frustration that the only way they know how to process their own identity or perceived lack is by making sure that someone else does not seem to succeed either.  Insecure people often feel a need to minimize or cast aspersions on others because they do not want to be shown up for who they are in relation to who they believe in their heart they ought to be.  Rather than taking hold of the grace and mercy of God in Jesus, they dwell on their need to reduce everyone around them.
     I know I resonate with that.  I know that I have been guilty of this same tactic to hide my own insecurity and comfort my own pain by bringing pain to others.  Rather than rejoicing in someone else’s pleasure, my mind has looked for ways to minimize their good qualities to justify my own experiences.  
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Let’s remain—faithful and thankful.
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​     While these moments will certainly come to each of us, that of needing to support and enjoy someone else’s apparent success and of responding to others’ hurtful designs to undermine us, what can we do in response? 
   Most certainly the first inclination of our self-centered thinking is to fight back, speak badly about them also, justify ourselves, and set up our battle lines. But that’s not how we see Daniel respond:


Then these high officials and satraps came by agreement to the king and said to him, “O King Darius, live forever! All the high officials of the kingdom, the prefects and the satraps, the counselors and the governors are agreed that the king should establish an ordinance and enforce an injunction, that whoever makes petition to any god or man for thirty days, except to you, O king, shall be cast into the den of lions. Now, O king, establish the injunction and sign the document, so that it cannot be changed, according to the law of the Medes and the Persians, which cannot be revoked.” Therefore King Darius signed the document and injunction.
When Daniel knew that the document had been signed, he went to his house where he had windows in his upper chamber open toward Jerusalem. He got down on his knees three times a day and prayed and gave thanks before his God, as he had done previously. v. 6-10
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     ​Daniel looked at the situation for what it was but continued to practice his relationship with God undistractedly.  He remained dedicatedly in the position in which God had placed him without running, hiding or equivocating.  He was real, he was genuine, and he continuously demonstrated his belief in God by practicing daily worship.   
      While this does not mean that we should never flee persecution (Matthew 10:23), it does mean remaining in the calling of God and continuously walking in obedience wherever God wants us to remain.  
     This is hard, isn’t it?  Even when half-starved lions are not our potential fate at the end of our conflicts, it is often so much easier to be evasive or ambiguous about our relationship with Jesus, to run away, abandon our callings, ministries, or even families, or to cave in to the demands to conformity with a godless culture. 
    As tempting as this can be at times, the result is devastating.  Jesus said that it was possible to gain the whole world---fame, fortune, health—and lose our very soul in the process: 
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“If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. For whoever would save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake and the gospel’s will save it. For what does it profit a man to gain the whole world and forfeit his soul? For what can a man give in return for his soul? For whoever is ashamed of me and of my words in this adulterous and sinful generation, of him will the Son of Man also be ashamed when he comes in the glory of his Father with the holy angels.” Mark 8:34-38
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​     As hard as this choice seems, though, when we consider the depth of relationship Daniel had with God, I think we can see why it wasn’t such a hard choice after all.  I think Daniel recognized that his relationship with the Lord, so beautiful, intimate and personal, so full of mutual love and honor, was more precious than any position the king could have offered him. More precious even than life itself. Over and over throughout the book of Daniel, God calls Daniel “greatly beloved.”  Daniel and his God loved one another deeply.  
​     When we regularly practice worship and intimate fellowship with God through Jesus, we find His Word precious.  We crave His voice.  Our dry and parched soul enjoys His presence like a refreshingly cold spring in the desert.  It is a mutual relationship of genuine love that is worth more than anything else in the world and could never be compensated for or replaced by empty and cheap imitations.
     I imagine that Daniel talked to the Lord about what was happening. But what is most remarkable to me, is that he continued to thank the Lord.  When I experience frustrating or scary situations where I have no idea how my immediate story will end, thankfulness is honestly not the first thing on my mind. 
    While confronting and fighting is not really my thing, whining or complaining to God or my family most certainly is more of a temptation.  In fact, as soon as I feel injustice, being a verbal processor, the first thing I want to do is to call my husband and tell him all about how upset I am! 
   What if we were thankful instead?  What if our attitude to God was one of gratitude, acknowledging His hand at work, His faithfulness, His goodness, and trusting His plan to work all things out for our good (Rom. 8:28)? 
     I believe that it was this acknowledgement of God’s goodness to Daniel that was a huge part of the spiritual battle waging over his own soul and that of the king and subjects of the kingdom (Daniel 10:13).  While the enemy certainly was designing evil against Daniel, God was purposing all the while to show His goodness and power to the one hundred and twenty provinces that spanned the greater part of the world’s population at the time!  


 Then these men came by agreement and found Daniel making petition and plea before his God. Then they came near and said before the king, concerning the injunction, “O king! Did you not sign an injunction, that anyone who makes petition to any god or man within thirty days except to you, O king, shall be cast into the den of lions?” The king answered and said, “The thing stands fast, according to the law of the Medes and Persians, which cannot be revoked.” 
Then they answered and said before the king, “Daniel, who is one of the exiles from Judah, pays no attention to you, O king, or the injunction you have signed, but makes his petition three times a day.”
​Then the king, when he heard these words, was much distressed and set his mind to deliver Daniel. And he labored till the sun went down to rescue him. Then these men came by agreement to the king and said to the king, “Know, O king, that it is a law of the Medes and Persians that no injunction or ordinance that the king establishes can be changed.”
 
Then the king commanded, and Daniel was brought and cast into the den of lions. The king declared to Daniel, “May your God, whom you serve continually, deliver you!” And a stone was brought and laid on the mouth of the den, and the king sealed it with his own signet and with the signet of his lords, that nothing might be changed concerning Daniel. Then the king went to his palace and spent the night fasting; no diversions were brought to him, and sleep fled from him. v. 11-18


     Sometimes it is the people in our lives, those who may be in a position of authority or duty of care for us, that find themselves in a position where they feel unable to use their position in the way that God designed.  All of us have weakness and areas of susceptibility to flattery or temptation, and kings and other officials of power are no different. 
     Here we see the king, in his pride, destroying what was most valuable to him in a place of vulnerable leadership.  With the constant threat of military coups, assassination attempts and political maneuvering, the ability to trust a capable officer implicitly was a precious gift.  But instead of protecting and honoring Daniel as he had intended, the king falls for one of the oldest traps in history.  
     Now Daniel could have understandably been very angry at the king.  He could have cursed him, spoken his last words of bitter hatred, or at the very least greatly disrespected the weakness the king had shown in being so gullible and inept.  Instead, he chose to give honor to the king, regardless of how he was being treated.       Jesus shows us this same example when He was unjustly treated by those to whom He had only been a blessing:  "
When he was reviled, he did not revile in return; when he suffered, he did not threaten, but continued entrusting himself to him who judges justly" (1 Peter 2;23).  Daniel chose to forgive the weaknesses of others and to rest his case fully with God, because he trusted that God had a plan that was more encompassing than his own mind could conceive.  Both the other high officials and King Darius were responsible for the unjust evil suffering inflicted on Daniel, but while the enemy means to do evil to us, God means it for our good, "to save many alive" (Genesis 50:20). 
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Persecution is the catalyst for
​restorative relationship with God. 

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     There are people watching our relationship with God and to whom our testimonies, lives and responses are witnessing.  You see, God didn’t want to only have relationship with Daniel, He wants to have relationship with all who will come to Him through Jesus!  God is not wanting anyone to die in their sins, but that all should have eternal life through repentance and forgiveness through Jesus (2 Peter 3:9). 
     In Daniel’s very death sentence and rescue, we see a picture of Jesus’ own death and resurrection to life for us.  Jesus was “crucified to death for our sins and was raised to life for our justification (Romans 4:25), our restoration to a right relationship with a holy God.  In the same way, Daniel’s descent into the pit and deliverance from death as he was raised out of the pit reflects our own death and resurrection in Jesus because of what He accomplished for us!
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Then, at break of day, the king arose and went in haste to the den of lions. As he came near to the den where Daniel was, he cried out in a tone of anguish. The king declared to Daniel, “O Daniel, servant of the living God, has your God, whom you serve continually, been able to deliver you from the lions?” Then Daniel said to the king, “O king, live forever! My God sent his angel and shut the lions’ mouths, and they have not harmed me, because I was found blameless before him; and also before you, O king, I have done no harm.” Then the king was exceedingly glad, and commanded that Daniel be taken up out of the den. So Daniel was taken up out of the den, and no kind of harm was found on him, because he had trusted in his God. And the king commanded, and those men who had maliciously accused Daniel were brought and cast into the den of lions—they, their children, and their wives. And before they reached the bottom of the den, the lions overpowered them and broke all their bones in pieces.
Then King Darius wrote to all the peoples, nations, and languages that dwell in all the earth: “Peace be multiplied to you. I make a decree, that in all my royal dominion people are to tremble and fear before the God of Daniel,
for he is the living God,
enduring forever;
his kingdom shall never be destroyed,
and his dominion shall be to the end.
He delivers and rescues;
he works signs and wonders
in heaven and on earth,
he who has saved Daniel
from the power of the lions.”
So this Daniel prospered during the reign of Darius and the reign of Cyrus the Persian. v. 19-28
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     So, friends, while our enemy “walks about as a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour” (1 Peter 5:8), we can be assured that the living God, the Creator of heaven and earth, has our backs.  There wasn't a moment in that pit that Daniel was alone.  There is no enemy who can snatch us out of our Father’s hand” (John 17:2).  We don’t need to be afraid of those who may harm the body, but cannot destroy our souls (Matthew 10:28), nor take away our right, inheritance, relationship or calling with our heavenly Father. 
     May we prosper as our souls prosper!  May we purpose, reverencing and honoring the living God who endures forever, to put God’s eternal and enduring kingdom and dominion into proper perspective in light of the temporal and fleeting kingdoms here.  May we trust in Him who delivers and rescues, who shows signs and wonders so that all of us might have an opportunity to choose to come into loving relationship with Him. 

     May we proclaim the glory of the One who saves--
     even from the very mouths of the lions.  
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Backward and Forward--God is Faithful!

4/25/2022

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 אַֽעַלְךָ֣  
’a-‘al-ḵā 
Verb: Imperfect Hiphil
"​I myself will continuously bring you up"​


       Have you ever felt yourself to be in a place of confusion, where it seems like the way that God is leading you and your family is backward or contrary to the purpose He has for you?  When perhaps where you are being led now is the direct opposite of where you know God has promised you that He wants for you—and yet His leading is undeniable in your circumstances.  Maybe you have prayed, been in the Word, and the two opposites of the direction in God’s leading just seem like they could never combine to make a positive in your life. 
       When God calls us to follow Him, sometimes we find ourselves going backward to go forward.  We can trust God’s faithfulness!  He has promised to continuously be working to bring us up to where He has His plan and purpose for us!

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Let’s Trust God with our Backward Steps.
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So they went up out of Egypt and came to the land of Canaan to their father Jacob. And they told him, “Joseph is still alive, and he is ruler over all the land of Egypt.” And his heart became numb, for he did not believe them. But when they told him all the words of Joseph, which he had said to them, and when he saw the wagons that Joseph had sent to carry him, the spirit of their father Jacob revived. And Israel said, “It is enough; Joseph my son is still alive. I will go and see him before I die.” Genesis 45:25-28 ESV
 
So Israel took his journey with all that he had and came to Beersheba, and offered sacrifices to the God of his father Isaac. And God spoke to Israel in visions of the night and said, “Jacob, Jacob.” And he said, “Here I am.” Then he said, “I am God, the God of your father. Do not be afraid to go down to Egypt, for there I will make you into a great nation. I myself will go down with you to Egypt, and I will also bring you up again, and Joseph’s hand shall close your eyes.”
​Genesis 46:1-4 ESV
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        In Jacob’s story, we find ourselves stepping into an intricately played out drama between jealous and now repentant and forgiven brothers who had sold Joseph away as a slave into Egypt and that of a heartbroken father who had just learned that his favored son was still alive after many years of mourning. 
        In God’s omniscient foreknowledge, He had known that there would be a seven-year, worldwide famine in Joseph’s time.  Using the jealousies of Joseph’s brothers, God had arranged for Joseph to arrive in Egypt in time to plan a massive food storage event and to save many from the impending death caused by the famine.
         After years in the pharaoh’s dungeon, Joseph was miraculously raised to power, takes the opportunity God provides him to confront his brothers about their hurtful actions, and walks through a powerful repentance and reconciliation with them. 
         It is at this point that we find ourselves back with Jacob: Joseph had just sent his brothers back to tell Jacob the good news that He was alive as if from the dead, and that Jacob and his family would all be able to stay in Egypt in the best of the Egyptian agricultural land. 
            But Jacob, though happy to hear of his son’s prosperity, is afraid to go to down to Egypt.  He was living in the land of the Promise—the area of Canaan that God would one day give to Abraham’s descendants.  And Jacob knew there was more to that prophesy.  It was “more” that filled him with dread: 
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As the sun was going down, a deep sleep fell on Abram. And behold, dreadful and great darkness fell upon him. Then the LORD said to Abram, “Know for certain that your offspring will be sojourners in a land that is not theirs and will be servants there, and they will be afflicted for four hundred years. But I will bring judgment on the nation that they serve, and afterward they shall come out with great possessions. As for you, you shall go to your fathers in peace; you shall be buried in a good old age. And they shall come back here in the fourth generation, for the iniquity of the Amorites is not yet complete.” Genesis 15:12-16

     Could Jacob trust God’s promise, that even if their family went into slavery, God would bring them back to Promised Land?  Could God take care of their family through many harsh years of slavery?  These are the questions that Jacob must have had as he contemplated such a drastic move back to Egypt.  
     What about you?  Have you ever wondered if God could possibly have a good plan when it seems like He's leading through back into something scary or away from the final goal and purpose that He has for you? 
      I know these things are difficult for me at times.  In these times, God's promise to Jacob brings me peace.  He will go down with us into these places and seasons.  He will never leave us alone: He will not abandon us.  As surely as He himself will go down with us, He also promises to continuously be bringing us back up!

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Let’s multiply while we wait.
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     In Exodus chapter 1 we find the story zooms back in on a greatly multiplied Israel under a new pharaoh—one who did not know of Joseph.  This pharaoh found himself greatly afraid of such a massive amount of a mighty group of people, and—just as God had foretold—he began to enslave and even kill their children in order to prevent their imagined revolt.  Rather than reduce their population, all of Pharaoh’s efforts to prevent the blessing and multiplication of the people resulted in greater blessings and multiplication!
     Do you find yourself in a place of waiting, when you cannot move yet into what you know God has for you?  You may find that you cannot make the changes you need to step out into freedom in a physical sense.  In these moments of waiting for God to work for us, there is something we can do:  we can trust God to do His work, and we can share the good news of Jesus to everyone around us! 
     We don’t need to passively wait on God, we may actively wait! In doing this, we are standing on the promise of His faithfulness to us.  God’s blessing and favor rest on us when we produce fruit in these seasons of waiting on God to do the work that only He can accomplish.

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Let’s watch God bring us Home.
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     It was during this time in the book of Exodus that God raised up Moses to deliver the people out of slavery, through the wilderness, and back into the Promised Land. At the very moment that their time in the place of preservation was over, God brought them out.  On the very day that fulfilled the end of the prophecy, the Israelites were delivered to freedom by the sovereign God on whose promises they could place their absolute trust: 
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The time that the people of Israel
lived in Egypt was 430 years. 
At the end of 430 years, on that very day,
​all the hosts of the LORD went out from the land of Egypt. 
​It was a night of watching by the LORD,
to bring them out of the land of Egypt…. 
Exodus 12:40-42a

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​            We can watch peacefully through the night in which God works because of this:  He Himself is watching out, keeping vigil, all the night while He works to accomplish this work for us. 
​      One thing that brings me comfort in the backward seasons is knowing that when it’s time for God to work, it is His power alone that does the job. When we are walking in the will of God, there is nothing and no one on earth that can prevent God’s plan from being accomplished in our lives.
 
​        In that moment, all that we need to do is stand in peace...                                                     
​                                                                      and watch
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Gethsemane's Dawn

4/14/2022

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perílypos 
​from 4012 /perí, "encompassing" and 3077 /lýpē, "sorrow") – properly, being sorrowful "all-around," i.e. engulfed in sorrow.1
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     On the night Jesus was betrayed to be crucified by His disciple, Judas, Jesus spent the evening with His other disciples in the Garden of Gethsamene, a grove of olive trees on the Mt. of Olives near Jerusalem on the night He was arrested:
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Then Jesus went with his disciples to a place called Gethsemane, and he said to them, “Sit here while I go over there and pray.” He took Peter and the two sons of Zebedee along with him, and he began to be sorrowful and troubled.  Then he said to them, “My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death. Stay here and keep watch with me.”
Going a little farther, he fell with his face to the ground and prayed, “My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will.”
Then he returned to his disciples and found them sleeping. “Couldn’t you men keep watch with me for one hour?” he asked Peter.  “Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.”  Matthew 26:36-41
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      The Garden was called Gethsemane because in Hebrew the word comes from two words, “gat,” which refers to a place for pressing oil or wine, and “shemanim,” which means oils.2 These gethsemane stones were used in three different pressings to extract the oils.3 Arlene Bridges Samuels details the process that the olives would go through to extract the valuable oils:
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    "During Roman rule, olive presses numbered in the thousands—in groves scattered all over Israel and the Roman Empire. Large and small presses made of stone crushed the harvested fruit. The larger presses included stones suspended with ropes from wooden crossbeams—stones that weighed up to a ton. The pulp eventually underwent enough crushing that the precious commodity could be emptied into clay jars. The refined oil was used in cooking, anointing oil, and Temple lights.  
      In Isaiah 53:5 (NKJV) we read this compelling verse, “But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; the chastisement for our peace was upon Him, and by His stripes we are healed.” Like the wooden beams holding the stones on the olive presses, our Savior Jesus bore the wooden beams of the crucifixion tree crushed under the incalculable weight of our sins." 4
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Stay Here

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​     Are you in a season of painful suffering? Perhaps your circumstances feel so calculated at times.  It will often seem that there is a specific intent by a corrupt force to produce the most pain.  The timing and effectiveness of the suffering these things produce for us is insidious and well planned.
​     In James 5:13, the word James used for trouble was “kakopathéō”  It combines the use of “kakós,” which means a malicious evil flowing out of rottenness, with “pathos,” or pain.
      As followers of Jesus, we experienced all-encompassing sorrow at times when we are walking in God’s will.  We ourselves face the crushing weight of troubling and malicious circumstances created by an evil and malevolent enemy who wishes to destroy any hope or future we have.  

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​     For me, when pressure increases and life feels crushing, my reaction is often to long to get away.  I find myself googling places in sunny, warm locations, where I can feel freedom from the responsibilities, anxieties and pressures that come along with loving. Greece sounds particularly appealing right now, as the deceptive warmth of spring sunshine in Oregon darkens to another week of snow in April!      
     The Word of God teaches us that pain brings the temptation to come out from under the authority of God in order to do what is more pleasant to us.  We are tempted to think that we are smart enough to have a better way of accomplishing heavenly purposes.  We may believe that our alternate methods are more effective.
     In the story of King David, his son Absalom certainly believed this.  Absalom had experienced very painful and malicious suffering as a result of his sister Tamar’s rape by their half brother. This suffering was accutely compounded by the distinct lack of justice from their father David.
     Absalom believed he could do things better than his father.  His misguided actions are understandable, though wrong.  He staged an elaborate and extremely intelligent coup, first stealing the hearts of the people over to him.  He waited outside the judgement room for those who wanted justice from the king.  He asked those who came for their story, and always agreed with their perspective of the events. He said that if he was king, he would make sure they had justice.  He initiated doubt in the hearts of the people over whether their king cared about their situation and would give them justice in the end.
     At the height of Absalom’s military takeover, King David was exiled from Jerusalem and was fleeing with the people for his life.  It was at this very place, the Mount of Olives, that King David, the father, walked up the hills, weeping as he went for the great betrayal of his son and the loss of so many lives. 
     It was here too that Jesus’ submission to His Father, the King of the universe, became a stunning reversal of the story of Absalom with his father, the king of Israel. (2 Samuel 15:30-31). Rather than take things into His own control, rather than build His own kingdom in His own way, Jesus stayed in the Garden at a high cost in order to bring the Kingdom of God under God’s authority. 
     Jesus stayed, knowing that His own betrayer would be coming quickly.



Keep Watch

​       When faced with his impending suffering, Jesus knew what He must do.  Just as the olives are pressed three times, Jesus went three times to pray to His Father, humbling Himself to the point of death and submitting His own will to that of the will of His Father in prayer: 
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Let this mind be in you which was also in Christ Jesus:
  Who, existing in the form of God,
did not consider equality with God
something to be grasped,
but emptied Himself,
taking the form of a servant,
being made in human likeness.
   And being found in appearance as a man,
He humbled Himself
and became obedient to death--
even death on a cross.
Therefore God exalted Him to the highest place
and gave Him the name above all names,
that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow,
in heaven and on earth and under the earth,
and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord,
to the glory of God the Father. Philippians 2:5-11

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​     The only effective way to not enter into agreement and unity with the temptation we face under extreme sorrow is to first humble ourselves to acknowledge God’s sovereignty, authority and perfect plan.  In that humility we then have grace cast our anxieties upon Him and to pray for His grace to help in our time of need (Heb. 4:16). 
    It is by faith that we can continue to thank Him for His goodness and plan.  Even though we cannot see the outcome of our sorrow now, we can trust by faith that God has a resurrection waiting on the other side of the cross! 
     We each have our Gethsemanes.  Perhaps it is serving without honor.  Maybe those around you do not value your sacrifices for them.  Maybe you suffer with difficult finances, and things look like they cannot be resolved.  Some of us may be asked to serve with health problems, pain and disease.  Perhaps our place of ministry is small, insignificant and unnoticed by others. Maybe people around you try to even punish you or increase your problems in order to pressure you to stop serving Jesus.
     All the while the enemy whispers that our Father isn’t fair, doesn’t see, and won’t deal with the concerns we have.  He falsely promises that if we choose our own way that we will get justice, happiness, and glory.  He tries to make us believe that he has the power to give us the kingdom, when in fact that kingdom has already been won by Christ. 
     Jesus’ promise is something far better, and is based on reality rather than illusion.  Instead of the elusive happiness of a crumbling and decaying world, there is the sure hope of eternal life with no sorrow, no pain, no death and no evil.
     On the other side of the cross, there is a resurrection! 
     The new life that Jesus rose to is available to us in Jesus.  The very will of the good Father that we submit to is the same will that desires eternal life and resurrection for us:
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​For my Father’s will is that everyone
who looks to the Son and believes in him
shall have eternal life,
and I will raise them up at the last day.
John 6:40
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     So let’s stay and keep watch, friends.  There is a joy set before us!  He is risen!

1Strong's Greek: 4036. περίλυπος (perilupos) -- very sad (biblehub.com)
2That the World May Know | Gethsemane and the Olive Press
3Prayer: The Garden of Gethsemane - FaithGateway
4The Perfect Lamb Crushed in Gethsemane - CBN Israel
5Strong's Greek: 2553. κακοπαθέω (kakopatheó) -- to suffer evil (biblehub.com)
6Strong's Greek: 2556. κακός (kakos) -- bad, evil (biblehub.com)
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The Favor of Self-Control (Part 1)

3/3/2022

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     Daniel stared down at the plate of meats in front of him, its steam wafting enticingly.  His mouth began to salivate, and his stomach tightened uncontrollably.  Looking up, Daniel stared around him at the other young nobility, conflicting thoughts racing through his head. Surveying the room, he saw each of them reaching hungrily for the plentiful varieties of cheeses, meats, fruits and wine. 
     The richest of the king’s food, from the king’s own table, would now be provided for each of the captives.  Royal heirs of each of their distinct yet conquered lands, they had been hand-selected to serve the great King Nebuchadnezzar of Babylon, the ruling emperor of the farthest reaches of the known world. 
     They had just begun their three-year training period, where they would be trained in all wisdom, magic arts, and languages.  Only those eminently qualified to learn, those without any physical or mental defect, would be qualified to serve the king personally. 
     Daniel’s eyes stopped as he caught the agonized stares of his relatives, Hananiah, Mishael and Azariah.  They too, he thought, must be wondering the same thing he was.  In a land far from home, with false worship, false gods, and cultures that could not conform to all-encompassing worship of Hashem, the one true God, they had each been given new and idolatrous names to reflect what was decided by others to be their new allegiance to Babylon.  His own, Belteshazzar, was meant to change his identity from “God is my judge” to “Bel will protect him.” 
     Daniel looked down again, pondering the effect of his next choice. They had so very little control.  Their time, their food, their career training—it was all decided for them.  Even the possibility of spousal relationships had been removed from their control.  The control over their lives extended to worship, clothing, and even their very lives.  There wasn’t a choice left for them to make, it would seem.
     It was understood that they were to forget their homelands, gods, cultures and families, and become one with the diversity of the melting pot of the world.  Eating from the king’s table, consuming the meat sacrificed to the idols of Babylon, would, in effect, be their own, individual entering the rituals of the pagan rites and becoming one with them through that worship.
In a moment, Daniel knew what he must do. 
     He was Daniel: a worshiper of YHWH, a son of Abraham.  It was a value and identity worth more than any life he could have in Babylon.  He resolved that he would never defile himself with the idols of the nations.  Praying quickly for Hashem’s protection and wisdom, Daniel got up and approached the head of the eunuchs. 
   Smiling at Daniel’s approach, Ashpenaz greeted Daniel warmly, “Belteshazzar!  How can I be of service to you?” 
“Ashpenaz, I appreciate all that you do for us!  We wish to serve you and King Nebuchadnezzar with the best of our abilities, according to what Hashem, God Most High, has given to us.  But as followers of Hashem, we will not have His blessing or wisdom in order to bless the King if we participate in the sacrifice to other gods.  King Nebuchadnezzar will only benefit from Hashem’s wisdom through us in his court if we keep ourselves from other sacrificial worship according to Hashem’s law.”
    As Daniel spoke, he watched Ashpenaz’ face. The smile faded, and anxious creases formed above his eyes.  As Ashpenaz absorbed the information, a look of panic swept over him as he realized both the enormity and impossibility of this situation.  For the king must have the wisdom of all the gods!  But if Belteshazzar and the others refused to eat from the king’s table and grew weak, he, Ashpenaz, would be blamed.  His punishment would be unmerciful and unnegotiable.  He would be killed for dereliction of duty.
    His face ashen, Ashpenaz turned pleading eyes to Daniel, “I am afraid of my lord the king, who has assigned your food and drink. Why should he see you looking worse than the other young men your age? The king would then have my head because of you!”
    Daniel’s face softened with compassion. This man, as much as he seemed to control every aspect of Daniel’s life, was himself a pawn in a much broader and destructive game.  He himself was controlled, not by his own choices, but of that of another. 
     Surely Hashem would not value ceremonial laws above one of His own created people! There must be a way to walk in obedient worship while still caring for others.
     An idea came to Daniel.  “Ashpenaz, Hashem values you and your life and family as well as the king and our people.  He will make a way to bless all of us through our worship of Him.  Please test your servants for ten days: Give us nothing but plant food to eat and water to drink.  Then compare our appearance with that of the young men who eat the royal food and treat your servants in accordance with what you see.” 
    A look of relief spread over Ashpenaz’ features. Smiling again, his eyes gratefully acknowledging the wisdom and care Daniel had shown, he nodded vigorously and agreed to the arrangement. 
 
Excerpt Fictionalized from Daniel 1


ἐγκράτεια 
egkráteia --en, "in the sphere of" and krátos, "dominion, mastery") – properly, dominion within. "Self-control" – proceeding out from within oneself, but not by oneself. True mastery from within. 1
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Love Resolves in Self-Control

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    As we conclude our series on Galatians 3:22-23, self-control is perhaps, more than any other fruit of the Spirit, the quality I find most difficult to practice. In my mind, it often seems unachievable, illusive, and unquantifiable. 
     Studying the book of Daniel, I found myself really drawn to the principles that the Holy Spirit began to uncover. For me, I think sometimes my struggle with self-control may be in jumping straight to a resolution but neglecting the first two principles that Daniel displays in this passage:  remembering and recognizing.   
     Remember.  One of the fundamental elements of battle over control over our hearts and lives is this issue of identity--who we are.  It is the key to unlocking our God-given heritage and freedom in Christ (Rom. 6).  Daniel was given wisdom by God to understand the nature of using this key to exercise self-control in his choices, but from the very beginning of time, the enemy has called our identities into question. 
    In the garden, the battle over self-control was one of identity—Eve had already been created to be the “mother of all the living--” (Gen. 3:20)  in God’s own image, in His likeness, as His own daughter (Gen. 1:27).  She had been created to reign and have dominion over all of God’s kingdom as nobility (Gen. 1:28). 
    As such, Eve had been given everything she needed for “life and godliness” (2 Pet. 1:3, Gen. 1:29).  Every single fruit-bearing tree was just as desirable and good as was the one tree that could harm her (Gen. 2:9). 
    From the beginning of our creation, we find the elements of our God-given identity and what He has lovingly provided for us in Christ Jesus.  We were created to:
 
Be loved (1 John 1:1-4, 3:1)
Be known by God (Gen. 3:8, 2:22)
Know God (Gen. 3:8)
Resemble God in our spirits (Gen. 1:27)
Reign as kings and queens over God’s creatures (Gen. 1:28
Be blessed (Gen. 1:28)
Multiply (Gen. 1:28)
Have everything good for our needs (Gen. 1:29, 2:9, 2:18)
Be very good in Him (Gen. 1:31)
Be complete in Him (Gen. 1:31, Gen. 2:1-2)
Be favored (1 John 3:21-22, 5:14-15)
 
     It was this identity that the enemy attacked while claiming that Eve was incomplete, insufficient, improperly provided for and unlike God. It was only when her identity and God’s care as being sufficient was put into question that she coveted the wrong tree.  
     In contrast to Eve, the first thing that Daniel did in his love for God was to remember his identity in God.  Though his enemies had tried to remove his identity and to give him a new name, new culture, new worship and new loyalty, Daniel remembered who he was.  Daniel remembered who God had made him to be.  When Daniel chose to retain his Hebrew name, Daniel, or “God is my judge,” 5 he chose faith in God as his king and rewarder above all earthly monarchs.
     Unlike Eve, when Daniel chose to revert to plant-based foods I believe he was returning to the idea of complete dependence upon and provision by God for all his needs.  It was a lifestyle statement that there was nothing lacking in what God had provided.  He had no need for anything more that could be offered, because his relationship with God completed him in his identity and satisfied him fully. 
     This characteristic of satisfaction in God alone reverberated through his entire life and character and permeated his choices in other areas as well.  As we see throughout his story in the book of Daniel, he had no personal craving for ambition or power.  When offered, he declined the prestige, wealth, authority and honor (Dan. 5:17) when it was not in the service of love. 

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     Recognize. There were many things in Daniel’s life that he could not control.  Scholars surmise that it is possible or even likely that he was physically made into a eunuch. 6 Regardless, since there is no record of his being married, we may at least conclude that he was a eunuch in some capacity, even if it was through a commitment to a single life of celibacy. 
     At this juncture in Daniel 1, Daniel had no control over his time, his education, his food, clothing, or even life itself (demonstrated through the dangerous encounters he had, see Dan. 3, 6).  A virtual slave, though an elevated one in the king’s palace, he may easily have felt that self-control was simply not an option for him.           
     Instead, Daniel evaluated what he could control: Firstly, how he self-identified:  throughout the book of Daniel, we always see Daniel self-identifying with the name and identity he had been given by God; his responses; his attitudes; his respectful appeals to authority; his worship; and especially the way he treated others in love (Gal. 5:22-23). None of these were without risk, but they were under his own control.
     Regardless of what we do NOT control, there are always areas we do control. The distinction of Spirit-led self-control in those areas lies in whether we are controlled by sin (Gen. 4:7, Rom. 6:12-16) or choose to follow the Spirit’s leading.  You see, sin will master and control us if we allow it (Gen. 4:7), but the Spirit will never force us.  The Spirit of God is gentle and constraining (2 Cor. 5:14), but since the beginning of Creation He has never been forceful (Gen. 2:9, Deut. 30:19).
     Sometimes the things we think are “self-control” are not as important as the things we don’t realize are included in “self-control.”  We typically think of self-control as diet and exercise.  Sometimes we may extend our thoughts to holding our temper when someone makes us angry, or even not purchasing that new blouse that we would like but know is not in the budget. But self-control really starts with much smaller things. 
     Perhaps income is not under our control to earn, but how we spend what comes in is.  Maybe our health is suffering, and we must spend more time resting than we would like—but our brain is still active.  We can’t always choose who we live with, but how we respond to them is our choice.  Perhaps life is full of suffering on many fronts, but we can still choose to praise and obey God. 
     All day, every day, we have the opportunity to exercise this gift in order to grow in it.  If we intentionally discern-- with the help of the Holy Spirit-- those areas in which God wants us to choose to exercise obedience, He will guide and empower us to grow in those areas! 

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     Resolve. In Daniel’s story we find him making a very inspiring resolution: “But Daniel resolved not to defile himself with the royal food and wine” (Dan. 1:8a).  I don’t know about you, but for me the daily details and decisions to exercise self-control can be overwhelming at times.  In fact, when I measure my conduct and success without the grace of God added in, I always come up short.
     My father-in-law has a great yearly tradition of setting goals: his “new year’s resolutions.”  Without fail, he asks me what mine are. I smile.  I am a planner, but my goals are lofty and unattainable if they are measurable at all.  When I try to set measurable goals with due dates, I find myself consistently “failing” and wanting to give up.  It has made me shy away from those kinds of yearly resolutions for fear of failure. 
     When I was looking into the Hebrew verb for resolve, however, I was excited to discover something that I felt brought Daniel’s actions into a proper perspective.  In the Hebrew, the word for “resolve” that is used is in a Hebrew grammatical imperfect aspect, 2, 3, 4 meaning that Daniel’s resolution was continuously in the process of being acted upon, and was never a finished process.  Though Daniel’s decision to remain faithful only to his God was certainly made or begun at specific point in time, it was also a continuous decision that he would have needed to readdress time and again throughout the course of his time in Babylon.
     For us, this is good news!  Self-control isn’t a one-time proposition that ends in failure every time we neglect to follow through.  Rather, it is a lifestyle of behavior emanating from a continuous decision to keep going back to that core belief. 
     Because the love of Jesus permeates us as we walk in the Spirit, the lifestyle of choices that we put into practice will increasingly reflect the love of God toward others and even toward ourselves.  As we practice these choices, we grow stronger and more discerning about how to use this Spiritual gift in our daily decisions.  The love of Christ becomes the controlling factor underlying our thoughts, attitudes and desires, and spills out continuously in loving choices toward ourselves and others:    ​​

 For the love of Christ controls us, because we have concluded this: that one has died for all, therefore all have died; and he died for all, that those who live might no longer live for themselves but for him who for their sake died and was raised. 2 Cor. 5:14-15     

​      As we remember our identity in Christ, recognize what we have been given to control and resolve continuously to walk in a lifestyle of love (Part 2, coming soon!) and obedience, the favor of God will rest on our lives (Part 3, coming soon!), and our relationship with Him will grow!  I’m excited to see how God will change my habits and lifestyle as I put these principles into practice.  I would love to hear how the Spirit is giving you grace to walk out self-control in your lives!  
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The Unfading Beauty of Gentleness

12/26/2021

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​praótēs
– temperate, displaying the right blend of force and reserve. This "strength in gentleness" produces an appropriate response out of unselfish care for others while simultaneously avoiding compromise.  
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   Snow was falling and friends were calling (well, maybe texting), and we were preparing to host my family for Christmas morning.  In just a few minutes they would all begin to arrive, laden with their wrapped gifts, delectable food and every kind of joviality.  And my husband had forgotten the coffee cream I had texted him to bring home. 
    I stared at him in shocked disbelief, irritation showing clearly in my expression.  Without thinking through the many other items he had picked up that morning for me I expressed my exasperation with his perceived "epic failure."  
     Without reacting, he immediately walked back out into the cold to the car and went to get the cream. I immediately felt remorse and conviction at my ingratitude and rudeness.  Once Jeff returned, he handed me the cream without showing any difference in care or attitude toward me.
    He could have come up with an intimidating or angry retort.  He could have pointed out the many ways he had helped me prepare for that day.  He could have avoided me or refused to help anymore.  Instead, he used his strength to forgive, love and continue to care for and serve me.  He covered over my wrong with his love and forgiveness. He demonstrated gentleness. 
    Gentleness is a quality that is often associated with fragility.  We think of a mother gingerly placing her newborn in its crib, being careful not to wake him.  We think of a small child holding a chick.  We think of light and careful touches, and soft-spoken whispers. While these are true examples of gentleness, we often forget why they are examples. In fact, the best examples include those that have the most strength while demonstrating the greatest appropriate use of that strength in response. ​
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   Gentleness is power and strength used appropriately.   
     Pearls come from oysters and mussels.  The process of formation begins when an irritant, usually sand or salt, which could be damaging to the reproduction of the creature, makes its way into the shell.             Once inside, it is recognized as the irritant it is and the oyster or mussel immediately begins to cover it over with nacre, or mother of pearl, which is both strong and iridescent.  Thousands and thousands of layers later, with many pearls taking multiple years to form, the beauty of the pearl can be extracted and sold at high values around the world. 
         

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   This is the way God uses gentleness in our lives through the indwelling power of the Holy Spirit.  Every day we encounter potential threats, irritations and training opportunities.  As a parent, we have unlimited opportunities to react to our children.  As a spouse, even unintended, not to mention purposeful, flaws create problems and unpleasant situations for us.  As children, co-workers, or members of a local church group, we find ourselves in dilemmas that require responses that are less or more than what our initial reaction would like to enforce.  
       That is where gentleness comes in.  In response to the gift of grace by the Holy Spirit, the desire and wisdom of how to react appropriately becomes part of our practiced behavior.  Not merely once or twice, but thousands upon thousands of layers get added to our responses, demonstrating Christ-likeness.  Our responses grow, not in selfishness or arrogance, but in love and respect for others.  The end result is a beautiful, indestructible gift: to ourselves, to others and most importantly in our gift of worship to our King Jesus. 
      This doesn’t mean we are push-overs, or that we never question or correct wrong behavior in others: it simply means that we respond appropriately, with the measure of firmness combined with unselfishness love and care that is necessary for the benefit of all.  There are many times when we need to use our strength to stop wrong-doing or to give consequences for proper correction or training.  However, even those words or actions will have a purpose of redemption and grace infused into them.  ​​

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   ​This Christmas season we have worshiped Christ as our Savior, coming as a newborn King to give His life for the world. He took His own strength and restrained Himself in order to show us the greatest example of love that could ever be known:

     Jesus, our King, is Gentle. 
 
​  The greater our strength and power, the more we are called to use that capacity in love.  In His letter to the Philippians, Paul urges us as believers to follow Christ in his gentleness: 

Therefore if you have any encouragement from being united with Christ, if any comfort from his love, if any common sharing in the Spirit, if any tenderness and compassion, then make my joy complete by being like-minded, having the same love, being one in spirit and of one mind. Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves, not looking to your own interests but each of you to the interests of the others.
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In your relationships with one another, have the same mindset as Christ Jesus:

Who, being in very nature God,
did not consider equality with God something to be used to his own advantage;
rather, he made himself nothing
by taking the very nature of a servant,
being made in human likeness.
And being found in appearance as a man,
he humbled himself
by becoming obedient to death--
even death on a cross!
Therefore God exalted him to the highest place
and gave him the name that is above every name,
that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow,
in heaven and on earth and under the earth,
and every tongue acknowledge that Jesus Christ is Lord,
to the glory of God the Father.
 Phil 2:1-11

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    In our living room we have a real Christmas tree.  Though we own a fake tree, my children were insistent that we follow tradition and cut down our own tree from the tree farm.  I’m sure they envisioned, as did I, nurturing our warm cups of hot cocoa under the red buffalo plaid sherpa throws.  We would ride atop a horse-drawn haywagon through a snowy landscape to locate the perfect tree--our prior wonderful experience. 
   Instead, the rain pelted down and rivulets of water ran through the muddy parking lot.  The hayride had finished its final round of the day as we pulled in and parked. Stepping out into inches deep of puddles, the cold water seeping through our cloth boots.  In addition, the company had just transferred ownership, and what was once free—hot cocoa, decorated sugar cookies, and hayride—now cost per child.  The tree itself was quite a bit more costly as well. 
    Running through the rain, we accomplished our task as quickly as possible. The majority of our kids opted to stay in the vehicle while their Dad braved the mud with his tree saw and our youngest made a point to inform the poor Santa that he wasn't real.
    Bringing our tree home, we set it up with lights, negotiated the strands that had burnt out, and placed our ornaments.  It smelled wonderfully of fir and wood smoke from our stove. 
     Now it sits there still lit, less than a month later, its needles dropping everywhere and its branches completely dried out.  I never do remember to water those things.  Its once beautiful luster has faded and the tree is beginning to decompose.
      Praise God, that’s not the kind of beauty we receive when we practice gentleness in the power of the Holy Spirit! As we practice adding these layers of gentleness to others in our responses, the Scripture promises us that the returning gift will be a beauty that is indestructible, unfading, undecaying and imperishable.   Both our words and our actions will exhibit a grace that shines with the love of Christ, continuously and eternally compelling and attracting people to Jesus Himself.  
     So as the sugars of the season detoxify, work and school resume and irritations spring up, how do you sense the Spirit's leading you to respond in gentleness? How have you experienced the beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit demonstrated to you?  

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The Healing Power of Faith

11/17/2021

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pístis (from peithô, "persuade, be persuaded") – properly, persuasion (be persuaded, come to trust); 
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faith.
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    There she was: disheveled, dirty, her hair flying raggedly in the breeze.  She just wouldn't leave them alone.  It felt so frustrating. 
     And there was Jesus just ahead, moving silently along the road, each footstep raising small clouds of dust in the wind.  He was still ignoring her, his silence dramatically different from the crowd and marked by the absence of the slurs and racial epithets of the throng. Of course,  as a rabbi Peter wouldn't have expected any less of Him.  Esteemed rabbis didn't even speak to their own wives in public, but she was a Gentile woman. Jesus' toleration of her insolence without rebuke was angering.  
   Moving through the Gentile areas of what had once belonged to the Chosen People under King Solomon, and still yet was their inheritance by God, they were now walking in the region of Tyre and Sidon. Simon cringed again as she called out, her incessant voice rasping with overuse: “Lord, Son of David, have mercy on me! My daughter is miserably possessed by a demon.”
    Unclean, defiled-- in so many ways.  Like the small street dogs that ranged through the villages, rolling in excrement, eating rotting food. Every kind of Gentile sin marked her from her clothing and jewelry to her lack of a veil, with not even an attempt at keeping the Jewish law given them from God.  How dare she come now in all her perversity and call out the Messianic name of Jesus!  "Son of David"--The Jews' Messiah!  The anger and frustration kept mounting.  

     And still Jesus did not answer a word.

    Feeling a tap on his shoulder, Simon turned to face James and John.  Their eyes sparked as they leaned in to be heard above the crowd: "Peter, you tell Him!  He will listen to you!  You're the one he said had some faith for coming to Him on the water last week. If he listens to anyone, it will be you." 
    Simon wasn't so sure.  A wave of doubt washed over him.  He could clearly remember that stormy night, when he had yelled across the crash of the waves: he had challenged Jesus to tell him to come to Him on the water--if it was really Him.  Even after being invited, even after stepping closer and closer, he had still doubted and failed. 
  Swallowing nervously, Simon summoned his courage and caught up to Jesus, matching his long strides with Jesus' own.  "Master, send her away, for she keeps crying out after us.”         The look came into Jesus' eyes then, a look Simon had grown all too familiar with: a mixture of pain, sorrow, anger and incredulity.   A wave of guilt and shame washed over Simon as a memory came suddenly back to him. A memory of the Master, just yesterday, with them in the field.  Eating the grain. They'd been hungry, and there had been no food.  They'd been sleeping outdoors every night on their way that week.  They themselves had been dirty--it had been a full week since they've had even a foot wash.
    The Pharisees had come and watched them in disgust.  They had demanded that the Master rebuke Simon and the others for not having washed their hands first--they were defiled, unclean. They could be banned from worship at the Temple and synagogues for breaking the rules. 
   Jesus' face had carried that same look then as He had rebuked the Pharisees: “Don’t you see that whatever enters the mouth goes into the stomach and then out of the body? But the things that come out of a person’s mouth come from the heart, and these defile them. For out of the heart come evil thoughts—murder, adultery, sexual immorality, theft, false testimony, slander. These are what defile a person; but eating with unwashed hands does not defile them.” 
   Tight-lipped, Jesus turned away from Simon without responding. Turning and looking toward the woman, her tears trailing in salt down her dirty cheeks, he called out to her, “I was sent only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.”
    Simon could see the waves of first pain, desperation and then determination spread over the woman's face. 
    The woman came to Jesus. The crowd fell deathly silent.  Simon could hear the breeze whistling through the shrubs behind them. Kneeling before Jesus in the dirt, she demanded persistently, “Lord, help me!” 
     All eyes followed the speakers back and forth, breaths held in.  Jesus looked up from the woman at the crowd.  Looking at Simon, the Master replied to the woman: “It is not right to take the children’s bread and toss it to the dogs.”
     Pain welled up in Simon's heart at His words.  That's exactly what he had asked for. It's how he had felt.  It just sounded so terribly callous coming from the Master's mouth. The desperation in the woman's face flashed back to his mind.      But undaunted the woman was speaking again, lowering herself to even the worst of insults, lowering her body yet further to the ground: “Yes, Lord,” she said, “but even the dogs eat the crumbs that fall from their master’s table.”
    Jesus' face broke into a wide grin as He threw back His head and laughed, His expression exultant: “O woman, your faith is great! Let it be done for you as you desire.” 
   Simon watched her face, now radiantly beautiful as she stood shakily to her feet, thanking the Master profusely before running off into the distance.

   "Your faith is great," Jesus had said. Incredibly, Simon realized with a sudden understanding, it had taken a greater faith to come to Jesus through a hostile crowd, facing the shame and insults, than to walk on water after being invited to come!  Simon had thought he had passed such a great test--doing the impossible, walking on the water. 
​   But the greater honor of a larger test had been reserved for this Gentile woman.  She had believed after being rejected and reviled. She had pursued Jesus after being turned away.  Simon's test had won him some modicum of respect among the disciples, but the woman's faith was one that brought redemption and healing to her household, transforming her very nature through one radical word from the Master.   

"And her daughter was healed at that very moment."
​Matt 15:28

Great Faith
chooses suffering, disgrace, and pilgrimage to seek and find Jesus

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   In so many ways, this concept drives counter to what we hope for in life.  I don't know about you, but I have always craved peace, security, stability, warmth, good food, the respect of my friends and family, and a home to delight in.  I'm sure this woman desired all of these as well With the Syro-Phoenician woman, however, it was undoubtedly her great love for her daughter that gave her the motivation to choose this painful and rewarding path.
     As we read In Hebrews chapter 11, we see a long chapter full of faith elders, heroes of the faith, both men and women, who are the "great cloud of witnesses" who have gone before us.  They witness to the transformation and salvation of lives through supernatural faith in God through Jesus.  In reading through the list, we see many examples of exciting faith adventures of which many of us are all too familiar--Abraham and Sarah, Moses, Noah, Joseph, Rahab and so many others. 
    Some stories, more than others, seem victorious and glorious, full of honor and heroism, and marked by a rise to wealth and power.  Others not so much.  If we read through some of their stories in the Old Testament, though, we come to find that suffering, disgrace and pilgrimage mark all of their stories in painful and profound ways. 
    Abraham, the first pilgrim, was called an "Ibri," (a Hebrew) because it means to "pass over," referring to the River that he had to pass over from his old life into a new life.  He went from a stable home, a planned future, and of pursuing whatever his appetites wanted to wandering as a stranger in a foreign land, totally reliant on God's protection and provision. 
   Moses too, had to "pass over" the Red Sea, rejecting the old life of promised and planned power in the kingdom of Pharaoh, and choosing instead to "suffer disgrace with God's people" (v. 25).
     For true Israelites, those that are Israelites through faith and not through physical descent (Rom. 3:28-30), we must all "pass over" from death into life, from our old way of seeking empty appetites, to a new life of being continuously satisfied in God, from enjoying "the pleasure of sin for a season (Heb. 11:25), to choosing rather to suffer disgrace and a metaphorical "homelessness" that comes with being a follower of Jesus, who "had no place to lay his head" (Matt. 8:20).

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    The Apostles Paul urges us in this way, "What I mean, brothers and sisters, is that the time is short. From now on those who have wives should live as if they do not; those who mourn, as if they did not; those who are happy, as if they were not; those who buy something, as if it were not theirs to keep; those who use the things of the world, as if not engrossed in them. For this world in its present form is passing away" (1 Corinthians 7:29-31). 
    Paul is not saying that we should necessarily leave these things physically, but that each of them should be dedicated to the Lord's use in a way that He may have full control over our hearts and choices.  We should be free to serve the Lord without being entangled with items.  
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Great Faith
​is unafraid and unhindered by the power and scorn of others

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     Have you ever had a time where you were praying for something you knew was in the will of God, and yet saw no answers?  I certainly have.  In fact, many of the larger answers to prayer in my life have been after years of praying--fervently.  And still I have many others that I am still waiting on--and praying for.  
    God is a good father.  Not only does He want to give us good things, He also knows the best timing for these gifts.  Many times the ways or means that we would have chosen are not the best, and don't accomplish as full or complete a victory as God would desire for us. 
    Often too, the things we would choose to accomplish our goals--in our lives, in our spouse's, friends' or children's lives--are not actually building but rather shortcutting the system that the Lord is using to build that character quality into our lives.  More and more now I pray for not a specific action from God, though I do still ask for those, but rather specific character qualities and transformation in our souls, and leave just how He wants to do that to God Himself.  
     Usually, there are these same obstacles in our way:  people of influence or power that could make our lives harder (Pharaoh, King Herod, Pilate--a boss, a co-worker, a spouse or child).  They have a semblance of power over us because they can make manipulative or derogatory remarks.  They may have the power to slander or gossip about us to others.  Perhaps they may sabotage our efforts, or make our work more difficult. Even worse, sometimes they may try to physically or emotionally abuse us, like the demon did to the Syro-Phoenician's daughter.  
     But when we know that our all-powerful God can transform and change our lives, bring healing and restoration and save us from all evil, the ugly power that tries to block our efforts to reach the Lord becomes a small problem that the Master can easily choose to override.  This is what the woman knew about Jesus.  
    Jesus put it this way: “So do not be afraid of them, for there is nothing concealed that will not be disclosed, or hidden that will not be made known. What I tell you in the dark, speak in the daylight; what is whispered in your ear, proclaim from the roofs. Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather, be afraid of the One who can destroy both soul and body in hell. Are not two sparrows sold for a penny? Yet not one of them will fall to the ground outside your Father’s care. And even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. So don’t be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows. (Matt. 10:26-31) 
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Great Faith
perseveres because we see the nature of the invisible God through spiritual eyes
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    In chapter 9, the sinful and forgiven tax collector Matthew gives us a crucial clue into Jesus' purpose in ministry: to show mercy and give healing and cleansing to the heart-sick, regardless of their outward appearance and physical birth or works: 

    While Jesus was having dinner at Matthew’s house, many tax collectors and sinners came and ate with him and his disciples. When the Pharisees saw this, they asked his disciples, “Why does your teacher eat with tax collectors and sinners?” On hearing this, Jesus said, “It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. But go and learn what this means: ‘I desire mercy, not sacrifice.’  For I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners” (Matt 9:10-13).
     In fact, Matthew doesn't reflect on Jesus' Old Testament quote once, but twice.  In the passage of chapter 12, where the Pharisees are condemning the disciples for eating on the poor person's gathering of grain from the field on the Sabbath, Jesus once again quotes this phrase: "If you had known what these words mean, ‘I desire mercy, not sacrifice,’ you would not have condemned the innocent."  Matt 12:7
     A commonly used literary device in both the Old and New Testaments, as well as being commonly used in other ancient documents, is that of chiasm:  To build arguments and themes underscoring and leading to establish a main idea, and then retracing that point back with symmetrical arguments and themes to the conclusion. 
    In the book of Matthew, Jesus' teaching on defilement coupled with the visual demonstration of the Syro-Phoenician woman is at the very point of the chiasmic theme of the entire gospel:  Defilement and faith are a matter of the heart, not the outward appearance, and Jesus is here to heal and cleanse anyone who comes to Him in persevering faith.  

     This woman knew something in the very core of her being about Jesus that not even His disciples had fully comprehended:  That He was merciful and compassionate to all who sought Him. I don't really understand how she knew this.  Her genuine certainty that the Lord would help her goes past my own experience. 
     My experience is much more like Peter's: growing up in a Godly household, I have lived my whole life knowing that I was invited.  Stepping out on the water with Jesus in life's scary situations seems huge already to me. 
    But believing that He cares and hears and will answer my prayers when He seems to be ignoring me--and most especially when I hear the voice of the enemy telling me how unworthy I am, how my failure as a wife, a mother, a friend, a minister, has disqualified me from His help--those are the times when it is hardest to persevere and believe that He will help me.  
     But as we get to know Him intimately through His word, through prayer and conversations, through listening to His voice and receiving His good and gracious gifts, the more we get to know His true nature: that He never leaves or forsakes us; that He is full of compassion, gracious and abounding in mercy; and that He has "plans to prosper and not to harm us, plans to give us hope and a future" (Jer. 29:11).  Based on our relationship with Him, we can know that we will be heard.  
    As you and I grow in maturity in the Lord, we will find that our relationship with the Lord determines what we believe of Him rather than the circumstances surrounding our requests.  We will place less confidence in what we can see with our eyes and more in what we can see with our spirits:  That God is continuously working all things for our good (Rom 8:28).

Great Faith
welcomes the sanctifying and healing Spirit of God over our households
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    When Jesus had given her the word, she got up and went home because she knew that her prayer was answered and her daughter was healed without having yet seen it.  We never see her again in the gospels. 
   But we have a clue about the result of her encounter with Jesus.  Her daughter was healed by the Lord as a result of her desire: a desire which mirrored the Lord's desire for them.
    Contrary to what seemed to be, the Lord Himself desired to give her compassion, mercy, relationship and wholeness. Her very faith, the inbirthed persuasion given to her from the Lord, enabled her to desire what the Lord Himself desired for her and for her daughter.  
     When we walk in faith because we love others like He loves, then we will desire the very things that He desires for them, because through faith our inner nature is transformed to become like His.  So we may boldly come to His throne in our time of need in order to receive His mercy and grace for our needs, knowing with confidence that He hears us (Heb. 4:16).  
   What situation do you face today that requires a faith from God that defies your situation?  What steps will you take to seek God against all odds?  



You need to persevere so
that when you have done the will of God,
you will receive what he has promised.
  For,

“In just a little while,
    he who is coming will come
    and will not delay.”

 And,

“But my righteous one will live by faith.
    And I take no pleasure
    in the one who shrinks back.”

 But we do not belong to those who shrink back and are destroyed, but to those who have faith and are saved.
​(Heb. 10:37-39)


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The Generosity of Goodness

10/10/2021

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agathós – inherently (intrinsically) good;
goodness in a believer’s life describes what 
originates from God and is 
empowered by Him in their life, through faith,
​by participating in the divine nature of Christ.
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     Shaul pulled his tunic over his head, his arms leaden, and his heart heavy.  His empty stomach cramped with hunger. Opening the woven reed basket, Shaul pulled out the last piece of bread and placed it on the table.  Looking over at his wife and children, still sleeping on the floor and huddling together for warmth, he walked over to them, crouched down, and pulled their blanket just a little higher.  The days were getting shorter, and the nights chillier.  Winter would soon be coming, but without work there would be no food.   
     Closing the door of their home softly behind him, he briskly started his daily walk to the marketplace.  Every day it had been the same.  He had waited all day long for work, but it was always someone else who was hired.  A sickening feeling of desperation washed over him as he thought about going home empty handed yet again.
   
  As 
Shaul reached the crowded marketplace, the workers for hire section teemed with jobless men pressing forward. Straining to see who they were reaching toward, he saw the man get down from the cart—tall, well dressed in fine robes with rings on his fingers.  His hair and beard were perfectly trimmed, and his eyes shone with health and vigor.   
    “A denarius to work in my vineyard today!  I need ten men,” the master called out. Men surged forward into the cart, filling it before 
Shaul had time to process the information.  A denarius would last him a week with his family!1 It was too good to be true—and now he was too late.  In spite of himself, he could feel tears painfully welling up as he watched the cart jostle its way out of the marketplace and out to the rolling countryside.   
     
Shaul.  His mother had named him appropriately.  It meant to ask, beg—even to demand of God.  Always last, always waiting.  Like one untimely born.  He had been doing nothing but that since he had lost his job last year.  And today it had been all three in turns: his angry, frustrated, and pain-filled soul cries silently pleading with a God who didn’t seem to hear.
   
As the day wore on, the master of the vineyard returned again and again, and each time 
Shaul was unable to get to the cart first.  The master had changed his agreement these later times: “Whatever is right I will give you,” he kept saying.  Around him, the marketplace workers emptied, while he and just a few others waited through the day, hungry and tired. 
     The sun was close to going down. The eleventh hour.  There would be no more work today.  
Shaul turned, defeated, to go home. And then he heard the cart behind him, creaking one more time on the uneven stones. Shaul turned back to see the master sitting on the cart.
     Looking down at 
Sha’al, he asked the remaining men, “why have you remained standing here all day?”  “Because no one has hired us,”
Shaul responded, hope rising achingly in his heart. Whatever he received, it might be enough to bring home food for dinner. The master replied, ”You also come work in my vineyard, and whatever is right you will receive.”

              
 
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Shaul pulled out the silver coin again, fingering it wonderingly.  A denarius.  A denarius for only an hour of work.  An hour for a week’s worth of food!  It was crazy.  There was no way that the master could make enough profit with generosity like that.  It was too good.
   But when the first workers had seen how generous the master had been, they had been angry, 
assuming that they should receive more.  
Shaul would never forget the master’s response: “Friend, I am doing you no wrong. Did you not agree with me for a denarius? Take what is yours and go your way.” The master had looked at Shaul then: “I wish to give to this last man the same as to you. Is it not lawful for me to do what I wish with my own things? Or is your eye evil because I am good?”
   
 
Putting the coin back into his bag, 
Shaul​ reached for the door of his home, the sound of little running feet reaching his ears, and “Daddy’s home!” filling his heart with joy.

    
 
Adapted from Matt 20:1-16 

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     Goodness.  God is good. An inherent, interior state of goodness that permeates the entire being of only One.    
     There is only One who is good originally, whose outflow of goodness permeates the universe and affects all who exist in it.  God gives to all generously (James 1:5).  Everything good is a gift from Him, and He never changes in giving good gifts to mankind. (James 1:17)  
      What is more, this goodness of God is given without partiality to both the evil and the righteous, because the intrinsic nature of God’s goodness overflows at all times to all (Matt. 5:45), regardless of another person’s actions. True goodness is not something that is a trade or a compensurate relationship—it is a gift given regardless of service rendered and not because of an obligation.  
     In the generosity of goodness in a service relationship, it is a gift that so far exceeds the service of another that it nullifies the obligatory value of the rendered work.  In other words, even when we serve God back, there is no way that His goodness is an obligation to us, because it far outweighs whatever we could possibly give Him!
 

     This goodness of the nature of God had to be without favoritism, because not one of us could have ever deserved or earned His favor and gifts!  Not one of us was righteous, not one of us did good, because our inner nature was overcome by sin. Try as we might, inevitably our gifts were still given with mixed motivations of perceived benefit to ourselves.   
     But God’s not like that.  Instead, while we were completely caught up and dead in our sins, that is when God gave the perfectly good gift of His Son.  A gift that couldn’t be repaid, couldn’t be earned, and couldn’t be demanded:  
 

For when we were still without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. For scarcely for a righteous man will one die; yet perhaps for a good man (or cause) someone would even dare to die. But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Romans 5:6-8 ​

     The only way we can be good is to become part of Jesus through faith.  He changes our inner being through a rebirth in the Holy Spirit to become part of His divine nature as we remain in Him.  It is only then that the fruit of God’s goodness through us will become a natural and increasing outflow of the inner change that has happened intrinsically in our hearts, and originated from God Himself.     
     But we have a choice.  We can take the blessing and undeserved favor of God, and spend it only on ourselves, refusing to allow God’s goodness to change us and remake us through His Spirit.   
    This is the choice a young ruler made.  He wanted eternal life, and he saw the goodness of God in Jesus.  He wanted that goodness for himself, but the radical heart change necessary to have it didn’t seem worth it in his temporarily focused mind:  

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Now as He was going out on the road, one came running,
knelt before Him, and asked Him,
Good Teacher, what shall I do that I may inherit eternal life?” 
18So Jesus said to him, “Why do you call Me good? No one is good but One, that is, God. 19You know the commandments: ‘Do not commit adultery,’ ‘Do not murder,’ ‘Do not steal,’ ‘Do not bear false witness,’ ‘Do not defraud,’ ‘Honor your father and your mother.’” 
20And he answered and said to Him, “Teacher, all these things I have kept from my youth.” 
21Then Jesus, looking at him, loved him, and said to him, “One thing you lack: Go your way, sell whatever you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and come, take up the cross, and follow Me.” 
22But he was sad at this word, and went away sorrowful,
​for he had great possessions. 
Mark 10:18-22 
 
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    The rich young ruler was sad, for he was not good.  He did not have that inherent goodness that desires to give to all richly and generously, regardless of their status or ability to give back.  Instead, what he possessed was a self-originated righteousness that would never be enough.  At Jesus’ words, he realized the choice he would need to make: he counted what he thought was the cost, and decided that retaining what he had for himself was worth more than becoming a child of God for eternity.   
     He thought Jesus was asking him to pay for eternal life.  He thought that it would cost him all he had and that he would be left impoverished. He didn’t understand the paradox of generosity that to give away is to receive (Acts 20:35).  Jesus wasn't asking anything for himself from the man--Jesus was pointing out the difference between the goodness the ruler thought he possessed in his following of the commandments against the goodness of others' living that summed up Jesus' own intrinsic goodness. Jesus emphasized this paradox of participating in His goodness in this way:  
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Then Jesus said to His disciples, “If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me. 25For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it. 26For what profit is it to a man if he gains the whole world, and loses his own soul? Or what will a man give in exchange for his soul? 27For the Son of Man will come in the glory of His Father with His angels, and then He will reward each according to his works.” Matt 16:24-27 ​

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     It’s a paradox—that what seems like losing our lives for Christ and for others will result in the greatest over-flowing, abundant, lavish and inexhaustible richness to life that could never be found any other way!  God’s goodness is generous---He always gives more than we could ever give away!   
    Generosity has the idea of liberality, lavishness, and magnanimity. It is open-handedness, unselfish, and indulgent.  It is prodigal in its nature.  It is plentiful, large, abundant, ample, profuse, and opulent in its richness.   
    In Malachi 3:10, God holds out His hands to His people, then stingy and stinting, pleading with them to test His goodness and generosity to them by giving willingly and cheerfully to the needs of others through trust in His ability to more than amply care for them: “...Test me in this,” says the LORD Almighty, “and see if I will not throw open the floodgates of heaven and pour out so much blessing that there will not be room enough to store it.” 
    God’s generosity cannot be outgiven.  Rather, we show our trust in His unfailingly good generosity by our response—that of freely giving what we have freely been given (Matt. 10:8).  God’s generous goodness may seem like it costs us as we give away freely of ourselves, but in reality it lavishly pours into us as we pour out His goodness out of our new rebirth in Christ.

     Maybe this kind of intrinsic goodness, the kind that seeks no benefit to oneself, seems outside your reach.  Maybe you always thought you were a “good” person, but find that each of your motivations for being good lead back to yourself: Our reasons for being friendly to certain people that we think more able to return our friendship; Working hard for a good employer to earn their praise or appreciation; Serving our children so that they will be happy and love us back; being sweet and giving gifts in a romantic relationship.   
     Even trying to earn eternal life by following all the rules or doing all the good things is still self-motivated and completely useless in generating the eternal life and transformation that only Christ can give.   
     If you find yourself in this position where, like the rich young ruler your good deeds are not really good, but just efforts made ultimately for yourself--if you say, ‘I am rich; I have acquired wealth and do not need a thing,” but you do not realize that you are wretched, pitiful, poor, blind and naked,” because your efforts at goodness cannot cover your need, then Jesus counsels you to come to Him so that you can become rich; to receive from Him “white clothes to wear, so you can cover your shameful nakedness, and salve to put on your eyes, so you can see” (Rev. 3:17-18).  Receive the transformational gift of rebirth through Jesus, and let His goodness permeate your whole spirit!
     Out of our new and transformed spirit in Christ, His Spirit then begins to show us those ways in which our motivations do not align with His. I find myself there sometimes when I want to do a good thing—and then find my motivations to be self-centered. If we really let Him examine our heart motivations, we easily find that, while not wrong or evil, many of these actions certainly cannot fall into the true definition of generous goodness that is completely unself-oriented.   
     Today, as we listen to the Holy Spirit and let Him examine our hidden motivations, let’s ask for God’s goodness to transform our motivations from within.  Let’s ask for His goodness to flow out of us to those who will never deserve it: to all those to whom we can give without expecting anything back.   
    And when we serve with His goodness, let’s remember it’s only for an hour.  His favor lasts a lifetime of eternity.  ​
1Halverson, T. (2020, March 14). Was the denarius a daily wage? A note on the parable of the two debtors in luke 7:40–43: The Interpreter Foundation. The Interpreter Foundation | Increasing understanding of scripture one article at a time. Retrieved October 5, 2021, from https://journal.interpreterfoundation.org/was-the-denarius-a-daily-wage-a-note-on-the-parable-of-the-two-debtors-in-luke-740-43/. ​
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The Saving Work of Kindness

9/22/2021

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xrēstótēs 
​ "useful, profitable") kindness that is also serviceable; ("useful kindness") refers to meeting real needs, in God's way, in His timing (fashion).

   The traveler stopped in his tracks, staring.  Pushing his donkey back, he assessed the situation quickly.  The man’s inert body lay there, blood pooling in the dry, dusty road.  His bruises, laying claim to every area of his body, had taken on rich shades of purple and blue.  His dry, parched lips were cracked and lacerated. 
     A conflict of emotions broiled inwardly as the traveler debated his choice.  He could walk away now--others certainly had.  Despised and rejected, abused and mocked by the very man who lay before him, the traveler had every reason to walk on.  But the more he looked at the injured man, the greater the compassion that welled up inside of him.  In an instant he made a choice. 
   Striding quickly over to the man, the traveler led his protesting donkey forward. Reaching into his saddlebags to take out his oil flask and wine skin, he knelt down poured first the cleansing wine and then the soothing oil generously over the wounds. He then quickly tore pieces of cloth from his own tunic to bind the man’s still spilling blood. Finally, taking off his outer tunic, he covered the man's stripped body.  Bracing himself, he gently lifted up the wounded man’s body and laid him over his own donkey.
    They would need a place to sleep.  While alone the traveler may have saved money sleeping outside.  But there was no way this man could survive in the cold desert night air.  Making a decision, the traveler led the donkey the few miles left to the nearest inn. The host greeted him, taking instant stock of the situation. 
     The night was long, and many times the traveler had to get up and care for the moaning man, giving him drinks of water, changing his bandages, checking on his wounds.  Feverish and delirious, it took all his energy to help the man pull through the fever.  The traveler looked wearily for the rising of the sun, anxious for a respite. 
     At daybreak, the fever broke, and the injured man began to sleep the deep and unbroken sleep of one who is healing. Exhausted, the traveler packed up his few belongings.  Stepping out of the dark room, he blinked wearily, his eyes bloodshot and smarting. 
      Looking around, he found the innkeeper. Pulling out his bag of coins, he quickly counted what he had available.  Two days’ worth of work.  It had been enough to last him for eight days of traveling food.  But even this wouldn’t be enough to care for the extensive injuries and extended stay.  There was no other way around it, however. 
    Handing over the money, he gave instructions for the care and healing of the Jewish man.  He gave the innkeeper assurances of further payment for costs that might be incurred before his return.
   As he turned away and walked out of the inn, his stomach empty and protesting, he pulled himself up onto his donkey and turned her home—home to Samaria.            

​Adaption of Luke 10:25-37

At one time we too were foolish, disobedient, deceived and enslaved by all kinds of passions and pleasures. We lived in malice and envy, being hated and hating one another. But when the kindness and love of God our Savior appeared, He saved us, not because of righteous things we had done, but because of his mercy. He saved us through the washing of rebirth and renewal by the Holy Spirit, whom He poured out on us generously through Jesus Christ our Savior, so that, having been justified by his grace, we might become heirs having the hope of eternal life. This is a trustworthy saying. And I want you to stress these things, so that those who have trusted in God may be careful to devote themselves to doing what is good. These things are excellent and profitable for everyone. Titus 3:3-8
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    What is kindness?  It has always baffled me a bit.  Kindness, goodness…gentleness.  It all seems like kind of the same thing.  To me, kindness seemed like being polite in the grocery checkout line.  Kindness was a hug when a friend was down.
       But kindness is so much more than that.  In fact, I would say now that kindness is a fruit of the Spirit that cannot be lived out without the grace of God through the help of the Holy Spirit. 
       Kindness, according to Strong’s, is a useful fruit of the Spirit that truly takes care of the real needs of others. Kindness meets “real needs, in God’s way, in His timing.” 
       Kindness, as we enter into the Divine nature of God, always calls us to a measure of giving that is more than we feel we have to give.  It asks us to go beyond the simple to the extraordinary, from the natural to the supernatural.  It demands that we give to people what they truly need, even when it isn’t what they want, and to give without being paid back. 
    We used to be difficult to show kindness to.  Our attitudes, our actions, our expressions—all were focused on self-gratification and pleasure.  This overflowed out of our sinful hearts to others, on others, abusing, hurting, and creating schisms in our relationships. 

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Kindness leads to repentance

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     ​Praise God, He didn’t leave us in our mess!  God reached to meet our needs when we were still His hostile enemies.  He didn’t wait for us to clean up, shape up, or fix up ourselves.  He knew we had no power or strength to do that without His Spirit. So He joined us in the middle of our mess, and made a way out for us. 
     He poured on the cleansing wine to sanctify and make us holy through the cleansing power of the Holy Spirit.  He generously poured on the healing oil to make us whole and complete again through the comforting power of the Holy Spirit.  He covered our shame with His own robe of rightousness:  

For when we were still without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. For scarcely for a righteous man will one die; yet perhaps for a good [man/cause] someone would even dare to die. But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Much more then, having now been justified by His blood, we shall be saved from wrath through Him. For if when we were enemies we were reconciled to God through the death of His Son, much more, having been reconciled, we shall be saved by His life. Rom. 5:6-10
     As much, though, as God came down into our mess, God’s kindness was never intended to leave us in our mess.  God’s kindness is intended to bring repentance—a complete change of heart and mind to think like God thinks, to take action like He acts:
​Don’t you see how wonderfully kind, tolerant, and patient God is with you?
​Does this mean nothing to you?
Can’t you see that his kindness is intended to turn you from your sin?
Rom. 2:4 NLT
     If we stay in our sin and refuse to extend kindness to others, but instead rely on our old patterns of selfishness and self-gratification, then we are despising rather than entering into the kindness of God for salvation.  If we simply say to ourselves, “sure, I’d love to have free salvation,” but never repent, we become like the filthy clad man invited to the wedding in Jesus’ parable, who wanted eternal life without repentance and Christ’s righteousness.  If we tear off His tunic and reject His gift of righteousness through His blood, then we are still left in our own shame.
     Before we can enter into the power of the Spirit to change our behavior, we need to first enter into repentance, which includes a life and mindset change to agree with God about our behaviors and our need for a complete change of spirit--a new creation.  Only then can we cooperate with the Spirit’s sanctifying and cleansing power in our lives to enable us to overflow in good works of kindness to others at all times:
Therefore, if anyone cleanses himself from what is dishonorable, he will be a vessel for honorable use, set apart as holy, useful to the master of the house, ready for every good work. 2 Tim. 2:21 ESV
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People without Jesus need kindness

.    Kindness calls us to care for those who don’t deserve our care, or even have purposefully acted in evil ways against us. These attributes of foolishness, disobedience, malice, envy and hate are all great indicators of the need of a person, once in days gone by the very attributes of our own perverted identity, are tell-tale signs of to whom we should extend kindness. 
      It is to these that Christ Jesus calls us to overflow with Divine kindness to meet their needs:
“You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’ But I say to you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who spitefully use you and persecute you, that you may be sons of your Father in heaven; for He makes His sun rise on the evil and on the good, and sends rain on the just and on the unjust. For if you love those who love you, what reward have you? Do not even the tax collectors do the same? And if you greet your brethren only, what do you do more than others? Do not even the tax collectors do so? Therefore you shall be perfect, just as your Father in heaven is perfect. Matt. 5:44-48
     It’s likely that we won’t need to search very far to find people that are difficult, that are unkind to us, and that require supernatural grace for us to meet their needs in love and sincerity.  We may not even have to walk outside our homes.  Perhaps during Covid shut-ins, even extending kindness to our family members or extended relatives seemed like an out-of-reach impossibility.  Maybe being kind to other church members who see pandemic responses or political viewpoints differently than we do may seem like a stretch past the reasonable imagination. 
     But Jesus calls us to an extreme:  that, like our Heavenly Father, we actively look for and meet the needs of not just those we like or care for, but anyone down to the most vengeful enemy.  That person that refuses to wear a mask down the aisle.  The man who lied about us to take over our place in the company.  The woman who gossiped about us and caused us to lose precious friendships.  The spouse who refuses to take responsibility for their family. 
     When we feel that people are mistreating us, we should remember that it is precisely those wrong actions that we used to practice in our own past.  Rather than practice avoidance of those people, perhaps we should look at their actions as indications of a need that God would like us to fill. 
     Sometimes, instead of simply walking away, we can pray that God would open our eyes to ways that a particular person may need something that we can care for.  It might be an encouraging note, or a meal.  Maybe they need a bill paid, or a ride.  They could be overwhelmed with homework with their child and might need some tutoring. 
     Above all, they need to hear of the hope and kindness of Jesus to save them from their hurtful cycles of sin and to meet their needs with His own Divine kindness.  
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We have an abundance for meeting people’s
true needs with kindness

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     I don’t know about you, but this doesn’t usually feel true.  Often I start the day tired and overwhelmed with needs just from my own family and work.  The process of caring for the needs of others we don’t even feel a natural affection for may sound like it extends past our natural resources.  And this is absolutely true.
     The kindness and actions that God calls us to are past our natural resources.  This form of kindness requires us to rely on the all-sufficiency of God to multiply our resources of time, energy, love and finances to fill the needs around us.
    It’s not natural, it’s Divine:  

As His divine power has given to us all things that pertain to life and godliness, through the knowledge of Him who called us by glory and virtue.
2 Peter 1:3
 
   Let’s ask God today to give us eyes to see the wounded. To deepen our love for others. To multiply our time, energy and resources. To give us opportunities to show kindness to those who need it. 
    Today, let’s pour the wine and oil. Today, let’s bind their wounds.  Today, let’s point them to Jesus’ gift of righteousness.
     Today, let’s overflow. ​
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Help for the Harried

9/7/2021

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      Mamas—it’s time!    
     Time for the sound of that new textbook cracking open.  Time for hot coffees in the morning…and in the sleepy afternoon.  Time for sweaters, warm, wood stove fires crackling, and bouquets of newly sharpened pencils.  
     I can’t help but get excited at all the new things we will be learning together.  As one who gets easily bored learning and teaching the same things year after year, I enjoy finding things that none of us have learned before.  Whether it’s studying a new way to illustrate creative writing or complex and microscopic moss piglets, the world of learning is fascinating and challenging. 
      On the flip side, though, there is always a bit of a dread, buried deep in the sub-conscious, of the failure that may accompany all my plans for learning.  Somehow a part of our identity can get wrapped up in our children’s success--perceived as our own success--in school, arts, music, college and careers.  A success defined by others. 
     Add to that the many unachievable public standards for learning, the judgment from other parents and the many Facebook posts of perfectly organized and color coordinated school rooms, and we homeschool mamas can quite easily find ourselves trying to the point of exhaustion to keep up with all the expectations of being the perfect woman. 
     But let’s pause over our coffee for a moment.  Grab a chunky blanket—or, if you haven’t gotten that pinterest-worthy prize yet, as I haven’t, perhaps just a warm and cozy one will do.  Because before we get too embroiled in the school year, before we find ourselves locking horns with that “unreasonable” and “stubborn” child who may really be overworked, underplayed and lonely, let’s take a look at what God says about our homeschool plans—because believe or not, He has plenty to say!
    And before we get into it…before you start to feel like this will just be more for you to do, I want you to know that our Good Shepherd Jesus “gently leads those who are with their young” (Is. 40:11).  He has more investment into what we are doing with our kids than we even do! As much as our hearts care, I can guarantee you that He cares more.  He will not require more of us than what we have to give. 
     With that said, I want to take us to look at my favorite homeschool passages with which I always begin my school year. As I plan, it helps me to plan wisely, and to not get to hung up on all these helpful tools.  It helps me to keep my focus on what God defines as true success for our families: 

Ship your grain across the sea;
after many days you may receive a return.
Invest in seven ventures, yes, in eight;
you do not know what disaster may come upon the land.
If clouds are full of water,
they pour rain on the earth.
Whether a tree falls to the south or to the north,
in the place where it falls, there it will lie.
Whoever watches the wind will not plant;
whoever looks at the clouds will not reap.
As you do not know the path of the wind,
or how the body is formed in a mother’s womb,
so you cannot understand the work of God,
the Maker of all things.
Sow your seed in the morning,
and at evening let your hands not be idle,
for you do not know which will succeed,
whether this or that,
or whether both will do equally well.
Ecclesiastes 11:1-6


Invest in variety
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     The first idea here in verse 1 is to not be afraid to invest in a variety of ways! God is all for your kids learning how to draw in animation.  He loves it when they learn how to set up an audio recording studio.  He gets excited when they are interested in beehives.   Jesus loves their fascination with design, dinosaur bones, and bugs. 
  But secondly, and I think just as importantly, God wants us to invest in other people’s children.  You see, our children really belong to God.  We are just entrusted with them temporarily as a stewardship.  So when we work together to help one another in homeschool, whether through co-ops, field trips, church activities, or a simple play date, we are helping to invest in a stewardship of God’s kids. 
     We don’t know what hard stuff will come. While 2020 gave us a bitter taste, life really is unpredictable and only our wise and loving heavenly Father knows the times or the seasons appointed to us (Acts 1:7).  Perhaps a co-op you started may impact thousands down the road in a positive way, or perhaps that outing you had where you learned about native plants and their uses may save a life.  Maybe the child you befriended that day at the playground was in desperate need of love and attention.  Maybe that mama was at her ropes' end trying to trust God with all that she juggled and struggled. Perhaps 2020 has brought in many parents to homeschooling for secular reasons, but they may not know about the life-changing grace of Jesus!
     While investing abroad in others may take longer to see a return, there absolutely will be a benefit to you and to your kids as they see you model Christ-like service to others! 


Be careful what we put in
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     I remember sitting on my bed, silently fuming.  My face, I’m sure, betrayed my inner rage and disrespect, but my lips sure wouldn’t.  I was verbally respectful for the full half an hour of lecture my mother would give me, but I was pretty stubborn in my response.
     But do you know what?  I was listening.  The Spirit of God was inscribing her words of warning, love and wisdom on my heart.  The memory verses she helped me memorize echoed back the exhortations of God.  The Daily Light  devotional she had gifted me spoke to my convicted heart night after night. 
    And gradually, my heart yielded in obedience to God’s voice.  Gradually the lies, the disrespect, the disobedience and stubbornness were replaced by love and admiration for my mom, along with a deep gratitude that she had stuck it out so gently and lovingly. 
     It might seem like our kids aren’t listening to our Bible reading or wisdom, but God’s Spirit works inside of them to recall those things when they need it.
     Not only that, but what we put into our kids will be sure to come out of them, one way or another, at some point.  As we pour into them, they will fill and spill out onto others. 
     So let’s look at what we are pouring in: what messages are our kids getting from our words, our tones, and our actions toward others, circumstances, and news? What about the video games, movies, or books?  While we certainly can’t control everything our kids see or hear about, we should pay attention to what we do have a choice over, and look to make sure that those things will reflect God’s character when they resurface later. 
      Perhaps after spending time hearing something that doesn’t reflect God’s character-- maybe a conversation they had with a friend, or an encounter with a neighbor--it would be a good time to have a chat about what God has to say about the subject, and how we can encourage others to love God in that way. 


Lean our children towards God
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       Our family recently survived through the Beachie Creek wildfires of 2020.  The memorial of the blackened trees surrounding our property line testifies continuously to the grace of God as He spared our home and family that night. 
       However, down around our creeks, there are some trees that were dangerously damaged. One in particular, near our neighbor’s home, leaned ominously over her trailer.  We hired a private logger to come out and expertly take out the worst offenders.  He walked through the property, marking any timber that seemed likely to fall in the event of a storm. 
      As he commenced his cutting, the buzzing sound of his saw filled the air.  In just a few moments, the cracking and splintering sounded through the canyon as the seventy-foot tree began to break and fall. 
         Devastatingly, while the logger successfully diverted the lean, the new lean that the logger had placed in his cutting brought the tree sickeningly down on the front engine of his employee’s car she had been in the process of driving up our driveway.  Amazingly, she was unharmed, though I would venture to say, very shaken! 
          The log, almost a year later, remains where it fell.
         Mamas, whereever we lean our kids, without intervention they will likely fall.  In Solomon’s proverb, the falling was not a bad thing, it was simply the direction of the tree.  In our homeschooling, in our parenting, we have a unique influence over our children’s life direction and heart choices while they are young. 
           
          The time to train our children to lean toward the light of Christ is now. 

      Trees lean a direction naturally.  When they fall they will continue in that gravitational pull and land predictably and immovably.
     As the tree grows, it follows the light, and leans toward it.  While trees are small and immature, it is relatively easy to train them in the direction you want it to follow,  and the amount of training necessary to change its direction is very small.  However, as the tree grows more solidly and thickly, it takes more and more outside pressure to change its course. 
      Our children’s earliest development is the time to train them to lean the direction necessary to the purpose for which they are made by their Creator: to love, honor and glorify God (Ecc. 12:1).    
     While our children always have choice to make about whether they will repent and make Christ their Lord, our leaning them now can save them much heartache from unnecessary consequences later in life due to wrong choices and attitudes.            

Keep investing and leave the results to God
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     Take courage!  Let's not let the scary things distract us from our work!  Just as the coming storm threatens to destroy our fields after we plant, making us hesitate to use up our stored seed, so we will always face threatening situations that seem like they will destroy the work and investment we are making into our children’s hearts.
       I don’t know a veteran mom who has not seen those storms rolling in:
 
     The doctor’s diagnosis, preventing you from getting up and caring for your children in the way you believe is ideal. 
      The unexpected job loss that forces you to spend most of your school year packing, moving, and looking for work. 
    The debt you were forced into that prevents you from buying organizational tools or the “right” curriculum. 
      The new baby that seems to need constant attention.
      The sleeplessness of trauma and grief that renders you unable to focus during your day.

   All of these things are threats from the enemy.  They threaten us with our inability, the uncontrollable nature of life itself, and the menacing invisibility of the forces at work to undermine, destabilize and destroy whatever we are working to build.  

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     But just as the path of the wind is indiscernible, so the formation of a baby is hidden.  Just as the development of a seed under the soil is invisible, so the work of God is concealed (Heb. 11:1-2, Prov. 25:2). 
 
     The work of God in your child’s heart is unseen, and takes faith in a God who works perfectly in the unseen.  God’s work is invisible, complex, beautiful and sure.
 
       It is this faith in the faithfulness of God that gives us the ability to sow in circumstances that look devastating.  It is this faith that the Spirit uses in our lives to creative faithfulness—persistence in doing the actions to which God has called us, relying on Him to make all things grow (1 Cor. 3:7).  ​

Make the most of every opportunity
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     Learning is continuous, and children are classic imitators.  From the very beginning days of a baby’s life, he or she is practicing your smile.  Their little minds are in a state of constant and insatiable curiosity, and the process of learning development is greatly enhanced for language, social skills, and understanding.  Without even understanding the meaning behind what they are doing, they are practicing everything they see us do and say, every microexpression and tone. 
    Learning and growth doesn’t just happen in a cubicle during a three-to-six-hour window.  They are watching us constantly-- listening when they look bored.  The things we share with them, on purpose and inadvertently with our reactions, responses, attitudes, words, and lifestyles, sink deeply into their impressionable hearts. 
     They are learning from me just as much when I sing a Bible memory verse to them as when I react harshly when they wipe their blackberry stained fingers on their new clothes.  They are learning from my disinterested face as I scroll Facebook posts while they wish to share their hearts, as much when I explain a complicated algebra equation. 


Be very careful, then, how you live--
not as unwise but as wise,
making the most of every opportunity,
​because the days are evil.
 
Eph. 5:15-16
   Whether it’s the Bible, math, science, music, art, cake decorating or legos--whatever it is that you are investing in teaching your child, find ways to invest in their hearts throughout the day. Any moment can turn into a demonstration of God’s character and attributes.
    In Deuteronomy God calls parents to invest at all times, being watchful for opportunities to impress the love and knowledge of the character of God into our children:
Hear, O Israel: The Lord our God, the Lord is one. Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength. These commandments that I give you today are to be on your hearts. Impress them on your children. Talk about them when you sit at home and when you walk along the road, when you lie down and when you get up. Tie them as symbols on your hands and bind them on your foreheads. Write them on the doorframes of your houses and on your gates. Deut. 6:4-9

 ​     While this may seem daunting, it is meant to be, in fact, relieving!  It means that discipleship happens both spontaneously and planned, and you do not have to organize all of it!  As we walk in the Spirit’s leading, He will bring opportunities and way to talk about Him into your daily rhythms.  Simply being in tune to His voice will enable you to successfully and naturally disciple in the little and big moments.  By just living, learning, and loving God together naturally. 
     Jesus, our gentle Shepherd, not only wants to lead you gently, mamas, but he wants to “gather the lambs in His arms, and carry them close to His heart” (Is. 40:11) It is for this purpose that God created children to have a heightened ability to learn, lean into Him, and grow into a knowledge of Him and of His creation!  

​     God wants your children to know Him intimately, to enter into relationship with Jesus as their Lord and Savior, and to imitate Him as dearly loved children, living a life of love (Eph. 5:1).
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Fear God and keep His commandments
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    Finally, after all my planning, writing, scheduling, purchasing and investment, all of which God uses to aid us in our stewardship, I love how Solomon ends the book of Ecclesiastes:  
​“Of making many books there is no end, and much study wearies the body.
Now all has been heard;
here is the conclusion of the matter:
Fear God and keep his commandments,
for this is the duty of all mankind.
For God will bring every deed into judgment,
including every hidden thing,
whether it is good or evil.”
Ecclesiastes 12:12b-14
     Mamas, we can write and study and plan. We can teach and test and give homework.  We can do all the co-ops and programs and transcripts and college…but there is only one question that will matter at the end of our stewardship: 

       Do our children know and walk with Jesus as their Lord and Savior?

       In the conclusion of the matter, it is really very simple and freeing.  Our mission in each day doesn’t cost any money, doesn’t require any specials tools, equipment or curriculum.  It’s free, and it takes no more time than just simply living with our children and walking in the Spirit’s leading.    Our mission each day is simply a restful living in the moment and walking in the Spirit, responding to those opportunities that He will open up for us to teach and train.  Jesus will not fail to help you and strengthen you as you ask Him for His guidance, wisdom, discernment, and energy. 
      As we plan out our year, our weeks, and our days, let’s do it with just one question:  Is this activity or curriculum acting as a helpful tool to learn to enjoy and grow in our relationship with God? 
     If it does, that’s great!  If it doesn’t, we might consider scratching it out of our agenda.  If it leads to our exhaustion, or makes it harder to live in love and unity because we are too tired, cranky and harried to enjoy learning about God and His creation together, maybe some of these tools are more of a distraction than a tool at all.  Perhaps some of them could be adjusted in their priority level or approach so that they are more useful.  While there are constantly “good” things to spend our time on, only some of them actually free us to enjoy and glorify our Creator—and those will be different for you than for me.
     So let’s approach this school year, this day, with a spirit of joy and rest, knowing that whatever we give to our Creator, He will be faithful to multiply and grow into the work that He designed it to be.
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The Completing Work of Patience

8/26/2021

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     King Belshazzar stood trembling violently, his face ashen, his finger pointing eerily to the wall. He stared at the handwriting where, just moments ago the letters, large and imposing, had been etched into the plaster. 
     All night long they had feasted, Belshazzar with his nobles, his wives and concubines. A thousand and more, drinking, celebrating the vastness of the empire over which he ruled.  As they drank, it had come to him…he should toast the gods who had given him this success! He could earn their continued favor, and what better way to do that than with the goblets from the temple of the God they had conquered! 
     He had ordered that they bring out the golden goblets, and he and his thousand nobles had praised the gods of gold, silver, bronze, iron, wood and stone, and offered them tribute—perhaps they would receive this work and grant him more favor and complete his kingdom.

    Suddenly, the fingers of a hand had appeared and written on the wall while Belshazzar watched, his stomach churning and his face draining of its blood. 
     No one could tell him what the words even meant.  The queen had suggested a man, Daniel, a Jew.  She said he had the spirit of the holy gods residing in him.  She said he was insightful, intelligent, and wise as the gods.  That he possessed the power to understand deep puzzles and riddles, and to interpret dreams. 
     And now, there the man stood: confident, quiet, and filled with the wisdom of the aged.  Then Daniel answered the king, “You may keep your gifts for yourself and give your rewards to someone else. Nevertheless, I will read the writing for the king and tell him what it means.
  “Your Majesty, the Most High God gave your father Nebuchadnezzar sovereignty and greatness and glory and splendor. Because of the high position he gave him, all the nations and peoples of every language dreaded and feared him. Those the king wanted to put to death, he put to death; those he wanted to spare, he spared; those he wanted to promote, he promoted; and those he wanted to humble, he humbled. But when his heart became arrogant and hardened with pride, he was deposed from his royal throne and stripped of his glory. He was driven away from people and given the mind of an animal; he lived with the wild donkeys and ate grass like the ox; and his body was drenched with the dew of heaven, until he acknowledged that the Most High God is sovereign over all kingdoms on earth and sets over them anyone he wishes.
      “But you, Belshazzar, his son, have not humbled yourself, though you knew all this. Instead, you have set yourself up against the Lord of heaven. You had the goblets from his temple brought to you, and you and your nobles, your wives and your concubines drank wine from them. You praised the gods of silver and gold, of bronze, iron, wood and stone, which cannot see or hear or understand. But you did not honor the God who holds in his hand your very breath and owns all your ways. Therefore he sent the hand that wrote the inscription.

 “This is the inscription that was written:

                   MENE, MENE, TEKEL, PARSIN

 “Here is what these words mean:

     Mene: God has numbered the days of your reign and brought it to an end.

     Tekel: You have been weighed on the scales and found wanting.
      Peres: Your kingdom is divided and given to the Medes and Persians.”


     “Mene.”  It was fifty shekels. Fifty shekels on one side of the balances, and fifty on the other side.  “Tekel,” a shekel on the first side, but yet on the other side of the scale only an “upharsin”-divided, split—a mere half shekel.  He had come up short by just a half shekel.  No matter what he had done to please the gods, no matter the tribute he had brought, the victories he had won, the amassed wealth, power, fame and women, Belshazzar knew in that moment that he had come up short in the only test that would ever matter, in the eyes of the only One who could ever truly judge. 

    That very night Belshazzar, king of the Babylonians, was slain.   

​ὑπομονή:
A steadfast remaining in obedience under the authority of God. 
 
TThe Greek word for patience (G5281 hypomonḗ) is sometimes translated as perseverance, or endurance.  It is a cognate of two Greek words: "hypo," meaning under, often meaning "under authority" of someone working directly as a subordinate; and "Mone," which means to remain, abide, dwell, live. Together, and in a Biblical context, it means to remain or abide under the authority of God in obedience.  

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       In the final analysis of his life, it didn’t matter how much Belshazzar worked to get favor, without Jesus he had fallen short. 
     While this is tragic, the good news is that it doesn't have to end this way!  Through the Holy Spirit that God gives us when we receive Jesus as our Savior and Lord, we can receive a precious gift that enables us to always measure up. 

     This gift is patience. 

     Patience is not merely speaking nicely to my kids when they are grabbing at my legs during dinner time.  It’s not a mere politeness of talking, or even merely waiting for something longer than I'd like. 

      Let’s take a deeper look at a passage in Scripture that tell us what it really does mean, and about the beautiful end result of this gift of patience: 
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“Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces patience. Let patience finish its work so that you may be mature and complete,
​not lacking anything.”

​ James 1:2-4

     Now, when we study translated passages, we must understand that while it is convenient and helpful to translate an ancient language word for word in English, the translation process is not and cannot be that simple.  Languages do not have a perfect word scope and definition for each word in an original language.  Instead, the range of meaning in the original word may be substituted for a range of words within the English, which is ultimately better understood with a deeper study into the meaning behind each word. 
     For instance, the Greek meaning of the word “testing” in this passage has more of the idea of a testing of the genuineness of something, perhaps of gold, or a precious stone, to see if it is real or a substituted fake, in order to obtain the approval of the expert. 
    Similarly, the words for mature and complete used in this passage, can seem repetitive or redundant in English, but a look into their Greek counterparts is anything but: “mature” comes from the same root word that we use for telescopic, and indicates a stage by stage lengthening or developing until at full capacity for usefulness, while the word for “complete” indicates a divinely appointed wholeness by allotment (the casting of the lot: used in ancient times to divide generational inheritance lands or to determine the will of God). 
     Finally, the word for “lack” denotes the idea of making choices, such as leaving behind, or abandonment, that cause one to fall short of a standard.  It applies to a race that was never completed, as well as the self-choice of an abandonment of a goal. 
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     Without Christ we fall short.  When tested, we cannot meet the standards and requirements of holiness and submission to God.         With Christ, we will be found in Him, with nothing lacking in our patience endurance  sovereignty of the Lord God as we remain in submissive obedience!  

     Something that I find intriguing in my study of ancient literature, is that in ancient writings the authors did not follow a linear outline like we do in western or modern cultures.  Rather, they followed a chiastic structure, that is, a structure that makes a point, and then illustrates that point in a sort of V pattern (think of the flight structure of geese), with the main crux of the argument or message being in the center, and then backtracking its steps of logic through to the beginning again.  Chiasm is a fascinating study, but more importantly, it is an aid to see better the flow of thought and emphasis that the author originally intended:
   
  1. Joy—Rejoicing in God’s favor toward us
    1. Trials 
      1. Testing/proving of our faith
        1. Produces through a finished work
          1. Patience—Abiding submission under God’s authority
          2. Patience-- Abiding submission under God’s authority
        2. Produces through a finished work
      2. A finished maturity of character and usefulness
      3. A whole restored person in God’s will and inheritance
    2. Believer's faith fully approved!

    
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   From the chiastic structure of the verses outlined below, what is the at the point of the V?  Patience!  And the end result is a faith in the finished work of Christ that is so genuine that God, our Creator and Judge, approves and delights in it!
     But you know, God never left us with just a command.  

     Instead, He Himself demonstrated to us what remaining in submission, the action of patience, looks like: 

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During the days of Jesus’ life on earth, he offered up prayers and petitions with fervent cries and tears to the one who could save him from death, and he was heard because of his reverent submission. Son though he was, he learned obedience from what he suffered and, once made perfect [mature], he became the source of eternal salvation for all who obey him....”
​Heb. 5:7-9
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     Even though Jesus had the rights of a Son, that did not exempt Him from testing and hardship as a Son. Because Jesus demonstrated patience, because He made Himself entirely submissive to the will of His Father, he became both the source of salvation for all who submit themselves to His Lordship and the source of power and grace to submit in patience to His Lordship
   
      Without Jesus, we cannot measure up.  Our works will never balance the scales.

     Through faith in Jesus, the Holy Spirit uses trials—tests of temptation to go outside of obeying God’s authority in our lives—to do the WORK for us, with a full, complete, finished, end point. 
     The end point is patience---perseverence—endurance.  It is living in submission to the will of God and remaining under his authority—all the way until we meet Jesus face to face. 
   In turn, this patience produces (works) with the same finishing, completing properties to fully and completely bring us to maturity in Christ, from stage to stage, ever growing into the image of Jesus until we are at optimum capacity for usefulness to share God’s love with the world. 
     Patience ALSO produces (works) to bring our spirit, our soul, and our body into complete wholeness and healing until we are restored completely in God’s will and the inheritance He has marked out for us. 
  

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And the joyous end result?     
    
​     Because of the completing work of God's gift of patience, we will not fail or fall short of God's approval. 


     As we are tested, we will “come forth as gold,” (Job 23:10) fulfilling the entire standard of obedience and submission, and finding ourselves both proved and approved as God's children!

 

 
                                               May your faith come forth as gold! 

     I want to invite you to join me in this personalized prayer:
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 “Father, I choose to consider it a happy experience that You so favor and delight in me whenever I have hard tests of submission!  Why? Because I know that these tests will prove the genuineness of my faith so that I may be approved by You at the end!  I ask in Jesus' Name that this proving of my faith would work in me a definite and absolute patience that remains in constant submission to Your authority in my life. 
     I now choose to let this patience finish doing that work in me, so that I may go through the necessary stages of maturity in order to be fully mature, phase by phase, stage by stage, until I can function at a full-strength capacity and effectiveness as I serve You, Lord.  As I choose to allow patience to  finish its work in me, I ask that You would cause me to be completely whole--fully everything that You created me to be and in line to fully receive my allotted inheritance with Christ in heaven.  With these two qualities that you are giving me, maturity and completeness, I thank you that I will not come short in any way of meeting Your standard or in failing the test of my faith’s genuineness, but will rather be fully approved by God through the atoning blood of Jesus.” 
 

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The Confidence of Peace

8/11/2021

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Peace:
eirḗnē from eirō, "to join, tie together into a whole") – properly, wholeness, i.e. when all essential parts are joined together; peace (God's gift of wholeness). 1
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     Isaac stood, watching in awe as they--his once hostile enemies—walked home across the dusty valley.  Just yesterday, they had been divided.  Strife and turmoil had dogged his steps. 
    After the death of his father Abraham, Isaac had begun to travel in the nomadic life with their extensive flocks and herds, migrating through the land of Canaan.  Directing his servants to reopen the wells dug by his father, they had found water.
     But there they had been--the neighboring Philistines--watching their progress just until the water had been pulled up, cool, and clear, from deep in the ground.  They had immediately insisted the newly found water to be their own. 
      Hot, dry, dusty, and thirsty—feelings of anger and frustration battling within him--Isaac had turned away from the fight.  Naming the well, Esek, or “Dispute,” he redirected his team to the next well site his father had dug. 
     But this the Philistines too, had watched and then disputed.  With mounting frustration, as well as an increased need for water and irrigation for the land, Isaac turned once again from the fight over his rights and poured out his need before the God who alone could provide for his needs.  He had called that well, Sitnah:  “Opposition.” 
     It wasn’t until the third well that the Philistines had left him alone.  Rehoboth.  “Room. There would be room enough in the land to dwell side by side without fighting. 
     But God wasn’t done. 
     The Promise that God had given his father had yet to be walked out.  He was the child of the Promise.  And then again, God had promised him His help when Isaac had started out on this journey.  Where was that help now?  Isaac wrestled with a Promise that didn’t seem to have its basis in his circumstances.    
     That night the Lord God had appeared to him: “I am the God of your father Abraham. Do not be afraid, for I am with you; I will bless you and will increase the number of your descendants for the sake of my servant Abraham (v. 24).”
     The next morning, Isaac had gotten up, built an altar, and worshipped. 
      And dug a well. 
    As the water dripped from the ladle, Isaac's attention was drawn by a movement in the distance.
      And then he saw them. Just when he thought he had moved on.  Just when he thought that he could be done with dealing with their strife and theft—there they were again, armed, intimidating, and dauntless.  King Abimelek.  His personal adviser.  And Phicol—the military commander. 
     Summoning his courage, Isaac had drawn on the Promise.  The Promise of peace with God.   Of wholeness.  Of relationship.  Of a Divine Plan that no one could steal from him. 
     Stepping forward, Isaac had confronted his enemies with the truth: “Why have you come to me, since you were hostile to me and sent me away?” 
     They had answered, “We saw clearly that the Lord was with you; so we said, ‘There ought to be a sworn agreement between us’—between us and you. Let us make a treaty with you that you will do us no harm, just as we did not harm you but always treated you well and sent you away peacefully. And now you are blessed by the Lord (v. 27-29).”
      Isaac’s heart roiled at their words.  Hadn’t harmed him?  Treated him well?  Sent him away peacefully!  Keeping his face controlled, he had sorted through their words and his own emotions.  There were, perhaps, things of which Abimalek hadn’t been aware.  In his mind, the words of God to him had kept speaking: “Do not be afraid.  I am with you.  I will bless you….”
  In that moment Isaac had made a decision.  He didn’t need their agreement about their actions.  He didn’t need to depend on their choices to be at peace.  He could choose peace because of the gift God had given him—because peace is a gift.  And it’s meant to be given away. 
     Turning, Isaac followed his decision with swift action.  Directing his stunned servants, Isaac had ordered them to prepare a feast for their enemies. 
     Now, as he gazed off into the distance, the dust of their retreat lifting lazily in the slight breeze, Isaac wondered at the ways of God.  A God who could take enemies, and prepare a feast for them.  A God who could turn strife into peace.  A God who could create a covenant bond between those who once were at war, and make them united. 
     The next moment, Isaac’s meditations were cut off—his servants were coming back with a message:  “We’ve found water!”
     And he named it Sheba—the well of the "seven”.  The covenant was completed, the work was done. 
      It was finished.
  
~Fictionalized account of Gen. 26:17-33

     Eirene.  Peace.  It is the binding together of that which was once fractured.  Divided.  At war. 
 
     Jesus is the one who came to bring “peace on earth to those on whom His favor rests” (Luke 2:14).  In Matthew 10:34-36, Jesus explains that this peace with God and others is not for the world—those who refuse to come to Him to find peace will continue in strife: “Do not think that I came to bring peace on earth…..A man’s enemies will be the members of his own household.” 
     In contrast, though, those who come to God to be made whole by Him through Jesus Christ, will have no more strife and enmity between them and God---or between them and others.  Regardless of the choices of others, we can be at peace with them because the gift of peace with God is enough both overflow our cup to bless others:

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​Never repay evil for evil to anyone. Respect what is right in the sight of all people. 18If possible, so far as it depends on you, be at peace with all people. Never take your own revenge, beloved, but leave room for the wrath of God, for it is written: “VENGEANCE IS MINE, I WILL REPAY,” says the Lord. “BUT IF YOUR ENEMY IS HUNGRY, FEED HIM; IF HE IS THIRSTY, GIVE HIM A DRINK; FOR IN SO DOING YOU WILL HEAP BURNING COALS ON HIS HEAD.” Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.
Romans 12:17-21

     
     What was once divided and fractured can and will be made whole and healed in Him.  He will give us friendship for enmity, healing for brokenness, relationship for those estranged.
     It all hinges on Jesus.  He is our peace.  
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"Remember that at that time you were separate from Christ, excluded from citizenship in Israel and foreigners to the covenants of the promise, without hope and without God in the world. But now in Christ Jesus you who once were far away have been brought near by the blood of Christ.

For he himself is our peace, who has made the two groups one and has destroyed the barrier, the dividing wall of hostility, 
by setting aside in his flesh the law with its commands and regulations.

His purpose was to create in himself one new humanity out of the two, thus making peace, and in one body to reconcile both of them to God through the cross, by which he put to death their hostility. 

He came and preached peace to you who were far away and peace to those who were near. 

For through him we both have access to the Father by one Spirit."
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​Ephesians 2:12-18

     While our enemies will not always come to peace with us, and loving others certainly comes at a high cost of sacrifice, there is a reward for those who “seek peace and pursue it” (1 Pet. 3:11). 

       Its effect in us is a quietness and confidence forever. 

     A quietness(2) that is restful and undisturbed by the chaos and frustration of people who are constantly trying to grab for their rights, scrambling over the rights of others to lay claim to a prosperity that can never buy their freedom from anxiety, fear, anger, and hatred. A quiet rest that allows us to not strive after what we need, but simple to serve Jesus with a trust that He will in His turn and perfect timing provide all that we need.    
     A confidence(3) that is a based in the security of the absolute place of refuge that is Jesus Christ.  In this place of confidence, we know that, though people can take from us physically, they can never take from us the hope of eternal reward in Christ Jesus.  This physical life is not the end. 

     The Resurrection will last forever.

     So what are your wells? 

     What are the rights that you have worked for, even deserve, that you may place in God’s hands and from which you may walk away? 
     Who are those people who have tangled with you over what you know should have been yours, and how can you bless them with the free gifts of peace and fellowship? 
 
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The Strength of Joy

7/28/2021

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What is Joy?  

     In the Greek, the word is xairo, which is a cognate based on the word, “xaris,” which is the word for grace.  Grace is God’s “favorable leaning toward” us to deal with us in His kindness and goodness.  It's not something we can ear or deserve; rather, it is a free gift of God to us based on Christ's death. “Xairo,” then, means to be glad and delight in God’s favor and goodness that we never earned or deserved.
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     I like to think of it this way:   
 
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     Joy is a beautiful mystery.  It co-exists with painful sorrow. In fact, present sorrow is the basis for joy because it is only through present work that we obtain future reward.  
      Some Christians believe that joy is not happiness: that joy is only a mental or spiritual decision.  I think that perhaps they believe this because the circumstances in which we are called to be joyful are so grief inducing.  It is the idea that we can only experience one emotion at a time.  
 
     There are other Christians who say you should only feel happy because of what Jesus has done. That any other sad emotion would be a lack of character, a wrong attitude, a lack of Christ-likeness.  Conversely, there are Christians who believe that, as Christ was the Man of Sorrows, so we should be sorrowful.  This is the mystery!   
     While Joy is a decision, we can sometimes be mistaken in the idea that we cannot be both happy about what will come and simultaneously sad about the painful and present circumstances which bring the good benefit.  But because God created us to be like Him, He has created us with the ability to experience multiple emotions at the same time. Paul said that he himself was “sorrowful, yet always rejoicing!” (2 Cor. 6:10) 
     I don’t enjoy being pregnant.  I don’t enjoy the joint pain, the morning sickness, the heartburn, the weight gain, the constant fatigue, and the painful labor.  I don’t enjoy the insomnia before the birth, or the waking up constantly after.  I didn’t enjoy the c-section, or the ear-splitting newborn cries through the long nights.  I didn’t enjoy the process of healing.   
     But I can tell you this: after having six biological children, I can’t help but smile with absolute delight when I get a positive pregnancy test!  I can’t help but get a rush of happy adrenaline when I feel that first contraction hit.  For me, the prospect of having a child for the rest of eternity, whether through miscarriage or a live birth, far outweighs the pain and suffering of the pregnancy, birth, and child-raising that is to come.  It is a joy that cannot be taken away.  
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     It is HOPE that enables us to have this happy joy.  Paul stated that we are to be “joyful in hope, patient in affliction” (Rom. 12:12a).  He reminded us that “we do not sorrow as others do, who have no hope” (1 Thess. 4:13).  Though we experience every bit of pain and suffering that our counterparts in the world experience, even our sorrow is not the same as the world’s.  We know it isn’t the end.  We know that these painful circumstances produce immeasurable good in our lives (Rom. 8:28).    
      We are in the long process of a kitchen remodel due to the Beatchie Creek fires. Severely limited in our budget, it is still very much in the beginning stages, though it has been nine months.
​        In my mind’s eye, I have envisioned many times what it will look like, down to every detail.  I imagine what I will do in that kitchen.  Vases of wildflowers from the hill.  Morning coffees with Jeff.  Cooking with my son, Cyrus.  Family gathered.  Laughter.  Relationships formed and maintained. An oasis for the weary.  A place where the word of God is shared.   A place of hope, light, rest, and refreshing.  
 
     What does fixing my thoughts in joy on the finish do? 
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       When I know that this trial, this season, is producing a wonderful thing for me and for those I care about, it produces the strength to continue to complete each part of the task in front of me. 
     As we work through our remodel, there are many small and large tasks to complete.  It can feel overwhelming if I sink into the them.  Each day there is another small piece to finish. Each task really represents a multitude of smaller tasks.   
   I was talking about this with my mom (if I’m honest, it probably sounded more like complaining. 😉 ) and she gently reminded me that this would not be for the rest of my life.  In the scheme of things, a year spent in remodeling would be followed by many years of enjoyment.  She reminded me to keep putting my perspective on the hope of the end result, not on the present.   
     That perspective, though only an earthly and shallow one—it's just a kitchen—helps me to get up each day and work a little more on its completion.   


     Focusing on the hope at the end gives us the strength to work a little more with Jesus every day until the completion of our life.  


     Friends, this life is momentary.  It is fleeting.  From the perspective of eternity, life's timeline doesn’t even make it on the page.  We need to look “unto Jesus, who for the joy set before Him endured the cross, scorning its shame” (Heb. 12:2).  
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    Looking away from all else to the joy of the Lord produces a happiness that cannot be mitigated or reduced by our present circumstances. 

...............Read the previous blog in the Fruit of the Spirit Series: "The Harvest of Love"

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The Harvest of Love

7/8/2021

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Those who sow in tears shall reap with
Shouts of Joy!
Psalm 126:5 ESV

   One night I had a dream. In my dream, I was in a large house, full of family and friends. As I walked around this house, I was trying to find ways to share Jesus with them; loving them, having conversations, talking about what the Lord was doing in my life, sharing my story.
     At some point, I looked in my wallet, and noticed that some investments I had been spending into had multiplied. One in particular, in just a few short months, had tripled. I got excited! I started thinking about all the ways I could save money in other areas, coffee, food, outings...and funnel that money into this one investment. If this investment was so very profitable, it would be well worth my time and money to put as much in now as I could!
     As I woke up from my dream, I could still feel the excitement. My mind was still churning with ways I could save, ways I could invest more. And then as the dream receded and I realized it was only a dream, the realization began to come to me that it was more. That that investment that was multiplying so quickly-- not ready yet for harvest, but very ready for growth-- that investment was the gospel and people.

     Sharing my story. Loving people.

   I realized if I could save my time, energy, resources, and funnel them into people: relationships, serving, discipling, teaching, then that investment would be the most important and valuable investment I could ever make in my life. It would have the most return, and bring the most joy.
But these investments, they come with a price, don't they? If I took my money away from coffee, it would mean that I couldn't have that coffee that day. If I took the money from what would have been our vacation to invest in a return later, then we would miss out on disneyland, or camping, or other fun, right? Now, coffee and vacations are great, and we would love to have them. But some investments cost more.
     Sometimes the investments of love for Jesus and others cost us much more. Tears, grief, sorrow. We may lose friends because we love them enough to tell them truth that they need to hear. We might be rejected by the ones we are trying to help.
     In foster care, which many of you may have experienced, the heartbreak can be very real and painful. You know you must fully open your heart and love these children, because they desperately need love. Love that does not hold back. Love that does not put up a shield. Love that opens wide (2 Cor. 6:11-13). But you know they may reject your love. They may be torn away from you. There are no guarantees, and as often as not, or perhaps more, your heart is broken, and the pain may be carried for a lifetime.

      This love that Jesus calls us to is painful. It's a cross. It's suffering.

     People joke that you shouldn't pray for patience, because then God will send you difficult experiences that require you to grow in patience. I think they pick patience out from the group of the fruit of the Spirit, because there is a feeling that joy is more of an easy, happy feeling. That love is a natural affection for others. That peace is just given. But each of these characteristics of the fruit of the Spirit are born and grow through suffering.
     Just like with patience, our love for people grows when we have difficult people to love—when it costs us something because our love is not being returned.
     There have been really difficult people in my life, where, honestly, my attitudes were really sour. I found that the feeling of natural affection just wasn't there for that person. I found that the only way to show love for that person was to go daily back into my room and cry out to Jesus to give me His love for that person; to give me the grace to show them love when I didn't feel it. I cried out to Him to change my hard, selfish heart.
      Jesus heard my cries, and gradually my heart became softer, more loving, more gentle. Over time, some relationships became beautiful and such a blessing to me. That outcome, however, hasn't always happen. Sometimes I have loved, and my heart has been broken.

      We love most when we love those who may never give love back.

     Jesus said it this way:

“If you love those who love you, what credit is that to you? Even sinners love those who love them. And if you do good to those who are good to you, what credit is that to you? Even sinners do that. And if you lend to those from whom you expect repayment, what credit is that to you? Even sinners lend to sinners, expecting to be repaid in full. 
But love your enemies, do good to them,
and lend to them without expecting to get anything back.

Then your reward will be great, and you will be children of the Most High,
​because he is kind to the ungrateful and wicked. 
Be merciful, just as your Father is merciful. 
Luke 6:32-36


     Have you ever experienced the sacrificial love of others into your life? How did that change your life and heart? How did that experience inspire you to give love in the same way you had received it (without expectation of repayment by them)? 

     What experiences of costly or painful love have you had that brought a harvest of joy? What life changes have you seen that were worth the costly investment? 

       How can you love in a way that would cost you something small? 
     
     How could you love in a way that may bring potential tears, heartache, and suffering for Jesus' sake?

     As we invest in love, we will find that the next fruit of the Spirit—Joy—becomes a natural follow-up. When you know that what you are doing will, by God's unbreakable promise, bring life, healing and beauty to you and to others, then even in the midst of the painful relationship or circumstance, even as you carry your cross, you can look forward with joy to the reward and harvest that will be waiting: "Looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.” Heb. 12:2

..................Read the next blog in the Fruit of the Spirit series: "The Strength of Joy"
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     ”If I speak in the tongues of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast, but do not have love, I gain nothing.
     "Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
     "Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when completeness comes, what is in part disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me. For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
      "And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is LOVE.
                                                                         1 Corinthians 13

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40 Days with Goliath - Final

7/1/2021

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For forty days the Philistine came forward
every morning and evening and​
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took his stand.

1 Samuel 17:40-54

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      This week we took our fluffy, white puppy to a geology camp with our kids. They got to learn about dinosaurs, handle real fossils and petrified dinosaur eggs, be awed by a plethora of fluorescent rocks, and dig in the dirt to find their own fossils.
     The owners of the camp had three large Great Pyranees, who nightly scouted their 180+ acre farm in the desert of Washington for grizzlies, wolves and cougars who regularly frequented the ranch. Last fall, their pyranees had attacked and treed a cougar on the property.
     During the day, as we watched from a distance, our small bundle of fluff, about the size of an Australian Terrier, would crawl on her belly toward these giant dogs. Her nose running along the ground, she would inch and pause, inch and pause, positioning herself as close as she dared to them. As soon as she reached them, she would flip her belly into the air, pleading for their mercy, and then snuggle up close for their protection.
     Bedtime, however, was another story! As we would settle in for the night, spanning the length of a log bunkhouse with our kids, we would give our dog her food next to her crate on the porch. Next to us, she had all kinds of courage. In her mind, though not in mine, we were much more powerful than these pyranees! As the other dogs would advance, tails wagging, to check out the smell from her dog bowl, she would bristle, bark, and growl at them. It was hilarious to watch her challenge them from the vantage of the porch, with her family behind her!
     As I watched her take courage based on her faith in our abilities, it reminded me of little David's courage as he fought Goliath. A courageous faith, that, unlike our dog's, was not misplaced.
     In Part 1, we studied the place and stance of our fight, and who our Goliaths are. In Part 2, we looked at some of the first problems David encountered before he even had to stand up to his Goliath, and how he rooted himself firmly in his identity and future. In Part 3, we focused on how David negotiated closed doors, discrimination, and how to maintain an effective defense in a new battle situation. Today, I want to dig in to the Covenant relationship we have with God, how to gather our resources, estimate the cost, and how to turn the enemy's weapons against himself!
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COVENANT
Let's declare our loyalty and love for God above all!​

     Goliath appeared “morning and evening,” when the Shema was to be declared. The Shema was Israel's affirmation of faith in God as their Covenant King--the Covenant authority Goliath was trying to replace by usurpation:

Hear, O Israel: The Lord [YHWH\ our God [Elohim, plural for God\, the Lord is one! You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your strength. And these words which I command you today shall be in your heart. 
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You shall teach them diligently to your children, and shall talk of them when you sit in your house, when you walk by the way, when you lie down, and when you rise up. 
Deut. 6:4-7 NKJV
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     God's people were commanded to declare vocally that the Lord was their God, in all of His triune, plural Godhead. They were to declare the command to love God with everything that was in them. Morning and evening, they were to rise and make these declarations over their lives and that of their families and nation. It was and is the quintessential statement of their faith in God.
    It was their enemy's goal to make Israel, God's people, omit this affirmation of faith and to  transfer their faith and obedience to his mastery over them.
     Our enemy wants to take God's place in our lives in order to imprison and destroy us. It has been his goal from the very beginning, when he challenged the Godhead! (Isa. 14:12-21)
But God has not left us without resources.
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COMPILE
Let's gather what we need!
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Then he took his staff in his hand; and he chose for himself 
five smooth stones
 from the brook,
​and put them in a 
shepherd’s bag, in a pouch which he had,
and his sling was in his hand. And he drew near to the Philistine.
1 Sam. 17:40

     As a shepherd, these are the typical things David would have already been using regularly. David gathered his staff, his bag, and his sling. The staff he brought to the fight would have been a smaller, blunt, club-like stick. This stick was different than the rod, or shepherd's crook, that he would have used to guide, discipline and rescue the sheep.  This particular staff would have been what David used to beat away predators, wild dogs, lions, and bears. The sling would be slung with a stone at a predator from more distance: efficient and deadly.
     God wants us to be resourceful. While He is the God who creates everything out of nothing, He still chooses to participate with us so that we can join Him in the pleasure and reward of victory!
      What do we have in our hand today? It is enough. 
     It is enough because we have a God who multiplies. He multiplies our time, energies and resources. He just wants a willing and giving heart. “For if there is first a willing mind, [the gift] is accepted according to what one has, and not according to what he does not have.” (2 Cor. 8:12)
     It is enough because He is the One who is our strength. He is the God of angel armies. “For the eyes of the LORD run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to show Himself strong on behalf of those whose heart is loyal to Him (2 Chron. 16:9a).
     David gathered five stones.
    At first glance, the five stones seem like backup plans. If the first stone failed, he would have more to try again. But that wasn't the purpose. Just as Jesus died once for all, (1 Pet. 3:18) so David would defeat the giant with one blow.
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     No, these extra stones were a preparation for David's future. You see, Goliath had four more brothers, all giants. They ruled with the Philistines, their allies, in the five cities of Ashdod, Ashkelon, Gaza, Ekron, and Gath, which was situated within the southeastern shore of Israel's border along the the Mediterranean Sea.1
     These giants were descended from Anak, of the giant ethnic group of the Nephilim, which began pre-flood, but whose lineage continued post-flood. The descendants of Anak had settled in the best, most fertile land of Canaan, in the mountainous and well-watered region of what would be called the land of Hebron. (Gen. 6:4; Deut. 9:2; Josh 15:3)
     God knew that His people would be tempted to fear the giants. God never denied that His people are unequal to the giants. Rather, He wants to change our perspective to see the giants in juxtaposition to His own might!
     
     Just as God's people were to cross over to occupy the Promised Land, God gave them this promise:

Hear, O Israel: You are to cross over the Jordan today, and go in to dispossess nations greater and mightier than yourself, cities great and fortified up to heaven, a people great and tall, the descendants of the Anakim, whom you know, and of whom you heard it said, ‘Who can stand before the descendants of Anak?’ Therefore understand today that the Lord your God is He who goes over before you as a consuming fire. He will destroy them and bring them down before you; so you shall drive them out and destroy them quickly, as the Lord has said to you.
​Deut. 9:1-3

     When the twelve spies were sent by the Israelites before they were to go into conquer the land, only two men, Joshua and Caleb(from the tribe of Judah), came back with a good report of the land.
     After 40 days of spying out the land—40 days of seeing the goodness of what God had promised to give them and 40 days of witnessing the intimidating power of the giants—Caleb and Joshua alone saw the power of the giants in relation to God. They saw the immense benefit of the land. The rest of the spies could only focus on the giants in relation to themselves: We were as grasshoppers in their sight!” (Num. 13:33)
     As an old man, it was Caleb of the tribe of Judah who would ask to inherit the specific region of the giants, Hebron, that he might drive them out. Many years later, it would be in Hebron that David would first occupy as reigning king (2 Sam. 5:3).
     David knew that once he took on this fight with Goliath, it would necessitate an all-out war against the rest of the giants in the land of Philistia (2 Sam 21:18-22). David was making a commitment with the Lord to participate fully in walking in victory over everything that God had promised him. The gathering of stones was an act of faith--not only for this day of battle, but for a lifetime with God.
     Like his aged ancestor, Caleb, the youth David wanted to have complete victory with God. At either spectrum of weakness, they two showed us the power of God to empower us in our weakness!
   What are those battle areas in our lives that we know will follow on the heels of victory? Where are the strongholds that you can identify today, that you know you will need to deal with in the Lord-- Those places of defeat, of family history, or intimidation?
    While God doesn't ask us to fight every battle all at once, we can still make some preparation now. What steps can you take in faith now, to prepare for when those battles will come to you?
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COMPARE
Let's assess the situation from a right perspective!
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So the Philistine came, and began drawing near to David, and the man who bore the shield went before him. And when the Philistine looked about and saw David, he disdained him; for he was only a youth, ruddy and good-looking. So the Philistine said to David, “Am I a dog, that you come to me with sticks?” And the Philistine cursed David by his gods. And the Philistine said to David, “Come to me, and I will give your flesh to the birds of the air and the beasts of the field!” Then David said to the Philistine, “You come to me with a sword, with a spear, and with a javelin. But I come to you in the name of the Lord of hosts, the God of the armies of Israel, whom you have defied. This day the Lord will deliver you into my hand, and I will strike you and take your head from you. And this day I will give the carcasses of the camp of the Philistines to the birds of the air and the wild beasts of the earth, that all the earth may know that there is a God in Israel. Then all this assembly shall know that the Lord does not save with sword and spear; for the battle is the Lord’s, and He will give you into our hands.
1 Sam. 17:41-47 NKJV
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     David took stock. He inventoried what his enemy had, and of what he himself had. His enemy had formidable, real, and powerful weapons and stature. He himself had the Name of the God of angel armies. David compared the two, and declared his side to be the more powerful. He knew that the One within us is greater than the enemy (1 John 4:4).
     Jesus showed us in Luke 14:28-32 that as His disciples, He expects us to first sit down and weigh the cost of discipleship. Is our God big enough? Is the reward worth it? Are we willing to invest all that we have?
     Since the investment of ourselves in this battle is very costly, God wants us to know that this battle is important enough to Him to commit all that He has to the battle with us.
     There are two reasons why God is committed to work with you to defeat your giants:
    God wants to be glorified in the entire earth as the only true and all-powerful God, with nothing and no one comparable to Him.
     God wants all the people who know you personally to have a deeper understanding of how God works for His people. He wants them to respond to Him in faith in their own lives.

     Once we have weighed the balances, once we have made up our minds whose side we are on, there must be no hesitation. It is the time to run into the battle!

CHARGE!
Let's wield the weapon the enemy uses with confidence!
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So it was, when the Philistine arose and came and drew near to meet David, that David hurried and ran toward the army to meet the Philistine. Then David put his hand in his bag and took out a stone; and he slung it and struck the Philistine in his forehead, so that the stone sank into his forehead, and he fell on his face to the earth. So David prevailed over the Philistine with a sling and a stone, and struck the Philistine and killed him. But there was no sword in the hand of David. Therefore David ran and stood over the Philistine, took his sword and drew it out of its sheath and killed him, and cut off his head with it. And when the Philistines saw that their champion was dead, they fled. Now the men of Israel and Judah arose and shouted, and pursued the Philistines as far as the entrance of the valley and to the gates of Ekron. And the wounded of the Philistines fell along the road to Shaaraim, even as far as Gath and Ekron. Then the children of Israel returned from chasing the Philistines, and they plundered their tents. And David took the head of the Philistine and brought it to Jerusalem, but he put his armor in his tent.
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1 Sam. 17:48-54


     David didn't start into the fight with a sword to kill Goliath--it was the sword Goliath carried that David used to kill him! It would be the sword that David used again and again throughout his fighting battles against the Philistines and any who would encroach upon the territory he was commissioned to guard (1 Sam. 21:9).
     Goliath's sword stands for the Word of God (Eph 6:17). It is the Sword that the enemy uses to accuse us to God night and day, morning and evening (Zech 3:1; Rev. 12:10). God's Word contains the law of commandments, the handwriting of ordinances, under which we, as lawbreakers, stand condemned before God as the Righteous Judge.
     The devil uses God's own words to declare us guilty—to declare that we have no help from God because of our sin. It is that same Word of God that we must use to shut down the voice of the enemy. We can acknowledge the accusation---”Yes, by God's standards I was guilty of that sin. Yes, by God's Word I had no standing on my own with God because of that guilt. But that is why the blood of Christ was so important. He paid the penalty for me, and I have been brought near into covenant relationship with God through the blood of Christ (Eph 2:13)!
     This Sword, the Word of God, also contains the Promises of God for us as the People of God. The devil tries to use the Promises of God to derail us from our purposes in the Will of God.
     In Jesus' temptation in the wilderness after His baptism and anointing by the Spirit--Jesus' own battle with Goliath--we see three Promises of God that Satan wielded to try to derail Jesus from His purpose in Luke 4:1-13:

“God promised to provide for you.”
“God promised to give you the kingdom.”
“God promised to protect you.”

     In each of these temptations, there was a legitimate and real promise of God found in Scripture for God's people that Satan tried to persuade Jesus to obtain outside of the Will of God. In each temptation, Jesus wielded the Word of God back to the devil to declare the larger and more complete purpose of God.  Because Jesus had a complete understanding of God's greater plan of redemption, Jesus left these promises unfulfilled in His earthly life. Even though Jesus had the actual power to make these promises happen physically at that time, He chose to give them up to God's better will for His life in order to bring us into His joy along with Him.
     Jesus gave up His provision (Matt 8:20), his kingdom (John 18:36), and His protection (Matt. 26:53) in a temporal setting in exchange for a lasting and eternal Promise (Phil 2:6-11).
     Ultimately, as Jesus died on the cross, he fulfilled the promise of redemption for us from the enemy found in Genesis 3:15 AMP “And I will put enmity (open hostility) between you[the devil] and the woman, and between your seed (offspring) and her Seed [Jesus]. He shall [fatally] bruise your[the devil's] head, and you shall [only] bruise His heel.”
     Just as David used the sword of Goliath to render the enemy in his life powerless, so Jesus used the very weapon Satan tried to use against Himself to destroy the devil and to render him powerless. Jesus' own death resulted in Satan's destruction: “I will ransom them from the power of the grave; I will redeem them from death. O Death, I will be your plagues! O Grave, I will be your destruction!” (Hos 13:14)
     It was this laying down of Jesus' rights under the Word of God for our sake that reconciled us to God:

When you were dead in your sins and in the uncircumcision of your flesh, God made you alive with Christ. He forgave us all our sins, having canceled the charge of our legal indebtedness, which stood against us and condemned us; he has taken it away, nailing it to the cross. And having disarmed the powers and authorities[all evil spirits\, he made a public spectacle of them, triumphing over them by the cross.
Col. 2:13-15 NIV


     When you take courage and find these battles in your life, people around you will see that God is able to deliver them. Many of them will take courage and come to the battle as well. Not only did the Israelites join with David in the battle, but they were also able to plunder the Philistines, securing their border and taking home a reward.
     David, however, knew that there was something else he must do. He must place physical reminders--memorials--of the victories he had with God, in prominent locations. The head of the giant went to Jerusalem, and the armor David placed in his own home.
     These memorials would be not only be for the present, placed in his current dwelling place, but also in Jerusalem: the future of where he would ultimately reside as King of Israel, and the location where Satan's head would, one day, be crushed by Jesus Himself as Jesus gave His own life on the cross.
     What can you do to establish memorials pointing to the victory of Christ for yourself and for successive generations?
     How will you point to your reminders and tell your story?

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